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I could tell a few of you didn't think I was writing well.lol. I don't think so either so sorrie. I made some errors on chapter 3. Like when Suze was saying "Paul isn't my boyfriend" I meant Jesse. I guess I forgot to fix it. And I wrote this "But see Paul was trying to Jesse mad." I think I just forgot to add the word get. Sorrie for my errors. I wish I was really good editing but I guess I'm not. sorrie. lol. o ya and thanks Manda for tellin me about them ;) I wish I could edit chapter 3 but I can't go back and fix it.

"My name is Claris, and who may you be?" Claris said to Paul.

"Paul, and might I say, its a pleasure to meet you" Paul said while doing my favorite smile of his. Ok, did the car ride happen or not!?! Because it sure doesn't seem like it now. I have to admit though, Paul is very convincing when it comes to acting like a gentleman. "I see you and Jesse are already introduced" he continued with a wink for me at the end. I can't believe he used me this whole time to get to make Jesse go crazy. I can understand why Jesse was crazy earlier though. After all we've been through, after all the feelings he's kept inside, he was probably just mad because he was hurt, and it was annoying for him to have to wait around for me. But Paul, Paul might think he loves me, but he's just plain evil! An incredibly evil hot blonde dude, but still evil. Focus on main word evil.

"Yes, but things have changed." She said while bringing her hand in away from Paul's as he stood up. "He hurt me" she added. I looked over at Jesse and he looked a little disturbed.

"I would never do anything to hurt a beautiful young lady as yourself." Paul told her while looking into her eyes. Never hurt a young lady? HELLO!?! Paul I'm a young lady. You've gone out of your way to make my life worse! Don't give me this I will never hurt a young lady crap! Jesse and I, I swore we couldn't keep our eyes off them as she stood up to stand beside him. I think we were both in complete shock at what was going on. Did Paul like Claris, or was he trying to get back at Jesse?

"I know you mean well Paul. Jesse is a fool and is blind. He wouldn't even know love if it came up and bit him on the behind" She said to Paul, even though it was obvious Jesse was suppose to hear it too. Then she started walking off with Paul while holding his hand. What was that!?! Claris and Paul ditching Jesse and me? Then I looked over at Jesse and he looked hurt. 100% sure he was.

"Dammit why did you bring Paul here?" He quietly said to me as soon as he saw them two sitting by a tree talking to each other.

"You love her don't you" I said to Jesse. There was a long silence. I knew it, he loved her. "Jesse, if you love her, please tell me"

"Is it possible... possible to be in love with two people at once?" Jesse said while looking over at Claris and Paul talking.

"Yes Jesse, it is" I said, because I loved Jesse, but also liked Paul. It was horrible, Jesse and I, we were in love with each other, but still liked other people too.

"I don't love her anymore, but I still feel protective of her" He said to me while looking away from Paul and Claris, and at me. Okay so he didn't love her. I was the horrible one. I was about to answer him but he continued talking. "I never wanted to marry Maria because I met Claris. I thought she was the love of my life. We were young and in love. I was suppose to travel to New York and take a ship to England with her. But I was murdered. I think she was just upset about it and blamed the pain she had from it on me. So she continued the trip without me. Leaving was her way of healing. But I suppose her ship sank, and caused her early death. And now she came back to see me and still expects me to have the same feelings I had for her 150 years ago." Now it made sense, she was upset because she still loved him, and he didn't love her.

"So... is Paul annoying you by talking to Claris?" I asked curiously. I was dying to know if Paul's plan worked.

"To no end," he said while staring at them "the site of him makes me mad" he said while biting his tongue afterward. I don't get why he was doing that, maybe it was his way of keeping in anger, because he seemed like he was trying to hold it in. But he was still seemed totally calm thought. Maybe it wasn't. Who knows, its just going to be another thing to add to the list of things I don't know, and will never know. "Susannah, I'm sorry...about earlier" He said and then looked into my eyes "Love makes you do stupid things." he added with a smile at the end, and all of the sudden, the world felt perfect again. He still loved me! No wonder I've been stupid lately, love makes you do stupid things. LOVE MAKES YOU DO STUPID THINGS!!! Jesse and I have been doing stupid things because we were in love. But then again, were my actions out of love, or were they just stupid? Who cares, all that matter is that I love Jesse and he loves me and that the world is right. Or well if you take out the Paul and Claris thing it is. I smiled back and we both stood up. "So Paul?" Jesse asked. Why did Jesse have to ruin the moment?

"Paul, not a problem. I never did sleep with him you know," I said while wrapping my arms around him. He still looked a little disturbed thought. "What's wrong Jesse?"

"C-C-Claris" He said while looking at the two of them talking. So I looked back too and saw Paul looking at me, doing his little wink thing. What does that little wink mean? Was Jesse suppose to notice it too? Then I turned my head over and saw Jesse and he looked furious.

"First he touches you, now he's with Claris. Susannah I can't take this anymore!" Jesse said while moving away from me and walking towards them. I had to do something to stop him, so I grabbed Jesse's arms and said

"No-No! Jesse he's just trying to get you mad"

"I could leave this world happy if I knew this man was dead." he said while still trying to walk over there. Leave this world!?! I'm not ready to have Jesse leave this world! No Jesse please don't do this to me. I can't have the ambulance come over to get Paul again.

"Look Jesse, if you loved me, you wouldn't do this" I said to him. Wow I was saying something like this to two different guys in one night. But this time, I was saying it to the man I loved. As much as I would love to not worry about Paul anymore, I couldn't have Jesse kill him. Of course Jesse stopped walking. He herd what I said and listened too. Then he turned around to look at me, he wasn't at the point of yelling at me though, but you could tell he was really trying hard not to.

"I can't take this anymore! its making me go mad" He said while grabbing hold of my two arms. It didn't hurt me though, and I knew how he felt. The man he hated most had two of his girls. Well not at once though. And maybe not his girls. But the two girls he cared about.

"Jesse calm down." I said to him calmly. Maybe that would help out a bit. Maybe.

"Do you care about Paul?" Jesse asked, and then I looked into his eyes, and there was a silence, a silence that really scared me. "I said do you care about Paul" he said while raising his voice a little. Not yelling, but just a little louder.

"Of course not" I lied. Yes I did like Paul, but it was purely lust. Of course I couldn't tell Jesse that. Then he would think I wasn't attracted to him-and I was! I was attracted to Jesse. I even liked the little scar he had above his eye, and I loved the way his hair was, and the way his hands felt on my body and well I could go on. I could go on forever.

"Are you telling me the truth? Are you sure there's nothing you want to say to me. At all?" he said, while making it really hard to lie to him, but I had to. I just had to lie to him, as much as I didn't want to.

"I'm telling you the truth Jesse. I don't like Paul" I told him. Then out of nowhere I felt two hands on my shoulders, and they certainly weren't Jesse's.

"Are you sure about that Suze?" I herd Paul say and then I felt him kissing my neck. I was totally frightened. I kept my eyes on Jesse and he looked angrier then he's ever been. Please Jesse Please Please Pleeaassee don't do anything to Paul. Even though I would love to have him dead now.

"I will kill you!" Jesse said while disappearing. Then I herd Paul go whoa! While letting go of me. So I turned around and saw Jesse choking him. Then Claris appeared next to me watching. What was up with all this shifting and moving around!?! Why won't it stop!?! Why can't Jesse control himself today? I know he was hurt, but still, why did he have to be so mad from it? Love makes you do stupid things, yeah, but does it make you want to kill somebody?

"It must be nice to have men fighting for you." Claris said to me. Nice? NICE! Hah! That was classic. But instead of paying attention to her, I screamed at the top of my lungs...

"STTTOOPPP!!!!" and then Jesse looked at me, still with his hands around Paul's throat. "Jesse how could you!" I said and then turned around and started walking away. I didn't know where I was going, but if neither of them can control themselves, I don't want to be around them. Then I herd Jesse's voice, but I couldn't make out what he said. So I started walking faster, to get away from them, trying to keep the tears in. Love hurts, love really does, and its so complicated too. Maybe I should become a nun. I don't think I want to deal with the dead ever again either. No more guys or dead people for me. Then Paul appeared in front of me and I bumped into him. Out of nowhere his body just appeared. I couldn't stop in time because of the speed I had. How come Paul is so good at this shifting thing? Then Paul put his arms around me. Then Jesse and Claris appeared right behind him. Why was this happening? Why won't anybody leave me alone!?!