The Sorrows from Within
~* Authors Note*~
Thank you all for choosing my fic for your next reading endeavor. Also thank you all for reading it at all, and letting me know what you think. I know my last couple of chapters I've written were short and left you all hanging wondering what's going to happen. Well here's another chapter to give you a little bit more explanation and I hope it helps and urges you to read on. So please R&R and help me hit 100 reviews.... and Im almost there, the last time I checked I was at 92 so I need 8 more and I will have reached my goal, But don't stop at 100 cuz I appreciate every bit of advise or suggestions from any one, good or bad doesn't matter. Thanz..... Also I have a lot of stuff going through my life right now, like my aunt dying from cancer and then a couple of my friends were planning to commit suicide. So If i don't update for a bit then that's why.
~* Review from last chapter*~
" Has her condition changed at all Millerna?" Van spoke with grace, kindness, and with warmth in his heart.
" Im sorry Van but she is still in the same spot as when you left." Millerna's heart was in agony and she didn't know why. She knew Van's affection wasn't for this young girl, but she knew he cared for her and it hurt her to tell him that she has not healed since he was here last.
" That's all right Millerna I'm sure you tried your hardest in making her well, and I thank you for that." Van's gaze slowly hit the floor and he didn't know what to do. This girl could be the only link he had with Hitomi and she could be lying in that bed for the rest of her life.
" Van are you all right, are you sure there's nothing wrong?" Millerna's voice rang of concern but Van knew that no one could really help the King. There was only one person that could really fill the hole that was left in his heart. And that girl was the sandy brown haired girl he had met only 3 years ago. ( Im not sure if I made it 2 or 3 years so if it doesn't make sense im sorry.)
~* New Chapter*~
Chapter 22: Another day.
Dilandau was silently pacing his small square cell and thinking thoughts that only the higher Gods knew about.
" I didn't think she was injured so severely," Dilandau thought to himself, or so he thought.
" Well dear Dilandau, you should know since your the one that has caused her the pain and suffering," A soft giggle rang through Dilandau's ears and he instantly sat down.
" Get out of my head you infernal distraction!" Dilandau yelled in the confinement in his head, knowing that if the guard heard him yelling to himself then they would think he was crazy.
" Awww... but Dilandau, surely you know how much I care for you, and why I stick around," The voice was of a young girl, but Dilandau knew she wasn't a mere child, and shouldn't be taken lightly.
Dilandau's anger was the least of his worries, the main worry was that he would fail his mission and why he was here. He didn't need another letter from Folken telling him that he messed up and he would be 'let go' if he did t again.
" Oh and don't worry about Folken I doubt he will let up on you just because your his prized general." The young girls voice gave off a tone of sarcasm, and she let out a small giggle, knowing that Dilandau would be punished for his mistakes.
~* Millerna's situation*~
The blonde princess sat watching the girl turn from unpleasant to unbearable. Her skin turned a scary trace of white, and her lips turned a horrid tinge of blackish blue. Millerna did know what was happening but she knew that if Hope didn't come out of it quick she wouldn't make it through this small trial. A small knock on the oak doors echoed through the room like shattering glass in a silent forest. Millerna made her way to the door and opened it just enough for her face and some light could slide out of the small crack.
It was Van, his eyes filled with and concern and distress.
" Hello Van, how are you?" Millerna wanted to know if Van was all right before she would go one with any one else.
" Im fine Millerna, how are you?" Van knew what millerna was thinking and so he thought he would play along.
" Im all right, so what are you doing here?" The conversation was slow and dry and Van wanted his information soon, but didn't want to rush Millerna into answering.
" I just wanted to know if lady Hope is doing better?" Van wanted to seem not as desperate as his eyes showed.
" Well im sorry to be the one to tell you this Van, but if Hope doesn't come out of this soon, im afraid she wont make it." Millerna's eyes strayed away from Van, knowing that this would hurt him. Knowing that he needed this girl to temporarily fill the whole in his heart.
" Isn't there anything that i could do to help her, there has to be something?" Van's voice quivered, he needed to know that he could help this person live. His soul required to feel that he could save at least this person's life instead of loosing her like some one else.
" Im sorry Van but the only thing that can help her is if some one goes into her mind and the only person I can think of is Hitomi." Millerna's eyes again wondered away.
Van's heart shattered, he knew Millerna was going to say this but he didn't expect it to hit him so hard.
The room went silent, and everything seemed to stop and time stood still.
" Millerna, do you think I could see her?" Thoughts raced and his mind wondered what was happening.
" Yes, maybe if you talk a bit it will help pull her through." Hope rang through her voice, and caring in her eyes.
Van walked into the room and tried to line his eyes with her body, which was frail and weak. However this was easier said than done. He didn't want to see her weak and vulnerable, he wanted to see her warm and vibrant, but that all stayed within his mind since she was never warm and vibrant to begin with.
~* With Hope*~
Hope had been sitting in the warm chair that her mother had some how created for her for a long time, just thinking. Right now nothing made sense to her, she didn't know what was happening and what would happen. Everything was piling up in her head and she didn't know what to make of it. White dragons, spirits creating chairs and the biggest responsibility of her life.
" Why me, why would I be the key? Hope wondered into the darkness...
" Hope, you have to put those questions behind you. They aren't going to get you out of here, and they certainly aren't going to help you through this quest." Her mother's voice rang through the deepness of the dark black box.
" Why should I put it behind me, I want to know why this is happening to me. Why the elder gods chose me and why they didn't choose some one more qualified." Hope was determined on knowing why they didn't choose some one that could actually help this planet out.
" Calm down Hope, you need more confidence. If you don't believe you can help then you will not be able to summon your inner power." Yuri tried to explain to her daughter about confidence.
" However there are a lot more people who are stronger than me... like... Hitomi." Hopes head fell at the name of her former friend.
" Don't worry about Hitomi Hope, she's doing fine and I have a feeling your going to get to talk to her soon any way." her voice was as smooth as running water.
~* Authors Note*~
Heres another chapter and I hope ya'll like it. It's not really exciting and not very long. Well please R&R and let me know what you think and then you'll help me reach my goal.
~* Authors Note*~
Thank you all for choosing my fic for your next reading endeavor. Also thank you all for reading it at all, and letting me know what you think. I know my last couple of chapters I've written were short and left you all hanging wondering what's going to happen. Well here's another chapter to give you a little bit more explanation and I hope it helps and urges you to read on. So please R&R and help me hit 100 reviews.... and Im almost there, the last time I checked I was at 92 so I need 8 more and I will have reached my goal, But don't stop at 100 cuz I appreciate every bit of advise or suggestions from any one, good or bad doesn't matter. Thanz..... Also I have a lot of stuff going through my life right now, like my aunt dying from cancer and then a couple of my friends were planning to commit suicide. So If i don't update for a bit then that's why.
~* Review from last chapter*~
" Has her condition changed at all Millerna?" Van spoke with grace, kindness, and with warmth in his heart.
" Im sorry Van but she is still in the same spot as when you left." Millerna's heart was in agony and she didn't know why. She knew Van's affection wasn't for this young girl, but she knew he cared for her and it hurt her to tell him that she has not healed since he was here last.
" That's all right Millerna I'm sure you tried your hardest in making her well, and I thank you for that." Van's gaze slowly hit the floor and he didn't know what to do. This girl could be the only link he had with Hitomi and she could be lying in that bed for the rest of her life.
" Van are you all right, are you sure there's nothing wrong?" Millerna's voice rang of concern but Van knew that no one could really help the King. There was only one person that could really fill the hole that was left in his heart. And that girl was the sandy brown haired girl he had met only 3 years ago. ( Im not sure if I made it 2 or 3 years so if it doesn't make sense im sorry.)
~* New Chapter*~
Chapter 22: Another day.
Dilandau was silently pacing his small square cell and thinking thoughts that only the higher Gods knew about.
" I didn't think she was injured so severely," Dilandau thought to himself, or so he thought.
" Well dear Dilandau, you should know since your the one that has caused her the pain and suffering," A soft giggle rang through Dilandau's ears and he instantly sat down.
" Get out of my head you infernal distraction!" Dilandau yelled in the confinement in his head, knowing that if the guard heard him yelling to himself then they would think he was crazy.
" Awww... but Dilandau, surely you know how much I care for you, and why I stick around," The voice was of a young girl, but Dilandau knew she wasn't a mere child, and shouldn't be taken lightly.
Dilandau's anger was the least of his worries, the main worry was that he would fail his mission and why he was here. He didn't need another letter from Folken telling him that he messed up and he would be 'let go' if he did t again.
" Oh and don't worry about Folken I doubt he will let up on you just because your his prized general." The young girls voice gave off a tone of sarcasm, and she let out a small giggle, knowing that Dilandau would be punished for his mistakes.
~* Millerna's situation*~
The blonde princess sat watching the girl turn from unpleasant to unbearable. Her skin turned a scary trace of white, and her lips turned a horrid tinge of blackish blue. Millerna did know what was happening but she knew that if Hope didn't come out of it quick she wouldn't make it through this small trial. A small knock on the oak doors echoed through the room like shattering glass in a silent forest. Millerna made her way to the door and opened it just enough for her face and some light could slide out of the small crack.
It was Van, his eyes filled with and concern and distress.
" Hello Van, how are you?" Millerna wanted to know if Van was all right before she would go one with any one else.
" Im fine Millerna, how are you?" Van knew what millerna was thinking and so he thought he would play along.
" Im all right, so what are you doing here?" The conversation was slow and dry and Van wanted his information soon, but didn't want to rush Millerna into answering.
" I just wanted to know if lady Hope is doing better?" Van wanted to seem not as desperate as his eyes showed.
" Well im sorry to be the one to tell you this Van, but if Hope doesn't come out of this soon, im afraid she wont make it." Millerna's eyes strayed away from Van, knowing that this would hurt him. Knowing that he needed this girl to temporarily fill the whole in his heart.
" Isn't there anything that i could do to help her, there has to be something?" Van's voice quivered, he needed to know that he could help this person live. His soul required to feel that he could save at least this person's life instead of loosing her like some one else.
" Im sorry Van but the only thing that can help her is if some one goes into her mind and the only person I can think of is Hitomi." Millerna's eyes again wondered away.
Van's heart shattered, he knew Millerna was going to say this but he didn't expect it to hit him so hard.
The room went silent, and everything seemed to stop and time stood still.
" Millerna, do you think I could see her?" Thoughts raced and his mind wondered what was happening.
" Yes, maybe if you talk a bit it will help pull her through." Hope rang through her voice, and caring in her eyes.
Van walked into the room and tried to line his eyes with her body, which was frail and weak. However this was easier said than done. He didn't want to see her weak and vulnerable, he wanted to see her warm and vibrant, but that all stayed within his mind since she was never warm and vibrant to begin with.
~* With Hope*~
Hope had been sitting in the warm chair that her mother had some how created for her for a long time, just thinking. Right now nothing made sense to her, she didn't know what was happening and what would happen. Everything was piling up in her head and she didn't know what to make of it. White dragons, spirits creating chairs and the biggest responsibility of her life.
" Why me, why would I be the key? Hope wondered into the darkness...
" Hope, you have to put those questions behind you. They aren't going to get you out of here, and they certainly aren't going to help you through this quest." Her mother's voice rang through the deepness of the dark black box.
" Why should I put it behind me, I want to know why this is happening to me. Why the elder gods chose me and why they didn't choose some one more qualified." Hope was determined on knowing why they didn't choose some one that could actually help this planet out.
" Calm down Hope, you need more confidence. If you don't believe you can help then you will not be able to summon your inner power." Yuri tried to explain to her daughter about confidence.
" However there are a lot more people who are stronger than me... like... Hitomi." Hopes head fell at the name of her former friend.
" Don't worry about Hitomi Hope, she's doing fine and I have a feeling your going to get to talk to her soon any way." her voice was as smooth as running water.
~* Authors Note*~
Heres another chapter and I hope ya'll like it. It's not really exciting and not very long. Well please R&R and let me know what you think and then you'll help me reach my goal.