Lost Memory by Nehebka - Chapter 2

All the members of SG-1 were in the waiting room. Nobody understood what have happened to Daniel. When he arrived to Earth he seemed fine. However all they wanted to know now was how he was. Doctor Fraiser emerged from the double swing doors. All the members stood up.

"How is Doctor Jackson?" asked Jonas.

"He had suffered a shock. Now he's sleeping. I've given him a strong sedative and he should sleep for the rest of the day" said Janet

"Do you know what caused the shock?" asked Jack looking at Janet. She didn't have an answer so she shook her head. "Carter, what did it happen in the quarter?" said as he glanced up at Sam.

"I'm not sure... when I arrived Daniel was very upset and he kept repeating again and again he was sorry".

"Sorry about what?!" said Jack

"I don't know sir" sighed Sam. "It seems he was appologizing to the man I saw in his room. I only saw him for a few seconds. I haven't seen him before... he looked like Abydonian... and I think he's an ascended being" said Sam.

"Maybe the Elders are punishing him for breaking the rules and fight against Anubis" said Teal'c.

"For cryin' out loud!" exclaimed Jack "This is absurd! Why would somebody would give Daniel the chance to live again erasing all his memories and then punishing him!". Jack was speaking too loud; Sam cleared her throat as a way to tell him he was shouting. He understood and tried to calm down. "We must find who this ascended being is" said Jack and the rest of members of SG-1 nodded in agreement. "Carter you should try to concentrate and have his portrait painted. Jonas, you and Teal'c will keep an eye on Daniel just in case he wakes up. I'll go to talk to Hammond".

Daniel stirred in his sleep and slowly opened his eyes.

"Hey, he's waking up" whispered Jonas to Teal'c. Both came closer to Daniel.

"How are you Doctor Jackson?" said Jonas.

Daniel looked around the room. "Confused" said.

"You're in the infirmary. Major Carter found you in your quarter very unsettled" explained Teal'c.

"Do you remember anything?" asked Jonas softly. He didn't want to press him.

"There was a man. He looked familiar to me but I don't know where I've seen him before" mumbled Daniel. Suddenly he remembered everything he told him, how he destroyed Abydos and killed its people. "It was all my fault, I-I failed them" sobbed Daniel and buried his face in his hands.

"What are you talking about?" said Jonas. "Come on Doctor Jackson, talk to us".

But there was nothing Teal'c or Jonas could tell him to calm him down. Daniel felt guilty, they were dead because of him He didn't deserve this second chance to live. He didn't want to talk, not now. Not ever. He just wanted to be alone. He turned over his back to Jonas and Teal'c. Jonas sighed because he understood Daniel wouldn't say anything, at least not today. So they decided to leave him alone for a while.

All the members of SG-1 and general Hammond were in the briefing room trying to find out what has happened in Daniel's quarters.

"Major Carter, do you have the portrait painted?" asked Hammond.

"Yes sir" said as she began to give out the paint to everyone. "I've been thinking and I think I've seen him in Abydoss..."

"Indeed" said Teal'c when he looked at the photo.

-Flashback-

Teal'c and a young man named Tobay are waiting for the imminent attack of Goauld's' spaceships. Tobay is getting nervous and scared.

"Is there something you wish me to ask me?" said Teal'c looking at Tobay.

"You are a friend of Daniel Jackson, aren't you?" asked Tobay. Teal'c nodded in agreement. "Skaara says he is not dead. He is now a God"

"A God he is not" explained Teal'c.

"Is he not powerful?" asked Tobay.

"That remains unclear" answered Teal'c.

"Daniel once brought freedom to my people from false God Ra. He has asked us to fight, we'll fight in his name. Die for his cause if we must. Skaara says Daniel will protect us, watch over our families". He couldn't believe what Teal'c said him, wasn't Daniel a powerful God? Daniel asked them to fight, Tobay didn't want to but he believed Daniel was a God so he didn't dare to disobey him.

-End of flashback-

"So now this Tobay is trying to punish Daniel because-" said Jack but he couldn't finish because Jonas interrupted him.

"Anubis destroyed Abydoss" said Jonas.

"What can we do?" asked Sam with concern. "Tobay is an ascended being, we can't stop him!" sighed Sam.

"The only thing we can do is keep an eye on Daniel" said Hammond. "Doctor Fraiser, how is he?"

"Well, he's depressed, not eating, not sleeping. He feels overwhelmed by guilty, he feels he failed Abydoss" said Janet.

General Hammond nodded with sadness. "Please keep me informed"

"Yes, sir, I will" said Janet.

"Okay, dismissed" said Hammond.

Skaara is in a bright white room waiting somebody. Suddenly a glowy ball entered in the room.

"Tobay! Where the hell have you been?!" yelled Skaara. "Oma Desala forbides us to leave the room".

"Who cares what she says" whispered to himself Tobay as he was leaving the room.

"Tobay wait, we have to talk!" shouted Skaara but Tobay didn't turned back to looked at him and kept walking. Skaara stepped toward him and squeezed his arm to get Tobay's attention.

"Dammit Tobay. What are you trying to do?! Leave Daniel alone!" yelled Skaara.

"You wanna forget him? The fact that we are dead because of him! No way. I still can't believe his alive again. I mean, how can they reward him for killing Abydoss?! But he'll pay, at least now he knows he's living a live he doesn't deserve to have".

"You MUST leave him alone" threated Skaara.

"Yeah? What if I don't leave him alone? What would you do?" he laughed. "You CAN'T do anything".

Before Skaara could say anything else Tobay turned into a glowy ball and left the room.

I'm sorry to have taken a long time to update the story. I hope the waiting has been worthwhile! Come on, rewiev it, please! ( What do you think?)