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Jenna and Riley.
Chapter 17
Heartbreak and Hope
Randy had just finished packing his bag, when Riley came running into his room.
"Randy, Shawn just called. They've had to rush Jenna to the hospital, they think she may be having a miscarriage." Riley said, the panic evident in her voice. At Riley's words, Randy could feel his heart sink.
"What hospital is she at?" Randy asked, wanting more than ever to be by his girlfriends side.
"Shawn said they were taking her to Methodist Hospital. He also said she was asking for you, she made him promise to get you there soon." Riley said, as Randy grabbed his bag, leaving his room.
"You know, the more shit she has to go through from him, the more I want to go down to the prison and kick his ass." Randy growled, walking out of the apartment.
"Call us when you find out something." Riley yelled out, as Randy got into his car.
"Alright." Randy replied, driving away like a bat out of hell.
I had been in the hospital for a couple of hours. I was laying here with my eyes closed, but I wasn't asleep. I knew Uncle Shawn was still here, even though he wasn't saying anything, which I was grateful for. I didn't feel like talking to anybody, and the person I wanted the most, wasn't here. I had lost the baby before the ambulance got to the hospital.
"Sweetie, I'm going to go and get some coffee. I'll be back soon." Uncle Shawn said, as he noticed Randy standing at the door. When Shawn went out to the hallway, he pulled Randy off to the side. "Randy, see if you can get her to talk. I know she's not asleep, even though she's trying like mad to convince me otherwise." Shawn said, as he and Randy watched me through the window.
"She lost the baby?" Randy asked, hoping he was wrong.
"Yeah, they said that it was all the stress she was under. She doesn't know about that, I mean, she knows she lost the baby, but I don't want her to think she intentionally lost it. Why don't you go on in and see her, I know she's waiting to see you." Shawn suggested, patting Randy on the back, before heading down to the cafeteria.
I heard the door open again, and I figured it was Shawn or some doctors, so I just kept my eyes closed. "Hey honey. I'm here." I heard Randy's voice, as he leaned over to kiss my cheek.
"Randy, I'm so sorry about everything. I never meant to push you away, I just didn't want to mess up your life." I cried, wiping my tears away.
"Jenna, I meant it when I said I want to have a family with you." Randy said, pulling me up and hugging me.
"Randy, I lost the baby." I said, as more tears fell.
"I know honey, I know. It will all be okay though, we will get through this. We'll get you out of this hospital, and we will start putting our lives back together." Randy promised, leaning down and kissing me.
The hospital kept me overnight, just as a precaution. Randy never left my side, he even made the nurse bring him a pillow and a blanket, so he could sleep in my room. Of course the nurse was arguing with him, saying I wasn't aloud to have anyone stay all night, something about it being hospital policy, or some bullshit like that. Finally, he managed somehow, to get the nurse to bend the rules and let him stay. The next morning, Uncle Shawn was here to pick Randy and I up, and take us back to his house. When we pulled up into the driveway, Cameron and Rebecca met us outside.
"Jenni. Are you feel better?" Cameron asked, walking over to me.
"Yeah, I'm feeling okay. I didn't mean to scare you buddy." I told him, as I bent down to give him a hug. Rebecca gave me a hug and told me she was sorry. It was weird, cause even though the baby was Kevin's, part of me was looking forward to being a mom. It was almost like I had come to accept it, since it was a part of me. I had had a dream yesterday morning, after talking with Randy, that I was at a park with my daughter and Randy. That dream made me realize that I would be making a mistake pushing Randy out of my life.
I don't know how I got so lucky to have Randy in my life. I mean, I practically tried to shove him out of my life, but he's still here. I want to talk to Rebecca, cause this feeling I have, it's like nothing I've ever felt before. While Uncle Shawn and Randy were talking, no doubt about wrestling, downstairs, Rebecca was helping me get settled in, in my room.
"Sweetie, how are you?" Rebecca asked, sitting at the foot of my bed.
"Aunt Becky, I don't know. I mean there's a part of me that's sad cause I lost the baby, but then there's this feeling that I've never felt before with Randy." I said, a smile coming to my lips.
"So you want to be with him now?" Rebecca asked, with a knowing grin.
"Yes, I want to be with him. He's it for me, I'm just so grateful he showed up down here, after Uncle Shawn called him." I said, looking up at Rebecca.
"Sweetie, I don't know if this makes much difference, but when Shawn called to tell him, Riley said he was already planning to come down here." Rebecca told me, as I looked at her surprised.
"So he was never going to let our relationship end." I said, before getting up to go downstairs. When I got down to the living room, I didn't say anything, I just walked over to Randy and kissed him.
"Not that I'm complaining, but what was that for?" Randy asked, a little taken aback with my forwardness.
"I love you." I answered simply, as Shawn and Rebecca left us alone. "Rebecca told me that you were already coming down here, before Uncle Shawn called you. It made me realize how much I love you, and want to be with you." I said, wrapping my arms around him. When I did this, I didn't notice the smile on Randy's face.
"I love you too, Jenna." Randy replied, pulling me closer to him.
A/N 2: I know this wasn't that great of a chapter, but I was wanting to end all that depressing shit soon. This might be the last update for awhile, I'm getting ready to graduate college in a week or so, and I've got some personal family stuff going on right now, that needs my attention. I have started working on Chapter 18, and I may try and work some more on that if I can find time. I feel this story coming to an end here soon, which is sad for me, cause I've started to get a groove with this story, but I've toyed with the idea of doing a sequel, and having it be more about Riley and Dave, and possibly having Jenna and Randy in the background a little bit. Let me know what you think, since this is turning into a freakin letter.
jeffslildiva
©2004
Chapter 17
Heartbreak and Hope
Randy had just finished packing his bag, when Riley came running into his room.
"Randy, Shawn just called. They've had to rush Jenna to the hospital, they think she may be having a miscarriage." Riley said, the panic evident in her voice. At Riley's words, Randy could feel his heart sink.
"What hospital is she at?" Randy asked, wanting more than ever to be by his girlfriends side.
"Shawn said they were taking her to Methodist Hospital. He also said she was asking for you, she made him promise to get you there soon." Riley said, as Randy grabbed his bag, leaving his room.
"You know, the more shit she has to go through from him, the more I want to go down to the prison and kick his ass." Randy growled, walking out of the apartment.
"Call us when you find out something." Riley yelled out, as Randy got into his car.
"Alright." Randy replied, driving away like a bat out of hell.
I had been in the hospital for a couple of hours. I was laying here with my eyes closed, but I wasn't asleep. I knew Uncle Shawn was still here, even though he wasn't saying anything, which I was grateful for. I didn't feel like talking to anybody, and the person I wanted the most, wasn't here. I had lost the baby before the ambulance got to the hospital.
"Sweetie, I'm going to go and get some coffee. I'll be back soon." Uncle Shawn said, as he noticed Randy standing at the door. When Shawn went out to the hallway, he pulled Randy off to the side. "Randy, see if you can get her to talk. I know she's not asleep, even though she's trying like mad to convince me otherwise." Shawn said, as he and Randy watched me through the window.
"She lost the baby?" Randy asked, hoping he was wrong.
"Yeah, they said that it was all the stress she was under. She doesn't know about that, I mean, she knows she lost the baby, but I don't want her to think she intentionally lost it. Why don't you go on in and see her, I know she's waiting to see you." Shawn suggested, patting Randy on the back, before heading down to the cafeteria.
I heard the door open again, and I figured it was Shawn or some doctors, so I just kept my eyes closed. "Hey honey. I'm here." I heard Randy's voice, as he leaned over to kiss my cheek.
"Randy, I'm so sorry about everything. I never meant to push you away, I just didn't want to mess up your life." I cried, wiping my tears away.
"Jenna, I meant it when I said I want to have a family with you." Randy said, pulling me up and hugging me.
"Randy, I lost the baby." I said, as more tears fell.
"I know honey, I know. It will all be okay though, we will get through this. We'll get you out of this hospital, and we will start putting our lives back together." Randy promised, leaning down and kissing me.
The hospital kept me overnight, just as a precaution. Randy never left my side, he even made the nurse bring him a pillow and a blanket, so he could sleep in my room. Of course the nurse was arguing with him, saying I wasn't aloud to have anyone stay all night, something about it being hospital policy, or some bullshit like that. Finally, he managed somehow, to get the nurse to bend the rules and let him stay. The next morning, Uncle Shawn was here to pick Randy and I up, and take us back to his house. When we pulled up into the driveway, Cameron and Rebecca met us outside.
"Jenni. Are you feel better?" Cameron asked, walking over to me.
"Yeah, I'm feeling okay. I didn't mean to scare you buddy." I told him, as I bent down to give him a hug. Rebecca gave me a hug and told me she was sorry. It was weird, cause even though the baby was Kevin's, part of me was looking forward to being a mom. It was almost like I had come to accept it, since it was a part of me. I had had a dream yesterday morning, after talking with Randy, that I was at a park with my daughter and Randy. That dream made me realize that I would be making a mistake pushing Randy out of my life.
I don't know how I got so lucky to have Randy in my life. I mean, I practically tried to shove him out of my life, but he's still here. I want to talk to Rebecca, cause this feeling I have, it's like nothing I've ever felt before. While Uncle Shawn and Randy were talking, no doubt about wrestling, downstairs, Rebecca was helping me get settled in, in my room.
"Sweetie, how are you?" Rebecca asked, sitting at the foot of my bed.
"Aunt Becky, I don't know. I mean there's a part of me that's sad cause I lost the baby, but then there's this feeling that I've never felt before with Randy." I said, a smile coming to my lips.
"So you want to be with him now?" Rebecca asked, with a knowing grin.
"Yes, I want to be with him. He's it for me, I'm just so grateful he showed up down here, after Uncle Shawn called him." I said, looking up at Rebecca.
"Sweetie, I don't know if this makes much difference, but when Shawn called to tell him, Riley said he was already planning to come down here." Rebecca told me, as I looked at her surprised.
"So he was never going to let our relationship end." I said, before getting up to go downstairs. When I got down to the living room, I didn't say anything, I just walked over to Randy and kissed him.
"Not that I'm complaining, but what was that for?" Randy asked, a little taken aback with my forwardness.
"I love you." I answered simply, as Shawn and Rebecca left us alone. "Rebecca told me that you were already coming down here, before Uncle Shawn called you. It made me realize how much I love you, and want to be with you." I said, wrapping my arms around him. When I did this, I didn't notice the smile on Randy's face.
"I love you too, Jenna." Randy replied, pulling me closer to him.
A/N 2: I know this wasn't that great of a chapter, but I was wanting to end all that depressing shit soon. This might be the last update for awhile, I'm getting ready to graduate college in a week or so, and I've got some personal family stuff going on right now, that needs my attention. I have started working on Chapter 18, and I may try and work some more on that if I can find time. I feel this story coming to an end here soon, which is sad for me, cause I've started to get a groove with this story, but I've toyed with the idea of doing a sequel, and having it be more about Riley and Dave, and possibly having Jenna and Randy in the background a little bit. Let me know what you think, since this is turning into a freakin letter.
jeffslildiva
©2004