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A/N : Heres another! Enjoy.

Wormtail's Thoughts

#5 In Series

No one understands, they just don't get it! I HAD to do it! I had to! You Know Who would have killed me, Sirius says he would have died for Lily and James, but HE wasn't the one who had to face that option, he would have done what I did if he had been the one in my shoes.

If Lily and James trusted him with their lives why did they pick ME to be their secret keeper? Yes, that is what I want to know, if they did not think SIRIUS was the spy why didn't they make HIM secret keeper?

They all thought Remus was the one passing information onto the Dark Lord but that is where they made their first mistake, they turned a blind eye to everything. It could not have been ME who was the spy, I am to weak, to shy and small, HA! They were wrong. It could not have been Sirius who was the spy, he was their loyal and trusted best friend, a bond James was to stubborn to question. But Remus! Yes, it must be him, as much as they didn't want to admit it, or wanted it to be true, they thought it was him. It was the only resonable thing, not Sirius or I, no, Remus.

Lucky for him though, once Lily and James were dead and I faked my own death, framing Sirius no one had a chance to think it was Remus. He lived the next thirteen years of his life blaming the deaths of his two closest, most loving and caring friends on someone he thought was one of them, caring and loyal, Sirius. But still, even though he didn't want to believe any of it, he did! He felt lonely, his three of his best friends, murdered by the last, Sirius Black.

Sirius spent thriteen years in Azkaban where all he could think about was Harry and I! He knew I'd be back for Harry Potter, the last living Potter, it was what He Who Must Not Be Named WANTED, so this is what I did. But Sirius WAS the loyal, kind, fun loving, trust worthy friend everyone had thought he was so he set out to save his best friends son, the last thing he had left in the world, Harry.

To bad for him, Harry is also the last thing in the world my master needs! Unless he is to weak and the battle looks like it is leaning towards the good side, I will bring Harry to my Master so Sirius, my old friend, had better watch out.

- WormTail