Good bye

You all think I'm happy and innocent.

You are all wrong.

I took the knife to end my pain.

This pained caused by you.

The darkness took over me

No one was there to comfort me.

No one could hear my cry in the night.

I had my dark thought to.

Look were they brought me.

I can't escape.

Its coming the light is growing smaller.

I feel utterly alone.

My blood stains the carpet.

No one will ever see me smile.

No one will ever see me laugh.

Since that was all a lie.

At first I was this happy little thing.

But then I saw that there was no place for me to grow.

No place for me to live.

The way I want to live.

For my emotions to run wild.

No one would let me show them my true colours.

No one wants me to feel sad.

I'm not a child anymore.

I wanted to be treated like the person I was

The young women I was.

If I even showed that I was just I tiny bit sad.

You would all act happy and treat me like a little kid.

Well I'm not a little kid anymore.

There was more to me than what you see.

But no one will ever see that know.

Before I die and end this life.

If you can even call it a life.

Tell my mother that I loved her.

And Robin I hope you go to hell for what you did to me.

I wanted to give you my heart.

But you just thought that I was acting happy.

Even if I told you openly.

You would never be able to see the true me.

The young women that I had turned into.

And in case you were to blind to see it.

I loved you Robin.

But love only causes you to hurt even more.

Good bye.

I hope you go to hell Robin.

Starfire.