Hey you guys I know I said I was going to update Chocolate Kisses but I got an Idea today and couldnt let it slip:D. Soooo here it goes. O yea thanks for the reviews you guys!

Painful Dreamland?

Survival: Chapter 3

Sesshoumaru stood in the same place he had earlier that day overlooking the same land he had that day. But know it was filled with the effects of the plan he had been devising and preparing for, nearly a year it had been since the idea first struck him. He smirked as he kept the dangerous closeness to the edge watching the scene he had created, he could hear the screams, the heat from the fire was making his silver hair blow wildly while the strongly flickering lights played across his perfect skin. Smoke filled the blue sky that had been there earlier in the day. 'How odd, I am fully aware I am dreaming, and everthing seems so real...'

"Look at what you've done, you are such a fool." A voice stated calmly and emotionlessly statd, it seemed to echo over the dreamscape forever.

Sesshoumaru turned around to face the speaker, only to meet nothing but the sight of the meeting house. "I am looking," He said almost mimicing the voice in its calmness and unemotional tone while his senses searched for the slightest trace of power or noise."show yourself and I will consider making your death a short one."

"Did you think your pain will go away if you do this? That your childish self would disapear?" The background screams and fire faded into darkness leaving only Sesshoumaru alone on the cliff.

"I do not know of what you speak fool, Is this a game to you? because this game is going to cost you your life. Show yourself now." He stated feigning uncaring while supressing a flare of anger.

"You will lose more than you know if you carry out this plan, you will do anything but supress your pain."

"I tire of this game, I, Lord Sesshoumaru, have nothing to lose with this plan I have examined all possible outcomes none of which are negative." He growled with more anger than intented, his claws began to drip green acid unintentionally at his anger.

"Nothing?"

"Nothing."

"Really lord Sesshoumaru? What about Happiness?"

"Fool. Of what nonsense do you speak?"Sesshoumaru said while placing one hand on his tokijin.

"You will never know happiness, you lost it long ago and you are about to destroy your last chance."

"Ill kill you for your defiance! Show yourself coward!" He said while losing control his eyes glowing red.

"Kill this Sesshoumaru." The voice stated while a mirror his size appeared a short distance away.

"What more games do you dare play with I, The mighty Sesshoumaru?" he growled while approaching the mirror which didnt reflect anything but darkness even when he was right in front of it.

"See for yourself Mighty Sesshoumaru."The mirror then cleared. It revealed a small child alone in a forest clearing, there was smoke floating in the back ground sky. The child had matted bloody silver hair which covered his red striped face, his body was bleeding and bruised in many places which were visible threw his torn stained silk kimono which looked to have been dragged through the mud. The child was unconcious with his golden eyes glazed over and wide open, his mouth was also agape revealing a bloody mouth and a missing fang.

Sesshoumaru's eyes brimmed with self pity and hidden emotion long since buried under a mask of power. "You dare to mock me!" He yelled at no one imparticular before smashing the mirror and changing into his huge full demon form. "I will kill you slowly and painfully until you will beg to be left dead."

"Do you wish to kill me so much, for I have spoke only the truth to you mighty Sesshoumaru." the voice now filled with sorrow and anguish as a hooded figure stepped out of the darkness glowing a soft pink.

"Who are you?"his now thunderous voice bellowed.

Silence

Sesshoumaru changed to his smaller more comfortable human form and used his demon speed to come in front of the small hooded form. "I wont ask twice." he stated with his found control.

Silence

He then speedidly and gracefully in one fluid motion attempted to pull off the hood but when he made compact with the glowing form he was filled with such pain. It tore at his soul pulling at his nerves making him ache for release, the demon lord had never felt anything like it before. Finally an eternity of pain he was free to harshly grasp the stranger's unexpectedly small soft neck while succeding to pull of the hood.

He nearly gasped as two light chocolate eyes peered up at him through heavy eyelashes, her black hair shimmering, making her creamy skin seem white. She was more beautifull then any demoness he had ever seen. He desperatly tried to permanently imprint her face into his mind but the harder he tried the more it seemed to slip away from him.

"Wench why do you torment me so?"he said surprised at the uncustomary husky tone in his own voice.

"Sesshoumaru it is not I that torments you." came the sad soft voice of the girl. She suddenly went limp. Sesshoumaru felt a warm liqued trickle down his hand pooling at their feet.

'What had happened to her? There was none who struck her.' He dropped her body emotionlessly and when it hit the floor it burst into beautiful flames which consumed her whole body instantly.

Her eyes snapped open. She reached out to him as if asking him to make it stop but he couldnt move. She started to scream. He yelled at himself to help to reach out to her but his body wouldnt budge. She burned to ash but her screams continued ringing in his delicate ears.

But his ears did not concern him, the sorrow he didnt know he could posses consumed him. He recovered movement as her ashes melted into the flames at his feat, he slowly attempted to find her ashes, clawing into the base of the flames. There was nothing, a loneliness he hadnt felt before overtoke him as he gazed around the dreamscape again. He wanted...needed to see her. He felt his throat clench and the need to scream swelled before...

He sat up in bed abruptly his right arm stretched out in front of him reaching out desperatly for something. He lowered his arm slowly before bringing forward the arm that had refused to reach out to help her-only to grasp her throat during her last moments.

'It was just a dream,' He told himself while he heard her screams echo softly in his head, 'The last few days must be reminding me of my past. But who was the powerful human wench? She could have killed me if she had continued that pain but she chose to be killed...she chose to die? I will find out if such a woman exists.... I, Sesshoumaru swear to find you wench if you do exist. You will pay for that experience...' he silently reprimanded himself for his somewhat wishful thinking 'What is this Sesshoumaru thinking? She wasnt really there...'

"The wench was just a sick image of my mind. Nothing more." He told himself confidently. 'But I will search my records, if that power can be found it will be mine; wench or not.' "Just a dream..."he said to himself idly before a more peaceful type of sleep overtook him.

What is Sesshie planing? What is with creepy dreams? Will Sesshoumaru complete his plan? tune in next time to Survival to find out! Lol couldnt resist! but any way review people!!! I know you have ideas you are creative and you cant say other wise I read your Fics!!!!! ALLL RIGHT I WILL BE UPDATING CHOCLATE KISSES SOOON SO BE ON THE LOOKOUT!!!!!!

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