Lost memory by Nehebka - Chapter 3
After the briefing, Jack decided to visit Daniel in the infirmary. He found him lying in the bed and reading some reports.
"Hi, how are you?" asked Jack.
Daniel stopped reading and glanced up at Jack. "Could you have a word with Janet? She's insisting I stay here but I'm fine" said Daniel.
He thought it was wiser to keep Daniel in the infirmary where he could be check up from time to time, at least until they catch Tobay. But he didn't say anything of this to Daniel, he just shook his head.
"Well" said Jack changing the subject to talk "What are you reading?" asked as he took one of the reports that lied on the bed.
"Some reports of SG-1 that Jonas gave me. It's amazing what there's out there, new cultures and languages!" said Daniel.
Jack smiled. This was the Daniel he knew, he was recovering his enthusiasm, the thrill to discover and explore new cultures. And of course, his tradition to not do what Janet told him, he was supposed to be resting but it haven't passed five minutes that he had books and reports in his hands. But all these thoughts were interrupted when Daniel stood up.
"Hey, where are you going?" said Jack alarmed.
Daniel turned back a little surprised for such reaction.
"Just to the bathroom" said and then got into the bathroom and closed the door behind him.
Jack shook his head, he was becoming a paranoid, he needed to sit down and relax.
Daniel looked up at his reflection in the bathroom mirror. He sighed and closed his eyes. Suddenly he heard explosions and screams that made him reopened them. He looked around but nothing had changed. He sighed again because he thought he had just imagined it. Then he looked at the mirror again and saw Tobay's face reflected there.
"Please-leave-me-alone" whispered Daniel as he avoid to look up to Tobay again.
"Leave you alone?" said Tobay and then laughed. He took a couple of steps forward to come close to the archaeologist. "You still don't remember who you are, huh?" whispered in Daniel's ear. "Let me refresh your memory. You're Danyer Jackson, the one who disturbed our peaceful lifes when you appeared through the chapp'ai".
Daniel glanced up, not able to cope what he was hearing.
"You had a beautiful wife that you didn't deserve. She deserved a better man but Kasuf gave her to you as a present. She NEVER loved you at all!" said Tobay.
Daniel closed his eyes and saw Sha'ree's face. This couldn't be true. He felt that he loved very much this woman. And he felt that she loved him too.
"You're lying" mumbled Daniel while he shook his head. He didn't want to hear anymore.
"She's dead because of YOU. YOU reopened the Chapp'ai and because of that the goaulds were able to come back to Abydoss. When they arrived, YOU weren't there to protect your wife. YOU failed her. You joined a program called SG-1 and visited other planets. Gods didn't like your trips to other planets. YOU made the Gods angry. They attack Abydoss as a punishment for YOUR actions. You asked us to fight against them and they kill us as well as Abydoss. YOU DON'T DESERVE-"
"Stop" yelled out Daniel interrupting him. He hit his fits against the bathroom mirror. He felt so angry with himself, how can he have been so stupid! They were killed because of him, it was his fault. He hit so hard that he broke the mirror and hurt his fists.
Tobay smiled at Daniel smugly when he saw that look on Daniel's face. Guilt. Total guilt. At least now he knew he was living a life he didn't deserve.
"Hey Daniel, are you ok?" asked Jack with concern from outside. He tried to open the door of the bathroom but it was locked. "Dammit Daniel, answer me!" shouted Jack.
But Daniel didn't answer, he slide down the corner and pulled his head into his knees and huddled.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" croaked Daniel and started to cry.
"Sorry? Did you say sorry? It's too late to apologize. WE ARE DEAD" whispered Tobay at his ear.
"Daniel open the door or I'll break it down!" shouted Jack.
When he didn't get any answer he stepped back and charged against the door with his right side of his body. When Tobay heard the slamming against the door, he turned into a bright glowly ball and left. The second time Jack charged against the door, it opened. He got into the bathroom and saw the broken mirror.
"What the hell-" mumbled Jack. But he didn't finish the sentence, when he saw Daniel on the floor. He ran towards Daniel and kneeled beside him. He gathered the archaeologist and cradle him.
"Easy Daniel, easy" whispered Jack.
"I-I'm sorry. I-I fail." moaned Daniel.
"What did it happen?" asked Janet from the doorway when she saw that mess in the bathroom.
"I kill them Jack" croaked Daniel.
"What are you talking about?!" exclaimed Jack.
"Abydoss, I-I kill them" mumbled, he couldn't breath.
"What?!" shouted Jack, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. "You didn't kill them" said softly.
But Daniel remained silent, he was cradling his injured fists against his chest and struggled to breath.
Janet kneeled beside him, his paleness scared her. She laid a hand on Daniel's forehead and felt he was cold. She bent down to take his vitals.
"He's in shock" shouted Janet. "Come on Daniel try to calm down" But the archaeologist didn't answer, each minute that passed was harder and harder for him to breath, and he began to close his eyes, he was so tired. "Come on Daniel stay with me!" said Janet trying to avoid Daniel lose consciousness. "It-it's all my fault" mumbled Daniel before he fell in the completely darkness. He could hear a distant voice to keep fighting but he was tired, life had lost his meaning. He was a failure.
First of all, thanks for your reviews don't stop please!:P That encourage me to go on the story. What do you think of this chapter?
After the briefing, Jack decided to visit Daniel in the infirmary. He found him lying in the bed and reading some reports.
"Hi, how are you?" asked Jack.
Daniel stopped reading and glanced up at Jack. "Could you have a word with Janet? She's insisting I stay here but I'm fine" said Daniel.
He thought it was wiser to keep Daniel in the infirmary where he could be check up from time to time, at least until they catch Tobay. But he didn't say anything of this to Daniel, he just shook his head.
"Well" said Jack changing the subject to talk "What are you reading?" asked as he took one of the reports that lied on the bed.
"Some reports of SG-1 that Jonas gave me. It's amazing what there's out there, new cultures and languages!" said Daniel.
Jack smiled. This was the Daniel he knew, he was recovering his enthusiasm, the thrill to discover and explore new cultures. And of course, his tradition to not do what Janet told him, he was supposed to be resting but it haven't passed five minutes that he had books and reports in his hands. But all these thoughts were interrupted when Daniel stood up.
"Hey, where are you going?" said Jack alarmed.
Daniel turned back a little surprised for such reaction.
"Just to the bathroom" said and then got into the bathroom and closed the door behind him.
Jack shook his head, he was becoming a paranoid, he needed to sit down and relax.
Daniel looked up at his reflection in the bathroom mirror. He sighed and closed his eyes. Suddenly he heard explosions and screams that made him reopened them. He looked around but nothing had changed. He sighed again because he thought he had just imagined it. Then he looked at the mirror again and saw Tobay's face reflected there.
"Please-leave-me-alone" whispered Daniel as he avoid to look up to Tobay again.
"Leave you alone?" said Tobay and then laughed. He took a couple of steps forward to come close to the archaeologist. "You still don't remember who you are, huh?" whispered in Daniel's ear. "Let me refresh your memory. You're Danyer Jackson, the one who disturbed our peaceful lifes when you appeared through the chapp'ai".
Daniel glanced up, not able to cope what he was hearing.
"You had a beautiful wife that you didn't deserve. She deserved a better man but Kasuf gave her to you as a present. She NEVER loved you at all!" said Tobay.
Daniel closed his eyes and saw Sha'ree's face. This couldn't be true. He felt that he loved very much this woman. And he felt that she loved him too.
"You're lying" mumbled Daniel while he shook his head. He didn't want to hear anymore.
"She's dead because of YOU. YOU reopened the Chapp'ai and because of that the goaulds were able to come back to Abydoss. When they arrived, YOU weren't there to protect your wife. YOU failed her. You joined a program called SG-1 and visited other planets. Gods didn't like your trips to other planets. YOU made the Gods angry. They attack Abydoss as a punishment for YOUR actions. You asked us to fight against them and they kill us as well as Abydoss. YOU DON'T DESERVE-"
"Stop" yelled out Daniel interrupting him. He hit his fits against the bathroom mirror. He felt so angry with himself, how can he have been so stupid! They were killed because of him, it was his fault. He hit so hard that he broke the mirror and hurt his fists.
Tobay smiled at Daniel smugly when he saw that look on Daniel's face. Guilt. Total guilt. At least now he knew he was living a life he didn't deserve.
"Hey Daniel, are you ok?" asked Jack with concern from outside. He tried to open the door of the bathroom but it was locked. "Dammit Daniel, answer me!" shouted Jack.
But Daniel didn't answer, he slide down the corner and pulled his head into his knees and huddled.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" croaked Daniel and started to cry.
"Sorry? Did you say sorry? It's too late to apologize. WE ARE DEAD" whispered Tobay at his ear.
"Daniel open the door or I'll break it down!" shouted Jack.
When he didn't get any answer he stepped back and charged against the door with his right side of his body. When Tobay heard the slamming against the door, he turned into a bright glowly ball and left. The second time Jack charged against the door, it opened. He got into the bathroom and saw the broken mirror.
"What the hell-" mumbled Jack. But he didn't finish the sentence, when he saw Daniel on the floor. He ran towards Daniel and kneeled beside him. He gathered the archaeologist and cradle him.
"Easy Daniel, easy" whispered Jack.
"I-I'm sorry. I-I fail." moaned Daniel.
"What did it happen?" asked Janet from the doorway when she saw that mess in the bathroom.
"I kill them Jack" croaked Daniel.
"What are you talking about?!" exclaimed Jack.
"Abydoss, I-I kill them" mumbled, he couldn't breath.
"What?!" shouted Jack, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. "You didn't kill them" said softly.
But Daniel remained silent, he was cradling his injured fists against his chest and struggled to breath.
Janet kneeled beside him, his paleness scared her. She laid a hand on Daniel's forehead and felt he was cold. She bent down to take his vitals.
"He's in shock" shouted Janet. "Come on Daniel try to calm down" But the archaeologist didn't answer, each minute that passed was harder and harder for him to breath, and he began to close his eyes, he was so tired. "Come on Daniel stay with me!" said Janet trying to avoid Daniel lose consciousness. "It-it's all my fault" mumbled Daniel before he fell in the completely darkness. He could hear a distant voice to keep fighting but he was tired, life had lost his meaning. He was a failure.
First of all, thanks for your reviews don't stop please!:P That encourage me to go on the story. What do you think of this chapter?