Disclaimer: I don't own the characters they belong to Watase Yu.

Warnings: Themes of incest. Don't read if this will bother you. Also some spoilers.

Not My Brother

"You're not my brother!" I yelled as I pushed the creature with my brother's face away from me. Aki's kiss had been warm, and loving, and full of life. The kiss I had just received was cold, and lustful, and dead.

I remembered the night he had stayed with me at the Aogori home. We were holding hands in the darkness as we used to do when we were children.

"What was it like?" he asked, stroking the palm of my hand with his thumb. "I can't believe my little sis got kissed before me."

I laughed, "You'll find out, Aki, when you meet the right girl. If you ever find someone who'll date a loser like you."

Aki squeezed my hand. "Maybe," he said, "but somehow I doubt it. Everything's so messed up, Aya. I don't know what to think anymore. I have a bad feeling that something terrible is going to happen. I just hate the idea of never knowing what it's like."

Silence filled the air between us, and I rolled over on my side facing him as I clasped his hand with both of mine. "Oh, Aki, you're being so melodramatic. If you don't watch it, you'll turn into me." My voice was cheerful, but my heart was breaking as I remembered the hand…Aki's blood…Dad. Suddenly I was overcome with emotion as Isensed how short my time with Aki would be.

"Do you really want to know--I mean--what it's like?" I could barely make out Aki's face in the darkness of the room."

"Aya, what do you mean?" my twin asked nervously, although I knew he already understood.

I rolled over closer to him, and he rolled onto his side to face me.

"I love you." I said the words I should have spoken more often.

"Me too," he answered in a whisper.

I reached over and brushed his hair out of his eyes before leaning over and kissing him softly on the lips. He tensed slightly when our lips made contact, but as I deepened the kiss he relaxed and wound his free hand into my hair, pulling me closer. I ran my tongue across his lower lip, causing him to part his mouth slightly so that his tongue could cautiously meet with mine. He let out a deep sigh and we reluctantly parted.

I could see him smiling. "Wow," he breathed. "That was…nice."

"Just nice?" I asked, as I teasingly poked him in the ribs.

He turned onto his back still holding one of my hands. "More than nice." He brought my hand to his lips and kissed it lovingly. "Thanks."

We held hands until we fell asleep.

I found out that later that night I transformed into Ceres and tried to kill him. Ceres was a part of me. I didn't understand why she would want to kill someone I loved so much.

Until that kiss tonight. His eyes are no longer mirrors of mine but hard and evil. My brother Aki is gone and has been replaced by a monster.

"Goodbye, Aki."

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