Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own
She doesn't seem to understand the power she has over me. No matter my location, my situation, even the people I am with... my mind always wanders back to her. She made me feel alive; she made me want to open all the doors which I had worked so hard to close.
And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
He made me break all rules I set for myself. Don't let a man into your life, don't let a man control your emotions, don't fall in love. Everything I believed in had gone out the window when he entered my life, and shook up my world. I believed I could change him. I believed I could bring out the man he had locked up inside.
Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt
It was that first kiss, the very first time our lips ever met; I can guarantee it would not be our last. It was the very first time I explored the caves of her mouth, my tongue on a desperate mission, that I realized that the boy I had been born to be, the one who throughout my childhood, I locked away in fear of my fathers wrath, I realized he could still exist, I realized she brought him out in me.
And I can feel you breathing
and it's keeping me awake
can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I remember the first time we kissed. It was so filled with passion, my knees collapsed beneath me. If it hadn't been for his arms around my waist, I may have fallen in a heap on the floor.
How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away
I know I hurt her, and I didn't mean to. But what did she expect of me? Did she expect me to threaten both our lives? Defy the wishes of my father, and get us both killed? It was the fateful day; I placed my lips upon hers one last time, and I bid her goodbye. It was an irony really, it was one of the hardest things I ever had to do, it was also one of the biggest mistakes I ever made, but I watched her turn her back on me, tears falling down her cheeks, and the mid days sun gleaming of her chestnut coloured hair as she walked away from me.
And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I shattered, every part of me exploded, I wouldn't believe he was saying those words to me, I also couldn't believe I was crying. But none the less, tears fell, and for the first and last time in my life, I cried over a man. Now believe me, I had the guts to let him see my tears, I wanted him to know just how much he had hurt me.
I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight
I had loved Hermione Granger, believe me I did. Actually... I still do. I live everyday, know that at one point I had help her in my grasp, that I had had her. I live everyday knowing that I gave her up. All for some stupid scar.
I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight
I loved Draco Malfoy, there was no doubt in that. But I look back everyday and I cry, I felt used, and I still do. He gave up what I was so willing to give him, for a mark. He gave up my love, he gave up my heart.
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This has been posted b4, i jsut took it off so i could pu all my D/HR, ficlettes in like... one...big fic lol cool? Cool!
HELLS ANGEL
p.s. The song is Breathing- - Yellowcard.
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own
She doesn't seem to understand the power she has over me. No matter my location, my situation, even the people I am with... my mind always wanders back to her. She made me feel alive; she made me want to open all the doors which I had worked so hard to close.
And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
He made me break all rules I set for myself. Don't let a man into your life, don't let a man control your emotions, don't fall in love. Everything I believed in had gone out the window when he entered my life, and shook up my world. I believed I could change him. I believed I could bring out the man he had locked up inside.
Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt
It was that first kiss, the very first time our lips ever met; I can guarantee it would not be our last. It was the very first time I explored the caves of her mouth, my tongue on a desperate mission, that I realized that the boy I had been born to be, the one who throughout my childhood, I locked away in fear of my fathers wrath, I realized he could still exist, I realized she brought him out in me.
And I can feel you breathing
and it's keeping me awake
can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I remember the first time we kissed. It was so filled with passion, my knees collapsed beneath me. If it hadn't been for his arms around my waist, I may have fallen in a heap on the floor.
How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away
I know I hurt her, and I didn't mean to. But what did she expect of me? Did she expect me to threaten both our lives? Defy the wishes of my father, and get us both killed? It was the fateful day; I placed my lips upon hers one last time, and I bid her goodbye. It was an irony really, it was one of the hardest things I ever had to do, it was also one of the biggest mistakes I ever made, but I watched her turn her back on me, tears falling down her cheeks, and the mid days sun gleaming of her chestnut coloured hair as she walked away from me.
And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I shattered, every part of me exploded, I wouldn't believe he was saying those words to me, I also couldn't believe I was crying. But none the less, tears fell, and for the first and last time in my life, I cried over a man. Now believe me, I had the guts to let him see my tears, I wanted him to know just how much he had hurt me.
I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight
I had loved Hermione Granger, believe me I did. Actually... I still do. I live everyday, know that at one point I had help her in my grasp, that I had had her. I live everyday knowing that I gave her up. All for some stupid scar.
I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight
I loved Draco Malfoy, there was no doubt in that. But I look back everyday and I cry, I felt used, and I still do. He gave up what I was so willing to give him, for a mark. He gave up my love, he gave up my heart.
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This has been posted b4, i jsut took it off so i could pu all my D/HR, ficlettes in like... one...big fic lol cool? Cool!
HELLS ANGEL
p.s. The song is Breathing- - Yellowcard.