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Authors note: Sorry it took me so long, but as I have my little holiday, I'll have time for writing next chapters. I'd like to now if you like this one. Enjoy.
"Have you ever been to place that seems to be so familiar that you could swear you know it like your pocket, but so distant and untouchable at the same time? That's so marvelous that it seems to fall into pieces by slightest touch, but so hard and devilish that you can feel death with every single breath? When sky and earth is in red and purple, and you can get lost in the pure air? So you wish you could live forever and die in a moment? That's how human mind looks like. Scary, isn't it?"
"No difference."
Magneto looked at Pythia who were sitting at the next seat.Plane was slowly reaching its target-their base,laboratory and home, although they never called it like that.
"You said you're not done with him yet, so end it. I have to see the results as fast as I can.You know it"
She tried to look at him with disgust, but ended not looking at him at all. She couldn't admit that sometimes she hated this man. Even with his believings and honor, he could be so cruel. In fact, she was feeling anger everytime he was giving her commands lately. They all had something to do with this stranger, this Logan. She was even more angry when she started to feel his feelings, get to now his past and present life, understand him. She couldn't fight the feeling that they were killing this man making him what he used to be in the past. And that she was the assassin in white gloves-again.She needed to talk to him at least.Even if it was scaring her even more.
"Are you there?" he looked at her with unexpected exaltation.
"Yeah. You've got the cage prepared?"
"Yes"
He smiled slighty
"I know it's hard for you, but remember about our purpose. We're fighting for thousands of people. That's why we have to kill those few. To save the rest. It wasn't easier earlier, it isn't easier now. And it shouldn't be. It's natural"
"You're saying that killing is natural?"
" I'm saying that when we try to save the majority, the minority has to pay. Do you understand than?"
She didn't.
"Yes. He'll be yours"
She wasn't sure if she said he'll be yours or hell be yours.In fact, she couldn't see the difference between them.
"Thank you"
She didn't hear that. She was coming into Logan's mind. Again.
The sky was becoming red once again. She was amazed how human mind could adjust itself for telepathic mind. She wasn't sure if the minds look was made by her powers, or by mind itself, but she was sure that it was something unimaginable. Especially the way you could live in somebodys or your own mind. The way you could feel everything in there. Fascinating.
But then that man was looking at her, directly into her eyes.He was fascinating as well-she could see he was confused, angry and somehow afraid, but still dare to look into her eyes. Not even looking at himself, standing next to her. She was sure that he had no idea what was going on.
"Listen carefully. I don't want to kill you, and I want to emphasize it, I don't want to kill you, but if you'll provoke me, I'll do it."
He was looking at her with those dispassionate eyes.
"We are in your mind. I'm a mutant, and my power makes it possible for you and me to be here, and in fact for you to be trapped here."
/He is way too calm. What is he thinking?!/ she thought.
"That doesn't mean you're be in some kind of coma. I'm not good at explaning some things.I'll just say that there is a way to release your 'dark' side" she tried to talk slowly, to make him feel that she's confident and strong, so he could do nothing to withstand her will.
She knew she failed.
"Which you heared before, and which is standing next to me"
Then it happened. His movements were so fast and instinctive she couldn't see them coming. In the last second she blocked his nerves so he wouldn't rip her hearth off of her chest./It was to close/it was the only thing could think of in that moment.He was standing centimetres from her, his shining metal claws fully extended. Every single muscle tight, fighting the mental blockade she made. Only his face was released so he could talk. She wasn't sure if it was good idea, as she was scared to death only a minute ago. Literally.
She couldn't find the words to explain what she was feeling. Expression on his face was unspeakable. It was a composition of anger,powerlessness,and awkwardness. Also she could say that he was terrified. She couldn't explain it. It was like time stopped for him in that single moment, never to return again. Fuck Creed but even Eric told her he was an animal. All he needed was loosing his chains, originally made by Charles Xavier,but it wasn't true. She knew parts of his past. She knew the man he tried to be for all those years, keeping his inner demons only inside, far from his friends, his teacher, his family. The man that now was in such deep pain because of her. Fighting for his dignity, fighting for his humanity. Loosing it again. Because of her mistakes. She let him fall to the ground. She shield him, so he would not make any move. That moment seemed to last forever, before he finally said it.
"I won't let ya do that"
She could feel the desperation in his voice. She also could feel her hearth braking.
"You don't have a choice"
He was still looking straight into her eyes, trying to find God knows what.
"So ya better kill me"
The tension beetwen them was unbearable.
"I can't"
"Ya fucking have to!!! I swear, if you do, I'll kill ya!!!!
"You won't"
"Kill me"
"I'm sorry Logan"
She turned around, trying to fight the urge to cry, and conectrate.
"Wait!"
She looked at him.
"What for?"
She thought she won't be able to say it, but the words came somehow automatically.
"To kill the X-men"
She could see his expression. She could feel his feelings, so strong, she couldn't blocked them. The flashes of the institute, of his friends. Of love, hate, desire,care,trust. It was too much.
"Please"
She cut the link.
She opened her eyes. Eric was sitting next to her. Plane was already empty, standing on the ground. After a moment she realised her face was cover in tears. She was crying all along. Magneto was looking at the cockpit, deep in his thoughts. He was thinking of what to tell her, so she would understand. So he wouldn't lost her. She was trembling with shock of what she did, unable to stand up. She gave him the look full of disgust, the one she should have gave him long time ago.
"I hate you"
He still was trying not to look at her, afraid of what he might see.
"Listen Pythia..."
"No, you listen you son of a bitch!" she felt the anger rising in her vains "I just sacrifised all of my believings! I made a man beg for death! It's not minority- it's a human. But now, because of me, I'm not sure if he would ever be a human again!"
She slapped him in the face.
" I hope you like saving the world. And I hope you'll be able to save yourself"
She run off the plane. Eric saw her running to the base, and just for a moment thought, that maybe he was wrong. But there was nothing he could do to change things now.
Reviews will be appreciated :]
Authors note: Sorry it took me so long, but as I have my little holiday, I'll have time for writing next chapters. I'd like to now if you like this one. Enjoy.
"Have you ever been to place that seems to be so familiar that you could swear you know it like your pocket, but so distant and untouchable at the same time? That's so marvelous that it seems to fall into pieces by slightest touch, but so hard and devilish that you can feel death with every single breath? When sky and earth is in red and purple, and you can get lost in the pure air? So you wish you could live forever and die in a moment? That's how human mind looks like. Scary, isn't it?"
"No difference."
Magneto looked at Pythia who were sitting at the next seat.Plane was slowly reaching its target-their base,laboratory and home, although they never called it like that.
"You said you're not done with him yet, so end it. I have to see the results as fast as I can.You know it"
She tried to look at him with disgust, but ended not looking at him at all. She couldn't admit that sometimes she hated this man. Even with his believings and honor, he could be so cruel. In fact, she was feeling anger everytime he was giving her commands lately. They all had something to do with this stranger, this Logan. She was even more angry when she started to feel his feelings, get to now his past and present life, understand him. She couldn't fight the feeling that they were killing this man making him what he used to be in the past. And that she was the assassin in white gloves-again.She needed to talk to him at least.Even if it was scaring her even more.
"Are you there?" he looked at her with unexpected exaltation.
"Yeah. You've got the cage prepared?"
"Yes"
He smiled slighty
"I know it's hard for you, but remember about our purpose. We're fighting for thousands of people. That's why we have to kill those few. To save the rest. It wasn't easier earlier, it isn't easier now. And it shouldn't be. It's natural"
"You're saying that killing is natural?"
" I'm saying that when we try to save the majority, the minority has to pay. Do you understand than?"
She didn't.
"Yes. He'll be yours"
She wasn't sure if she said he'll be yours or hell be yours.In fact, she couldn't see the difference between them.
"Thank you"
She didn't hear that. She was coming into Logan's mind. Again.
The sky was becoming red once again. She was amazed how human mind could adjust itself for telepathic mind. She wasn't sure if the minds look was made by her powers, or by mind itself, but she was sure that it was something unimaginable. Especially the way you could live in somebodys or your own mind. The way you could feel everything in there. Fascinating.
But then that man was looking at her, directly into her eyes.He was fascinating as well-she could see he was confused, angry and somehow afraid, but still dare to look into her eyes. Not even looking at himself, standing next to her. She was sure that he had no idea what was going on.
"Listen carefully. I don't want to kill you, and I want to emphasize it, I don't want to kill you, but if you'll provoke me, I'll do it."
He was looking at her with those dispassionate eyes.
"We are in your mind. I'm a mutant, and my power makes it possible for you and me to be here, and in fact for you to be trapped here."
/He is way too calm. What is he thinking?!/ she thought.
"That doesn't mean you're be in some kind of coma. I'm not good at explaning some things.I'll just say that there is a way to release your 'dark' side" she tried to talk slowly, to make him feel that she's confident and strong, so he could do nothing to withstand her will.
She knew she failed.
"Which you heared before, and which is standing next to me"
Then it happened. His movements were so fast and instinctive she couldn't see them coming. In the last second she blocked his nerves so he wouldn't rip her hearth off of her chest./It was to close/it was the only thing could think of in that moment.He was standing centimetres from her, his shining metal claws fully extended. Every single muscle tight, fighting the mental blockade she made. Only his face was released so he could talk. She wasn't sure if it was good idea, as she was scared to death only a minute ago. Literally.
She couldn't find the words to explain what she was feeling. Expression on his face was unspeakable. It was a composition of anger,powerlessness,and awkwardness. Also she could say that he was terrified. She couldn't explain it. It was like time stopped for him in that single moment, never to return again. Fuck Creed but even Eric told her he was an animal. All he needed was loosing his chains, originally made by Charles Xavier,but it wasn't true. She knew parts of his past. She knew the man he tried to be for all those years, keeping his inner demons only inside, far from his friends, his teacher, his family. The man that now was in such deep pain because of her. Fighting for his dignity, fighting for his humanity. Loosing it again. Because of her mistakes. She let him fall to the ground. She shield him, so he would not make any move. That moment seemed to last forever, before he finally said it.
"I won't let ya do that"
She could feel the desperation in his voice. She also could feel her hearth braking.
"You don't have a choice"
He was still looking straight into her eyes, trying to find God knows what.
"So ya better kill me"
The tension beetwen them was unbearable.
"I can't"
"Ya fucking have to!!! I swear, if you do, I'll kill ya!!!!
"You won't"
"Kill me"
"I'm sorry Logan"
She turned around, trying to fight the urge to cry, and conectrate.
"Wait!"
She looked at him.
"What for?"
She thought she won't be able to say it, but the words came somehow automatically.
"To kill the X-men"
She could see his expression. She could feel his feelings, so strong, she couldn't blocked them. The flashes of the institute, of his friends. Of love, hate, desire,care,trust. It was too much.
"Please"
She cut the link.
She opened her eyes. Eric was sitting next to her. Plane was already empty, standing on the ground. After a moment she realised her face was cover in tears. She was crying all along. Magneto was looking at the cockpit, deep in his thoughts. He was thinking of what to tell her, so she would understand. So he wouldn't lost her. She was trembling with shock of what she did, unable to stand up. She gave him the look full of disgust, the one she should have gave him long time ago.
"I hate you"
He still was trying not to look at her, afraid of what he might see.
"Listen Pythia..."
"No, you listen you son of a bitch!" she felt the anger rising in her vains "I just sacrifised all of my believings! I made a man beg for death! It's not minority- it's a human. But now, because of me, I'm not sure if he would ever be a human again!"
She slapped him in the face.
" I hope you like saving the world. And I hope you'll be able to save yourself"
She run off the plane. Eric saw her running to the base, and just for a moment thought, that maybe he was wrong. But there was nothing he could do to change things now.
Reviews will be appreciated :]