Kay, my disclaimer is in chapter one, but I have to add more too it. I do
not own Lifehouse or any of there songs. Here's chapter three. Hope you
guys like it.
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Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside heaven's door
And listen to you to you breathing
Is where I want to be
Kitty stared at the words she had just written. They seemed to have written themselves. It took her a moment to realize that they were lyrics from a song. She concentrated on them, forgetting the rest of the song. Suddenly the whole song flooded her memory. "Breathing, by Lifehouse," she said quietly, studying the words. Then it hit her. They had taken on a new meaning for her.
The song was about a guy who loved a girl (A/N: So vague, I know, but I couldn't think of a more detailed description, sue me. I hate this paragraph). They lyrics originally meant that the guy was calling the girl an angel or that his heaven would be with her. But for Kitty it meant listening to Sirius breathe up in heaven. She felt that would be enough for her. Just to hear him again.
She pulled out her suitcase and began to dig through it looking for her CD's. She pulled out her Lifehouse CD and put Breathing on. She lay back against the bed's headboard and felt like crying again. Willing herself not to she closed her eyes and let the song fill her mind. She wouldn't let herself cry because she knew Sirius wouldn't want her to dwell on him. He wouldn't have wanted her to be depressed because of him. He had always said that he had loved her smile that it looked just like her mothers. She didn't feel that she could ever smile again. She wished he were there to comfort her. She thought she could almost hear his voice.
Her eyes snapped open for she had heard a voice. The song ended and she could very distinctly hear someone call her name. She turned and saw some one she never thought she'd see again. Wormtail.
"Kitty, join us," He was saying.
Kitty picked up something to hurdle at him. Only later did she figure out that it was a glass of water. "Never," she hissed. "I'm your fault!" She drew back her arm to throw the glass at him but stopped realizing that it was not actually him but his form in her mirror.
"Join Lord Voldermort Kitty. Join us."
"It's your fault!" She screamed. "You killed Sirus! It's all your fault! You killed him and Harry's parents! You filthy vermin, I would never join you!"
"It was not my fault, it was their own. They should have joined my lord."
Kitty's eyes glazed over and she noticed how silky Wormtail's voice was. Had it always been that way? She began to consider what he was saying. Maybe it was their faults. Maybe she should join Voldermort. He could bring Sirius back.
She jumped at the sound of glass shattering and snapped out of the trance that the figure in the mirror had put her in. She realized that she had gotten off the bed and had started walking towards the mirror before someone broke. She frowned; she didn't find it very kind that someone had broken her mirror. At the chorus of "Kitty!" she turned and saw Lupin, Ron, Harry, and Hermione had entered the room. She looked at them dazed, feeling like all she wanted to do was sleep. Lupin caught her as she fell over and helped her over to the bed.
"What are you guys doing here?" She asked them.
"Lupin saved you!" That was Ron.
"Oh Kitty! Are you ok?" Hermione.
She was drifting, sleep would come easily.
"Can I go to sleep now?" She asked.
"No, you have to stay awake."
"Lupey!" She said childishly then frowned. "Why can't I sleep?"
"Kitty," Lupin said shaking her. "Stay awake, stay with us."
"Please Kit," pleaded Harry.
"Harry!" She smiled brightly. He walked over and took her hand. That's when she snapped back to reality. Everything flooded back like the song had. She pushed away from Lupin shakily.
"Sir. Sirius," she whispered and buried her hands in her face and began to cry.
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Ok, so the second chapter was longer, but that was probably because of all the conversations -.- I worked very hard on this chapter! And again, I am getting writer's block. PRAY FOR INSPIRATION TO STRIKE! Don't actually. I don't think any of you really want to read my stuff anyway =\
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Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside heaven's door
And listen to you to you breathing
Is where I want to be
Kitty stared at the words she had just written. They seemed to have written themselves. It took her a moment to realize that they were lyrics from a song. She concentrated on them, forgetting the rest of the song. Suddenly the whole song flooded her memory. "Breathing, by Lifehouse," she said quietly, studying the words. Then it hit her. They had taken on a new meaning for her.
The song was about a guy who loved a girl (A/N: So vague, I know, but I couldn't think of a more detailed description, sue me. I hate this paragraph). They lyrics originally meant that the guy was calling the girl an angel or that his heaven would be with her. But for Kitty it meant listening to Sirius breathe up in heaven. She felt that would be enough for her. Just to hear him again.
She pulled out her suitcase and began to dig through it looking for her CD's. She pulled out her Lifehouse CD and put Breathing on. She lay back against the bed's headboard and felt like crying again. Willing herself not to she closed her eyes and let the song fill her mind. She wouldn't let herself cry because she knew Sirius wouldn't want her to dwell on him. He wouldn't have wanted her to be depressed because of him. He had always said that he had loved her smile that it looked just like her mothers. She didn't feel that she could ever smile again. She wished he were there to comfort her. She thought she could almost hear his voice.
Her eyes snapped open for she had heard a voice. The song ended and she could very distinctly hear someone call her name. She turned and saw some one she never thought she'd see again. Wormtail.
"Kitty, join us," He was saying.
Kitty picked up something to hurdle at him. Only later did she figure out that it was a glass of water. "Never," she hissed. "I'm your fault!" She drew back her arm to throw the glass at him but stopped realizing that it was not actually him but his form in her mirror.
"Join Lord Voldermort Kitty. Join us."
"It's your fault!" She screamed. "You killed Sirus! It's all your fault! You killed him and Harry's parents! You filthy vermin, I would never join you!"
"It was not my fault, it was their own. They should have joined my lord."
Kitty's eyes glazed over and she noticed how silky Wormtail's voice was. Had it always been that way? She began to consider what he was saying. Maybe it was their faults. Maybe she should join Voldermort. He could bring Sirius back.
She jumped at the sound of glass shattering and snapped out of the trance that the figure in the mirror had put her in. She realized that she had gotten off the bed and had started walking towards the mirror before someone broke. She frowned; she didn't find it very kind that someone had broken her mirror. At the chorus of "Kitty!" she turned and saw Lupin, Ron, Harry, and Hermione had entered the room. She looked at them dazed, feeling like all she wanted to do was sleep. Lupin caught her as she fell over and helped her over to the bed.
"What are you guys doing here?" She asked them.
"Lupin saved you!" That was Ron.
"Oh Kitty! Are you ok?" Hermione.
She was drifting, sleep would come easily.
"Can I go to sleep now?" She asked.
"No, you have to stay awake."
"Lupey!" She said childishly then frowned. "Why can't I sleep?"
"Kitty," Lupin said shaking her. "Stay awake, stay with us."
"Please Kit," pleaded Harry.
"Harry!" She smiled brightly. He walked over and took her hand. That's when she snapped back to reality. Everything flooded back like the song had. She pushed away from Lupin shakily.
"Sir. Sirius," she whispered and buried her hands in her face and began to cry.
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Ok, so the second chapter was longer, but that was probably because of all the conversations -.- I worked very hard on this chapter! And again, I am getting writer's block. PRAY FOR INSPIRATION TO STRIKE! Don't actually. I don't think any of you really want to read my stuff anyway =\