A/N: Well my friend read my last chapter and basically pleaded for me to finish this. So since this is my favorite chapter I have decided to give to you! Your welcome lol
Disclaimer: I disclaim all the characters and anything else you would recognize as the wonderful and talented J.K. Rowling. Oh yeah and the song isn't mine!
Rated: PG-13 – there's a lot of cursing…I have a potty mouth!
Summery: Draco Malfoy and Ginny Weasley find each other in their 7th and 6th year. But what happens when Ron gets in the way and Draco has to become a Death-Eater?
Fluff-o-meter: Warning: Major fluff ahead! Please take a bag on your way in.
Recap: Ginny and Draco call it quits forever.
The Beginning of Forever
The sun poured into the glass windows of the music room filling it with its purple and pink color. Outside the pink, yellow, blue, and purple flowers were in bloom, the grass was green, and the leaves were on the trees. The water in the big lake was a brilliant blue glimmering in the sunlight.
The students were outside playing in the gorgeous May weather. It was two weeks until the end of school and students were finishing up their finals, OWLS, and NEWTS.
Draco stood in the music room looking down at them all. He thought about the past 5 months. For him they were the longest 5 months he had ever lived through.
His father trial happened and he got his want snapped in two and had to spend the rest of his life as a muggle. Draco inherited the manor, his father's money, and his father's finance business. Once he graduated from Hogwarts he was to move into the manor and run his father's business.
He didn't want to be in there by himself, he hated being lonely. Although he did know how to live like that. But he wanted someone there with him…he wanted his Ginevra.
He knew that not being with her was the right thing to do, but it still tore him apart. Sometimes at night he would wake up and think she was there with him. He couldn't get her out of his head and he didn't want to.
He wanted to keep her safe, but his father, who was the one he was worried about, was living as a muggle with no wand. Was she still in danger if she was still with him? Did she still love him? Can a person fall out of love?
He took out the box he bought last month on a trip to Hogmeade and fingered the velvet material. He opened the box and looked at what was inside. He stared at it for a good 5 minutes thinking about what to do with it.
It all depended on her. It depended on if she still loved him and if she still wanted to be with him. But he didn't know, he couldn't even guess. The only time he saw her was when he had Potions with her. And they were never paired together so they never got the chance to talk. And pulling her aside to talk to her would be too weird. What would he say? Hi Gin…I just wanted to know if you still love me after 5 months of not speaking or spending time together. No! He couldn't say or do that. But then how would he know?
He closed the box with a snap and put it back in his pocket. Is this love? He thought. Is love not being able to be with the one you love? If it is then I never want to fall in love again. But that's just it! I don't want to be in love with anyone else. I love Ginny and she's the only one I want to love. He side deeply then turned around and looked around the music room.
Ginny was in the library studying for her final Potions exam. She was looking through a book of Love Spells. For some reason they had to study them even though they weren't allowed to make them. It's probably because the whole world knows I'm in love, but can't be with him. She thought. To Find One's True Love she read. I've already mine. She looked down at her hand.
The silver ring with the Malfoy 'M' crescent glistened on her finger. She never took it off. Actually it wouldn't come off and she knew why. It was because she still loved him. When you give the person you love your family ring and they wear it out of love it won't come off. It wouldn't come off until the person they gave it to stops loving them. At least that's what she read about it. She didn't care she loved the ring. It was her favorite piece of jewelry she had along with the GMW & DLM necklace Draco gave her.
Her mind drifted off to Draco again. Stop it Ginny…it's over forever! She scolded herself. She always thought about him. His kisses, his hands with his light gentle touches, the way he would smile just for her, how he would just listen and stare at her when she sang and played for him. These were the memories she had to forget, but couldn't. She kept telling herself it was over and they never were going to be together again.
But could they now? She heard Lucius' trial…she had to be there. He was living as a muggle. Was he still a threat to them being together and being happy? She was scared he would come back, but she was more scared of never being happy and being lonely a lot more.
If Lucius ever did come back, mind you he had people watching him, then she knew that Draco would keep her safe. She was content with that.
She would be perfectly happy being in his arms forever. Having a house of their own and having a family as big as hers. But these were just dreams and they were going to remain just dreams.
What about him? Did he still love her? Was it really love that he had for her? He never loved before except for his mother. He wasn't allowed to love so how did he know? He couldn't not love her anymore. You will always love someone, but was he still in love with her? She was still completely head over heels in love with him.
She looked down at the book again and sighed. She slammed the book shut then abruptly got up and walked out of the library loudly. She walked all the way out to the lake and sat down under the big oak tree across from the lake. She put her hands over her face and cried.
She was always crying. She cried herself to sleep every night and when her mind drifted off to Draco and the future she wish she could have with him, which was all the time.
She felt two arms wrap around her. She looked up and saw her brother Ron's face. She clung to him and cried harder.
Ron felt horrible. This was the umpteenth time in 5 months she cried hysterically like this and all he could do was hold her and try to calm her down.
He didn't care if was Draco she cried for. He kinda liked the guy now after seeing him risk his life for Ginny.
He just hated knowing that there was absolutely nothing he could do to make her feel better. He hated seeing her not smiling. He tried everything. New clothes, candy, flowers, and anything else but nothing worked.
"It…it…it feels like my heart is being ripped into tiny little pieces" Ginny chocked out. "It hurts to breath, to wake up and not be with him…I feel like I'm dying," she said.
Ron kissed her forehead. "I wish I could do something Gin" he told her squeezing her tightly to him.
"I just wanna be with him…I don't see why we can't anymore" Ginny said crying and clinging to Ron's robes.
"I don't know Gin…I don't know" Ron whispered.
It was later that day and Draco was on his way down to dinner. He walked down the empty corridors just listening to the sound of his shoes on the stone floor. Once again his mind was on Ginny. He rounded the corner and bumped into someone with flaming red hair.
"Ouch…bloody hell!" It was Ron.
"Sorry Weasley" Draco mumbled.
Ron looked up at Draco. He had bags under his eyes and his face was paler then usual. "You look like shit," Ron said honestly feeling bad.
"Haven't slept for months," Draco said. "Um…how's Ginny?" He asked. He had to know, just to make sure she was okay.
"She's good…she's eating" Ron told him remembering what happened during Christmas. He sighed defeated. "She cries herself to sleep every night. She doesn't smiled anymore and she's sad all the time." Draco looked down at the floor. "She misses you…she loves you and she needs you" Ron finished. He told him that to make something would happen between them.
Draco leaned against the wall and ran his hands through his hair sighing loudly. She still loved him. And he still completely loved her. That was his answer. That was what he needed to know and now he knew it.
"So what are you gonna do Malfoy?"
Draco sighed again and ran his fingers through his hair again.
"Can you do me a favor?" he asked looking up at Ron. Ron nodded his head quickly and many times. "Can you tell her to go to the music room?"
"The music room?" Ron asked not having any idea what he was talking about.
"She'll know what I mean…oh and don't tell her that I asked you to send her"
"Why?" Ron asked raising an eyebrow.
"I have a little surprise for her…please" Draco said his eyes almost pleading.
Ron nodded giving in. "Okay" he said and walked towards the Great Hall as Draco went in the opposite direction.
Ron walked into the Hall and found Ginny right away. She was sitting at the end of the table, closest to the doors, eating her food and playing with her necklace. He walked over to her and sat across from her. She looked up and gave him a small half smile. Ron grabbed her hand and rubbed the top of it with his thumb.
"Thank you Ron" Ginny told him.
Ron shrugged like it was nothing. "It's the least I can do!" he told her. "Listen…why don't you go down to the music room."
Ginny looked at him confused. "Wait…you know about that room?"
"Yeah…go down there and play for a bit…you might feel better," Ron told her.
Ginny looked down at her food and thought about it for a few minutes. "I think that sounds like a good idea," she said standing up. "I'll see you later Ron." She said then walked out, Ron smiling after her.
She walked down the hallway and up to the room. She listened to the sound of other people in the hall and her shoes clicking on the ground. She played with her ring and necklace not paying attention just letting her legs take her to the room.
She reached the door and took a deep breath then opened the door and walked in. She met a breathtaking sight. Draco was standing in front of one of the big windows that looked down onto the lake. The sun was setting in the sky and its colors were reflecting off his hair and eyes making him look angelic and beautiful. He smiled at her and flicked his wand making music come on and fill the room with sound.
Ginny could have melted. It was one of her favorite songs that always made her cry. The song began and Draco softly sang along with it.
"If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?"
Draco took her hands in his and laced their fingers together like he did when he first asked her to be with him.
"If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
if you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all"
Draco fell onto his knees and looked up at her.
"I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?"
Draco took their entwined hands and put it to his chest on top of his heart.
"Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?"
Draco took her arms and put them around him.
"If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?"
Draco got out of her warm embrace and reached in his pocket.
"If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?"
Draco took out the black velvet box and opened it. He took out the ring and slipped it onto her finger. The tears that welled up in Ginny's eyes now spilled over and she stared at Draco her jaw dropping.
"I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?"
Again Draco put her arms around him and he put his arms around her and hugged her tight.
" 'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I"
Draco finished the song and stood up. He took both of Ginny's hands in one of his and kissed them. Then he captured her lips in a soft kiss. He looked into her eyes.
"Ginny…I know it's been a while, but I can't live without you. I go to sleep and dream of you and then I wake up and all I see is you. You made me into this amazing person. I don't care about what other people think or want me to do. I love you more then life itself and I need you. I need you so much. With Ginevra Molly Weasley then is no Draco Lucius Malfoy. Please Ginevra…marry me and become my wife. Make me the happiest man alive and become Mrs. Ginevra Molly Malfoy…my Ginevra Molly Malfoy forever. For the rest of our lives" Draco asked eyes showing more emotions then Ginny had ever seen.
Here was the man that Ginny loved with all her heart asking her to become his wife and spend the rest of her life with him and all she could do was cry. She looked down at the ring he slipped on her finger.
It had 3 diamonds the middle one larger then the other 2 anchoring it on the silver platinum band. She really didn't see the ring though. All she saw were her dreams that could now become reality.
She looked back up at Draco. His face was etched with doubt because she was taking a while to answer. She smiled at him as another tear took its journey down her cheek. "Yes" she whispered. "Yes" she said again louder her smile becoming bigger.
Draco broke out into a huge smile and gathered her into a tight embrace basking in the feeling of her body next to his. It had been so long and it felt so good to both of them. Draco pulled back a little and kissed her passionately. He pulled back after awhile.
"I love you Ginevra Molly Malfoy," he whispered placing his forehead on her.
"I love you to Draco Lucius Malfoy" she whispered back.
They smiled at each other then leaned in and kissed once more. This kiss lasting until eternity.
A/N (Please Read): So that's it. It is very, very, very, fluffy. Almost to the point that I would like to throw up lol But I really want to thank you all and for your amazing compliments. You guys made me want to keep giving you more. Sometimes I would get your comments when I felt like shit and I would read the comments and become instantly happy. So again thank you SO much.
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Thank you all so much again! You're words and compliments really made me keep going! I love you all!
Future Projects:
The Unexpected – The sequel to Say It Through The Music. Draco and Ginny are now together and have a child. One day they are in muggle London when their little girl gets lost. The person they least expect takes her.
The Romance Section – Ginny gets a job at Draco's magazine. What happens when two rivals start having feeling for one another and one makes a mistake that could tear everything they have apart.
A Summer in the Manor – Ginny needs a summer job to help her family out and make some money for herself. She gets a job working for a lovely women. What happens when that women is the grandmother for Draco Malfoy?
I'm in the middle of writing The Unexpected but chapters and parts of the other stories are in my head and need to come out so I don't know which one I'll have up first. It will probably be The Romance Section but if I finish writing The Unexpected in my notebook then I'll start posting it. I'll work on A Summer in the Manor in the mean time and when I get some decent chapters and am almost finished I'll post that too.
That's not at all helpful in telling you which one to expect, but it's the least I can give you lol Please review and please be patient for the other stories.