Two Worlds
A/N: Two years ago, I started writing.... I loved it, I enjoyed having the people praise my work, and I enjoyed crying as I put myself in the raw, emotional pain as my characters do. Not only OC's, either. When I came back, a few weeks ago.. I expected everything to be like it was... For me to enjoy it. But... I don't. People change, but I write for joy, not for the other pressure. It still stings, especially when people say to me, only after reading the prologue: "I hope your story isn't like this." Because that's the way I write... My strong point comes from immersing myself in one character, touching raw pains and emotions that I feel along with them.
The joy of writing, from: "I hope your story isn't like this," is making me decide on something.
I'm no longer writing. I enjoyed it over a year, but I no longer can enjoy it with this type of pressure. I'm sorry, but it's the truth.
A/N: Two years ago, I started writing.... I loved it, I enjoyed having the people praise my work, and I enjoyed crying as I put myself in the raw, emotional pain as my characters do. Not only OC's, either. When I came back, a few weeks ago.. I expected everything to be like it was... For me to enjoy it. But... I don't. People change, but I write for joy, not for the other pressure. It still stings, especially when people say to me, only after reading the prologue: "I hope your story isn't like this." Because that's the way I write... My strong point comes from immersing myself in one character, touching raw pains and emotions that I feel along with them.
The joy of writing, from: "I hope your story isn't like this," is making me decide on something.
I'm no longer writing. I enjoyed it over a year, but I no longer can enjoy it with this type of pressure. I'm sorry, but it's the truth.
