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Diary of Raven – I just have to say 3 words. Just 3 words and you will regret the day you looked at my diary
Day 3 – Morning
Have you ever had done something, and then tried to convince yourself it was all just a horrible dream?
I am doing that right now.
I AM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oops, blew up a lamp.
Anyway. I have done the most idiotic, stupidest, most incredibly dumb thing in the history of eternity.
I went to see Beastboy this morning. That's right, I went to apologise. I didn't think it'd be too bad.
Boy, was I wrong.
I got in there and Beastboy was lying in bed. He looked kinda pitiful, really. Here is what happened.
Me: Hi.
BB: Oh… hey.
Me: How are you feeling?
BB: As if someone tried to kill me.
Me: I wasn't trying to kill you. I WAS trying to hurt you. But I wouldn't kill you
BB: Gee, that makes me feel so much better.
Me: Sorry.
BB: Are you sorry?
Me: Yes. I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you this badly.
BB: It's OK. I'm sure I'll find a way for you to make it up to me.
Me: …
BB: Kidding. I'm fine. Except for the pain. Of which there is a lot
Me: I said I was sorry.
BB: I know. Hey, why don't you sit down and hang out here for a while.
Me: Are you sure?
BB: Totally. I'm bored out of my mind.
So I sat down, and we talked for a while, mostly about Robin and Starfire. After a while, Beastboy started to look tired. So I stood up and turned to leave. And Beastboy said,
"Thanks Raven. You're the best."
So I said,
"You're OK too."
"No I mean it. You're so cool." Beastboy said, grinning. He was half sleep by this time though.
"You're tired. Go to sleep."
"OK. When I'm better…"
"Yes?"
"D'you wanna play Autoracer 92?"
But then he fell asleep and I was about to leave, when Cyborg came barging in. I told him to keep it down.
"Why?"
"Beastboy's asleep."
"So? I just wanna borrow his CD."
"No. Get out." I said. Don't ask me why. Because I don't know.
"Hey, Miss Defensive! It ain't any of your business if I wanna borrow a damn CD!"
"I said no! Now get out!" I half-screamed.
I don't know why I was getting all defensive. But then the really bad thing happened.
"What is your problem, Raven? Have you gotta crush on Beastboy or something?"
"CYBORG, I SWEAR, IF YOU DON'T GET OUT OF HERE, RIGHT NOW!"
"IT'S TRUE! YOU DO!" Cyborg suddenly shouted. Which is totally not true. I do not have a crush on Beastboy.
Unfortunately, at that moment, Starfire and Robin came bursting into the room, and I saw Beastboy was sitting up, watching us. I was SO embarrassed, I just ran out of there. So now the entire population of Titans Tower think I am secretly pining over a fuzzy green elf.
… I just want to die.
Day 3 – Afternoon
I haven't come out of my room all day. I can't ever face them again. Maybe I should just blow up the tower. No one will be able to pin it on me…
Ok, no more suicidal thoughts today.
I can't show my face. I just KNOW they are talking about me. It's just so embarrassing. I can't believe it. WHY DIDN'T I JUST DENY IT?
If I had, they wouldn't have suspected anything. Not that there's anything to suspect.
…Is there?
Oh my god. I didn't just write that, did I? I can't have. I don't like Beastboy! I DON'T!
I have sunk to an all-time low. I am defending myself to a diary.
There is just nothing I can do. I'll just have to wait it out. That should only take a few millennia.
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BODO of Starfire – I don't look at yours. Please do not look at mine. BODO, that is.
Day 3 – Morning
Quite an interesting morning. I do believe that Raven likes Beastboy! Unfortunately I have not had a chance to ask her, as she has locked herself in her room and refuses to come out.
But the most interesting thing happened before that. I was in the kitchen, clearing away the old frying pan and adding a new one to my list of shopping, when Robin came in. He looked very strange. Not bad strange. Just very nervous.
He started talking to me.
"Starfire, I have something very important to say to you."
"What is it Robin?"
"I… well… the thing is, for some time now… I've been feeling… different."
"Would you look some medicine?" I asked, fearing for his health.
"No, I'm not sick. I think… Starfire, would you like to-?"
But he didn't finish his sentence, for I heard Cyborg shouting and we went to see what was wrong. It was there, BODO, that Raven revealed that she liked Beastboy! Isn't that exciting?
I really wonder what is going to happen now.
Day 3 – Afternoon
Robin is still acting in a most peculiar fashion, you know. I asked him what he was going to say earlier, and he went very red and ran away.
Earth is a very confusing place.
I went to see Beastboy though, to take him some reading material. He is feeling much better today. I asked him what was going on with Raven and he too went red and went to the bathroom.
And THEN, I went to ask Cyborg about Raven. And then HE went red and ran away.
WHAT IS GOING ON??????
It makes me very angry when people don't tell me what is going on! I find it difficult to help people if they are avoiding me!
…Perhaps I have upset them? Oh dear…
I think I'll go to the gym for a while. I feel like being alone.
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Beastboy's Diary – I'm in no mood to write a threatening message. Just keep out, OK?
Day 3 – Morning
OK…
What the HELL just happened? Raven came into my room this morning and was all apologetic.
I, under the influence of painkillers, told her I thought she was cool. It was SO the painkillers. I would never dare tell her that. Fortunately she seemed to realise that I was very ill. I even asked her to play Autoracer 92 and she didn't yell at me. Anyway, I was half-asleep when Cyborg came barging in. I couldn't be bothered to tell him to get lost. So Raven did it for me.
And then Cyborg asked if she had a crush on me.
Ok, so she didn't say yes, but she didn't deny it!
Anyway, I was so shocked I just sat up straight. Raven turned to look at me and I have to say, she looks so cute when she's horrified.
And then Robin came barging in, with Starfire. And Raven just ran out. NOT a good sign, right?
Maybe she'll come and see me this afternoon
Day 3 – Afternoon
She didn't come to see me. I feel sorta depressed. Starfire came in and asked if I liked Raven and I just couldn't answer. I ended up running into the bathroom.
When I came out I saw she'd left a whole pile of magazines. There was this one where you could find out if you had a crush on someone. Something of a coincidence, but I put it down to fate.
I took the test. Don't laugh.
It came out with the following answer.
You are conclusion C:
Wow, you have a major crush on someone! But you're obviously too shy to admit it. Try sending your special person some flowers or chocolates. Show them how much they mean to you. A few heartfelt gestures and they're sure to fall for you!
Yeah, like that would happen! Raven doesn't like chocolate or flowers. Plus I SO do not like Raven.
Dumb magazine
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Cyborg's Diary – Do you know how long it takes bullet wounds to heal? Read this diary and you'll find out!
Day 3 – morning
Ok, so I had finished practising Autoracer 92, right? So I decided to work out for a while. Still looking a bit wide from the side.
So, I went to Beastboy's room and Raven was there. She got totally stressy with me! All I wanted was a damn CD!
Anyway, she was being so overprotective; I asked her if she had a crush on him! A perfectly normal question and she went all red and started screaming at me!
I THINK SHE DOES HAVE A CRUSH ON BB!!!!
And what normal person would let that go without a bit of teasing? And then Robin and Starfire interrupted before I could make fun of her! NO FAIR!!!!!!!!
Hee hee. OK, so I'm bad. What are you going to do?
HA! Nothing, you're a diary!
Day 3 – afternoon
Starfire asked me what went on in BB's room. OK, by that time I was kinda starting to feel a little guilty about it. So I ran away.
Well, I went to train. Went to the gym and found Robin there, looking totally embarrassed. I asked him what the matter was.
And he told me.
ROBIN HAS A CRUSH ON STAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, I guess it wasn't THAT unexpected. Anyway, Robin was totally gonna ask Starfire out today. But with everything that happened there wasn't a right moment.
Hmm. Everyone seems to be pairing off, except for me. Starting to feel kind of lonely.
Maybe I should get a puppy.
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Robin's Diary – If you won't your head blown off, feel free to have a look. Otherwise, stay out.
Day 3 – Morning
Not a good start to the day. I went to find Starfire this morning, right? I had it all planned out, what I was going to do and say.
I kept stuttering and mumbling over my words, I felt like such an idiot! Why does she have to be so hot????
Anyway, just as I was about to ask her, there was loads of shouting. Raven likes BEASTBOY!!!! Boy, does she lack taste?
Ok, just kidding. But I seriously didn't see that one coming. Anyway, then Starfire had to go shopping, so I didn't get to talk to her then either.
Maybe this is some kind of sign.
Day 3 – afternoon
Starfire asked me what it was I wanted to say to her. And I just ran out! God, I am such a pathetic loser. So I did the only thing that could cheer me up. I went to train in the gym.
WHY??????????????????????????????????????????
Why can't I just tell her that I like her?????
Anyway, then Cyborg came in and asked me what was wrong.
So I told him. Don't ask me why, I swear that I don't know what came over me. But it felt good to be able to talk to someone about it.
Cyborg didn't have any advice or anything, but it was nice to have someone listening to me for once.
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Well? I know it took a long time. But I'm on the last chapter of my other story, so then I can devote all my time to this story, OK??
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Lotsa luv 'n' huggles
Katie