Ginny knew that the speech of the Second War coming closer
to Hogwarts was bound to come sooner or later but, she felt as if she
had enough crap on her shoulders already.
But when Dumbledore made that short but reality check speech it really hit her.. that soon it will happen soon the prophecy will be fufilled soon everything will set into place.
She also thought of Draco when Dumbledore said that one part of making the correct choice.
So when Dumbledore was finished, Ginny looked for Draco and saw that he was walking out, but she kept his eyes on him.
He had this face of she could really describe it but.. of confusion and fear almost.
A tingle went through Ginny's back when she realized again that Draco's dad was a deatheater that he was an evil man that he as bound to escape from Azkaban any day now. She knew now what Draco was thinking, she knew that he was confused about what he should do, and what the price would be for both.
She continued to think about it. When all of a sudden Hermione came up and sat by her.
Ginny cringed at the sight of her and let out in a trying-to-be-calm-be-for-I-kick your ass kinda of voice, "How may I help you sweetie" staring straight into the fearful brown eyes of the bushy haired girl.
"Um I just came to say er.. Ginny look Im really sorry for what you say the other day"
"I mean I didn't think me and him just...just.."
"Don't Hermione don't try to explain just leave me alone...it'll be better that way... and for your own sake don't try to talk to me for the next couple of days... I'll come to you if I feel like talking to you."
Ginny got up from the table, and walked out of the Great Hall. She slowly walked outside trying to decide where would be a good place to sit.
She decided on sitting behind a rock near a hill.
While walking there she saw someone unexcepted, but didn't do anything about it.
--
Draco decided on going outside to recollect his thoughts and just to be left alone for a while.
He chose one of his favorite spots to sit, where he always went to think about things that no one would want to hear about or get half scared by it.
While in the middle of his thoughts he saw her.
Once again he got an uneasy sensation in his stomach and did a flip flop when he saw her.
He swallowed and it now felt as if his heart was some where near his Adam's Apple.
When she mumbled,
"Hi" in a sort of bored voice.
"Hello"
"Care if I sit by you or are you afraid my Weasley germs will get all over you"
"I don't care sit wherever you like Weasley as long as you don't really have Weasley germs" he end this sentence with a rare smile.
Ginny returned the smile and sat sorta of close by him.
Draco didn't feel as nervous as he did and was surprised at him self that he didn't make some stupid remark or insult towards the girl.
He looked straight forward towards the mountains in the horizon. When she said
"Its beautiful isn't it..so peaceful. Like nothing bad could ever happen"
"Yeah, it does to bad it will soon but interrupted by some misfortune events" he said with a smirk on his face.
Ginny replied "Yeah it kind of sucks". She saw that smirk on his face and almost knew instantly that it was fake and probably behind it full of fear. She knew he was probably thinking about his father and the whole Death Eater ordeal.
"Care to talk about it?"
"Talk about what Weasley"
"Oh come on Malfoy its not like I don't know your going to be asked to be a Death Eater and have to choose such and such"
"Well Weasley, I don't think thats any of your business what so ever." Draco replied with a glare.
Ginny still calmed said "I was just trying to see if you need someone to talk to its not like im going to tell the whole school gosh. You don't have to make such a big deal out of things you know"
Draco finally well kind of gave in.
"Look I don't know what to do there are so many results and consequences that would happen if I said no and so many horrible things could happen if I say yes, And theres just so much to think about that and what not," he said in one breath.
"Just go with what your heart and what YOU think you should do." Ginny said without an change of expression even though what she really thought was full of sympathy.
"Well hasn't anyone informed you Weasley that my heart is just filled with ice" Draco smirked at this and continued,
"And I don't know whats right. I mean if I don't become a Death Eater death its self might come to me or I might have to have to go through all sorts of horrible shit that I just don't want to go through, But if I do become a Death Eater and please my father and all that good stuff. But what happends if Death Eaters loose the war, and then I would be looked at and be tainted with this horrible curse"
"Well I guess you should just look at the after affects of things. If you don't become a Death Eater and get torture and horrible stuff like that. You'll be a free man when the war is over. But if you become a Death Eater life as you know it will suck forever. But then again things can change very rapidly..." Ginny replied with this and never for once thought maybe the Dark Side could win and all hell would break loose.
They both remained silenced for a while. Just thinking about all that could happen. When Ginny couldn't take it any longer she said this while her chin resting on her knee,
"You know, this really sucks"
Draco smirked once again, "You can say that again"
They both laughed and somehow carried onto a conversation that for some reason they didn't notice the time flying so fast. When Ginny finally looked at her watch when they both done laughing at some joke Draco had made. She nearly gasped at what time she saw.
"Oh Merlin, its 4 o'clock I didn't reliese how long we had been talking. Man Ron is probably wondering where the hell I am and screaming and swearing all sorts of things." and at that thought Ginny laughed and so did Draco.
"Well er Draco I guess I'll be going now. It was really great talking to you" Ginny said in a nervous voice with all of a sudden butterflies in her stomach.
Draco said "Oh well I think I'll just stay here a bit longer. You know Weasley your not that bad... not bad at all."
"Well Malfoy neither are you"
With that Ginny walked back to the castle just now releasing that entire time she didn't think of Harry once.
A/N don't own anything related to Harry Potter OH AND ALSO THE LAST CHAPTER THE PART ABOUT SIRIUS BEING A MASS MURDER I OOPIES AND PUT UNCLE INSTEAD OF GODFATHER lol oops just...i dunno how to fix it just yet but yeah...my bad and im so sorry for making my chapters so short...i dunno don't write them on a piece of paper put type them on my journal.... so it seems long when i type it when really its uber short : sorry again
But when Dumbledore made that short but reality check speech it really hit her.. that soon it will happen soon the prophecy will be fufilled soon everything will set into place.
She also thought of Draco when Dumbledore said that one part of making the correct choice.
So when Dumbledore was finished, Ginny looked for Draco and saw that he was walking out, but she kept his eyes on him.
He had this face of she could really describe it but.. of confusion and fear almost.
A tingle went through Ginny's back when she realized again that Draco's dad was a deatheater that he was an evil man that he as bound to escape from Azkaban any day now. She knew now what Draco was thinking, she knew that he was confused about what he should do, and what the price would be for both.
She continued to think about it. When all of a sudden Hermione came up and sat by her.
Ginny cringed at the sight of her and let out in a trying-to-be-calm-be-for-I-kick your ass kinda of voice, "How may I help you sweetie" staring straight into the fearful brown eyes of the bushy haired girl.
"Um I just came to say er.. Ginny look Im really sorry for what you say the other day"
"I mean I didn't think me and him just...just.."
"Don't Hermione don't try to explain just leave me alone...it'll be better that way... and for your own sake don't try to talk to me for the next couple of days... I'll come to you if I feel like talking to you."
Ginny got up from the table, and walked out of the Great Hall. She slowly walked outside trying to decide where would be a good place to sit.
She decided on sitting behind a rock near a hill.
While walking there she saw someone unexcepted, but didn't do anything about it.
--
Draco decided on going outside to recollect his thoughts and just to be left alone for a while.
He chose one of his favorite spots to sit, where he always went to think about things that no one would want to hear about or get half scared by it.
While in the middle of his thoughts he saw her.
Once again he got an uneasy sensation in his stomach and did a flip flop when he saw her.
He swallowed and it now felt as if his heart was some where near his Adam's Apple.
When she mumbled,
"Hi" in a sort of bored voice.
"Hello"
"Care if I sit by you or are you afraid my Weasley germs will get all over you"
"I don't care sit wherever you like Weasley as long as you don't really have Weasley germs" he end this sentence with a rare smile.
Ginny returned the smile and sat sorta of close by him.
Draco didn't feel as nervous as he did and was surprised at him self that he didn't make some stupid remark or insult towards the girl.
He looked straight forward towards the mountains in the horizon. When she said
"Its beautiful isn't it..so peaceful. Like nothing bad could ever happen"
"Yeah, it does to bad it will soon but interrupted by some misfortune events" he said with a smirk on his face.
Ginny replied "Yeah it kind of sucks". She saw that smirk on his face and almost knew instantly that it was fake and probably behind it full of fear. She knew he was probably thinking about his father and the whole Death Eater ordeal.
"Care to talk about it?"
"Talk about what Weasley"
"Oh come on Malfoy its not like I don't know your going to be asked to be a Death Eater and have to choose such and such"
"Well Weasley, I don't think thats any of your business what so ever." Draco replied with a glare.
Ginny still calmed said "I was just trying to see if you need someone to talk to its not like im going to tell the whole school gosh. You don't have to make such a big deal out of things you know"
Draco finally well kind of gave in.
"Look I don't know what to do there are so many results and consequences that would happen if I said no and so many horrible things could happen if I say yes, And theres just so much to think about that and what not," he said in one breath.
"Just go with what your heart and what YOU think you should do." Ginny said without an change of expression even though what she really thought was full of sympathy.
"Well hasn't anyone informed you Weasley that my heart is just filled with ice" Draco smirked at this and continued,
"And I don't know whats right. I mean if I don't become a Death Eater death its self might come to me or I might have to have to go through all sorts of horrible shit that I just don't want to go through, But if I do become a Death Eater and please my father and all that good stuff. But what happends if Death Eaters loose the war, and then I would be looked at and be tainted with this horrible curse"
"Well I guess you should just look at the after affects of things. If you don't become a Death Eater and get torture and horrible stuff like that. You'll be a free man when the war is over. But if you become a Death Eater life as you know it will suck forever. But then again things can change very rapidly..." Ginny replied with this and never for once thought maybe the Dark Side could win and all hell would break loose.
They both remained silenced for a while. Just thinking about all that could happen. When Ginny couldn't take it any longer she said this while her chin resting on her knee,
"You know, this really sucks"
Draco smirked once again, "You can say that again"
They both laughed and somehow carried onto a conversation that for some reason they didn't notice the time flying so fast. When Ginny finally looked at her watch when they both done laughing at some joke Draco had made. She nearly gasped at what time she saw.
"Oh Merlin, its 4 o'clock I didn't reliese how long we had been talking. Man Ron is probably wondering where the hell I am and screaming and swearing all sorts of things." and at that thought Ginny laughed and so did Draco.
"Well er Draco I guess I'll be going now. It was really great talking to you" Ginny said in a nervous voice with all of a sudden butterflies in her stomach.
Draco said "Oh well I think I'll just stay here a bit longer. You know Weasley your not that bad... not bad at all."
"Well Malfoy neither are you"
With that Ginny walked back to the castle just now releasing that entire time she didn't think of Harry once.
A/N don't own anything related to Harry Potter OH AND ALSO THE LAST CHAPTER THE PART ABOUT SIRIUS BEING A MASS MURDER I OOPIES AND PUT UNCLE INSTEAD OF GODFATHER lol oops just...i dunno how to fix it just yet but yeah...my bad and im so sorry for making my chapters so short...i dunno don't write them on a piece of paper put type them on my journal.... so it seems long when i type it when really its uber short : sorry again