Chapter Four: Thoughts of the Heart
The sweet smell of cinnimine soon filled are house. Lita was cooking cakes and pies for the Christmas Eve Party tonight. While, the other girls and I were decorting the house and our children were out playing. No one know were our guys were. They always run off at this time, I guess cause they hate cleaning and believe that that is a 'girl thing' Ofcourse we aren't you normal girls.
Okay, sure we are behind on the Christmas Decorations...but we have a lot to do and this is the day we have off... The dark green tree was filled with Pink, Blue, Green and Orange lights. We'd like to only have the colors of the Scouts but that isn't going to happen, cause they don't make aqua and different colors of green and purple lights. Not yet at least.
Sometimes I wonder why destiny had to turn out the way it did for us. Sure I would love to be a normal girl, a doctor, be married and have a family. Ofcourse I already do have two out of the four things. And my family is full of people, but I am cut off from the human world and sometimes it just doesn't seem fair.
Trista, the guarden of time, always says that if we go back and change the bad then the things that the good would be gone has will. I guess that is true, but sometimes I wonder why I can't be a normal girl without any mystical or supernatural powers. I give up not being able to grow old just to have what everyone out there has. Mortality is truly wanderful.
What the people in Tokyo have is what we call heaven here. No fighting monsters, No risking our lifes and the lifes of the ones we love everyday. I would give anything to have stayed living with my mother again. Sure she work all the time, but then maybe things would have all worked out. At least I saw her once in awhile.
I don't belong in what we call heaven though. I have known that since I was little. I mean how could I? I was a brain, and my work was important to me. Being a doctor was my dream, and I always whated to be something more then what I am. No matter what people thought though, I was more of a dreamer. I always dreamed of being a princess, and now I am. Maybe this is my pomishment for wanting more, more then what other people had.
The scouts and I are simmy angels...The chain of commanden in are group is the Trinity, the Angel's, Then us. The Trinity is The Father, the Son and The Holy Spirt..Basically God, and Jesus, then the Holy Spirt (the Hold Goust). The nagaverse is in the group of Hell. The Evil Trinty (which is the Devil, the Antichrist and the breast) the fallen Angels, then Diamond and the other nagaverse.
The humans are right in the middle. They don't know the real truth, they search but they look in all the wrong places. Even most Christian create there own rules, for there own needs, and to make themselfs look good. I've seen it so much. They changed the bible over periods of time, there are so many trancelations, So many different beliefs for the truth. But in reality, there is only one truth. And once Jesus returns they'll all see, I just hope not all is lost for them.
The Last Battle has nothing to do with The Coming of the Lord. All the Last Battle is where we fight the Nagaverse until death. For the freedom of the humans. We're here to try and stop evil and darkness from taking over. Ofcourse there is evil and sin and every persons heart. Sometimes I wander why...
Sometimes we disobey, and we know the truth. Even in the beganing when Satandecide he wanted to be like God, and turned against him, along with 1/3 of the fallen angels. Then he created humans. Hoping they would worship and serve him, but Satan deseved Adam and Eve, just like he deseve us now.
I don't think that I could go through all of that then send my only son to give there lifes, for another chance to be saved from the fire. Ofcourse must people don't want to give up there sins, and for that they're choice is to spend eternty in hell.
The sweet smell of cinnimine soon filled are house. Lita was cooking cakes and pies for the Christmas Eve Party tonight. While, the other girls and I were decorting the house and our children were out playing. No one know were our guys were. They always run off at this time, I guess cause they hate cleaning and believe that that is a 'girl thing' Ofcourse we aren't you normal girls.
Okay, sure we are behind on the Christmas Decorations...but we have a lot to do and this is the day we have off... The dark green tree was filled with Pink, Blue, Green and Orange lights. We'd like to only have the colors of the Scouts but that isn't going to happen, cause they don't make aqua and different colors of green and purple lights. Not yet at least.
Sometimes I wonder why destiny had to turn out the way it did for us. Sure I would love to be a normal girl, a doctor, be married and have a family. Ofcourse I already do have two out of the four things. And my family is full of people, but I am cut off from the human world and sometimes it just doesn't seem fair.
Trista, the guarden of time, always says that if we go back and change the bad then the things that the good would be gone has will. I guess that is true, but sometimes I wonder why I can't be a normal girl without any mystical or supernatural powers. I give up not being able to grow old just to have what everyone out there has. Mortality is truly wanderful.
What the people in Tokyo have is what we call heaven here. No fighting monsters, No risking our lifes and the lifes of the ones we love everyday. I would give anything to have stayed living with my mother again. Sure she work all the time, but then maybe things would have all worked out. At least I saw her once in awhile.
I don't belong in what we call heaven though. I have known that since I was little. I mean how could I? I was a brain, and my work was important to me. Being a doctor was my dream, and I always whated to be something more then what I am. No matter what people thought though, I was more of a dreamer. I always dreamed of being a princess, and now I am. Maybe this is my pomishment for wanting more, more then what other people had.
The scouts and I are simmy angels...The chain of commanden in are group is the Trinity, the Angel's, Then us. The Trinity is The Father, the Son and The Holy Spirt..Basically God, and Jesus, then the Holy Spirt (the Hold Goust). The nagaverse is in the group of Hell. The Evil Trinty (which is the Devil, the Antichrist and the breast) the fallen Angels, then Diamond and the other nagaverse.
The humans are right in the middle. They don't know the real truth, they search but they look in all the wrong places. Even most Christian create there own rules, for there own needs, and to make themselfs look good. I've seen it so much. They changed the bible over periods of time, there are so many trancelations, So many different beliefs for the truth. But in reality, there is only one truth. And once Jesus returns they'll all see, I just hope not all is lost for them.
The Last Battle has nothing to do with The Coming of the Lord. All the Last Battle is where we fight the Nagaverse until death. For the freedom of the humans. We're here to try and stop evil and darkness from taking over. Ofcourse there is evil and sin and every persons heart. Sometimes I wander why...
Sometimes we disobey, and we know the truth. Even in the beganing when Satandecide he wanted to be like God, and turned against him, along with 1/3 of the fallen angels. Then he created humans. Hoping they would worship and serve him, but Satan deseved Adam and Eve, just like he deseve us now.
I don't think that I could go through all of that then send my only son to give there lifes, for another chance to be saved from the fire. Ofcourse must people don't want to give up there sins, and for that they're choice is to spend eternty in hell.