I watched from the window on the second floor of the school building. They
were talking and smiling all the while, each smile tenderer than the last...I
hate him...My forehead leaned against the window as I watched her face
lighten up with one of her beautiful smiles once more...I love her...I couldn't
stand to see them happy... together. I rammed the side of my fist into the
wall.
"It's not fair!!"
"...If she really mattered...you wouldn't care who she was with as long as she was happy..." the small soft voice made everything in the room go quiet. I didn't even bother to turn and look at her. I already knew who it was and besides...I already felt her eerie presence from a mile away...
"She—"cutting her I screamed at her to go away, pounding the wall to show her my displeasure of her company. Her presence was still there...never moving and I could almost feel her eyes burn into my back. Of course my anger rose to near boiling so I turned to her with my eyes narrowed and obviously pissed. Her gaze met mine calmly...not that nice calm but that weird calm; the kind that her presence tends to always hold. Normally my glare would falter but not this time, she was touching a subject that I did not want to discuss and especially with HER.
"Hanajima-san..." her name rolled of my tongue in a low growl but she kept staring at me quietly.
"I had to learn to give her up too Souma-kun,"
"Tch...Yah but are you in love with her?" my posture straitened up a little more just to look a little bit more dominant even though I knew that didn't matter right now. I noticed that she came right up to my shoulder though. She was quiet for a little while before she spoke again.
"She was my first friend,"...ok...good point...of course I would never admit that to her, but its true...Tohru excepted her for who she was...like she accepted me for who I was...I looked down at the ground and turned around from her, my back facing her yet again. I turned just in time to see that damn mouse help her up and hold her hand the rest of the way back to the school. My teeth gritted against each other as my anger grew yet again.
"Just because you love her doesn't mean she'll return the love that you want"...that was going to far...she had absolutely no right to say that. The hand to my right formed into a fist and began shaking with anger.
"What the hell would you know!! Like anyone would ever fall in love with you!" my back was turned to her but I knew my voice was loud and clear and at the exact moment the words had left my mouth I instantly regretted them...The room began to suffocate me with the tension that surrounded me. I closed my eyes shut expecting a blow from one of her attacks but nothing came...just the seemingly thick tension that had formed around us. Slowly I turned around to look at her and my heart had a sudden stab of pain when I saw the expression on her face.
I stared at her dumbfounded...the look she was giving me was completely new to me...Her eyes were slightly wide and a mixture of emotions that had suddenly filled them while her bottom lip trembled. I wasn't sure if she was going to curse me or yell at me, but at this moment I wanted her to say something...anything! Just as long as she could stop looking at me like that, but all she did was take a few steps back and turned to leave with out a word. My feet wouldn't move and I wasn't sure if I was even still breathing, but I didn't care right now...I never imagined I could see such emotions displayed by her...and I wished she had hurt me or screamed at me because I cant get that face out of my head... ............................................................................................................
Notes: um...I don't own crap...this is my first Fruits basket fic and I'm still pretty new at writing but hey flame me all you want...at least someone read this.
"It's not fair!!"
"...If she really mattered...you wouldn't care who she was with as long as she was happy..." the small soft voice made everything in the room go quiet. I didn't even bother to turn and look at her. I already knew who it was and besides...I already felt her eerie presence from a mile away...
"She—"cutting her I screamed at her to go away, pounding the wall to show her my displeasure of her company. Her presence was still there...never moving and I could almost feel her eyes burn into my back. Of course my anger rose to near boiling so I turned to her with my eyes narrowed and obviously pissed. Her gaze met mine calmly...not that nice calm but that weird calm; the kind that her presence tends to always hold. Normally my glare would falter but not this time, she was touching a subject that I did not want to discuss and especially with HER.
"Hanajima-san..." her name rolled of my tongue in a low growl but she kept staring at me quietly.
"I had to learn to give her up too Souma-kun,"
"Tch...Yah but are you in love with her?" my posture straitened up a little more just to look a little bit more dominant even though I knew that didn't matter right now. I noticed that she came right up to my shoulder though. She was quiet for a little while before she spoke again.
"She was my first friend,"...ok...good point...of course I would never admit that to her, but its true...Tohru excepted her for who she was...like she accepted me for who I was...I looked down at the ground and turned around from her, my back facing her yet again. I turned just in time to see that damn mouse help her up and hold her hand the rest of the way back to the school. My teeth gritted against each other as my anger grew yet again.
"Just because you love her doesn't mean she'll return the love that you want"...that was going to far...she had absolutely no right to say that. The hand to my right formed into a fist and began shaking with anger.
"What the hell would you know!! Like anyone would ever fall in love with you!" my back was turned to her but I knew my voice was loud and clear and at the exact moment the words had left my mouth I instantly regretted them...The room began to suffocate me with the tension that surrounded me. I closed my eyes shut expecting a blow from one of her attacks but nothing came...just the seemingly thick tension that had formed around us. Slowly I turned around to look at her and my heart had a sudden stab of pain when I saw the expression on her face.
I stared at her dumbfounded...the look she was giving me was completely new to me...Her eyes were slightly wide and a mixture of emotions that had suddenly filled them while her bottom lip trembled. I wasn't sure if she was going to curse me or yell at me, but at this moment I wanted her to say something...anything! Just as long as she could stop looking at me like that, but all she did was take a few steps back and turned to leave with out a word. My feet wouldn't move and I wasn't sure if I was even still breathing, but I didn't care right now...I never imagined I could see such emotions displayed by her...and I wished she had hurt me or screamed at me because I cant get that face out of my head... ............................................................................................................
Notes: um...I don't own crap...this is my first Fruits basket fic and I'm still pretty new at writing but hey flame me all you want...at least someone read this.