This is my life

A/N so I'm back after a long writers block.... maybe I shouldn't call it that really, the word for that is laziness? This story has started to progress after a long while I'm starting to get into the real story so without farther ado lets begin!

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LAST TIME At last he whispered "Kykio...!" Then it was Kagome's turn to be surprised

and she whispered back "Kykio...?" then all of a sudden everything was a

blur Kagome sat up in bed quick as lightning she looked out the window and saw the birds singing happily.

THIS IS MY LIFE

Kagome eventually calmed down, the golden-eyed guy actually talks? She asked herself and whether this "Kykio" was the same as the one her mother had mentioned but then again how many people in the world were named Kykio?

When Kagome had gotten out of bed she did her usual routine like every normal day –get up, throw alarm clock against wall, go to washroom bathe, brush teeth, go back to her room dress. Then she remembered today wasn't a normal day she was to attend some criminal school or other so she had to think long and hard because she couldn't just throw on the same green and white school uniform she use to she had to ACTUALLY pick out something to wear.

Strange how she had never really dressed in different outfits in her school life huh? In all of Kagome's years she had attended private schools with uniforms up until the age of 9 her mom had dressed her.

Kagome looked into her closet she chose a denim skirt that reached a little above her knees and a plain blue blouse Kagome looked in the mirror she had to admit she looked pretty good Kagome combed out her midnight black hair and stared into her own blue-gray eyes and said "don't worry Kag! You'll be okay"

Saying that little sentence her mom had taught her to say when she was feeling scared and alone made it that much easier to smile.

"Kagome dear! You have 20 minutes done you over sleep? Hunney at this rate I don't think you'll really have time to say goodbye to any of your friends! "Shit! I'm coming mom sorry its my fault I woke up but didn't leave my room" kagome called while she ran passed her mom strait to the phone knowing that she had absolutely no time to meet her friends in person.

She dialed Yuka's number and waited for someone to pick up she then heard a groggy voice say "hmm ello?" "Yuka so glad you picked up its Kagome I can't come meet you I'm already late but I want to tell you I'm leaving now and that I'll miss you, to remember me and I'll come visit tell everyone bye for me k?"

"Awww kags I was looking forward to going shopping with you before you left!" "...I...I know" she felt the tears welling up everyone knew how emotional Kagome was she would cry for days if her pet fish died! And this made everything so much harder on her "me too but I can't, I call often and complain to you how awful it is" kagome laughed, "Is that a deal?" Yuka teased they both giggled "of course Yuka! Anyway I've gotta go lots of love k?" "Yeah right back at you! Good luck"

Kagome felt the tears welling up again she exhaled slowly "don't worry Kag! You'll be okay" she whispered to herself then her little brother came up "Kagome" he said in a low voice "I'll miss you" Kagome smiled at her brother he could be so cute sometimes "awww I'll miss you too squirt, remember bro the Higurashi kids never go down without a fight I'll be back and little hojo will wish he never met me!"

She blew a kiss at her brother and went out for the car. The drive to the school was long and they actually had to leave their city to go there. In the car kagome was unusually quiet all she felt like doing was going to sleep and waking up and realizing how silly she'd been to think this was actually reality all it really was, was a nightmare but she had already gone past the denial stage and she knew that even if she closed her eyes she would open them knowing that she was still in the SAME car heading for the SAME destination.

The one thing she promised herself was that that school wouldn't turn her into a emotionless and cold hearted person she wouldn't let her spirits fall she wouldn't take criticism to heart she would never cry and the most important thing she would always smile no matter what happened to her no matter who hurt her no matter what people said she would always smile.

A/N POWERFUL WORDS KAGOME BUT THE QUESTION IS CAN YOU KEEP YOUR PROMISES?