Wow, I know you're all thinking, CHAPTER 4?? ALREADY?? Eh heh, I just want you all to know...
I'd do anything! Just to hold you in my arms!
This chapter is mostly going to be YamixYuugi-ness. For those who were curious, I am still grounded, but I'm aloud to go on my computer as long as I'm not online. Then I just sneak on at night and update. lol!!
And on to -
CHAPTER 4
Well that's enough saying Yami, maybe I should ask him to change his name. For now, let's call him Atemu. At least while I'm talking to myself, or maybe, I'm not talking to myself, and in all actuality maybe there's many people reading my every thought from a fanfiction website, called Fanfiction.net!! Haha, yea, what are the odds of that one!
Aibou? Are you talking to yourself?
Whoa, he must of heard me chatting on, maybe I should be more careful.
/Eheh, yea, sorry Yami. Having a nice shower?/
Ok maybe that was an odd question, and maybe I should know better...Of course it's a nice shower if Yami's in there!
"Well actually it was a nice shower, til' I got out." Yami stood at the doorway to our room, with only a towel wrapped around him. Oh and wow does he look hott with only a towel on!! I can only hope to god that I won't stutter when I open my mouth!
"A-Ah, Ice." Ok, smooth Yuugi, really smooth. Ice...
THAT DOESN'T EVEN SOUND LIKE I SEE!!!
"Ice?"
"Yea, I have a sore throat. So I need ice." I smiled cutely, and he just gave me a smirk back. So it seems Yam-Atemu is happy with me again, wonder how long that'll last?$$$$$$$$$$$$$ PIMP IT!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$Well, look at that, Atemu is in the bathroom again, dressing himself, he seemed pretty happy with himself, you know, after making making me stutter, because of him. And he so knows, he knows I want him. For some reason that doesn't bother me, it just makes me want him more.
Yuugi? Why don't you answer when I call you?
I sat up suddenly from my spot on the bed where I had been listening to my headphones, I paused the song 'Time is Running Out' by Muse to answer my Yami, erm my Atemu...Ok, Seto's Atemu, my Yami. Remind me to shoot Kaiba later. Seto Kaiba, the epitome of evil. He hurt me so bad, when he took Yami from me, it's what changed me you know.
Flashback
"Aibou? I have something to tell you."
I hugged my Yami tightly in my arms, smiling into his chest. "Okay!" I couldn't help but be happy, since Yami was smiling so brightly. That action, his smile, it could turn my depression into a pure sugar-high, without even having one candy bar. He was my sugar then...
Yami pulled me away by my shoulders and looked into my eyes, blushing lightly, his own eyes smiling back. He's the only one I had ever noticed....His eyes, they were always so bright, they could talk too. Sometimes they spoke for him without him opening his mouth.
"Seto and I are officially dating!"
I pulled away from him, and I knew I was frowning, I couldn't help it. I remember trying so hard to smile, but it hurt so bad. I remember choking back tears, I remember the look on his face. He was so happy, he had already turned after telling me so he was lucky, he didn't have to see that he broke me.
/I'm so happy for you Yami./
End
Only through our link I could make it sound like I was Ok, and after I said that I excused myself and went to sleep. I don't think he ever noticed, or cared, that I had died that day.
Right now, I wonder if I even am Yuugi...
Maybe I'm not, maybe I'm just a replacement...
/Aibou?/ His voice hinted that he was concerned, but I was sort of out of the caring mood.
/Sorry Yami, I was listening to music. Did you need something?/
No, it's alright.
With that I changed the song, this is my burned CD by the way, to 'In the Shadows' by The Rasmus.$$$$$$$$$$$$$ PIMP IT!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$'Oh Yuugi...' Yami thought as he watched his light mouth the words of the song, of which he couldn't guess. But the look in Yuugi's eyes scared him...He looked lost, everything about him...
And to think it was all because of him! Yami lifted his hand to his face, shielding his eyes from the boy he had hurt so badly. He had been so selfish, because of his emotions, emotions he was too weak to handle he had hurt his light. His aibou, the reason he was alive. He had killed it.
'Everyone thinks I'm so strong...' Yami turned his back to the room and walked slowly to the couch in the living room, 'That boy is much stronger than I could ever be. Or at least he was, maybe it'd be better if I had never come along.'
Yami shook his head, knowing he shouldn't be thinking such horrible thoughts, and yet...Maybe he was right...He could still remember that day...
Flashback
Yami had been walking silently down the street, scuffing his feet on the cold sidewalk, there was just so much haunting his mind. All his feelings...For his....His....No.
He couldn't think like that, not about something so innocent, so pure.
His Light, his aibou. Yuugi.
He was in love with him, it was so horrible, knowing that Yuugi had a thing for Anzu, helping him with his love problems. Of course, he never came out and said 'I love Anzu, Yami!!' But he continued to plague him with questions of how to tell this nameless love of his feelings.
And all the while it made Yami feel worse, heck, he was sure Yuugi wasn't even gay!
"Well if it isn't the infamous Yami. Hah, what're you doing out here looking like a sad, lost puppy?"
Yami stared back at the boy he knew, though he didn't like to admit it. He recognized him as Seto Kaiba, that jerk, "Save it for your love interest." He snapped, knowing Kaiba would know he was speaking of Jou, whom everyone knew he had a crush on. Except maybe Jou himself.
"Oh low blow, but looks who's talking. You're fretting over your precious Yuugi am I right?"
Yami looked up slowly, "And if I am? What would it matter to someone like you? Someone who can have whatever they want with the snap of his fingers?"
"I can help, my dear..." Kaiba closed his arms around Yami, who closed his eyes feeling the warmth of him around his shoulders, "Yami..."
End
But it wasn't what it seemed in the end they both realized they were just using each other to get at what they really wanted....The light.
Yami turned his head toward the doorway of the living room, he could almost see the image of innocent Yuugi, his bright eyes staring at him, as if they could see through his soul.
"Yami!" But all within the same second the image was replaced with the empty doorway.
"I'm so sorry Aibou, for ruining you..."$$$$$$$$$$$$$ PIMP IT!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$The Phone, argh, stupid head phones I can hear through them! Well, it seems as if Yami is refusing to answer so I might as well...
"Moshi Moshi?"
"Yuugi?" A quite voice came from over the phone, it was Ryou, oh here it comes... "Yuugi! Bakura and I....we're....Um..."
"Together?" My voice drawled, I didn't mean for it too, but right now I'm NOT in the mood.
"Yuugi-kun are you alright?" Ryou sounds kinda worried, maybe I should learn to stop snapping on people.
"Yami...It's just him..." I said as quietly as possible, I think Atemu is asleep anyway.
"Well, Bakura, even though I said it was a bad idea, thinks he should stop pretending to be with you. He says you guys should stage a convincing break-up. Like tonight maybe?"
I saw that one coming, hah, so predictable. "Yea, sure why not? Sounds good..."
Well, ok, maybe that's not what I think, I think we should just drop it. When Yami has someone as hott as Seto Kaiba, why would he need me? I give up. No matter what I can't win. I feel like I'm losing something...I mean besides Yami. I feel so....
Empty...$$$$$$$$$$$$$ PIMP IT!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$Another cliffhanger! Wow, this chapter was kinda angsty. But it cleared up some stuff eh? Sorry Ryou and Bakura got together so quick, they weren't exactly the main couple see, so don't expect too much from JouxSeto either. I'm kinda doing this for my favorite couple! Anzu and Atemu!! Haha, just kiddin'!
Kairi