Chapter Four: Thoughts of the Heart
Later that day the smell of sweet cakes and other sweets filled the house. Lita was probably cooking in the kitchen for our Christmas Eve Party. Well, it's not really a party just a get together, with more Sweeties. It's only us in the house. But I learned to love everyone like they were my family. Ofcouse i would like to be with my earth mom and dad and my brother. But that isnt going to happen. My destony is here. With the Scouts and Knights.
We havent gotten much decorating done yet. I wish we had off though. We'll most likely do that today. If I can ever find my husband. Ofcourse all the guys disappear every year at this time. It's like there scared to face us. It's kinda funny and sad at the same time. If you can understand that. I mean we fought monsters every day, And the guys are still scared of us on Christmas.. Or scared of the work that needs to be done.
Which is a lot of work. But we can handle it. You know it's kinda weird how different each one of us girls are. Ami, is neat and the brains off the group. She is also shy. and loves to swim.. Raye, is very out going and bosy. She is also can do any spell you need done. Cause her grandfathee is the owner of the Cherry Hill Shrine..I wounder how he is doing anyways. Then there is Lita, The Cook, She also Ice Skates and The one that kepts the house clean. We help mind you, but if it wasnt for her and Ami, We'd be in a pig pin. Mina, is like me in the shopping and video game area. But she is more athletic, she plays volleyball.
The outter scouts are different too. Michelle, is a musician, and very good at it to. She also enjoys Ami's passion for swimming. Then there is Amara, she love to do anything that is fast and lets her be free. She likes to do track and field. and racing. She also plays music with Michelle. Then there is Trista. She is very "classy" and loves to drink tea. Some times i think that if it wasnt for her. we'd run wild, and lose are classiness.
Then there is me...Lazy Serena. Hey, I cant help it if i love to sleep. I like to shop and play video games. But then again, I am not sure what I would do if I wasnt Sailor Moon. So many of other people life depends on me..and the choices I make. And the choice us has the Sailor Scouts make. It's not just our lifes on the line. It's thoughs we love, thoughs we hate, and the future of the world.
It's scary at times. That the whole world's future rests in our hands. And we are more then just humans. Where Simi-Angel's, or Human Angel's. We're between Angel's and Human's. So we can tallk and see the angel's and yet live has humans, has in we live on earth not in heaven. Lucky for us, we just protect them from Diamond. We dont have to get them saved.
So many people over look the truth. Turn it to there own ways. I guess I would too. But it's kind of hard when your living it. People try to make things either seem easier or more difficult.When in fact it's right in the middle. I guess they are so fooled by what they hear that they dont see the truth that was born in them, and is still there.
That's okay though. They human, even 1/3 of the Angel's fell. And even the arch angel fallen and became Satan. So ofcourse the human's one are right in the middle between good and evil. would. I wounder how they would handle the truth. That good and evil was always at war for there souls. And that the are human-angels and human-fallen angels, walking around, and going to school with them. Trying to show them the right path, or trying to kill them.
I think it would be hard to believe.. Just like when I found out I was Sailor Moon. It's like my whole beliefs and thoughts crushed and changed. I am not the same Serena after that happend. And I sometimes womder how it would be if I was just plan old Serena. Would I still be married to Darien? and have my twins? Or would my life done a 180.. I dont know. And I am not sure I want to know
Later that day the smell of sweet cakes and other sweets filled the house. Lita was probably cooking in the kitchen for our Christmas Eve Party. Well, it's not really a party just a get together, with more Sweeties. It's only us in the house. But I learned to love everyone like they were my family. Ofcouse i would like to be with my earth mom and dad and my brother. But that isnt going to happen. My destony is here. With the Scouts and Knights.
We havent gotten much decorating done yet. I wish we had off though. We'll most likely do that today. If I can ever find my husband. Ofcourse all the guys disappear every year at this time. It's like there scared to face us. It's kinda funny and sad at the same time. If you can understand that. I mean we fought monsters every day, And the guys are still scared of us on Christmas.. Or scared of the work that needs to be done.
Which is a lot of work. But we can handle it. You know it's kinda weird how different each one of us girls are. Ami, is neat and the brains off the group. She is also shy. and loves to swim.. Raye, is very out going and bosy. She is also can do any spell you need done. Cause her grandfathee is the owner of the Cherry Hill Shrine..I wounder how he is doing anyways. Then there is Lita, The Cook, She also Ice Skates and The one that kepts the house clean. We help mind you, but if it wasnt for her and Ami, We'd be in a pig pin. Mina, is like me in the shopping and video game area. But she is more athletic, she plays volleyball.
The outter scouts are different too. Michelle, is a musician, and very good at it to. She also enjoys Ami's passion for swimming. Then there is Amara, she love to do anything that is fast and lets her be free. She likes to do track and field. and racing. She also plays music with Michelle. Then there is Trista. She is very "classy" and loves to drink tea. Some times i think that if it wasnt for her. we'd run wild, and lose are classiness.
Then there is me...Lazy Serena. Hey, I cant help it if i love to sleep. I like to shop and play video games. But then again, I am not sure what I would do if I wasnt Sailor Moon. So many of other people life depends on me..and the choices I make. And the choice us has the Sailor Scouts make. It's not just our lifes on the line. It's thoughs we love, thoughs we hate, and the future of the world.
It's scary at times. That the whole world's future rests in our hands. And we are more then just humans. Where Simi-Angel's, or Human Angel's. We're between Angel's and Human's. So we can tallk and see the angel's and yet live has humans, has in we live on earth not in heaven. Lucky for us, we just protect them from Diamond. We dont have to get them saved.
So many people over look the truth. Turn it to there own ways. I guess I would too. But it's kind of hard when your living it. People try to make things either seem easier or more difficult.When in fact it's right in the middle. I guess they are so fooled by what they hear that they dont see the truth that was born in them, and is still there.
That's okay though. They human, even 1/3 of the Angel's fell. And even the arch angel fallen and became Satan. So ofcourse the human's one are right in the middle between good and evil. would. I wounder how they would handle the truth. That good and evil was always at war for there souls. And that the are human-angels and human-fallen angels, walking around, and going to school with them. Trying to show them the right path, or trying to kill them.
I think it would be hard to believe.. Just like when I found out I was Sailor Moon. It's like my whole beliefs and thoughts crushed and changed. I am not the same Serena after that happend. And I sometimes womder how it would be if I was just plan old Serena. Would I still be married to Darien? and have my twins? Or would my life done a 180.. I dont know. And I am not sure I want to know