Hey all. I just figured that I needed a serious authors note with this story. Anyone who has read my author profile knows that I write stories about controversial things. It's kind of hard to write the way that I do because people get these interpretations. Now I do want to say I am ssssooo sorry to Nina for not making a warning on this story. When I edited the summary I forgot to put it back up. I am sorry if I offended anybody, but I will continue with this story. As far as me not understand cutting, that is not true. I don't feel that I have to explain myself to anyone but I feel that I have nothing to hide. I cut, I have off and on since sixth grade, I am now a junior. It got really bad last year and the year before because of circumstances which I am not going to get into. I have been in the hospital numerous times for this, I have watched some of my best friends make attempts to kill themselves. I myself have. I am sorry if you have been through something similar and do not understand why I would write it, but all that I can tell you is that people need to be aware of stuff like this. As a part of me getting better I can't deny all of the things that I went through and that I have done. Yes I know that it may seem strange, but unlike other stories this is not purely for entertainment. I have had one of my best friends who was abused by her parents, raped, alienated, suicidal, and so on and so forth collapse in my arms hopelessly... So for me, this is reality. I see the people around me struggle everyday, people that I love. Maybe I am writing this story to give guidance to other people going through this, maybe as a healing tool for myself. All I know is that I am writing this story, and I hope that people are okay with that because it was NEVER my intention to hurt anyone. Vikki, I am sorry that you feel the way that you do but that can't be my problem. I am sorry if I offended you. But you ask me how do I know what pain is? I know it because I feel it every day. And you say, "im not trying to say i know u, but i do know when a person has gone through this experience and i know for a fact that ur not one of them", I just want to let you know that your assmption is really off, but if I am not one of them, tell me, what am I?

Thanks for your time. I really wanted to get that cleared up. I am sorry for any negative ramifications because of this story. I think that I am going to change the rating.

Thanks!

xoxo Jules

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