A/N: hiya pplz! Im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sry if I don't update soon enough, especially for my other story never come back. I'm not sure what will happened in this chappie, I think I'm gonna have catherine come...maybe. i'll see. Spice things up a bit.
This mostly taiora! U'll love it!
This maybe a longer chappie. Sry if there's cursing.
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Disclaimer: sry if I forget to do this, but I don't own Digimon!
'Is Sora..jealous? No...she's not the jealous type...but then again...no.' he convinced himself.
"So, when is she coming anyhow?" Izzy asked.
"Oh, Saturday. She's going to be staying at a hotel. She wants to meet you guys, and the others."
As the days went by, Matt began to notice Sora wasn't exactly herself. She seemed a bit more sadder, he couldn't quite put it. He wasn't the only one noticing it, Tai did too. They both began to think Sora was becoming jealous that Tai's going to hook up with Catherine.
Tai explained to them, they weren't exactly 'hooking up' he was just taking her out for dinner.
Matt laid on his bed, debating whether or not to call Sora. He glanced over to his clock, lying on the desk next to him. The numbers were basked in a red glow. The time read 7:03. He let out a sigh.
He knew he had to talk to Sora, he cared for her deeply. In fact, he began to learn his feelings for her. He loves her. He just wants go up to her and hold her in his arms. Then say those three words, in hope that she'll say them back. But, he was being held back. He was unsure if she felt the same way. It felt too soon for him to fall in love with his girl, only after a month. He was very doubtful, that doubt turning into fear. Not to mention how she's been.
'What If she really is jealous? Does she really like Tai?' he let out a yawn. He was tired from that long aggravating week in school. T.G.I.F. He thought to himself.
Then that word hit him. Love. Did she love Tai? He took a gulp at his own thought. What if she did have feelings for him, strong ones. They've known each other, forever. They've always been close. He didn't want to lose Sora, but wanted her to be happy.
He stared at the clock again. Only 4 minutes have passed by.
'She's probably at home. I know she doesn't have work.'
He got up from his comfortable state, and took the cordless phone in his hand. Then he dialed.
'What's wrong with me? Why am I feeling likes this?' her ruby eyes stared at the image the televison produced.
She was sitting comfortably on the sofa, but not paying attention to it. She was in a relaxed state, but not relaxed at all. Her rested on her elbow, which was on the arm rest. Her legs crossed, and she put on her fluffy blue slippers.
Sora knew there was something wrong with her. Every time she heard Catherine's name associated with Tai's, she felt like she could just rip her heart out. In fact, it was like that just by hearing the name of the french Digidestined.
She let out a sigh.
She hadn't been paying as much to Yamato, but to Tai. Why? Why was she likes this. Was she...jealous? She always resented that thought from her mind. But, if she really wasn't then, why would she keep asking?
'I can't keep doing this Matt, I mean, I really like him. But...Tai.'
When she heard they were going to go out for dinner, her heart beaten faster. A look of worry came across her face. She had no idea why. She would come up with excuses like, 'Maybe I was worried Matt would like her.' or 'I'm just worried for Tai..after all he's only known her for less than a day.' but every time she made up a reason, the theory that she was jealous always popped up.
"Maybe I should call Matt..." She said in a tired tone. She took a glance at the phone hanging on the kitchen wall.
'I should apologize to him, for acting like this. But what will happen when Catherine comes? I have to be strong, I can do this. I just have to keep telling myself that it's nothing. But then why do I care so much?' a sigh escaped from her lips.
"How did things get so complicated?"
A lonely silhouette was sitting at the dinner table. He was slouching, leaning closer towards the food before him. His usual sweet, warm, soft chocolate eyes now held a cold sensation to it. He slowly picked at his food, the fork gently nudging the rice.
He looked tired, ready to fall into a deep slumber. He carefully brought the fork, carrying few grains of rice, to his mouth. As he was about to place the food in his mouth, a soft concerning voice called out to him.
"Tai? Are you alright?" She stood in front of the doorway leading to the hall.
He didn't bother to look up. Tai didn't even stir.
"Tai? I said ar..." she was cut off by his voice. It sounded sharper, like his eyes, colder.
"I heard you. I'm fine. I was just thinking, deeply."
He turned his head to meet her eyes. A smile came upon his lips, a fake one. It relaxed his sister a bit, to see him smile, but began to see through it.
"It's just that I have a lot on mind."
"Let me guess, of Sora?" she already knew the answer, at least she thought she did.
"Partly..."
"Partly? What else." she became some what confused. She made a face.
His smile remained, but began to fade.
"Well...someone else..Catherine."
Her confusion started to erode, but a sadness started to flow in. She didn't like hearing that name, it just reminded her that T.K. likes her.
"Why? Wondering about when she comes tomorrow?"
He nodded, lying. He knew that wasn't it. It was having to take her out...for dinner. He always said that to him, 'it's just dinner.' He thought she was cute, and didn't mind having her as company, but he was afraid that he might actually like her, as in wanting her to be his girlfriend. but he didn't want to. He only anted to be with sora, but was afriad of telling her how he really felt. Tai believed that you shouldn't be afraid of love...but why was he?
"I'm going to take her out for dinner, you know show her around Tokyo."
Taichi was still mixed in his emotions, on sure of why he was feeling like this. Then he began to think about Sora. He didn't know why she seemed a bit distant lately, ever since she heard about Catherine. Jealous. That's what he thought, that she was becoming a green eyed monster. But that persona didn't fit her.
"Tai, you love her don't you?" Kari was being serious.
He began to blush a deep crimson.
"W-who? Catherine?"
Kari shook her head, and walked towards him. Her eyes were focused on him, as if she was cutting through his eyes, looking for the truth.
"No, Sora." Tai blushed even harder, but reacted quickly.
"Well...I guess you can say that..."
"Tai! I want an answer. Yes, or No?"He never really seen his sister like this before. Her voice was strict and demanding. Tai began to grow afraid, their eyes never unlocked.
He gulped. His head began to lower, his face now staring down at the tiled floor.
"Yes Kari, I do. I love sora. Even though I only found out two days ago, I know I love her with all my heart." he turned his head towards hers. Their eyes met again. "You know what, I'm afraid though. I'm afraid of loving her. But that's not how love's supposed to be, right?"
Kari didn't know hat to say, she somehow lost control of the conversation. She opened her mouth, only to find that no words came out.
"Tai, I've never really experienced love, so I wouldn't really know." she took a seat across form her older brother. She sighed.
"But, from what I know, or have been told, is that no, you shouldn't be afraid love. If it really is true love, that you shouldn't be afraid. Tai, don't make my opinion change the way you feel about Sora, it's just one opinion.
"I won't Kari, but I find it sort of odd. The fact that I'm the bearer of courage, and yet I can't even face the love I have for Sora. But..why, why am I afraid?"
There was a silence. Tai was waiting for a reply, as Kari was once again looking for the answers.
"Maybe it has to do with Matt. The fact that they're a couple. Or maybe it's Catherine...I'm still not sure. Tai?"
She saw his head lower, as soon as she said Matt.
"It hurts. It hurts like hell. The fact that I'm in love with my life-long best friend, wasn't as shocking as I thought it would be. But, she's with my other best friend, actually we're all best friends. Maybe that's why. I don't want to ruin our friendships by telling her my feelings."
"Tai, if they really are your best friends, then they wouldn't ruin the friendship you three have. I mean I'm jealous, that you and Sora are best friends. It's the fact that you still are close with each other ever since you were like one! And then you and Matt, you two were enemies, rivals, and yet you're best friends. I think it would hurt them the most if you guys weren't friends."
Kari saw his eyes look up at her. Interested at every word she said. She knew he wanted to why, she said they would be hurt.
"Think about it Tai. Those two are lonely. Sure Matt has T.K., but he has sort of a broken family. He never does see him everyday, like you do me. And his crest is Friendship, remember how hard it was for him to realize that he really deserved it."
Tai nodded, his attention fully on Kari,. He knew at times Kari was able to figure things out before him, things that are going on in his head. Things like this.
"Then there's Sora. You know Sora's lonely Tai. She needs someone there for her, and you were always there. Then she found Biyomon, and us Digidestined to be her shoulder to lean on. You know why, she and her mom aren't that close, recall her crest of love epidemic, or at least what you told me. And then her Dad..."
She didn't really want to finish her sentence.
"That Bastard." Tai said coldly., his face agin stared upon the floor. It was the only way he could describe him. He hated him for what he did to sora, how he hurt her and her mother.
"Well, yeah.." there was a pause. They began to think about it, the time she came to their home crying. It seemed like it happened an eternity ago, and yet it was only 3 years ago. (A/N: Tai & Sora- 13 Kari-10)
flashback
DING DONG
"I got It!" a young boy yelled. His dark chocolate eyes, were bright and full of life.
He went towards the door, and opened it.. Eh opened the door, to find a familiar face.
"S-Sora?"
She didn't look up. Her head was down, but she was right in front of him. Her auburn hair was done messy, not how it usually was. She looked a bit paler, her arms dangled down her sides.
He said it again, scared now.
"Sora? Is everything alright?" he was about to put a hand on her shoulder, but she looked up. He knew now the answer to his question.
"No Tai. Nothing's right, it's all wrong." then she did something unexpected.
She threw herself at Tai, warms tears rolling down her face. Sora's head had been buried in his chest. Her hands gripped on tightly to his shirt, never wanting to let go.
As if by instinct, he wrapped his arms around her, making sure she wouldn't leave.
His hand gingerly stroked her hair, as his other did to her back. He could feel her trying, his shirt was beginning to become moist, but that was the farthest thing from his mind.
Tai made his voice soother, trying his best to comfort her.
"Sora, everything will be alright, juts tell me what's wrong."
"..."
"Sora, please."
He felt her nod, and he closed the door behind her.
They sat on the couch, this they weren't holding each other. Sora did nothing but stare at the floor, she didn't want Tai to see her so weak.
"Sora, can you tell me what happened?" he moved in closer, he crossed his arm to her farthest shoulder. His hand now rested firmly on her shoulder.
"Tai, it...it was my dad...h-he..." she burst into tears, Tai was now embracing her. Her head, was in his chest again. This time,. She wasn't facing him, but towards his side.
"Tai, who was at the door?"
He didn't look up, he didn't even stir.
The young brunette, saw the crying girl. She saw something different, but didn't know what.
"Sora? Tai, why is she crying?" she took a seat on the floor, in front of them.
Again he didn't move, but he answered.
"I don't know Kari. Sora, please the only way I can help you is if you tell me what's wrong." Tai gently stroked her hair, his eyes closed.
She stopped crying. Her head was still lying on his chest. Sora's crimson eyes staring ta nothing. Kari noticed what it was. Her eyes. They looked so lifeless, dull. They used to always have so much love in them, so much life. Now it was if she died. A shiver went down Kari's back. The idea of Sora, the sister she never had, being dead scared her.
"Tai, my dad...if you can call him that..." Her words trailed off.
"Sora, what did your father do?" Kari finally spoke to her.
"Tai, you can let go of me, I'll be alright."
It took him a minute to have reality kick in. He had totally forgotten he was holding her. For some reason Tai didn't want to let go. It felt wrong to. His eyes opened, his face flushed. It was a deep crimson.
Tai released her from his grasp, as his arms laid down on his lap.
"My father..I found out he was having an affair."
The two were in shock. A gasp never escaped their lips, but Sora could tell they surprised. The two didn't really know her father well enough to think of it as a huge shock, but they knew Mrs. Takenouchi was paranoid of that happening. He was always away, and what else could a wife think.
The only times they've seen him was when he answered the door, or at a soccer game, at most one per year.
As Tai was about to place his hand on the comforting position it was in, on her shoulder, he observed she wasn't finished.
"And..." she bit her lip. That word seemed so hard for her to say, that there was more than just and affair. "The woman he was with..she's pregnant..."
A gasp came from Tai and Kari now. That was the topping on the ice-cream. Kari had thought she would cry again, but instead she just sat there, looking at nothing. Looking dead. The shiver went down Kari's back again.
Tai and Kari hugged her.
"Oh Sora, I'm sorry." Kari hugged her tighter.
"Sora, I promise things will get better. I'm a believer in destiny, I believe that this happened for a reason." His words sank into him, when he realized those weren't exactly his choice words.
He felt Sora, tremble in their brace. Kari let go, now staring at the two. She couldn't help but think about how cute they looked together. She always knew her brother had a deep crush on her, ever since he knew what one was. The young girl may have only been 10, but she was able to tell what her brother was feeling.
"Listen Sora, I didn't mean that exactly. What I mean is.." he searched his head for the right words. "Well, I'm sure that since this happened, something wonderful will happened to you. I mean think of it on the bright side."
She slipped away form his arms, staring at him. Her expression seemed to be depression. It was if she had given up, like she didn't care about anything anymore.
"Tai...what bright side? I just found out my dad...was cheating on my mom, and got some woman pregnant. Then they're going to divorce, and then my father will be much happier with his whore and you know what else!? she's getting an abortion! so she's a whore and a murderer!" she practically yelled.
Her eyes were cold and full of hatred. They were the opposite of usual. It surprised Tai to think that something her father did could do this to her. She never really loved her father, she told them that. He was never around, and she always felt as if it wasn't right to call him her father. He knew it was hard for her to even think of him like that now, she seemed to hesitate every time she said dad.
And the abortion, that will only make her feel more lonely. Sora's always wanted a sibling, she told the others she was kind of jealous they had brithers or sisiter. That was all of them except Izzy, who didn't feel like that.
"Sora, at least you aren't losing me. That goes for Kari too, and Matt, and T.K., and all the others. And your mother will be there. Even if things seem cloudy, you know the sun will shine through."
Then his mind receded to a letter he sent her.
"You still like rainstorms right?"
She nodded, knowing where this would go. A small smile began to grow on her face.
"Then, why should you let a little rain ruin your life?"
He smiled brightly at what he saw. Her smile.
'She looks so pretty she smiles. God I love it....' then he blushed, his cheeks rosy. Kari and Sora couldn't see it, but they saw his smile go away. He stared blankly at them.
Tai figured it out, he did love it. It was what he looked for first whenever he saw her.
"Tai?" Kari's voice brought him back to reality.
"Huh?"
"Are you alright?" she asked.
"Yeah I'm fine. Sora are you?" he stared at Sora, waiting for an answer.
"I will be alright....eventually. Just...promise me that you won't leave Tai. Promise me that when I need to cry, you'll always be waiting for me here in your apartment. Promise me that you'll be my shoulder to cry on." the words just seem to come out of her mouth.
Tai blushed by her words. Had she really want him this much.
"Tai?" she began to worry when he didn't answer.
"Tai, she asked you a question." His sister stated.
He nodded slowly, still trying to figure out why she said that. Tai believed she was just saying this, because she was vulnerable. And because he was there too.
"Of course Sora, you know I won't leave. And not just me. Kari too, and Matt, T.K., Mimi, Joe, and Izzy. Sora, we'll never leave, if any us do, I'll beat the crap out of them, even my self. May not you Kari, because I'll get in trouble, but especially Matt."
Sora let out a little laugh.
"Alright Tai. But you don't need to beat any one up. Especially Matt." she let out a smile.
He knew she was just joking around, at lest he thought she was. He winced. He knew she had little thing for Matt, but Kari had told him she had one for him too.
He embraced her. She was shocked by his action, and yet enjoyed it. Then he let go of the hug. He locked his hands with her, their hands up to their chests. She was blushing., but Tai seemed perfectly still. He was serious, his eyes full of emotions.
"Sora, I'll always be your shoulder to cry on. I promise."
Sora's eyes, went wide. Her breath was caught in her throat, as she blushed wildly. His soft sweet lips, had touched her's. It felt weird, and yet blissful. Her best friend was kissing her. The words dad, abortion, and pregnant seemed irrelevant. She closed her eyes, and let the love flow through.
Kari gasped, and let out an 'aww.'
It seemed like the perfect kiss, not too long, not too short. The kiss was perfect, their first kiss ever. It made her feel like she had no problems in the world.
Tai let go, as Sora was still in shock. His eyes stayed how they were, all his emotions swimming in his deep pools of chocolate.
It took him awhile to figure out what had happened, and when it did, he blushed madly.
"Uh...Sora....I'm sorry...it was just I thought that would make you happy...." he was afraid. Afraid to have know that he really liked her more than a best friend. "It was just a friendly kiss...I'm sorry..."
He punched himself mentally.
'Why did I say it was friendly. Tai you idiot...but at least there won't be any more awkwardness...'
"Oh...well thank you Tai. I guess I needed that.'
Both Kari noticed that Sora seemed sadder, crestfallen.
'Oh Sora...' she thought.
"Sora maybe you should get home now, I'm sure your mom's worried." Kari suggested, she knew they both needed a little space.
She nodded, and gave Tai and het a hug.
"Thank you both, I feel a little better."
Just as she was about to go the door, Tai grabbed her wrist.
"Sora...if it's alright I'd like to tell Matt and T.K., what happened, I'm sure they'd like to know why you're upset. I'll call you tomorrow, k?" he need an answer, Sora could tell,. She saw the pleading in his eyes.
She nodded, and then went pout the door.
Tai stared at the door. Nothing else. He let her go, that was the first time.
end flashback
"She loves you." Kari said.
Tai gave her a look that could kill.
"No, she doesn't." he said the coldness in his voice still.
"Yes Tai, she does."
"No you're just trying to make me feel better. How could she. What makes you so sure?" he shot back at her.
"Because, I don't know if you saw it, but after you two kissed..." she started. He nodded his head slowly. "When you told her it was 'friendly' she seemed disappointed. She must have been looking for something more than 'friendly."
Tai's eyes went wide, but deceased quickly.
"Maybe...but she's with Matt and happy."
"Tai! You're acting as if she's decided her whole life! It's just one boyfriend. I mean
Mom went through dozens before she found Dad."
"I guess..."
"See Tai I'm getting there. Besides, she said she likes both you and Matt."
"Yeah, but who does she love?"
Kari was again stumped. She wasn't so sure what to say. Then the phone rang.
"I'll get it, you actually eat your food."
He nodded, and preceded at the food in front of him.
"Tai!? It's for you!" Kari yelled form the living room. Tai got up slowly, and walked in. He stopped before he went any further into the room.
"Who is it?"
"It's Matt..."
A/N: so how did you like it. I made it more descriptive. I'm for sure going to have Catherine come next chappie! I was going to have her come now, but I thought you guys would like that little Taiora flashback.
sry to anyone who thinks abortion's wrong...or alright. i'm not going to say how i feel about it, i don't want to cause any controversy.
R&R!
This mostly taiora! U'll love it!
This maybe a longer chappie. Sry if there's cursing.
R&R
Disclaimer: sry if I forget to do this, but I don't own Digimon!
'Is Sora..jealous? No...she's not the jealous type...but then again...no.' he convinced himself.
"So, when is she coming anyhow?" Izzy asked.
"Oh, Saturday. She's going to be staying at a hotel. She wants to meet you guys, and the others."
As the days went by, Matt began to notice Sora wasn't exactly herself. She seemed a bit more sadder, he couldn't quite put it. He wasn't the only one noticing it, Tai did too. They both began to think Sora was becoming jealous that Tai's going to hook up with Catherine.
Tai explained to them, they weren't exactly 'hooking up' he was just taking her out for dinner.
Matt laid on his bed, debating whether or not to call Sora. He glanced over to his clock, lying on the desk next to him. The numbers were basked in a red glow. The time read 7:03. He let out a sigh.
He knew he had to talk to Sora, he cared for her deeply. In fact, he began to learn his feelings for her. He loves her. He just wants go up to her and hold her in his arms. Then say those three words, in hope that she'll say them back. But, he was being held back. He was unsure if she felt the same way. It felt too soon for him to fall in love with his girl, only after a month. He was very doubtful, that doubt turning into fear. Not to mention how she's been.
'What If she really is jealous? Does she really like Tai?' he let out a yawn. He was tired from that long aggravating week in school. T.G.I.F. He thought to himself.
Then that word hit him. Love. Did she love Tai? He took a gulp at his own thought. What if she did have feelings for him, strong ones. They've known each other, forever. They've always been close. He didn't want to lose Sora, but wanted her to be happy.
He stared at the clock again. Only 4 minutes have passed by.
'She's probably at home. I know she doesn't have work.'
He got up from his comfortable state, and took the cordless phone in his hand. Then he dialed.
'What's wrong with me? Why am I feeling likes this?' her ruby eyes stared at the image the televison produced.
She was sitting comfortably on the sofa, but not paying attention to it. She was in a relaxed state, but not relaxed at all. Her rested on her elbow, which was on the arm rest. Her legs crossed, and she put on her fluffy blue slippers.
Sora knew there was something wrong with her. Every time she heard Catherine's name associated with Tai's, she felt like she could just rip her heart out. In fact, it was like that just by hearing the name of the french Digidestined.
She let out a sigh.
She hadn't been paying as much to Yamato, but to Tai. Why? Why was she likes this. Was she...jealous? She always resented that thought from her mind. But, if she really wasn't then, why would she keep asking?
'I can't keep doing this Matt, I mean, I really like him. But...Tai.'
When she heard they were going to go out for dinner, her heart beaten faster. A look of worry came across her face. She had no idea why. She would come up with excuses like, 'Maybe I was worried Matt would like her.' or 'I'm just worried for Tai..after all he's only known her for less than a day.' but every time she made up a reason, the theory that she was jealous always popped up.
"Maybe I should call Matt..." She said in a tired tone. She took a glance at the phone hanging on the kitchen wall.
'I should apologize to him, for acting like this. But what will happen when Catherine comes? I have to be strong, I can do this. I just have to keep telling myself that it's nothing. But then why do I care so much?' a sigh escaped from her lips.
"How did things get so complicated?"
A lonely silhouette was sitting at the dinner table. He was slouching, leaning closer towards the food before him. His usual sweet, warm, soft chocolate eyes now held a cold sensation to it. He slowly picked at his food, the fork gently nudging the rice.
He looked tired, ready to fall into a deep slumber. He carefully brought the fork, carrying few grains of rice, to his mouth. As he was about to place the food in his mouth, a soft concerning voice called out to him.
"Tai? Are you alright?" She stood in front of the doorway leading to the hall.
He didn't bother to look up. Tai didn't even stir.
"Tai? I said ar..." she was cut off by his voice. It sounded sharper, like his eyes, colder.
"I heard you. I'm fine. I was just thinking, deeply."
He turned his head to meet her eyes. A smile came upon his lips, a fake one. It relaxed his sister a bit, to see him smile, but began to see through it.
"It's just that I have a lot on mind."
"Let me guess, of Sora?" she already knew the answer, at least she thought she did.
"Partly..."
"Partly? What else." she became some what confused. She made a face.
His smile remained, but began to fade.
"Well...someone else..Catherine."
Her confusion started to erode, but a sadness started to flow in. She didn't like hearing that name, it just reminded her that T.K. likes her.
"Why? Wondering about when she comes tomorrow?"
He nodded, lying. He knew that wasn't it. It was having to take her out...for dinner. He always said that to him, 'it's just dinner.' He thought she was cute, and didn't mind having her as company, but he was afraid that he might actually like her, as in wanting her to be his girlfriend. but he didn't want to. He only anted to be with sora, but was afriad of telling her how he really felt. Tai believed that you shouldn't be afraid of love...but why was he?
"I'm going to take her out for dinner, you know show her around Tokyo."
Taichi was still mixed in his emotions, on sure of why he was feeling like this. Then he began to think about Sora. He didn't know why she seemed a bit distant lately, ever since she heard about Catherine. Jealous. That's what he thought, that she was becoming a green eyed monster. But that persona didn't fit her.
"Tai, you love her don't you?" Kari was being serious.
He began to blush a deep crimson.
"W-who? Catherine?"
Kari shook her head, and walked towards him. Her eyes were focused on him, as if she was cutting through his eyes, looking for the truth.
"No, Sora." Tai blushed even harder, but reacted quickly.
"Well...I guess you can say that..."
"Tai! I want an answer. Yes, or No?"He never really seen his sister like this before. Her voice was strict and demanding. Tai began to grow afraid, their eyes never unlocked.
He gulped. His head began to lower, his face now staring down at the tiled floor.
"Yes Kari, I do. I love sora. Even though I only found out two days ago, I know I love her with all my heart." he turned his head towards hers. Their eyes met again. "You know what, I'm afraid though. I'm afraid of loving her. But that's not how love's supposed to be, right?"
Kari didn't know hat to say, she somehow lost control of the conversation. She opened her mouth, only to find that no words came out.
"Tai, I've never really experienced love, so I wouldn't really know." she took a seat across form her older brother. She sighed.
"But, from what I know, or have been told, is that no, you shouldn't be afraid love. If it really is true love, that you shouldn't be afraid. Tai, don't make my opinion change the way you feel about Sora, it's just one opinion.
"I won't Kari, but I find it sort of odd. The fact that I'm the bearer of courage, and yet I can't even face the love I have for Sora. But..why, why am I afraid?"
There was a silence. Tai was waiting for a reply, as Kari was once again looking for the answers.
"Maybe it has to do with Matt. The fact that they're a couple. Or maybe it's Catherine...I'm still not sure. Tai?"
She saw his head lower, as soon as she said Matt.
"It hurts. It hurts like hell. The fact that I'm in love with my life-long best friend, wasn't as shocking as I thought it would be. But, she's with my other best friend, actually we're all best friends. Maybe that's why. I don't want to ruin our friendships by telling her my feelings."
"Tai, if they really are your best friends, then they wouldn't ruin the friendship you three have. I mean I'm jealous, that you and Sora are best friends. It's the fact that you still are close with each other ever since you were like one! And then you and Matt, you two were enemies, rivals, and yet you're best friends. I think it would hurt them the most if you guys weren't friends."
Kari saw his eyes look up at her. Interested at every word she said. She knew he wanted to why, she said they would be hurt.
"Think about it Tai. Those two are lonely. Sure Matt has T.K., but he has sort of a broken family. He never does see him everyday, like you do me. And his crest is Friendship, remember how hard it was for him to realize that he really deserved it."
Tai nodded, his attention fully on Kari,. He knew at times Kari was able to figure things out before him, things that are going on in his head. Things like this.
"Then there's Sora. You know Sora's lonely Tai. She needs someone there for her, and you were always there. Then she found Biyomon, and us Digidestined to be her shoulder to lean on. You know why, she and her mom aren't that close, recall her crest of love epidemic, or at least what you told me. And then her Dad..."
She didn't really want to finish her sentence.
"That Bastard." Tai said coldly., his face agin stared upon the floor. It was the only way he could describe him. He hated him for what he did to sora, how he hurt her and her mother.
"Well, yeah.." there was a pause. They began to think about it, the time she came to their home crying. It seemed like it happened an eternity ago, and yet it was only 3 years ago. (A/N: Tai & Sora- 13 Kari-10)
flashback
DING DONG
"I got It!" a young boy yelled. His dark chocolate eyes, were bright and full of life.
He went towards the door, and opened it.. Eh opened the door, to find a familiar face.
"S-Sora?"
She didn't look up. Her head was down, but she was right in front of him. Her auburn hair was done messy, not how it usually was. She looked a bit paler, her arms dangled down her sides.
He said it again, scared now.
"Sora? Is everything alright?" he was about to put a hand on her shoulder, but she looked up. He knew now the answer to his question.
"No Tai. Nothing's right, it's all wrong." then she did something unexpected.
She threw herself at Tai, warms tears rolling down her face. Sora's head had been buried in his chest. Her hands gripped on tightly to his shirt, never wanting to let go.
As if by instinct, he wrapped his arms around her, making sure she wouldn't leave.
His hand gingerly stroked her hair, as his other did to her back. He could feel her trying, his shirt was beginning to become moist, but that was the farthest thing from his mind.
Tai made his voice soother, trying his best to comfort her.
"Sora, everything will be alright, juts tell me what's wrong."
"..."
"Sora, please."
He felt her nod, and he closed the door behind her.
They sat on the couch, this they weren't holding each other. Sora did nothing but stare at the floor, she didn't want Tai to see her so weak.
"Sora, can you tell me what happened?" he moved in closer, he crossed his arm to her farthest shoulder. His hand now rested firmly on her shoulder.
"Tai, it...it was my dad...h-he..." she burst into tears, Tai was now embracing her. Her head, was in his chest again. This time,. She wasn't facing him, but towards his side.
"Tai, who was at the door?"
He didn't look up, he didn't even stir.
The young brunette, saw the crying girl. She saw something different, but didn't know what.
"Sora? Tai, why is she crying?" she took a seat on the floor, in front of them.
Again he didn't move, but he answered.
"I don't know Kari. Sora, please the only way I can help you is if you tell me what's wrong." Tai gently stroked her hair, his eyes closed.
She stopped crying. Her head was still lying on his chest. Sora's crimson eyes staring ta nothing. Kari noticed what it was. Her eyes. They looked so lifeless, dull. They used to always have so much love in them, so much life. Now it was if she died. A shiver went down Kari's back. The idea of Sora, the sister she never had, being dead scared her.
"Tai, my dad...if you can call him that..." Her words trailed off.
"Sora, what did your father do?" Kari finally spoke to her.
"Tai, you can let go of me, I'll be alright."
It took him a minute to have reality kick in. He had totally forgotten he was holding her. For some reason Tai didn't want to let go. It felt wrong to. His eyes opened, his face flushed. It was a deep crimson.
Tai released her from his grasp, as his arms laid down on his lap.
"My father..I found out he was having an affair."
The two were in shock. A gasp never escaped their lips, but Sora could tell they surprised. The two didn't really know her father well enough to think of it as a huge shock, but they knew Mrs. Takenouchi was paranoid of that happening. He was always away, and what else could a wife think.
The only times they've seen him was when he answered the door, or at a soccer game, at most one per year.
As Tai was about to place his hand on the comforting position it was in, on her shoulder, he observed she wasn't finished.
"And..." she bit her lip. That word seemed so hard for her to say, that there was more than just and affair. "The woman he was with..she's pregnant..."
A gasp came from Tai and Kari now. That was the topping on the ice-cream. Kari had thought she would cry again, but instead she just sat there, looking at nothing. Looking dead. The shiver went down Kari's back again.
Tai and Kari hugged her.
"Oh Sora, I'm sorry." Kari hugged her tighter.
"Sora, I promise things will get better. I'm a believer in destiny, I believe that this happened for a reason." His words sank into him, when he realized those weren't exactly his choice words.
He felt Sora, tremble in their brace. Kari let go, now staring at the two. She couldn't help but think about how cute they looked together. She always knew her brother had a deep crush on her, ever since he knew what one was. The young girl may have only been 10, but she was able to tell what her brother was feeling.
"Listen Sora, I didn't mean that exactly. What I mean is.." he searched his head for the right words. "Well, I'm sure that since this happened, something wonderful will happened to you. I mean think of it on the bright side."
She slipped away form his arms, staring at him. Her expression seemed to be depression. It was if she had given up, like she didn't care about anything anymore.
"Tai...what bright side? I just found out my dad...was cheating on my mom, and got some woman pregnant. Then they're going to divorce, and then my father will be much happier with his whore and you know what else!? she's getting an abortion! so she's a whore and a murderer!" she practically yelled.
Her eyes were cold and full of hatred. They were the opposite of usual. It surprised Tai to think that something her father did could do this to her. She never really loved her father, she told them that. He was never around, and she always felt as if it wasn't right to call him her father. He knew it was hard for her to even think of him like that now, she seemed to hesitate every time she said dad.
And the abortion, that will only make her feel more lonely. Sora's always wanted a sibling, she told the others she was kind of jealous they had brithers or sisiter. That was all of them except Izzy, who didn't feel like that.
"Sora, at least you aren't losing me. That goes for Kari too, and Matt, and T.K., and all the others. And your mother will be there. Even if things seem cloudy, you know the sun will shine through."
Then his mind receded to a letter he sent her.
"You still like rainstorms right?"
She nodded, knowing where this would go. A small smile began to grow on her face.
"Then, why should you let a little rain ruin your life?"
He smiled brightly at what he saw. Her smile.
'She looks so pretty she smiles. God I love it....' then he blushed, his cheeks rosy. Kari and Sora couldn't see it, but they saw his smile go away. He stared blankly at them.
Tai figured it out, he did love it. It was what he looked for first whenever he saw her.
"Tai?" Kari's voice brought him back to reality.
"Huh?"
"Are you alright?" she asked.
"Yeah I'm fine. Sora are you?" he stared at Sora, waiting for an answer.
"I will be alright....eventually. Just...promise me that you won't leave Tai. Promise me that when I need to cry, you'll always be waiting for me here in your apartment. Promise me that you'll be my shoulder to cry on." the words just seem to come out of her mouth.
Tai blushed by her words. Had she really want him this much.
"Tai?" she began to worry when he didn't answer.
"Tai, she asked you a question." His sister stated.
He nodded slowly, still trying to figure out why she said that. Tai believed she was just saying this, because she was vulnerable. And because he was there too.
"Of course Sora, you know I won't leave. And not just me. Kari too, and Matt, T.K., Mimi, Joe, and Izzy. Sora, we'll never leave, if any us do, I'll beat the crap out of them, even my self. May not you Kari, because I'll get in trouble, but especially Matt."
Sora let out a little laugh.
"Alright Tai. But you don't need to beat any one up. Especially Matt." she let out a smile.
He knew she was just joking around, at lest he thought she was. He winced. He knew she had little thing for Matt, but Kari had told him she had one for him too.
He embraced her. She was shocked by his action, and yet enjoyed it. Then he let go of the hug. He locked his hands with her, their hands up to their chests. She was blushing., but Tai seemed perfectly still. He was serious, his eyes full of emotions.
"Sora, I'll always be your shoulder to cry on. I promise."
Sora's eyes, went wide. Her breath was caught in her throat, as she blushed wildly. His soft sweet lips, had touched her's. It felt weird, and yet blissful. Her best friend was kissing her. The words dad, abortion, and pregnant seemed irrelevant. She closed her eyes, and let the love flow through.
Kari gasped, and let out an 'aww.'
It seemed like the perfect kiss, not too long, not too short. The kiss was perfect, their first kiss ever. It made her feel like she had no problems in the world.
Tai let go, as Sora was still in shock. His eyes stayed how they were, all his emotions swimming in his deep pools of chocolate.
It took him awhile to figure out what had happened, and when it did, he blushed madly.
"Uh...Sora....I'm sorry...it was just I thought that would make you happy...." he was afraid. Afraid to have know that he really liked her more than a best friend. "It was just a friendly kiss...I'm sorry..."
He punched himself mentally.
'Why did I say it was friendly. Tai you idiot...but at least there won't be any more awkwardness...'
"Oh...well thank you Tai. I guess I needed that.'
Both Kari noticed that Sora seemed sadder, crestfallen.
'Oh Sora...' she thought.
"Sora maybe you should get home now, I'm sure your mom's worried." Kari suggested, she knew they both needed a little space.
She nodded, and gave Tai and het a hug.
"Thank you both, I feel a little better."
Just as she was about to go the door, Tai grabbed her wrist.
"Sora...if it's alright I'd like to tell Matt and T.K., what happened, I'm sure they'd like to know why you're upset. I'll call you tomorrow, k?" he need an answer, Sora could tell,. She saw the pleading in his eyes.
She nodded, and then went pout the door.
Tai stared at the door. Nothing else. He let her go, that was the first time.
end flashback
"She loves you." Kari said.
Tai gave her a look that could kill.
"No, she doesn't." he said the coldness in his voice still.
"Yes Tai, she does."
"No you're just trying to make me feel better. How could she. What makes you so sure?" he shot back at her.
"Because, I don't know if you saw it, but after you two kissed..." she started. He nodded his head slowly. "When you told her it was 'friendly' she seemed disappointed. She must have been looking for something more than 'friendly."
Tai's eyes went wide, but deceased quickly.
"Maybe...but she's with Matt and happy."
"Tai! You're acting as if she's decided her whole life! It's just one boyfriend. I mean
Mom went through dozens before she found Dad."
"I guess..."
"See Tai I'm getting there. Besides, she said she likes both you and Matt."
"Yeah, but who does she love?"
Kari was again stumped. She wasn't so sure what to say. Then the phone rang.
"I'll get it, you actually eat your food."
He nodded, and preceded at the food in front of him.
"Tai!? It's for you!" Kari yelled form the living room. Tai got up slowly, and walked in. He stopped before he went any further into the room.
"Who is it?"
"It's Matt..."
A/N: so how did you like it. I made it more descriptive. I'm for sure going to have Catherine come next chappie! I was going to have her come now, but I thought you guys would like that little Taiora flashback.
sry to anyone who thinks abortion's wrong...or alright. i'm not going to say how i feel about it, i don't want to cause any controversy.
R&R!