Dear Nymphadora,

I could see why you would act like you hated me around Potter and Black. You wouldn't want anyone to know that you love a disgusting slime ball like me. How great that makes me feel.

I believe that you are not prejudice. But please do not ever talk about Lily that way. But don't tell Potter that I like her. Please don't tell him. He would hate me beyond belief. I'm glad you're not prejudice. I may seem that way but I am completely not prejudice.

You do not believe me, which is making me angry. You do not want to be apart of my life. You do not want to know anything about my life. I have been through so much in my life. So many horrible things and I know there is more to come. Trust me, I know there is more to come. You think you want to know me but you are mistaking.

You would be caught up in my problems along with me if you ever became a part of my lonesome life. You wouldn't be able to leave my cruel life. It would haunt you forever and I would be a part of your life whether you like it or not. You think I do not care for you, but I do, I care for you enough to not involve you in my life.

Please do not think that I do not like you, and that I am telling you a lie, because for even I am not that heartless.

Please send me a letter back, Severus