Ok, Now, I got a review and someone (Akina-Webmistress) asked how a girl could rape a guy. I actually think the process would be quite simple. All that would have to happen is that the man would have to be extremely weak or intoxicated. No screams, hardly any struggle, actually, now that I think of it... it would be a simpler process than raping a girl. A girl would kick and scream and all that. A guy would be too zoinked out to do anything. Weird...

Oh, and thanks to Dragon Man 180 for the kit... it will come in handy! * looks on computer desk are the dolls with their heads ripped off and pins sticking out of everywhere * Inu had a little fun this morning...

Oh, and I have had a review asking about a lemon. I will only do one if people want it. So, if you do, review and tell me. And, I am sorry for any images that creeped into your heads while reading what happened to Inu * sniffle * but I had to explain what happened to my baby. Lol :P

This chapter is gonna be short, but I will write two chapters to make up for it all. K? This one is mainly two journal entries by Kagome, which means it will be in Kagome's POV. ENJOY!

"A Hanyou in the Heart" by Inu Faceness

Chapter Eleven: Reflections

Saturday, April 23

Dear Diary~

Wow, it's been one heck of a day! Last night, Inu Yasha stayed over, sleeping on my bed after telling me of his life in America. Can you believe he was rapped? And by someone who looks like me... that is weird. I can't help but still cry when I remember what he told me. He was abandoned, abused, and raped. Uhg, I am getting teary-eyed just thinking about it! But then, I remember what happened this morning when Mom came into wake me up...

I woke up this morning, snuggled with my back against Inu Yasha's chest. I didn't want to wake up, so I just dug myself deeper against him. Little did I know my mom was, at that very moment, standing at the doorway... that is until I heard the screech...

Needless to say, that woke Inu Yasha and I right up. Both of us were beat red when mom called us down to the kitchen for a talk... Yeah, ok, so that was the most embarrassing thing I have ever gone through. Mom said that she doesn't want 'that' happening under her roof!! And when I told her that we were just talking and fell asleep, she did her evil mom laugh and said that 'it may have started out like that, but there will be a time when there is more going on'. When she saw the expressions on our faces, which were, by the way, almost identical: shocked, she decided to just mosey on out of the room with a 'warning' not to do it again.

Can mom's be just so horrible or what?! (lol) how can they just put their kids through that much devastation in two days? First she actually asks if we are together, now this. It just amazes me that there could be there could be a reason for a parent to do that to their child.

I went to the mall today with everyone. Inu Yasha even invited Shippo since he was feeling better. We all had a blast! We went around to all the 'prankster shops', as Shippo called them. We went to one, Spencer's Gifts (A/N: me no ownee that store) and in there, Miroku shoulda gotten the beating of his life. He actually took one of the sex books they have there and showed it to Sango, asking her to try it with him!! If we hadn't been in a store that was, by the way, crowded, Sango woulda kicked him to Kingdom Come!

We all went to JC Penny's next, cause me, Sango, and Rin were gonna look at fancy dresses for graduation before it was too late. There, I heard the strangest thing. Inu Yasha and Miroku were sitting on the chairs out side the dressing rooms talking. I just happened to hear part of what Inu Yasha said. He goes, 'Yeah, Kagome's just my friend, although...' yeah, I kinda wasn't listening after. I didn't wanna be just friends with him, and I still don't. I love him, more than I have ever before.

But he doesn't love me, that's all there is to it. Well, I got to go, my mom's yelling at me to come down to eat. Later!!

~Kagome

(skip a few pages in the diary...)

Saturday, April 30

Dear Diary~

Oh, I am so excited!! I have had a great week and I am gonna have a great day too! First, there's progress on Koga's behavior towards me. He is actually not as boring to talk to as he was before. He has eased up on calling me his woman every time he sees me and is, if possible, a little gentler to me. He's gotten really nice to me.

Me, Sango, Rin, Miroku, and Shippo are all going over to Inu Yasha's house, just to hang out for a little while and meet his older brother (dramatic music plays in the background) I wonder if he's improved in his attitude toward Inu Yasha at all. From the was Inu Yasha sounded a week ago, Sesshomaru didn't want him in his life, so I wonder if its changed. Maybe brotherly love will come through!! (lol) Doubt it. Oh, well. He'd better be nice to my friend or I'll show him a thing or two!

A couple days ago, Inu Yasha showed us a picture of his brother from his wallet. When I asked him why he had it there if he didn't care much for his brother, he just shrugged and said that 'he's family, after all'. So I guess he doesn't hate his brother too much. But, when Rin saw his brother, Sesshomaru, I think that was his name, she started drooling and her eyes bugged out of her head! I am not kidding!! It was so funny!

Graduation stuff starts next week. Sango and Rin are gonna be busy with decorations that they are – still – putting up. Miroku's kinda busy; he just helped organize the whole thing. Not really doing anything else for it, if I am right. Shippo and me arm wrestled for the first time yesterday, I won. He challenged me to a rematch of a full wrestling match. (evil grin) I accepted, naturally. He hasn't said when though, which makes me kinda doubt if we'll do it. Ah, oh, well. As long as he knows I beat him in arm wrestling.

Well, Sango and Rin just came in and are banging at my door to let them in. So, I guess that means we are going to Inu Yasha's house! Later!

~Kagome

~*~END CHAPTER~*

Well, now I have the story set up. Hope ya'll liked this short little chapter... don't know if the next one will be any longer. If, when its posted on ff.net, I feel this chapter isn't long enough, I will start writing another. I mean, this is three pages, just under four, so it can't be that short, right? Ah, oh well. Too bad, so sad, no I am just kidding! I will update though, in a few days I guess. N e way, later all!

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