Summary~15 year old Lily Evans is an ugly, fat loner, but very, very intelligent. But when she gets lost in the Forbidden Forest, she meets someone that offers her a life-changing decision. Now she has to decide if she wants to keep her brilliant mind or trade it in for a sexy body and a gorgeous face.

Disclaimer~ Seriously if I owned Harry Potter I would probably be swimming in my pool full of money, and not sitting in my cardboard box typing a story!

Ok I've given the word ice-cream-sandwich a whole new meaning. What I did was put a cookie in between two scoops of ice-cream. That's a lot of sugar!

Well..........how is it so far? I got a total of eight, count em' eight reviews! There might be more but I can't really check right now. IM DISAPPOINTED THAT VIC DIDN'T REVIEW YET!! AND SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND PEOPLE! when she does review, we should all boo her!

 Lol hey Vic~

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Marge: ooh Homer!

Homer: Lets go get some fried chicken

All except Marge: YAY!!

~there's nothing small about him~

Sorry im rambling! ok here's the story

Chapter Two~Diagon Alley (great title huh)

It hurt Lily to chew up her pancakes that morning because she had a big ugly sore on her lip, from the magazine. But she wasn't complaining because this was going to be a great day, or at least that's what she thought.............

Before she knew it, it was 10:00 and time for her to get going. She took a cab to a broke down neighborhood.

"Let me out here" she said as they pulled up to a building that looked very deserted to anyone except a non-muggle (it's a word I swear lol)

"Hi ya Tom, what's been going on?" she asked the young bar-tender.

"Nothing new really. How bout yourself? Oh my, what happened to your lip, Lily?"

"Oh it nothing, you know, clumsy me" she said nervously. "Well I have a lot of shopping to do, so I'll see you later, bye!"

"Buh bye Lily"

Lily walked over to a dark part of the pub and pulled out her wand. She tapped some bricks with it, stepped back and stood there as she was welcomed back to where she truly belonged. 'Wow' she thought 'its even more amazing than I remember'.

She stepped out of the dark alley thing and into the brightness of Diagon Alley! It was the next best thing to Hogwarts and Hogsmede and it was the Saturday before school so naturally everyone was doing there last minute shopping. It was, for the lack of a better word, crazy. 

She made her way to Gringotts first, to get some galleons. When she was finished there, her extraordinary, emerald, green eyes scanned the crowd for someone she knew. But who she did see she wish hadn't seen her. They were the four hottest guys in the magical world.(A/N~ can't say whole world cuz they aren't Collin Farell, Joel Madden, Piere from simple plan, or my man, Steve(: )

"Well, well, well, what is this thing we have here?" said the hottest one, James Potter. He had jet black hair that stuck out in all directions, and blue eyes a girl could get lost in. He also had a hot, hot, hot body and glasses.

"I don't know, James, what about you Peter?"asked Sirius Black, the third hottest. He had short, black hair, chocolate brown eyes, and a sexy bod.

"Kinda looks like an overweight hippogriff, minus the griff?" said Peter Pettigrew the forth hottest of the four. He had blonde hair and watery blue eyes. He was only considered hot because of who he hung out with (A/N~ ok I never thought about the guys liking Peter and him being decent looking until Lilykins told me that! Im so slow. Lol. I will try my best to make him liked, but its gonna be hard cuz I hate Peter more than I hate he who shall not be named)

"Don't you think you guys are being a bit mean?" said the most sensible one, Remus Lupin. He had dirty blonde hair, and gorgeous grey eyes. He was the second hottest of the 4.

"Don't you think you're just a little bit in love with our dear Lily here??" asked Peter. They soon broke out in a huge argument and then a fistfight, which Lily never expected from Remus.

She slipped away unnoticed and found the nearest bathroom and just sat there staring at her reflection. She had super short, super thick and super red hair (it was like shoulder length). Her nose was a little bit bigger than necessary and she had a lot of freckles. And other than her weight, everything else about her was decent looking. She had straight pearly whites, but the most beautiful, physical thing about her were her eyes. She had the prettiest deep green eyes, with a splash of sea green in the middle.  

'I am beautiful no matter what they say,

words can't bring me down.

I am beautiful in every single way,

yes, words can't bring me down,

so don't you bring me down today'

Lily left the bathroom, a little down but she was beautiful on the inside, and that's all that matters right??  

She continued shopping for a while and was almost done. At about 12:00 she went to some random restaurant for lunch. When she walked into the diner, she saw Jessica with a group of girls. She missed her so much that she couldn't contain her self.

"JESS!"

Jessica turned around to see who was calling her, but when she did her face fell and she turned back around.

"Hey Jessica" she said as she walked over to group.

"Who is that Jess, do you know her" a stunningly pretty girl named Vicky, asked.

"Isn't that loser Evans?" asked an equally stunningly pretty girl named Valerie."what's the matter, lost your cheeseburger?"lol don't ask

"Yeah I think so" said Jessica "what do you want Evans?"

'You are beautiful,

no matter what they say.

Words can't bring you down,

you are beautiful in every single way,

yes, words can't bring you down.

So don't you bring me down today'

Tears started to brim Lily's eyes.

"Well?"

Lily couldn't take it anymore, she was strong and wasn't going to start crying. So she ran, and kept running until she saw her sanctuary. A bookstore. It was the old one that no one went to anymore, so she felt very welcome, since it would be empty. She walked in and immediately felt better. She just walked around for a bit, and got the books she needed for school. When she was finished, she bravely left the building.

She was walking really fast to try to get out of Diagon Alley.

"Trying to work off some extra fat, Lily?!?"  yelled Sirius, as she walked by.

Suddenly she lost it and started crying and ran as fast as she could

'We are beautiful no matter what they say,

yes, words won't bring us down.

We are beautiful in every single way,

yes, words can't bring us down,

so don't you bring me down today.'

She finally made it to the Leaky Cauldron and raced through it.

"BYE LI-ly?" called tom "are you ok?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Lily slammed her bedroom door shut and cried as she thought about her horrible, horrible day. She jumped on her bed and fell asleep for the rest of the night

'Young girl don't cry,

I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.

Young girl,

its all right.

Your tears will dry,

you'll soon be free to fly.

When your safe inside your room,

you tend to dream,

of a place where nothings harder than it seems.

No one ever wants or bothers to explain

of the heartbreak life can bring and what it feels.

When there's No one left,

look inside yourself.

Like your oldest friend,

just, trust the voice within

Then you'll find the strength

that will guide your way,

you'll learn to begin,

to trust the voice within.

Ok well that's all for chapter two. Lily's life really sucks ass, huh?

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I tried making it longer but I don't know how it turned out.

About the X-Tina songs, well I was listening to her cd while writing this and I guess I was inspired!

OMG! Me and my friend Michelle just called KISS FM and the guy on the phone was getting really pissed at us lol. Long story......

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Lyl,

Val