Raven's Diary – My Diary is very important to me. If you read it, I will be forced to rip of any parts of your anatomy that may be considered very important to you.

Day 11 – Morning

That's it! If I spend one more second in this room I will go mad!

Beastboy's fine now. I heard him making tofu this morning.

WHY CAN'T I JUST TELL HIM???

OK – I need to calm down. I need to relax and think this through. I should just go up to him and tell him and get it over with.

Easy. Right?

Someone's at the door – I'll write more later.

Afternoon

It was Starfire. She wanted to say sorry for yesterday.

"I owe much apologies for the distress I caused you!" She said.

"It's fine." I said, and tried to close the door. But she came in and said,

"May I talk to you?"

"If you must."

So I sat down and she took a deep breath and asked,

"Do you love Beastboy?"

"What?"

"Do you love Beastboy?" She asked again, staring me straight in the eye. I didn't reply and she said,

"I only ask in case you did and I messed things up terrible yesterday. If not, I am very sorry to ask such a personal question."

"Starfire…"

"Yes?"

"I…" I took a deep breath, "I do. I do love him."

"I KNEW IT!" Starfire said, spinning around like a ballet dancer. She is WAY too easily amused.

"So, are you going to tell him?" She asked, after she eventually calmed down.

"I was going to yesterday. That's why I asked him up to the roof. But I hadn't planned on entering candy town"

"Oh…" Starfire said, embarrassed. She smiled and said,

"But you must tell him anyway! And I solemnly swear that I shall not interfere."

"Star, I can't."

"Why not?"

"Because every time I've tried so far, it's been a disaster. It won't work."

"Well, just tell him. The worst he can say is no."

And then she left.

I need to think this through.

Starfire's BODO – Hands will be physically removed if found reading it. Eyes too.

Day 11 – Morning

I went shopping this morning. It has been some time since I went grocery shopping. Also picked up a large supply of frying pans, in case Cyborg sets fire to them again.

I still feel very bad about yesterday. I should go to Raven and apologise profusely.

Robin told me I look nice today. I DID use a different shampoo. I think I shall continue to use it!

I think I shall go and apologise to Raven later. She may not want to let me in though.

Afternoon

She DID let me in!

And she also told me that she does love Beastboy. SO I told her to tell him. And she said no.

Raven is a most confusing individual.

But I promised her I would not interfere. And I shall not. But I DID give her some advice. I told her that she should tell him because she won't get anywhere if she doesn't.

And it's true. If Robin hadn't had the courage to kiss me then we might never have fallen in love.

If only Cyborg would feel happy too. Apparently something that was not good happened with Zoé and now he is most upset.

But I can not feel very bad as Robin and I spent quite a long time kissing.

Beastboy's Diary – I've been experimenting with which form draws blood most easily. If you read my diary I will make you the guinea pig.

Day 11 – Morning

WHY WON'T SHE COME TO SEE ME?!

Ahem… Raven is still denying me her company.

How depressing.

I don't even hurt anymore. I was making tofu this morning. I love tofu.

I really want to go see her. But I don't think she wants to see me.

I didn't realise how much it hurts. It really does. Why does she hate me so much? I don't even know why I'm telling her that I love her. She clearly doesn't love me.

Afternoon

Had a very interesting conversation with Robin just now.

I was playing Autoracer to take my mind of the fact that Raven hates me when he came in.

"Are you OK?" He asked.

"Just peachy."

"Raven didn't come to see you, huh?"

"Nope." I said, turning off the game.

"Did you go to see her?"

"What's the point, Robin? She obviously hates you."

"And you're obviously oblivious. Raven doesn't hate you." Robin said, sounding really amused. Great – my misery amuses him.

"What do you mean?" I asked. He snorted and said,

"Raven loves you, doofus. I just don't know why it's taking the two of you so long to get together."

"If Raven loves me, why did she push me off the roof?" I demanded.

"It was an accident, dummy. Come on, just go and tell her. Let us have some peace."

And I just stared at him. He folded his arms and said,

"BB – You love her, right?"

"Yeah."

"And she loves you. And by the way, I'm not interfering I'm just giving you some helpful advice. And here it is: Don't make it ridiculously romantic. Raven doesn't go in for that kind of thing. Just tell her."

And then he left.

Just tell her…

Interesting. But to be fair, Robin isn't the brightest guy. However he DID get Starfire to go out with him. But then again, Starfire isn't very well accustomed to earth ways.  

Cyborg's Diary - PAIN. Peek And I Nuke. Get the message?

Day 11 – Morning

NOT a good start to the day. I went to see Zoé and she's still refusing to come to the Tower. She says she's caused enough trouble and that she doesn't want to end up driving me apart form my friends. I told her that that wasn't going to happen and she said it would be better if she just stayed away from them.

"Zoé, Raven and Beastboy are going to be fine. OK? Now come on."

"I'm sorry Cyborg. And I have to work today, anyway." And she closed the door.

I don't get women.

Afternoon

OK – Robin and I just had a talk.  I told him about the Zoé thing and he told me not to worry about it.

"But I AM worrying about it. That's the problem." I      told him.

"Zoé will come around. Starfire has." He said.

"Are you sure?"

"Absolutely. But giving her something might not hurt your chances." Robin said, standing up.

Maybe Doctor Love there is right.

So I just sent Zoé some flowers. I hope she'll come over tomorrow.

I miss her.

Robin's Diary – I've been improving my aim. If you want to see proof, feel free to read my diary.

Day 11 – Morning

Starfire looks nice today.

No, she really does.

Yes, things are that boring in the tower. Not that Starfire doesn't look nice anyway. But Beastboy and Raven aren't talking, Cyborg has been depressed ever since he went over to see Zoé and Starfire has been shopping.

That is IT.

What happened to fighting crime? What happened to defeating bad guys? Since when did the bad guys decide to take a break from being…well… bad?

SO bored it's not even funny.

Afternoon

I have decided to take things into my own hands.

I saw that Starfire had gone to talk to Raven so I decided to take on Beastboy. I was NOT interfering. I was merely ensuring the peace of Titans Tower.

Seriously – so bored.

That idiot actually thought that Raven didn't like him. How dumb is he exactly?

I told him to just ask her out.

And then it turned out that Zoé was refusing to come to the tower because she had helped with the whole pink thing. So I told Cyborg to give her something and he sent her flowers.

I am SO good. Then Starfire and I made out for a while.

She's the only thing that keeps me sane in this place.

SOOOOOOOOOO sorry it took ages! More trouble with real life. Over the next month or so I have big exams – life altering exams. So don't expect many updates. And I promise action next chapter.

However! I have started another TT fic called 'A Thousand Words'. BB/Raven, of course and much more serious than this one. But I think it's quite good. 

Lotsa luv 'n' huggles

Katie