Hey guys! I know, I just keep poppin out chapters, but I can't help it! Okay, now a couple of shout outs!

-Sally: Thanks for reading! I will send it to you, or have Alexa or someone do it!

-Caitlin: Yes, I am writing slash! Great huh? Anyway, I'm not sure when Spring break is, but hey, I'll miss school for ya! lol Meggy says hi too, and you need to come over to my house soon! How about on my birthday? =)lol Anyway, you need to write more, cuz I need to know what happens!

Oh yeah, tell me if this is easier on the eyes(the formatting and junk!) And also, i'm not sure if Filch was around during Marauder time, but in my world he was!

disclaimer: If I wrote Harry Potter, Sirius and Remus would be in love, but with me, so I could have them both...*sighs and goes into dream world* ahhhhh.....

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Chapter 4

~Sirius' Journal October 1~

{James is oblivous to anything other than Lily. She's a sweet girl and all, but I do miss my best friend, you know. And it doesn't help that Moony isn't exactly speaking to me. Luckily theres a full moon tonight, so I at least have something to do...}

Sirius, James and Peter were all hiding underneath James' invisibility cloak, waiting for Filch to stop guarding the doorway.

"Did you talk to Peeves?" Peter squeaked, grinning excitedly at Sirius.

"Use your brain, Wormtail! 'Course I did, but since when does Peeves listen to students?" Sirius snapped under his breath. His dark eyes were focused on Filch, willing him to move.

"Dammit. If he doesn't leave soon, then we won't be able to get to Moony in time." James said, looking at his watch. "And you know how were- wolves just love to be kept waiting."

Sirius snorted. Since when did Filch keep watch over the door? Normally he patrolled the hall that led to the kitchen, which is why he and James weren't as erm...fluffy...as they used to be. Suddenly, much to Sirius' relief, a large bang from the floor above them sugnaled Filch to hurry off in hopes of catching Peeves, giving the Marauders time to get to the forest.

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Outside, the three quickly transformed int thier animal shapes. Sirius couldn't help chasing his tail, and then James after he was so rudely interrupted by a sharp poke in the backside. Peter ran between the swinging branches of the Whomping Willow, and pushed the knot that froze the branches.

Soon the boys reached the door to the Shrieking Shack, but it was eerily silent. James' stag-head looked at Sirius, who cocked his head to the side. They transformed back, and James asked,

"Why is it so quiet? D'you think he left without us?"

Sirius shook his head. "No. Remus wouldn't leave us like that. He'd be to worried about biting someone...right?"

The door opened, and Peter stuck his head out. "He's not in here."

The three stood in worried silence. Finally Sirius spoke up.

"Prongs, you and Wormtail go on back to the castle. I'm going to stay here and look for Moony. I don't like this one bit..."

"Neither do I, Padfoot, and I'm staying." James said, drawing himself to his full height (which was pretty tall, about 5'9 I'd say!), and his brown eyes flashing. Peter stood off to the side, letting the two boys duke it out themselves.

"Prongs, you don't scare me, so don't try. I can handle looking for Moony myself, I truly don't need help, and theres' no point in both of us being caught going into the Forbidden Forest. You don't need to get into anymore trouble, your getting thrown off the Quidditch team would kill the Gryffindors. So go, and let me do this." Sirius stood up straight, and he was every bit as tall as James, who slouched and sighed sullenly.

"Fine, but I'm leaving you the Invisibility cloak, alright?"

Sirius smiled at his best friend. "Peachy. Now go!" He stood and watched James and Peter leave before entering the Srieking Shack.

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The interior of the Shack was pretty bad. Many chairs were ripped to pieces, and the little bit of moonlight that made it in through the boarded up windows cast a ghoulish look about the scene. Again in his great black dog form, Siruis sniffed the air, searching for any signs that Remus had been there. All he got was a faint whiff of fresh wind, which meant that the door leading to Hogsmeade had been open recently.

Everything was quiet in Higsmeade. No screams, no broken glass to signify that Remus had attacked. So again, Sirius sniffed around until at last! He had found a scent.

It led him to another deserted building on the outskirts of the tiny village. He made his way over the broken glass that covered the inside hallway, alert to even the smallest noises. He sniffed again and Remus' scent filled the air around him. He was in the right place.

Howling softly, he hoped to coax remus out of hiding. So he was very suprised to find himself thrown against the wall with an angry werewolf snarling over him. Very gently he rolled himself over, revealing his soft belly to the wolf, which he hoped was a sign of submissiveness. The were- wolf stood back, watching him warily.

Padfoot ( A/N: I'm going to call them by thier nicknames when they are in animal form so I don't confuse myself!) stood up, shaking. He went to sit next to Moony, when suddenly the werewolf was hostile again, this time fangs bared. He whined, and recived a sharp blow from Moony's claws.

Padfoot decided not to push it any further. He backed out of the house and ran back to Hogwarts, the three deep cuts he had recieved stinging in the wind. **

~October 2
{Don't know why I lied to Prongs and Wormtail about the cuts Moony gave me. It's the most annoying thing, thier right underneath my eye so everytime I blink it hurts. Moony still isn't back, and I'm kinda glad... I don't understand why he did that...}

It was a beautiful Saturday afternoon, and Sirius was laying on his bed in his dormitory. James was off with Lily, and Peter...well, who knew where Peter was. The cuts on his face still hadn't healed, and a tiny voice in his head wondered if you could become a were-wolf by being scratched.

"Padfoot?" Remus stood in the doorway, looking pale and weary.

"Good to see you, Moony." Sirius said, not looking at him.

"Padfoot, I'm sure you're upset with me, and I-"

"Now why would I be upset with you, Moony?" Sirius said sarcastically. "I mean, just because you've been ignoring me, then you attack me and slice open my face, no, I don't see any reason why I would be upset with you!" He glared at Remus, who now sat at the foot of his bed.

"I came to say I was sorry, Sirius." Remus said, looking down at his hands. "I don't know what was wrong with me. I just needed to think and the were-wolf got the better of me..."

Sirius sat up. "Then why were you avoiding me all last week?"

"I needed to think, Sirius. About the thing that happened in the bathrooms."

Groaning, Sirius covered his face. "You had to remind me about that, didn't you, mate?'

"Sirius," Remus said solemnly, pulling Sirius' hands away from his face. "That moment, I had never felt that way before. Ever, and it scared me. It still does. I don't understand it at all. That's why I needed to think, and that's why I left the Shriekng Shack." He shook his head, and Sirius noticed how many different shades made up Remus' sandy hair. Before he realized what he was doing, Sirius pulled Remus' face to his, and gently kissed his forehead. Then he kissed Remus on the lips. Emotion swept through him in tidal waves, he had never felt like this before...

Remus pulled away, blushing. He wouldn't look at Sirius, and fled out of the dormitory, nearly plowing down James.

"Oy, what's with him?"James said, looking strangely at Sirius, who was trying his hardest not to blush himself.

"Something to do with his stomach..." he said, laying back down, and avoiding James' eyes. -What did I just do? What is wrong with me?

{ What is wrong with me? I could have any girl I want in this school ( with the excepion of Lily) but I end up sharing my first true kiss with Moony?...)

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Well, thats the end of Chapter Four! OOOO! Ain't it great? If you think so, reply and tell me so, If you don't think so, then reply and pretend you think its good! ^-^ that's it! Isn't slash fun?