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Chapter 8- Lost
Sora Tekanouchi looked around at her surroundings, she was lying on a hospital bed with the Kamiya's by her side.
"Sora, your awake." Kari said
"Where am I?" She questioned.
"Don't worry you took a fall dear, your in the maternity ward at Odaiba General Hospital." Mrs. Kamiya answered her voice full of concern.
"Oh." Sora said sitting up.
"No dear you should rest, the doctor said the baby seemed stressed and a couple of days rest should do the trick." Mrs. Kamiya said. Sora inwardly snorted at the prospect of the baby stressed, in reality she was the one up to her neck in stress.
"Sora?" Kari said her tone contained traces of worry.
"Yes Kari." Sora replied annoyed at the prospect of bed rest.
"I had to tell them, please don't be mad, I couldn't lie to them." Kari said expecting the worst.
"Its all right Kari I understand they would have found out either way."
"And your sure its our Tai's not Matt's." Mr. Kamiya asked returning from calling Ms. Tekanouchi.
"Either way dear." Mrs. Kamiya said glaring at her husband. "We don't mind helping, I mean your like family to us, why you and Tai used to play round ours all the time, it only seems like yesterday you were playing princes and princesses."
"Its all right Mrs. Kamiya it is Tai's I'm sure." Sora said smiling for the first time in what seemed like ages.
"Does Tai know?" Mr. Kamiya asked.
"No and to be honest I don't intend to tell him."
"Why ever not?" Mrs. Kamiya questioned.
"Well I am considering having the baby fostered, I mean me and Tai are only 18 years old, if I have the baby fostered it would spare Tai from being hurt and I'm not sure if your aware or not but I am in a relationship with Yamato Ishida. I really think it would benefit everyone." Sora replied not able to look Mrs. Kamiya in the eye.
"But-" Mrs Kamiya protested.
"I really think you are being responsible Sora and though we may not agree with you keeping our son in the dark we respect your decision." Mr. Kamiya interrupted placing a firm hand on his wife's shoulder.
After a while Mr and Mrs. Kamiya went down to the canteen to get some coffee leaving Sora and Kari alone in the ward.
"Why didn't you come earlier." Kari said her tone filled with sorrow. "He thinks you don't love him."
"Yes well if someone had told me earlier then this could all have been avoided, I would be able to keep my baby instead of shipping him off to some adoption agency but no you kept quiet when you knew I needed Tai the most right now." Sora hissed full of anger.
"I'm Sorry Sora." Kari choked on the verge of tears. "He made me promise not to tell you and when you said you wouldn't tell him I had no other choice but to respect his wishes.. I..... I tried to hint to you."
"You know what when I was coming to see him I was going to tell him, I was all set to pour my whole heart out to him, but you see I didn't know did I." Sora stated cruelly.
"Sora I said I was sorry." Kari sniffled wiping her tears away with the back of her hand.
Tired Sora lay back onto the bed crying into the pillow, when she was aware of another person there.
"Sora honey."
"Momma?" Sora whispered hugging her mother.
"My poor baby are you all right." Ms. Tekanouchi said letting her daughter cry on her shoulder.
"I'm fine Momma just a bit shook up."
"And the baby?"
"I don't no." Sora cried becoming hysterical "I just don't no."
"There, there baby Momma's here."
Sora sat there for a while as her mother gently rocked her back and forth, wishing time would go back and she could be little again. After a while a doctor approached her.
"Sora Tekanouchi?" The doctor questioned.
"Thats me." Sora sniffled.
"Hello Miss. Takenouchi, I'm Doctor Lovelle (A/N don't ask, hyped on marzipan) well it seems the baby's heart rates okay but it appears as though you haven't had your second scan."
"You've already had a scan?" Her mother asked.
"Yeah, me and Matt went in the early stages of the pregnancy."
"Anyway under the circumstances, you can have your scan now if its convenient." The doctor butted in.
"I guess so." Sora replied offhandedly wiping away her remaining tears.
"Okay I'll have a nurse call you when we're ready."
With that the doctor left. For a while they sat in silence (apart from the odd snuffle from Kari) not really knowing what to say or feel. Sora sat up hugging her knee's she wouldn't admit it to herself but she was relieved that the baby was okay. She didn't really know how to express the feeling, she had been so sure of adoption that she felt it was wrong to enjoy the pregnancy.
"Kari dear did you say your parents are here?" Ms. Tekanouchi questioned trying to find an excuse to leave. Now don't get her wrong she was worried as hell about Sora, especially her bizare behaviour but she couldn't help feeling hopeless. Her and Sora hadn't got on at the best of times but things seemed to have changed, her and Sora continuing the family business and now Sora was pregnant, the worst of that was that Sora didn't seem to care. She could sense her daughters despair even though she was sitting beside her, no matter how hard she tried she couldn't pick up on any motherly glow radiating from her daughter. Ms. Tekanouchi was scared, scared for the baby and scared that her little girl would end up cold and uncaring as she brought her tiny child into the world, for a mothers love is supposedly one of the strongest you can find and what would a mother be without love?
"Yes they've gone down to the canteen." Kari stuttered still feeling guilty.
"Okay, I'll be back in 10 Sora." Ms. Tekanouchi said placing a light kiss on her daughters forehead. Click clacking down the clean shiny hospital floor Ms.Tekanouchi Turned around to face her daughter again.
"Do they know?" She called, a swift nod from her daughters head indicating a yes answered her question before she headed towards the canteen.
As Ms. Tekanouchi disappeared down the hallway a nurse approached Sora.
"Miss. Sora Tekanouchi?"
"Yes?"
"The midwife will see you now." Hopping of the bed Sora went to follow the nurse before grabbing Kari's hand.
"I can't do this alone Kari." Sora whispered as her and Kari followed the nurse into a secluded room.
"Hello I'm Clara Willow the midwife, if you'll just lay on this bed we can get started." A pretty blond trilled.
Scooting onto the bed, Sora lay down staring at the monitor in anticipation.
"Okay I'm going to apply a jelly like substance onto you stomach." The midwife said.
Sora winced as she applied the cold jelly like substance onto her bump, watching as the midwife also applied a plunger like equipment onto the jelly. Watching the screen she could see a tiny baby moving about, she listened as the midwife showed her the baby's arms, legs, head, hands and feet and Kari oohed and awww-ed at the different body parts. She focused on the babys tiny hands as the waved about and the tiny feet as the gave a little wiggle. Sora unknowinglysmiled in wonder as the baby turned its head towards the monitor just enough for the baby to kiss (A/N And I know this happens because it happened when my mum was having my littlest sister)
Afterwards the nurse handed Sora some of the photographs from the scan. Quickly Sora stuffed them into her pocket and went to meet up with her mother and the Kamiya's.
Later on she entered her apartment still aware if the crumpled photo's in her pocket, scanning the flat she found Matt, sitting on the sofa watching telly, he spun round to face her when he was sure she was there.
"How are you then?" Matt asked casually.
"Fine."
"And the baby?" He asked again no change in his tone of voice.
"Still a burden."
"Sometimes you worry me you know."
"I worry you." Sora said accusingly
"Yes I mean, how can you not show any motherly instincts, okay I have accepted the fact your putting the baby up for adoption, but its like you don't even care."
"Look Matt I'm 18 and I'm pregnant, I've just finished college, I'm working with my mum and the apartments as small as you can get, face it Matt were, I'm just not ready for a baby at the moment okay, I'm trying to what's best for the baby, not me."
"So you do care?"
"All I care about is that I can get rid of this mistake once and for all without anybody losing."
"Fine you know what I'm going to shut up all right do what you want with the baby."
"Good, because I thought I'd have to shut you up myself." Sora said sitting on the sofa next to Matt.
"You know what I think you should shut me up." Matt smirked before pressing his lips onto Sora's coaxing her mouth open. Leaning over he grabbed her waist and deepened the kiss there tongues doing battle.
"Do you know what's best about the situation." Matt mumbled between kisses.
"What?"
"There's no chance of you getting pregnant again." Matt whispered before they became engulfed in the flames of passion.
To be continued
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