Wow look at that, I'm updating once every three months. That must be a speed record for me. Not that it matters I guess, no one seems to be reading this thing but me anyway. I take that back, I did get one review, off site. Thanks prescottpea!

Did anyone notice that Sir Lucas wasn't at VisionCon this year? I didn't think much about it until I heard about Jonathan and then it seemed like a really bad omen. What happened to him? Anyone know?

Well anyway, I don't own seaQuest and the lyrics belong to The Moody Blues.

Unless the muses wander back, I doubt there will be another chapter.

The mist is lifting slowly
I can see the way ahead
And I've left behind the empty streets
That once inspired my life
And the strength of the emotion
Is like thunder in the air
'Cos the promise that we made each other
Haunts me to the end

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you



Here I am. Back on Earth. Everything seems like some kind of ugly nightmare that I can't seem to wake up from. You're gone. They're gone. But it's you I miss the most.

Part of me believes that you are dead and that stronger part of me says it isn't true, that it's impossible that someone like you could no longer exist. A light like yours can't.... die.

If we made it back so can you, I just have to find you.

The secret of your beauty
And the mystery of your soul
I've been searching for in everyone I meet
And the times I've been mistaken
It's impossible to say
And the grass is growing
Underneath our feet



They think I'm crazy for trying, that I've lost my mind to come back here. To come back this way. But I don't have any other choice. I won't give up, I won't give in. You taught me that. There's a solution to every problem; I just have to look for it. It's harder than I thought. This time, this place, is nothing like before. I feel like I've aged a hundred years and that time is running out. It's urgent that I find you. Not just for your sake but for mine as well. What if I fail?

From the words that I remember
From my childhood still are true
That there's no so blind
As those who will not see
And to those who lack the courage
And say it's dangerous to try
Well they just don't know
That love eternal will not be denied

It's not impossible, just improbable. I'll keep trying even if it kills me. I lost everything once and then I found it again the day I met you and I refuse let my life slip away so quietly! I'll scream it until I have no voice left; I'll pound it into their senses so that they will hear it too. With every heartbeat I hear your voice and I can't let go of that unless my heart stops.

Yes I know it's going to happen
I can feel you getting near
And soon we'll be returning
To the fountain of our youth
And if you wake up wondering
In the darkness I'll be there
My arms will close around you
And protect you with the truth

Can you hear that? The sound of waves breaking on the beach, the gulls crying. I know I'm not dreaming, it's unmistakable. Just because I can't see you doesn't mean you're not here!