Chapter 15 ~ My paper heart
A/N: hey everyone!!! I know it took me quite a while to update... but I had to find the inspiration to this chapter. It was kinda hard... but I came thru!!! ^_^ *happy happy happy!!!* Anyways... Harry will be going thru a depression in this chapter and well... he'll be a bit OoC... but I had to do it... And the poem that is inside is written by me...
Here it goes *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Harry slowly turned around to see who was calling his name. He saw Lavender and Pavarti, 2 of his fellow Gryffindors, just staring at him, as if he was a zoo creature. He turned around as quickly as he could so the girls would not see him with all those tears in his eyes. But they saw him and sweeped right next to him.
-"Harry, are you alright??? We saw you crying... what happened???
-Hey Lavender, Pavarti. Yeah... I'm alright. I prefer not to talk about
it... it's kinda... umm.... personnel.
-Let me guess... you have just caught Ginny & Colin snogging again. Am I
right?
- How did you know that? I swear! All girls are psychic!!!
- No, Harry. We are not psychics *yet*. But thanks for the compliment.
We have just been catching them everywhere together."
When he heard Pavarti say that last phrase, he couldn't hold it back
anymore. He turned his back to the girls and he started to run in the
direction of the Gryffindor common room, he stormed right by Ron, who was
asking him if he had seen Hermione, and went straight up to his dorm
room. In a fuss, he put a silencing charm on his 4 poster bed. He
needed to let his anger out on something. He summoned a piece or
parchment and a quill from his bag and started composing...
*~¤~* My Paper Heart *~¤~*
Don't hurt me, my paper heart will bleed.
It's bled many times for you,
Many more than I wanted it to
And now my world's falling apart.
You've already made me cry,
Cuz of you, I wanted to die.
But I stayed and kept my head up high,
And I'm still here, and that's no lie!
Don't play with my paper heart,
You'll make it bleed again.
Instead of hitting me with more heart-breaking remarks,
Why don't you just kill me instead?
The pain that you cause hurts me,
More than you probably know,
Mentally and physically,
2, 3 even 4 times in a row.
Don't hurt me, my paper heart will bleed.
It's bled many times for you,
Many more than I wanted it to,
And now my world's falling apart.
He put his quill and parchment on his night table next to his bed and
put his head in his lap and started sobbing. This was really hard for
him and he hated it. He felt really bad because of Ginny. He felt like
breaking up, but he knew it would hurt him too much. He didn't know what
to do. He did the only thing he did know how to do, write a letter to
his godfather.
*Dear Sirius.
How are you? I am not doing so well. I am depressing
because of Ginny. I have caught her twice snogging with Colin and she
sent me pictures of them together!!! I can't take this!!! HELP ME!!!
H*
After sending the letter, he slowly goes back to his room. He was
climbing up a flight of stairs, when all of a sudden, he got this
feeling.
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A/N: SOWWY!!! I know it took so long to update... I had no
inspiration... it was sooo hard!!! I wanted to get this up as fast as i
possibly could, but I couldn't!!! Family, homework, work... I have too
much going on!!! And i couldn't find time to write!!! But, i will start
dragging a book with me in classes, so i can write chapters and chapters
a day...
Anyways... i want to start writing chapter 16 soon!!! And writing TOD
chapter 6 (cuz Pyrefly's writing #5)
Love you all!!!
*~¤~* Sarah *~¤~*
A/N: hey everyone!!! I know it took me quite a while to update... but I had to find the inspiration to this chapter. It was kinda hard... but I came thru!!! ^_^ *happy happy happy!!!* Anyways... Harry will be going thru a depression in this chapter and well... he'll be a bit OoC... but I had to do it... And the poem that is inside is written by me...
Here it goes *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Harry slowly turned around to see who was calling his name. He saw Lavender and Pavarti, 2 of his fellow Gryffindors, just staring at him, as if he was a zoo creature. He turned around as quickly as he could so the girls would not see him with all those tears in his eyes. But they saw him and sweeped right next to him.
-"Harry, are you alright??? We saw you crying... what happened???
-Hey Lavender, Pavarti. Yeah... I'm alright. I prefer not to talk about
it... it's kinda... umm.... personnel.
-Let me guess... you have just caught Ginny & Colin snogging again. Am I
right?
- How did you know that? I swear! All girls are psychic!!!
- No, Harry. We are not psychics *yet*. But thanks for the compliment.
We have just been catching them everywhere together."
When he heard Pavarti say that last phrase, he couldn't hold it back
anymore. He turned his back to the girls and he started to run in the
direction of the Gryffindor common room, he stormed right by Ron, who was
asking him if he had seen Hermione, and went straight up to his dorm
room. In a fuss, he put a silencing charm on his 4 poster bed. He
needed to let his anger out on something. He summoned a piece or
parchment and a quill from his bag and started composing...
*~¤~* My Paper Heart *~¤~*
Don't hurt me, my paper heart will bleed.
It's bled many times for you,
Many more than I wanted it to
And now my world's falling apart.
You've already made me cry,
Cuz of you, I wanted to die.
But I stayed and kept my head up high,
And I'm still here, and that's no lie!
Don't play with my paper heart,
You'll make it bleed again.
Instead of hitting me with more heart-breaking remarks,
Why don't you just kill me instead?
The pain that you cause hurts me,
More than you probably know,
Mentally and physically,
2, 3 even 4 times in a row.
Don't hurt me, my paper heart will bleed.
It's bled many times for you,
Many more than I wanted it to,
And now my world's falling apart.
He put his quill and parchment on his night table next to his bed and
put his head in his lap and started sobbing. This was really hard for
him and he hated it. He felt really bad because of Ginny. He felt like
breaking up, but he knew it would hurt him too much. He didn't know what
to do. He did the only thing he did know how to do, write a letter to
his godfather.
*Dear Sirius.
How are you? I am not doing so well. I am depressing
because of Ginny. I have caught her twice snogging with Colin and she
sent me pictures of them together!!! I can't take this!!! HELP ME!!!
H*
After sending the letter, he slowly goes back to his room. He was
climbing up a flight of stairs, when all of a sudden, he got this
feeling.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
A/N: SOWWY!!! I know it took so long to update... I had no
inspiration... it was sooo hard!!! I wanted to get this up as fast as i
possibly could, but I couldn't!!! Family, homework, work... I have too
much going on!!! And i couldn't find time to write!!! But, i will start
dragging a book with me in classes, so i can write chapters and chapters
a day...
Anyways... i want to start writing chapter 16 soon!!! And writing TOD
chapter 6 (cuz Pyrefly's writing #5)
Love you all!!!
*~¤~* Sarah *~¤~*