Chapter 10

Lily opened her diary and showed it to the boys.

"Lily," Peter said while looking at Lily.

Lily nodded her head.

"Why," Remus asked, "did you pretend to act like a boy?"

Sirius and James saw pain flicker in her emerald green eyes.

Lily smiled weakly. "I don't remember why."

Peter quietly went under his bed and came out a few minutes later with a bottle.

"I bought a memory potion before I came just in case," Peter said while smiling smugly.

"Don't you think it will be harsh to Lily?" Sirius suddenly piped up worriedly, remembering her pained look.

"I second that with Sirius," James added, watching Lily.

"Don't you want to know," Peter mumbled, "why Lily is pretending?"

Remus looked at Lily. "Lily, is it okay?"

Lily smiled brightly. "Okay."

James and Sirius mumbled under their breaths while Peter handed Lily the bottle.

"Drink this Lily," Peter calmly said.

Lily nodded, slowly taking the bottle from Peter's hand.

Lily put the rim of the bottle to her lips and drank slowly.

James, Sirius, Remus, and Peter waited.

Few minutes later, Lily suddenly started to glow brightly.

The boys winced and widen their eyes when Lily started to flow down the tears her had kept so long in her heart.

"L-L-Lily?" Peter stuttered.

Lily, or an angel to the other three, looked at Peter with her glistering eyes and smiled.

"Hello, my name is Lillian Marie Evans, daughter of Sir Andrew of Evans and his wife, Maria Elizabeth."

Remus looked carefully at the glowing figure and gasped.

"Holy shithead, our friend is a angel."

The three looked at Remus and turned to look at Lily.

"My god."

"Holy."

"Damn."

"Lily," James said while eying her beauty, "tell us your reasons and your life from the past."

Lily stiffened and held her tears back.

"It's time to tell my life."

Suddenly, everything blackened out.