A Battle of Feelings
A.N: Hi again! I need to clear one thing up I don't know if you people caught it or not but I have a friend read my story and they said Kagome was out of character so here is your explanation if you are wondering! Kikyo has been sending hate and anger into Kagome from her self with her powers so that is why she is acting so strange I know Kagome doesn't act like that!!!! There is a point to this but you will have to read and find out if you haven't already guessed!!! I think it is in this chapter!
DarkSoulOfOne: I know Kagome wouldn't rip someone head off! She isn't strong enough lol. I meant it figuratively if that makes as any sense what so ever. Thanks again for your idea's I knew what he was going to say when he found her but I couldn't figure out how he would find her!!! If you have anymore I would love to hear them!!!
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha
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Chapter 9
~*~ Kikyo ~*~
"Yes I am almost done! All the anger and hate I have channeled into her so far has completely caused her brain to stop functioning right. She is feeling more like me every second and I know that I Kagome wont be what Inuyasha suspect to find here! He is in for quite a surprise! ... and once it is done I will be waiting for you there is nothing you can do now to stop me!"
'Shippo ... you stay here remember what Sango said!'
'Do I really have to Inuyasha?'
'O COURSE I WANA DO THIS BY MYSELF!!! This is my problem nobody else's!'
'Ok ok I was just asking'
Kagome sat in the small clearing in front of them Kouga was know were in sight but Inuyasha could smell his sent. "I have to do this now before he gets back and I got to do this right!" He slowly stepped out of his spot and walked over to Kagome. "Here goes."
'Kagome.'
Her head snapped up immediately she wasn't ready for this screamed that inter voice but she new exactly what she was going to do.
'What the hell is you problem Inuyasha showing up like this after what you did!!!' Kagome was practically yelling at him.
'Kagome I actually came ... to talk to you about that it isn't what you thinks!'
'Whatever Inuyasha I know what I saw how could it be anything different!!!'
'Well what I said...'
'I know what you said and I don't care what you have to say!!! There is nothing you can do to fix it! So just LEAVE!'
Inuyasha was completely shocked what was wrong with her did she really hate him that much! What was wrong here!
'No I am not going to leave Kagome until you listen to me!!!!' Inuyasha related in a stern voice!
Kagome's inner voice was too strong to ignore now she garbed her stuff and started to run!
'KAGOME COME BACK!!!'
"What am I going to do! I can't stand that stupid jerk!" Kagome told herself "You are lying to yourself again Kagome" This voice was not helping her if anything it enraged her more witch wasn't a good thing at this time "NO SHUT UP I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY AND I JUST DON'T CARE SO LEAVE ME ALONE WHY CAN'T YOU PEOPLE SEE THAT I NEED TO BE LEFT ALONE!!!!" Inuyasha was now running after her.
'SIT' Kagome screamed. She ran farther until she heard him again.
'Kagome come back just let me explain!'
'SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT!!! She screamed as loud as she could and another loud bang was heard behind her.
Inuyasha now was about a meter in the ground but he was going to make her listen to him but how!
Kagome ran for about 5 more minutes and sat Inuyasha about 30 more time at least. Inuyasha was extremely sour by now but he wasn't giving up she just had to listen.
Kagome finally stopped by a river. She couldn't run anymore and for another thing her anger wasn't going down either.
~*~ Kikyo ~*~
"Inuyasha now it is time"
~*~ Shippo ~*~
"This isn't looking good but what can I do at this rate Inuyasha is going to die before he can tell her!"
~ River ~
'Kagome ... please listen to me! This is all a big misunderstanding!'
'I bet it was!!! You were supposed to go off to Kikyo and tell her you loved her with out me being there!!! That way you could keep this all from me until the day she finally sucked you into hell!!!'
'No that isn't it'
'Then what is it!!!'
'I ran off into the forest after seeing you and Kouga I don't know Kikyo was there!'
'YA RIGHT!!!'
'It is true thought!!! And it wasn't me talking!!!'
'O THEN WHO WAS IT!!!!'
'It was ... Kikyo!'
'O AND I AM SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE THAT KIKYO CAN TALK FOR YOU WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE AT LEAST COME UP WITH A BELIEVABLE STORY!!!'
'But it is the truth!!!'
'And she also ...' but he couldn't finish he was cut off by Kagome.
'You know what I don't care. But now it is you turn to listen to me!" As she started talking it was in a calm cool voice there was no sent of panic anger or sorrow in her voice and every word hurt Inuyasha more that 1000 knives ever could. "I have stayed with you throughout this little escaped of yours. I have been you friend and I have tried to be happy about it. But the other day I released that there was no point you don't care if I am here except for me to find you jewel shards. You treat me like dirt and I am not going to take it anymore. You are nothing but a worthless half demon barley capable of defending yourself with out a sward that you can't even work right. Do you realize that if I had been finding jewel shards with Kouga not only is he twice the demon you could ever be but he is faster, stronger, and would protect me with his life and not let me get hurt. He wouldn't yell at me for trying to go home to see my family in the time I am supposed to be in. No he is nice Inuyasha I bet you have never heard of that word before have you. It is what you are to the people who are important in you life. I would be much better off with Kouga then with you any day. You are just a selfish jerk that cares only for himself and his precise Kikyo.
'That isn't true Kagome...' Inuyasha felt like hell, no not even that worse. 'I don't care for Kikyo! How could I! I love you Kagome... you and known else!
~*~ Kikyo ~*~
'No Inuyasha loves me!!! But it doesn't matter in the end he will be mine.' With that she channeled one last bit of anger into Kagome before she disappears to go wait for Inuyasha to return to her.'
~ River ~
'WHAT IS THAT INUYASHA ANOTHER LYE! LIKE I CAN BELIEVE YOU AND HOW DO YOU THINK I COULD EVER LOVE A FILTHY HALF BREED LIKE YOU!' Kagome didn't know where the hell that had come from but all of a sudden she feel very different from what she did a second ago. But it was too late...
Inuyasha face-hardened the love and sorrow that was there a second ago was all but a memory 'Is that what you really feel Kagome? Never mind I don't even care trust it to you humans ... you give your heart away to them and they rip it out you ass! And here I thought that you and Kikyo where different but it turns out you are the same on the inside both trying to make my life a living hell!' Inuyasha couldn't take it any more he needed to get away form there he had had his heart broken once but this time it was different she thought he was a filthy half breed, in her eyes she was worthless. He ran as fast as he could out of the clearing he didn't know where but he had to get out of there!
Kagome watched as he left tears started to well up in here eyes she couldn't believe what she had just done Inuyasha was the one person that she truly ever loved and she had just ... she had just ... all she could hope was that she would wake up from this nightmare soon!
"What are you saying you can't actually still love that jerk after what he did to you!" That voice was back again why was it that it always had to be on the other side from her she just couldn't win!
~*~ Shippo ~*~
"God that was one of the worst things I ever had to see Inuyasha can be mean sometimes but the pain he must have just gone through... what do I do now go find Inuyasha or work things out with Kagome! Shippo was totally confused right then and there life was to confusing for one little demon to handle.
A.N: What did you think I know it was out of character for Kagome but unless you missed it that was the point!!! This is my longest chapter yet I am sooo happy!!!! I hope you guys thought it was long enough I will work harder to make the next ones long to but I need help!!! What do you want to happen next??? Any suggestions are good do you want more conflict or do you want things to end soon? Please review!!!! Ooo ya what would you prefer? Me to write every couple days with longer chapters or everyday with the length of the other ones?
~ Akaro ~
A.N: Hi again! I need to clear one thing up I don't know if you people caught it or not but I have a friend read my story and they said Kagome was out of character so here is your explanation if you are wondering! Kikyo has been sending hate and anger into Kagome from her self with her powers so that is why she is acting so strange I know Kagome doesn't act like that!!!! There is a point to this but you will have to read and find out if you haven't already guessed!!! I think it is in this chapter!
DarkSoulOfOne: I know Kagome wouldn't rip someone head off! She isn't strong enough lol. I meant it figuratively if that makes as any sense what so ever. Thanks again for your idea's I knew what he was going to say when he found her but I couldn't figure out how he would find her!!! If you have anymore I would love to hear them!!!
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha
All thoughts will be enclosed in ""
Anything spoken out loud will be enclosed in ''
Anything enclosed in ~ ~ is telling you of a place change
Anything enclosed in ~*~ ~*~ means a P.O.V change
Chapter 9
~*~ Kikyo ~*~
"Yes I am almost done! All the anger and hate I have channeled into her so far has completely caused her brain to stop functioning right. She is feeling more like me every second and I know that I Kagome wont be what Inuyasha suspect to find here! He is in for quite a surprise! ... and once it is done I will be waiting for you there is nothing you can do now to stop me!"
'Shippo ... you stay here remember what Sango said!'
'Do I really have to Inuyasha?'
'O COURSE I WANA DO THIS BY MYSELF!!! This is my problem nobody else's!'
'Ok ok I was just asking'
Kagome sat in the small clearing in front of them Kouga was know were in sight but Inuyasha could smell his sent. "I have to do this now before he gets back and I got to do this right!" He slowly stepped out of his spot and walked over to Kagome. "Here goes."
'Kagome.'
Her head snapped up immediately she wasn't ready for this screamed that inter voice but she new exactly what she was going to do.
'What the hell is you problem Inuyasha showing up like this after what you did!!!' Kagome was practically yelling at him.
'Kagome I actually came ... to talk to you about that it isn't what you thinks!'
'Whatever Inuyasha I know what I saw how could it be anything different!!!'
'Well what I said...'
'I know what you said and I don't care what you have to say!!! There is nothing you can do to fix it! So just LEAVE!'
Inuyasha was completely shocked what was wrong with her did she really hate him that much! What was wrong here!
'No I am not going to leave Kagome until you listen to me!!!!' Inuyasha related in a stern voice!
Kagome's inner voice was too strong to ignore now she garbed her stuff and started to run!
'KAGOME COME BACK!!!'
"What am I going to do! I can't stand that stupid jerk!" Kagome told herself "You are lying to yourself again Kagome" This voice was not helping her if anything it enraged her more witch wasn't a good thing at this time "NO SHUT UP I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY AND I JUST DON'T CARE SO LEAVE ME ALONE WHY CAN'T YOU PEOPLE SEE THAT I NEED TO BE LEFT ALONE!!!!" Inuyasha was now running after her.
'SIT' Kagome screamed. She ran farther until she heard him again.
'Kagome come back just let me explain!'
'SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT!!! She screamed as loud as she could and another loud bang was heard behind her.
Inuyasha now was about a meter in the ground but he was going to make her listen to him but how!
Kagome ran for about 5 more minutes and sat Inuyasha about 30 more time at least. Inuyasha was extremely sour by now but he wasn't giving up she just had to listen.
Kagome finally stopped by a river. She couldn't run anymore and for another thing her anger wasn't going down either.
~*~ Kikyo ~*~
"Inuyasha now it is time"
~*~ Shippo ~*~
"This isn't looking good but what can I do at this rate Inuyasha is going to die before he can tell her!"
~ River ~
'Kagome ... please listen to me! This is all a big misunderstanding!'
'I bet it was!!! You were supposed to go off to Kikyo and tell her you loved her with out me being there!!! That way you could keep this all from me until the day she finally sucked you into hell!!!'
'No that isn't it'
'Then what is it!!!'
'I ran off into the forest after seeing you and Kouga I don't know Kikyo was there!'
'YA RIGHT!!!'
'It is true thought!!! And it wasn't me talking!!!'
'O THEN WHO WAS IT!!!!'
'It was ... Kikyo!'
'O AND I AM SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE THAT KIKYO CAN TALK FOR YOU WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE AT LEAST COME UP WITH A BELIEVABLE STORY!!!'
'But it is the truth!!!'
'And she also ...' but he couldn't finish he was cut off by Kagome.
'You know what I don't care. But now it is you turn to listen to me!" As she started talking it was in a calm cool voice there was no sent of panic anger or sorrow in her voice and every word hurt Inuyasha more that 1000 knives ever could. "I have stayed with you throughout this little escaped of yours. I have been you friend and I have tried to be happy about it. But the other day I released that there was no point you don't care if I am here except for me to find you jewel shards. You treat me like dirt and I am not going to take it anymore. You are nothing but a worthless half demon barley capable of defending yourself with out a sward that you can't even work right. Do you realize that if I had been finding jewel shards with Kouga not only is he twice the demon you could ever be but he is faster, stronger, and would protect me with his life and not let me get hurt. He wouldn't yell at me for trying to go home to see my family in the time I am supposed to be in. No he is nice Inuyasha I bet you have never heard of that word before have you. It is what you are to the people who are important in you life. I would be much better off with Kouga then with you any day. You are just a selfish jerk that cares only for himself and his precise Kikyo.
'That isn't true Kagome...' Inuyasha felt like hell, no not even that worse. 'I don't care for Kikyo! How could I! I love you Kagome... you and known else!
~*~ Kikyo ~*~
'No Inuyasha loves me!!! But it doesn't matter in the end he will be mine.' With that she channeled one last bit of anger into Kagome before she disappears to go wait for Inuyasha to return to her.'
~ River ~
'WHAT IS THAT INUYASHA ANOTHER LYE! LIKE I CAN BELIEVE YOU AND HOW DO YOU THINK I COULD EVER LOVE A FILTHY HALF BREED LIKE YOU!' Kagome didn't know where the hell that had come from but all of a sudden she feel very different from what she did a second ago. But it was too late...
Inuyasha face-hardened the love and sorrow that was there a second ago was all but a memory 'Is that what you really feel Kagome? Never mind I don't even care trust it to you humans ... you give your heart away to them and they rip it out you ass! And here I thought that you and Kikyo where different but it turns out you are the same on the inside both trying to make my life a living hell!' Inuyasha couldn't take it any more he needed to get away form there he had had his heart broken once but this time it was different she thought he was a filthy half breed, in her eyes she was worthless. He ran as fast as he could out of the clearing he didn't know where but he had to get out of there!
Kagome watched as he left tears started to well up in here eyes she couldn't believe what she had just done Inuyasha was the one person that she truly ever loved and she had just ... she had just ... all she could hope was that she would wake up from this nightmare soon!
"What are you saying you can't actually still love that jerk after what he did to you!" That voice was back again why was it that it always had to be on the other side from her she just couldn't win!
~*~ Shippo ~*~
"God that was one of the worst things I ever had to see Inuyasha can be mean sometimes but the pain he must have just gone through... what do I do now go find Inuyasha or work things out with Kagome! Shippo was totally confused right then and there life was to confusing for one little demon to handle.
A.N: What did you think I know it was out of character for Kagome but unless you missed it that was the point!!! This is my longest chapter yet I am sooo happy!!!! I hope you guys thought it was long enough I will work harder to make the next ones long to but I need help!!! What do you want to happen next??? Any suggestions are good do you want more conflict or do you want things to end soon? Please review!!!! Ooo ya what would you prefer? Me to write every couple days with longer chapters or everyday with the length of the other ones?
~ Akaro ~