Disclaimer: I don't own anyone associated with the WWE or OVW. They
are owned by Vince McMahon. I do own Jenna, Riley, Katie, and Travis. The
John that I'm referring to is John Cena.
A/N: Thanks to everyone who read and reviewed my last chapter. This chapter will answer part of why Jenna and Randy don't get along. I also realized, I made a boo boo on Jenna's age in chapter 1. I've never had to rent a car before so I've heard that you have to be 25 then someone said 21. I'm going with the assumption that it's 21 so Jenna is 22.
Chapter 3
Tears and Realizations
By Friday night, I had decided I needed a girls night. When Riley called to see what I was doing, I told her my plan. She agreed and said she'd be over in an hour. Ever since Tuesday, I haven't really been able to get Randy off my mind, "I still can't believe I have to work with that asshole, but we have called a truce so maybe things won't be so hateful between us." I said to myself, as I started getting stuff ready for 'girls night.'
~ ~ ~ ~
True to her word, Riley was knocking on my door and hour later, armed with pizza, alcohol, and ice cream. "Damn girl, you think you bought enough?" I asked, laughing as I grabbed the tequila and Smirnoff from the top of the pizza box.
"Well, I could tell ever since Monday night after you called something was wrong, so spill it." Riley said, as she grabbed the shot glasses from the cupboard and came into the living room.
~ ~ ~ ~
"Alright, well did you not see Raw Monday night?" I asked, as I downed my first shot of tequila. "Yeah I saw it. Is this about working with Orton again?" Riley asked, although she already knew the answer.
"Yes. Riley, he's still the same asshole, I think he's actually gotten worse." I said, before taking a bite of my pizza.
"How do you think he got worse?" Riley asked, pouring us another shot.
"He's acting like he's better than everybody. The other day, he actually thought he is important enough, that he could call Vince McMahon himself, and demand that I not be his love interest." I said, my voice getting louder with each word.
"Jenna, calm down. You're going to piss your neighbors off." Riley said, trying to calm me down.
"Do I look like I give a fuck? You know what he had the nerve to tell me 5 minutes after Ric introduced us again? He said and I quote, 'Well I see you're still the same bitch you always were.' Then he actually has the nerve to think he really knows me." I said, laying my head on a pillow.
"Jenn, come on. You won't let a guy near you, except your brother and John, whenever he's in town, since..." Riley started, but I cut her off.
"Don't you dare say his name. What's the big deal if I haven't trusted a male since then. I refuse to get hurt again. So sue me if John and Travis are the only two males close to me." I said, sitting up and looking Riley in the eye.
"Okay, I'm sorry." Riley said, giving me a hug, as I started crying.
~ ~ ~ ~
"Jenna. Can I ask one question, and after that I promise I'll let it go?" Riley asked, a little bit later.
"Yeah, I guess." I answered, a little less than enthused.
"When you first got into OVW, weren't you and Randy friends?" Riley asked, giving me a questioning look.
"Not really. I mean we didn't hate each other, the first like, six months I was there." I answered. "I mean, I felt bad for him when I'd hear some of the guys, even the girls, saying how he got there only because of his name. I've always said that he could wrestle Riles, but that doesn't change the fact that he's an asshole. So does that answer your question." I asked, as I turned on Bruce Almighty.
~ ~ ~ ~
Saturday morning Riley and I decided to go to the gym and work out. When we got there, I started stretching out before getting on the treadmill. While I was running the two miles, I couldn't help but think back on what Riley said last night. Yeah it's true Randy and I didn't always hate each other with a passion, but we were at one time friends. I mean, he is best friends with John, since John and I were close we would hang out sometimes. Of course that all went out the window back in 2001. I had been dating this guy named Kevin. Things were going great with us, and then I made it into OVW. The first few months I was there, Kevin and I were still doing great, but that was all about to change.
~ ~ ~ ~
*Flashback*
"Yeah Katie, that sounds good. So do you want me to pull you off the apron?" I asked, Randy's manager and my friend Katie.
"I think that would work, I'll be distracting the ref, while Randy hits John with the chair I've slid into him." Katie agreed, as we finished talking about our part in the Randy Orton vs. John Cena match.
"Okay, well John is going to meet me at the gym tomorrow. You want to meet us there?" I asked.
"Why don't you call me on your way to the gym. I'm not sure what I'm doing yet." Katie answered, before we hung up.
~ ~ ~ ~
I guess I didn't hear Kevin come in, so when he yelled at me, it startled me a bit. "So you are sneaking around with that punk ass, aren't you?!" He yelled, as he started walking towards me.
"What are you talking about?" I answered, not backing down.
"Your new boy toy Cena. I saw how you were looking at him the other night." Kevin said, as he got closer. It was then I could smell the alcohol on him.
"You're drunk." I said, as I turned away from him. Bad move on my part, as soon as my back was turned, I felt Kevin grab my arm, as he spun me around and shoved me into the wall.
"So what if I am, what are you going to do?" He said, as he punched me in the face.
"You stupid mother fucker!" I yelled, right before I slapped him. This seemed to piss him off even more, cause he just started beating the shit out of me. When he finally stopped and passed out, I packed what I could and got the hell out of there. I ended up at Katie's apartment, and as soon as she opened the door she pulled me into a hug.
"Jenna, what happened?" Katie asked, as we walked into her living room.
~ ~ ~ ~
After telling her everything that happened, she agreed to go with me to my apartment tomorrow and get the rest of my stuff. Since she was sort of dating John, she said she'd get him to help. When I tried to protest she just said, "Let that asshole say something like that in front of John. John won't let anything happen, you're like a little sister to him." Katie told me, as we made plans for the next day, which included me calling Riley and my younger brother Travis.
*End Flashback*
~ ~ ~ ~
When I made it over to the punching bag, I remembered Katie being right when she said John was going to be pissed. When he showed up that night, he wanted to go over to the apartment and see Kevin, 'take on someone his own size.' Luckily Katie and I were able to convince him that he would probably jeopardize his career if he went to jail. While I was thinking of this, Christina Aguilera's 'Fighter' started blaring through my headphones. The words to this song, just added more fuel to my anger towards Kevin, and some ways Randy as well.
After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'cause you made me that much stronger
I started thinking about that last night I was with Kevin over again, as I punched that bag like he was actually in front of me and it was him I was punching.
Well I thought I knew you, thinking that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
'cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'cause your greed sold me out in shame, mmhmm
Of course, the minute you think you know someone, they do something that you can't believe they would ever do. In my case, I never thought Kevin would hit me, and I never thought I'd just sit there and let some guy beat on me.
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do,
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'cause it
I wish I could say I don't hold any resentment towards Kevin, but that would be a lie. Although, that resentment is covered mostly by anger, but it showed me that in the end I'd definitely be a fighter.
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
I'm not sure what made me start despising Randy so much, but it happened after the incident with Kevin. I remember having an argument with Randy cause during a match a few weeks later, he was supposed to grab my arm when I tried to interfere. When he did that, I slapped him across the face. I saw Kevin doing that same thing to me, instead of seeing Randy and I wasn't going to let that bastard hurt me again.
After all of the fights and the lies
yes your wanting to HAUNT me
But that won't work anymore, uh no...it's over
'cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never break down
So I wanna say thank you
'cause it.
When we got backstage, he started yelling at me. One thing led to another, and I guess this was when my 'bitch' attitude was born. After that night, things were definitely hostile between us. John told me later, that he had never said anything to Randy about what happened with Kevin, and I should have said no to him grabbing my arm like that.
By the time I had stopped punching the bag, my arms hurt and the tears were rolling down my face. Riley noticed I was crying and came over to me. "Come on, let's get you home." She said gently, as she led me out of the gym.
A/N 2: Okay, I know this chapter isn't that great, and Randy didn't play a part in it. I started writing this on Saturday, as I was debating on whether or not to work the Rumble match into this. However, I didn't get the Rumble so I couldn't write alot about it. The next chapter will be better I promise. I'm going to start writing it tonight and hopefully have it up tomorrow afternoon sometime. Please leave a review and tell me what you liked, or would like to see. Also I don't own Fighter, it's owned by Christina Aguilera, and is on her 'Stripped' CD. I also realize I didn't put the whole song in there, but I was picking the parts I though would fit.
*Amanda*
© jeffslildiva 2004
A/N: Thanks to everyone who read and reviewed my last chapter. This chapter will answer part of why Jenna and Randy don't get along. I also realized, I made a boo boo on Jenna's age in chapter 1. I've never had to rent a car before so I've heard that you have to be 25 then someone said 21. I'm going with the assumption that it's 21 so Jenna is 22.
Chapter 3
Tears and Realizations
By Friday night, I had decided I needed a girls night. When Riley called to see what I was doing, I told her my plan. She agreed and said she'd be over in an hour. Ever since Tuesday, I haven't really been able to get Randy off my mind, "I still can't believe I have to work with that asshole, but we have called a truce so maybe things won't be so hateful between us." I said to myself, as I started getting stuff ready for 'girls night.'
~ ~ ~ ~
True to her word, Riley was knocking on my door and hour later, armed with pizza, alcohol, and ice cream. "Damn girl, you think you bought enough?" I asked, laughing as I grabbed the tequila and Smirnoff from the top of the pizza box.
"Well, I could tell ever since Monday night after you called something was wrong, so spill it." Riley said, as she grabbed the shot glasses from the cupboard and came into the living room.
~ ~ ~ ~
"Alright, well did you not see Raw Monday night?" I asked, as I downed my first shot of tequila. "Yeah I saw it. Is this about working with Orton again?" Riley asked, although she already knew the answer.
"Yes. Riley, he's still the same asshole, I think he's actually gotten worse." I said, before taking a bite of my pizza.
"How do you think he got worse?" Riley asked, pouring us another shot.
"He's acting like he's better than everybody. The other day, he actually thought he is important enough, that he could call Vince McMahon himself, and demand that I not be his love interest." I said, my voice getting louder with each word.
"Jenna, calm down. You're going to piss your neighbors off." Riley said, trying to calm me down.
"Do I look like I give a fuck? You know what he had the nerve to tell me 5 minutes after Ric introduced us again? He said and I quote, 'Well I see you're still the same bitch you always were.' Then he actually has the nerve to think he really knows me." I said, laying my head on a pillow.
"Jenn, come on. You won't let a guy near you, except your brother and John, whenever he's in town, since..." Riley started, but I cut her off.
"Don't you dare say his name. What's the big deal if I haven't trusted a male since then. I refuse to get hurt again. So sue me if John and Travis are the only two males close to me." I said, sitting up and looking Riley in the eye.
"Okay, I'm sorry." Riley said, giving me a hug, as I started crying.
~ ~ ~ ~
"Jenna. Can I ask one question, and after that I promise I'll let it go?" Riley asked, a little bit later.
"Yeah, I guess." I answered, a little less than enthused.
"When you first got into OVW, weren't you and Randy friends?" Riley asked, giving me a questioning look.
"Not really. I mean we didn't hate each other, the first like, six months I was there." I answered. "I mean, I felt bad for him when I'd hear some of the guys, even the girls, saying how he got there only because of his name. I've always said that he could wrestle Riles, but that doesn't change the fact that he's an asshole. So does that answer your question." I asked, as I turned on Bruce Almighty.
~ ~ ~ ~
Saturday morning Riley and I decided to go to the gym and work out. When we got there, I started stretching out before getting on the treadmill. While I was running the two miles, I couldn't help but think back on what Riley said last night. Yeah it's true Randy and I didn't always hate each other with a passion, but we were at one time friends. I mean, he is best friends with John, since John and I were close we would hang out sometimes. Of course that all went out the window back in 2001. I had been dating this guy named Kevin. Things were going great with us, and then I made it into OVW. The first few months I was there, Kevin and I were still doing great, but that was all about to change.
~ ~ ~ ~
*Flashback*
"Yeah Katie, that sounds good. So do you want me to pull you off the apron?" I asked, Randy's manager and my friend Katie.
"I think that would work, I'll be distracting the ref, while Randy hits John with the chair I've slid into him." Katie agreed, as we finished talking about our part in the Randy Orton vs. John Cena match.
"Okay, well John is going to meet me at the gym tomorrow. You want to meet us there?" I asked.
"Why don't you call me on your way to the gym. I'm not sure what I'm doing yet." Katie answered, before we hung up.
~ ~ ~ ~
I guess I didn't hear Kevin come in, so when he yelled at me, it startled me a bit. "So you are sneaking around with that punk ass, aren't you?!" He yelled, as he started walking towards me.
"What are you talking about?" I answered, not backing down.
"Your new boy toy Cena. I saw how you were looking at him the other night." Kevin said, as he got closer. It was then I could smell the alcohol on him.
"You're drunk." I said, as I turned away from him. Bad move on my part, as soon as my back was turned, I felt Kevin grab my arm, as he spun me around and shoved me into the wall.
"So what if I am, what are you going to do?" He said, as he punched me in the face.
"You stupid mother fucker!" I yelled, right before I slapped him. This seemed to piss him off even more, cause he just started beating the shit out of me. When he finally stopped and passed out, I packed what I could and got the hell out of there. I ended up at Katie's apartment, and as soon as she opened the door she pulled me into a hug.
"Jenna, what happened?" Katie asked, as we walked into her living room.
~ ~ ~ ~
After telling her everything that happened, she agreed to go with me to my apartment tomorrow and get the rest of my stuff. Since she was sort of dating John, she said she'd get him to help. When I tried to protest she just said, "Let that asshole say something like that in front of John. John won't let anything happen, you're like a little sister to him." Katie told me, as we made plans for the next day, which included me calling Riley and my younger brother Travis.
*End Flashback*
~ ~ ~ ~
When I made it over to the punching bag, I remembered Katie being right when she said John was going to be pissed. When he showed up that night, he wanted to go over to the apartment and see Kevin, 'take on someone his own size.' Luckily Katie and I were able to convince him that he would probably jeopardize his career if he went to jail. While I was thinking of this, Christina Aguilera's 'Fighter' started blaring through my headphones. The words to this song, just added more fuel to my anger towards Kevin, and some ways Randy as well.
After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'cause you made me that much stronger
I started thinking about that last night I was with Kevin over again, as I punched that bag like he was actually in front of me and it was him I was punching.
Well I thought I knew you, thinking that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
'cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'cause your greed sold me out in shame, mmhmm
Of course, the minute you think you know someone, they do something that you can't believe they would ever do. In my case, I never thought Kevin would hit me, and I never thought I'd just sit there and let some guy beat on me.
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do,
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'cause it
I wish I could say I don't hold any resentment towards Kevin, but that would be a lie. Although, that resentment is covered mostly by anger, but it showed me that in the end I'd definitely be a fighter.
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
I'm not sure what made me start despising Randy so much, but it happened after the incident with Kevin. I remember having an argument with Randy cause during a match a few weeks later, he was supposed to grab my arm when I tried to interfere. When he did that, I slapped him across the face. I saw Kevin doing that same thing to me, instead of seeing Randy and I wasn't going to let that bastard hurt me again.
After all of the fights and the lies
yes your wanting to HAUNT me
But that won't work anymore, uh no...it's over
'cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never break down
So I wanna say thank you
'cause it.
When we got backstage, he started yelling at me. One thing led to another, and I guess this was when my 'bitch' attitude was born. After that night, things were definitely hostile between us. John told me later, that he had never said anything to Randy about what happened with Kevin, and I should have said no to him grabbing my arm like that.
By the time I had stopped punching the bag, my arms hurt and the tears were rolling down my face. Riley noticed I was crying and came over to me. "Come on, let's get you home." She said gently, as she led me out of the gym.
A/N 2: Okay, I know this chapter isn't that great, and Randy didn't play a part in it. I started writing this on Saturday, as I was debating on whether or not to work the Rumble match into this. However, I didn't get the Rumble so I couldn't write alot about it. The next chapter will be better I promise. I'm going to start writing it tonight and hopefully have it up tomorrow afternoon sometime. Please leave a review and tell me what you liked, or would like to see. Also I don't own Fighter, it's owned by Christina Aguilera, and is on her 'Stripped' CD. I also realize I didn't put the whole song in there, but I was picking the parts I though would fit.
*Amanda*
© jeffslildiva 2004