A/N: Well here's the one shot thingie i promised you, hope you enjoy this!
He closed his eyes one last time as they leaked pearls of clear liquid, tears. His right hand holding a razor, 'I should of let him take me,' he though miserably, 'then I wouldn't be in this situation.' Bringing his left arm into place, he dragged the razor slowly and deeply over his skin, drawing blood to the surface in its mission to cover the wound up, 'No, I'm ending this tonight so that nobody can suffer anymore.' He opened his eyes and repeated this procedure over and over again, leaving his arm looking like it was caught in a machine, mangled and nothing left. "I'm so sorry!" he cried aloud, not caring if they heard downstairs, "I wish that I'd never put you in that situation, I should of let him rape me," he cried as he sunk to the floor, "life would be better without me," he sobbed before finishing his job.
'Aibou?' someone thought as he stopped listening to his friend, "What s'up?"
"I don't know, I'll be back in a minute," he told him as he left his seat and walked over to the stairs. "Hikari?" he asked as he neared the light's door, knocking on it imperceptibly, "are you alright?" No answer came, "Aibou?" he asked again, wrapping his hand around the doorknob and opening it. He entered the room to find it dark, "are you in here? Is everything ok?"
He slowly walked in, careful not to disturb anything. Through the darkness he could make out something on the floor, laid in something, "Aibou?" he enquired before turning the light on to reveal his unconscious corpse on the floor in a puddle, "NO!!!!!!!!" he screamed,
"What is it?" his friend asked, sprinting up the stairs,
"Call an Ambulance, quick!" he shouted to him as he ran over to his partner and cradled him in his arms, "don't leave me please," he begged him desperately, "please, I don't know what I'd do without you."
Ten minutes later an Ambulance rolled up outside the building to find that the man had his hikari's body in his arms, "Please save him!" he begged as the body was taken from him,"We'll do what we can," the driver told him before rushing back to the vehicle and driving off,
"Let's follow," his friend told him, placing a sympathetic hand on his shoulder.
After waiting for what seemed like eternity, they were allowed to see their comatose friend, "I can't believe he did that," the taller one whispered to himself,
"He was in so much pain and I didn't notice, I don't deserve to be called his lover," he sobbed, holding his aibou's hand in his, "please don't leave me."
"I'll leave you alone for a minute," his friend told him before exiting the room.
The sound of monitors bleeping from different machines and sobbing could be heard in the room, "Why didn't you tell me? I could of helped you, no matter what it was," he cried, giving in to his emotions,
"You would of thought that I was dirty," came a weak reply and a cough, "Aibou!" "I'm ... sorry," "What for?" "Going off like I did and almost getting ..." he couldn't bring himself to say the last word,
"As long as you're safe I don't care," he told him, embracing him in a hug,
"But now ..."
"Now what?" he asked, fear taking over him,
"It's my time to go,"
"No! Not yet!" he pleaded,
"I'm sorry. I'll always love you ..." he said, a sad smile gracing his lips before his eyes went into the back of his head and falling lifeless in his lovers arms.