© Ariana Veelagrace and Clara Maplewood, years 2000-2002
Lily
Chapter 19
A/N: I apologize. I apologize to everyone in
advance. You'll see why.
Lily plopped herself down on her bed, giggling. Sirius was
such a prankster! Sort of a problem child; it didn't pay to have him as a
Charms partner. His "accidentally-on-purpose" overdone Cheering Charm
had leveled Lily for the majority of her day and she was still giggling
uncontrollably.
By the time she had calmed down and taken a few drinks of water, she heard the
sounds of students climbing the dormitory steps. Chantel walked in. She didn't
even bother to change into her nightclothes, she just
hovered near her four-poster, looking almost frightened of it.
Lily tilted her head to one side, concerned at her friend's strange behavior.
She swung her legs over the side of her bed and walked over. "Chantel?"
Chantel's head snapped around nervously, then she calmed down. "Oh, it's you, Lily."
"Yes, it's me...who else would be in our dormitory...oh, sorry." She
watched Chantel's frightened green eyes sweep down to
the floor, full of tears. Of course, who else would be? Chrissy, that's who. "Anyways," Lily began awkwardly, "You've
been acting sort of strange lately...what's going on?"
"What? Strange? Why do you ask? I'm not strange,
am I?"
"No, you're just...LOOK at yourself!" Lily dragged her by the arm
over to a mirror. "Your hair is all frizzy, your
eyes have got these dark shadows under them...what's the deal?"
"Nothing!" Chantel's
voice took on a high, panicked note. "Nothing at -- Lily, he's in my
dreams!"
Lily broke her hand away from her friend's arm. "Who?
What do you mean, in your dreams?" she demanded.
Mascara dripped down her cheeks as tears began to flow. "Every
time I close my eyes, Lily! Every single time, I see those eyes! Those
horrible red eyes, and that voice! I can't see the
other ones, just him, and the Muggles...the poor
people!" She stopped and collapsed, sobbing, on Lily's shoulder.
Lily knew it wouldn't be right to say anything, lest she make Chantel feel
worse. She just mouthed "oh, my god, oh, my god, oh, my god" over and
over again. Chantel was dreaming about Voldemort...her father,
that is...killing the Muggles. Why was this
happening? "It'll be o.k...It'll be o.k..." Lily murmured soothingly, stroking her
friend's hair. "let's get you down to the
Hospital Wing."
"No! No, it's too lonely down there! I've got to stay here...in the
dormitory..."
Lily guided her across the room. "You need rest," she said, firmly
placing her down on the bed. "Get some sleep. See if it doesn't look
better in the morning."
Chantel reluctantly laid down and closed her eyes, but
she wasn't resting at all. Lily knew, late into the night she heard Chantel's ragged sobs coming from across the room.
The next morning, Chantel looked like she had been through a mosh pit and gotten trampled by breakdancers
a few times. The mascara had caked onto her cheeks and given her a rather
tribal look while her robes were rumpled from tossing and turning in them all
night long. When she stood up and looked in the mirror, the resounding shriek
woke Lily up, not to mention shattered part of the poor mirror. Lily leapt out
of bed, unsettled by the previous night's conversation. "What? What's
happening? What's wrong, Chantel?" She was all ready for another
comforting episode where Chantel collapsed and had to be caught by her friend,
but soon groaned and fell back on her bed when she heard the string of babble
coming out of Chantel's mouth.
"Oh, my God! what
happened? Why are my cheeks all black like this? Sirius is going to DIE
laughing at me, and he'll get the whole Great Hall involved, and I'll be a
TOTAL laughingstock and blahblahblah..." It went
on and on and on, the self-concious banter mingling
with Cleaning Charms. By the time she finished, Lily was already downstairs and
eating breakfast in the Great Hall. Chantel hurried down, her face glowing, and
sat next to Lily. "Well! Hello, everyone!"
Sirius's mouth dropped open, and he put his elbow in the maple syrup.
"Oh...hi, Angel, I mean Chantel!"
James cast a disgusted glance over at his friend and just rolled his eyes.
"I can only hope that I will never go that ga-ga."
Chantel was doing her share of ga-ga, too. "Nice
to see you, S...Sih...uh...no matter, I know you're a
Gryffindor and all that, and you're not Severus Snape."
Lily shrugged and started to dig into a stack of pancakes. "Good enough
for me."
"Padfoot," came a
stage whisper from the other side of the table. "Hey, padfoot..."
Remus Lupin was making shoving motions with his hands, like, 'go on, go on!'
Sirius's eyes reflected panic as he wiped off his sticky elbow. "Uh, uh, uh...Chantel?"
"Uh, uh, uh...yes?" She mimicked his uncertainty.
"Would you...would you want to, I guess the question is...g...g..."
"Uh, uh, uh...yes!" She smiled at his relieved face.
"Great! First thing we do is set all the Slytherins'
pants on fire at the next Quidditch match. Then we'll have the bleacher all to
ourselves and we can just sit there and watch all the players fly around up
above and...then we kiss, and...oh, gosh..." his
face went the color of parchment as he revealed what he had been thinking about
ever since he made
the decision to ask her. Milk spurted from Lily's and James's noses as they
laughed their rear ends off.
"Gotta go!" Lily
gasped, mopping up milk with her napkin and leaving for her first class.
Chantel didn't even say good-bye, she was too busy
gazing at Sirius with the proverbial ga-ga eyes. Lily
turned back when she noticed that the second set of footsteps weren't coming.
"I said, 'gotta go!'" Chantel was unmoved.
James looked at Lily and said, "Don't blame me for this!" He splashed
Chantel's face with a glass of icy water, and she got
up and followed Lily.
The day proceded normally, and everything went the
same as any other day, except for the fact that Lily didn't have to suffer
through Sirius's dreadful Charms that day; Chantel elbowed her out of the way
when they were partnering up. She had to put up, however, with James, who was
even worse than Sirius. As a matter of fact, they were practicing the
Banishing Charm, and Lily found herself on the other side of the room more than
once during the class. It was almost time for the lesson to end, and she had
been blown across the classroom yet again. James laughed and yelled, "Accio Lily!" She was swept to her feet and pulled back
by invisible strings...too far...too far! Right into James's arms!
There was complete silence as both of them clenched their mouths tight...they
did NOT want a repeat of what happened the past summer. Somehow, the tighter
their mouths clenched, the tighter did their arms. Then James let go.
"Sorry."
"Yeah."
That night, in the common room, Lily had a rather frightening experience. She
was sitting on the couch, listening to Chantel gab about Sirius, when suddenly,
blood gushed out of Chantel's chest. Lily gasped as
the room turned the dark red color of blood. Everyone in it,
James, Sirius, Remus, everyone...everyone but Peter. Only his right hand
turned
the horrible shade, but then galvanized into silver as he advanced on Lily,
laughing...laughing...so cruelly! He raised a dagger and Lily screamed, covering her head with her arms and screwing her eyes
shut. When they opened again, the room was normally colored. Chantel was
looking concernedly at her and inching backwards on the couch.
"You o.k, girl?"
Lily was trembling. She reached out and tried to feel the space just above Chantel's stomach, to make sure there wasn't the gaping
hole there had been, but Chantel moved all the way to the other side of the
couch. Lily looked around. Peter was sitting in the corner, a discontent lump,
and his right hand was perfectly normal...no dagger clutched in it. Then she swept her gaze downward and looked
at her own, shaking hands. "Fine," she mumbled. "I'm fine."
Lily lay awake in bed, thinking hard. She was too frightened to sleep, probably just as frightened as Chantel had been last
night. She just kept hearing that cruel laugh and seeing the horrible,
all-encompassing red...a tremor ran through her body just thinking about
remembering it. Sleep...yes...that's what she needed.
Lily turned over and faced the wall with her eyes closed, but on the inside of
her eyelids was painted that picture of the silver hand clutching the long,
dripping dagger. Fighting it, she tried to replace the image with that of
James, but the gruesome combination resulted in a picture of James being
stabbed with that dagger. She snapped her eyes open, rather watching the light
dance on the wall than seeing a dagger plunge into James's heart. She
felt a little odd thinking about James's heart, and chuckled nervously to
herself before hearing the sound.
It sounded like a heavy person dragging a heavy flour sack across the floor.
The sliiiide, thump, sliiiide,
thump of the footsteps was eerie and disconcerting, especially after the
image she had envisioned in the common room that evening. The irresistible
trembling seized her body again, and liquid fear surged through her veins. The
sound ceased and
a grunt was heard, followed by the sound of rapid thumping, like the flour sack
was being rolled down a staircase.
Lily took a deep, shuddering breath and turned over slowly, making sure the
springs made no sound as she grabbed her wand and pulled the curtains away. She
stepped urgently, yet softly. What was going on? Why wasn't anyone else awake?
Should she- her brain froze to a screeching halt in the middle of a question.
Her foot had just touched something
wet on the ground...Lily bent down and laid her hand near her foot. In the
silvery moonlight trickling in from the window, she saw that her fingerprints
were filled in with a dark red color..."blood," she breathed
frantically. Taking care to watch her steps, she followed the grisly trail down
the steps. She flattened herself against the wall and hardly dared to peek into
the common room. When she gritted her teeth and whipped her head around to look
at the scene, the breath was stolen from her lips in fear.
There, in the center of the common room, stood a boy bending over the
stretched-out body of a girl. Through her chest was a
dagger and at least a dozen stab wounds. Blood was everywhere, just like in her
vision. The boy was whispering as he pulled the dagger out and thrust it in
again. "He never believes me...see if this'll be proof, oh, yes...I'm as
loyal
as the next one...yes...yes...YES!" He whirled on Lily, a manic gleam in
his eyes and an insane grin plastered across his features. "He thought I
would desert him!" He advanced on her, dagger clutched spasmodically in
his right hand. "But no! No, just her! You...he has plans, he does, oh,
yes! For YOU!"
Lily backed up the stairs, hardly daring to believe what was before her. Chantel, lying dead...and at Peter's hands. His bloody
hands! Her fingers went limp as her brain urged her to run, run! But her legs
simply wouldn't obey.
Peter grabbed her around her waist and shoved her down the stairs. As she lay
there, helpless, she saw the clouded-over green eyes of her friend, lying next
to her. Tears wouldn't come. This was too much! Peter threw the dagger down
carelessly, and it chopped a length of her hair off. He bent very, very low and
whispered hoarsely to Lily: "You may know, but you'll never tell."
Then the world seemed to collapse around them.
