Thanks for your reviews.
*Steffi __ WOW , thanks you so much! And thanks for the info, I don't
know anything about those stuff. And good luck to you :-D
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*Lucy__ I also love S1 and ML, I prefer S1 over S2
*Jade-Angel5__ Thanks! and i think your going to like the next
chapters ;)
*Suzanne__ thanks.. I also liked BBWW, rising and female trouble, I
just cant pick. Did you re- watch BBWW after reading my story ?
*zusanli__ thanks.. I will try !
*Huntress k __ that is what i actually missed in the show, and now I
wrote it on paper. ( digital paper )
*Rajana __thanks, I will continue,
*mirja __ thanks, for your time to review
*Dankangel81__thanks. when are you going to finish the story when
Logan trades his legs for max? I love that story!
*Angel451 __ thanks. you were the first reviewer !

Dark angel and all its characters and everything with it belong all to
James Cameron and his team, they are not mine and never will be, so
please don't sue me. I am not making money out of this. Just keeping
Dark Angel alive, which has ended too soon. No copyright infringement
intended.

Summary:
Chapter 1: Logan got his back surgery and lost his feeling from the
chest down.
Chapter 2: Bling takes Logan home
Chapter 3: Max and Logan kissed. Logan didn't tell Max about his
condition.

Read and Please Review, but most importantly: ENJOY - Thanks

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Chapter 4: Logan In Bed

"No, I just have to write my thoughts down." - Logan started to type.

My mother used to say: "The universe is right on schedule. Everything
happens the way it's suppose to."

Logan re-thought what his mother told him when he was little.
Everything happens the way it's suppose to. So is this supposed to
happen with me? That I should be paralyzed?

Yeah right ! -He thought. . . . Why me ? . . . Why?

"Deal with it, Logan!" -He told himself. But in fact, Logan couldn't
deal with this. He wanted to cry, let it all go, but couldn't.

Unconsciously he lay his hand on his stomach and was reminded again
that he couldn't feel it.

Logan watched his hand touching his stomach. . . Nothing!

He placed his other hand below his chest. With his fingers, he tried
to find out what he could feel and couldn't. He pinched and twisted
his skin, hoping it would hurt, but still nothing . . .

Logan placed his laptop and his glasses on the nightstand. He was too
upset and frustrated to write anything down. Maybe a little nap would
help, he thought. Just sleep and nothing else, don't have to move,
feel and think.

He tried to lean forward and remove the pillows which were supporting
his back, but his body didn't respond. Calling Bling wasn't an option
for him, he wanted to do this by himself, no matter what.

Stubbornly he propped himself up with a lot of effort. Cursing and
groaning at his sore body, he shifted his body weight on one arm and
removed some of the pillows with the other.

But Logan lost his balance and landed flat on his back, hurting
himself.

Bling heard Logan screaming and rushed to the bedroom. After seeing
some pillows on the floor and Logan lying on his back gasping for
breath, he knew what had happened.

"Logan, I have to move you on your stomach."

". . . D . . . Don't. . . " -He gasped.

Bling didn't listen and carefully lifted him up and turned him on his
stomach. With two hands he tried to massage the pain away, trying not
to disturb the stitches.

Logan's back was very tensed.

"Try to relax, Logan."

"I can't . . . it hurts . . . it hurts too much." -He cried.

"Why didn't you call me, when you wanted to lie down? . . . You can
not do this by yourself, Logan! . . . Not yet." -He quickly added.

Logan sighed.

After a few minutes the pain has subsided a little and Logan's
breathing was normal again. Bling felt Logan relax.

"Are you OK, Logan?"

"Yeah. . ."

"Do you want me to continue?"

"Nah, I can't . . . feel it" -He yawned.

"I'll let you rest." -Bling stood up and grabbed the pillows which were on the floor.

"Bling?"

"Yeah?" -He turned around to face Logan.

"Thanks."

"No problem." -He lay the pillows on the bed and covered Logan with a
blanket and left the room.

Logan sighed again, closed his eyes and dozed off a few minutes later.

. . .

The music was playing. He saw Max coming closer, she was wearing a
beautiful cream gown. She had her hair up and had a few curls dangling
playfully in her face.

"What are we listening to?" -Max asked.

"Sibelius."

"It's sad."

"Yeah." -He replied.

Max looked Logan in the eyes.

"Dance with me." -She said.

"I can't." -He slowly rubbed his thighs with his hands.

"Sure you can. Mind over matter." -She came a bit closer.

"See, my problem is I can't walk." -He motioned to his chair.

"I'm not asking you to walk. Just dance." -She reached out a hand to
him.

Logan stands up with no problems at all and pushed his wheelchair
behind him.
He took a step, grabbed Max's hand and her closer.

"Whose dream is this anyway . . . Yours or mine?" -Logan asked.

"Don't ask me."

They started to dance and looked into each others eyes.

"Are you OK?" -Logan asked.

"Yeah . . . I'm just a little dizzy."

"Do you want to stop?"

"No, don't let go." -She said.

"I won't."

"Promise?"

"I promise." -He answered.

They kissed passionately. It felt so real, so warm, so gentle, cherry
flavored.

Wait a minute, this wasn't a dream. . .

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