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Chapter 4- What ever I had left falls
Sora a woke with a start, again she felt a protective hand across her waist turning she expected to see the same blond staring back at her, but to her surprise she saw Tai. Then the memories of the night before came flooding back to her, they were like honey sweet and tasty. Only then did the impact of her actions hit her, what had she done, Tai was her best friend and in his moment of comfort and need she'd taken advantage of him. How could he love her now, he would just see her as a slag, a dirty cripper who took advantage of him. Inside she knew she truly loved him but how could he love her now, when he was hurt she had slept with him to fill her long for him when she didn't even know if he truly loved. Yes he had said it repeatedly the night before, but the bearer of the crest of Love was having doubts about the emotion supposedly strongest in her, many times she had seen people get hurt because of Love, when her father left her mother, when Matt had the one night stand (or possibly many) and she didn't want Tai to fall prey to the cruel side of the crest.
Quickly she dressed and left soundly before 7:00, tears welling up in her eyes as she climbed the stairs to her apartment, uncaring of what awaited her. As she opened the door she was met by Matt who was sitting on the couch watching children's TV.
"Hi beautiful." He said like normal.
"Hi Matt." She said unsure of what was going on.
"Want anything to eat?"
"I'll just go get............ some toast?"
"Want some help."
"Matt, I think I know how to use a toaster." Sora chimed her mood becoming happier as the tension lifted from around her.
"I know, I know, but you know how tricky those marmalade jar lids are." The twinkle in Matt's eyes returning to normal. Before Sora knew what was going on Matt placed his arms around her waist."
"Matt, What are you doing?" Sora giggled.
"Escorting you to the kitchen."
For a while they mucked about in the kitchen. Sora's thoughts were drowning in a sea of questions to Matt's strange behaviour.
"Matt, about last night-"
"Sora listen I've been thinking I'm willing to let bygones be bygones, its obviously we love each other or both wouldn't be here right now, so lets put the past behind us, okay."
Sora pondered over Matt's words, wondering whether to except or not, she new she wanted to put last nights violence behind here, but the thing was she couldn't place Tai in any of this. She knew she wouldn't want put Tai behind her or last nights passion, she knew Matt was trying hard to please her again and she did have no where else to go.
"Okay Matt." She eventually said receiving a deep kiss from Matt.
The thing was she didn't know whether she was there because she was hiding from the one she loved or because she wanted to be with the one she loved.
The rest of the week went by quickly, normally but with an absence of Tai in Sora's life. She tried to let her concern go unnoticed, it wasn't until the following Wednesday in the college stairs ways did anyone confront her directly about the absence Tai.
"Hey Sora."
"Hi Kari"
"Have you seen my brother anywhere."
"No, sorry Kari I haven't."
"Oh you two haven't had a fight have you, I mean your practically joined at the hip."
Sora blushed at the hip remark remembering last Saturday's events.
"No, I just haven't seen him around." Sora said stumbling, her head beginning to feel heavy on her shoulders.
"Oh neither have I come to think of it I haven't talked to him for about 2 weeks, its not like Tai, he's normally giving me continual lectures on my relationships, weird things brothers."
"He just loves ya Kari." She replied gripping the nearby hand rail.
"Sora, are you all right."
"Yeah sure Kari." Sora chimed trying to keep a grip on reality as her world threatened to black out.
"Sora maybe we should take you to class, or the ladies."
"No, I'll be fine." The words only managed to reach Sora as her mind blacked out and her legs gave way. Her mind was silent, and Sora felt at peace with the darkness that surrounded her, it was like a sleep and her worries disappeared into nothingness.
Outside her cocoon of darkness, the stairways of the college had stopped as Kari's loud "OH GOD" echoed through the hallways. Around Kari people stood there staring before someone offered to help her.
"Shit, Kari what happened to Sora." Davis asked.
"Well its obvious she fainted now help me get her to the nurses office!"
"Sure, Kari." Davis said momentarily staring at Kari before scooping Sora up into his arms. Stumbling he managed to take her down the stairs which wasn't an easy task seeing that he's 3 years younger.
"Davis, lets get some help, I don't think you can carry her all the way to the office."
"I..... Can..... And...... I..... Will." Davis manage to stutter between short breaths.
"I'll get Tk, he can help you." Kari exclaimed and started scanning the hallways.
"NO.... I..... CAN ........MANAGE." Davis stuttered angrily quickening his pace.
"God where's Joe when you need him."
And sure enough as they turned the corner they were met by a certain blue haired boy talking to Mimi.
"(insert squeal here) WHAT HAPPENED TO SORA?" Mimi (as you probably know) squealed.
"Well it looks like she'd fainted." Joe said taking the girl of Davis who was glad partly because his arms were aching like hell and partly because he wasn't handing her to a certain blue eyed blond that's name began with T and ended in K.
"Well durr." Mimi butted in.
"She'll just need to rest then we can find out what's wrong." Joe finished as they headed towards the nurses office, the people in the hallway disappearing off to class made the job easier.
When they reached the nurses office they laid Sora on the bed before telling the nurse what happened. Eventually the nurse had to practically throw them out of the office so they'd go to class, everyone except Kari who had managed to argue and whine and with such an innocent face got to stay.
Kari sat beside Sora doing here homework every so often she would glance at her with a puzzled and equally worried expression. Until at last she stirred, her eye lids flickered before Kari was able to see her crimson eyes stare back at her. Slowly Sora sat up trying to establish were she was before turning to look at Kari once more.
"Sora!" Kari squealed throwing her arms around Sora's neck in a friendly embrace.
"Where am I."
"Your in the nurses office" The nurse replied coming to check up on Sora after seeing she had woken.
"The nurses office?" Sora questioned.
"Yes you fainted, don't you remember on the stairs?" Kari replied.
"Yes." Sora said her mind still in a daze.
"Okay love we need to find out what actually caused you to faint." The nurse said
"Okay." Sora replied now able to grasp what was going on and no longer in her daze.
"Have you been eating regularly." The nurse questioned.
"Yes." Sora said sharper, her voice sounding as normal as ever.
"Any other symptoms an upset tummy, headache, sickness."
"No not really, I mean I have been under a lot of stress and that was causing me to be sick a few times."
"Okay, that maybe the reason."
"Do you think it might be okay for me to go home, I really don't feel well and I think I've got a headache coming on." Sora asked her voice suddenly sounding desperate.
"Yes that maybe best, I'll need to go put it on the records so you teachers know your unwell and I'll need to give you a note." she said looking at Kari "To explain to your teachers why you weren't in the lessons."
"Thank you" Sora said relieved.
When it was all sorted out officially, Sora left the nurses office, to anyone looking at her she would have seemed a perfectly healthy girl and that's what puzzled Kari. When the nurse was asking the questions she was aware of Sora's change in tone, the desperate voice she used to get out of class.
"Sora?" Kari called running to catch up with her friend that was heading out of school.
"Uh huh?"
"What's really up with you?"
"I just have a bad headache and feel a bit woozy."
"Sora don't lie to me!"
"KARI I'M NOT LYING."
"Sora?" Kari whispered quietly she was taken back by the fact Sora had shouted at her, course she'd seen Sora shout at Tai before but she'd never shouted at her.
"Kari I'm Sorry" Sora apologised, seeing the hurt and shock in Kari's eyes. "I'm just so mixed up at the moment, everything's going wrong, wrong, wrong."
"Okay."
"I'll cya later Kari."
"Sure, I'll bring you your work."
"Thanks."
Throughout the day Kari felt that many times her head would explode, she had to recite what happened with Sora to the other Digi destines and again Tai wasn't anywhere to be found. She found it particularly exhausting having to recite the whole incident to Matt who couldn't seem to get it through his blond gelled back hair that Sora was fine. Kari herself practically fainted with relief as the ending bell rung. Collecting Sora's work from Joe, Mimi and Izzy she practically ran to Sora and Matt's apartment. She went to tap on the apartment door when she found that it was already open, alarmed she ran in expecting to see burglars but the house was still and silent. After scanning the apartment once Kari quietly crept towards Sora and Matt's bedroom, tapping on the door the save her from any embarrassing situations she waited. But there was no reply. Poking her head around the door she saw Sora hunched up with her chest to her knee's looking out the window.
"Sora?" She whispered. Her reply was a quick glance painful glance as Sora continued to stare out of the window.
"Sora what's wrong?"
Nothing, she watched as her friend continued to stare at the blue late April sky.
"Sora, please answer me."
Still she watched the sky her expression blank.
"Sora, I want to help you."
She continued to stare seemingly oblivious to her friends pleas.
"Sora, talk to me."
Kari watched as Sora's face bore no concern. Kari strode across the room blocking Sora's view from the sky and knelt down next to the bed.
"Sora your scaring me."
Kari watched as tears welled up in Sora's eyes, unable to keep her blank expression, Sora flung her arms around Kari's neck and cried into her shoulder.
"I (sob) don't (sob) know (sob) what (sob) I'm (sniff) going to do."
"Sora, what's wrong."
"Everything!!!!!!"
Letting go Sora curled up on the bed into a ball, sobbing uncontrollably. Unable to think of anything to say Kari watched the helpless Sora.
"I brought your work around for you."
"What's the point in a matter of months I'll be unable to do my work."
"Why?"
Unable to even mumble what was wrong she mumbled out the words of who she wished she could call upon.
"Tai." She cried.
"My brother? I knew there was something up with you two."
She made a gesture over to the chest of draws. Curious Kari followed her the direction her hand was pointing in to.
"What am I looking for."
Her only reply was more muffled sobs.
Kari continued her looking before clasping her hand to her mouth in disbelief, shaking she managed to stutter out her question.
"You sure its Tai?"
"Yep?"
Knowing she wouldn't get anymore answers out of Sora, Kari left, shutting the apartment door behind her. Walking down the hallway back to her home Kari past Matt, who happened to look really cheerful, only when she was safely back in her own room was she able to cry for Sora. Kari hadn't the courage to tell her what Tai had told her earlier that day outside the nurses office. All she could think about was the positive pregnancy test laying on the chest of drawers by the light of the sun.
To be continued
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