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Note: Hey if you haven't noticed I changed the chapter name, the chapter "I'm not from here" was not finished nad when I went to finish it this idea came to me so hat will be the title for the next chapter, but the beginning
of this one didn't change at all but I advise you read this one , its
REALLY good in my opinion so R & R plz!!!!

First Kiss

I walked into the Crashdown and Maria stood at the door, hands crossed, no smile, uh oh. "Hey Maria, took longer than expected huh?" I asked laughing as to throw away from suspicion of sarcasm but she noticed it.

"Very funny Parker, get to work, oh and CHEERLEADING!???" she yelled at me and soon the whole Café was facing us and listening.

"Maria, I really can't tell you why, but I have a very good reason for doing this" After that neither of us moved

I stood and just waited, as if for an answer to my own question. Maria turned away and ran, probably feeling abandoned, and I didn't blame her. I had kind of left her just to become popular, but that wasn't my reason.

"Maria, please don't be like that, I won't leave you behind" yelling didn't help but she turned around and shortly seemed to smile, then she came in.

"Liz, we have practice, lets go" she asked motioning for me to follow. Out of all the times, Isabel had come in. Maria rolled her eyes and walked away. This time I didn't yell, I won't try and make her believe something I don't believe myself.

We walked into the gym and Isabel clapped her hands to get our attention. She was strict but actually kind of nice now that I knew her.

"Okay ya'll today is our first practice and some of us were going to be late" she said her voice getting stronger as she stared at me. I felt like a bug in an ocean without a raft. So I just stood there as she went on and on about us cheering on our team and some stupid shit about making a "difference" for our school. After that she passed out our new uniforms and asked us to be there again tomorrow for a real first practice.

I put on the uniform once at home and looked at myself. I didn't look as bad as I thought I would. The top was practically like a small sports bra with straps and a line going from the top right corner to the bottom left. The uniform was maroon and the line was gold. It fit perfectly on my body, even though my body was far from perfect. The skirt was also skin tight, maroon and gold, and really short. I walked out onto the balcony and I leaned back over it and I guess I said it to myself because after that I heard a voice behind me.

"I'm not perfect, he'll never notice me, who am I kidding" the voice said "Of course you're perfect, and who notice you?" I looked over the side and Max was at the bottom looking up. I smiled as my heart raced for his eyes to look at me again.

"Max, what are you doing here!!?" I screamed as he stood at the bottom staring up at me. "I was walking by and I heard your voice, so I came here, now what were you saying about not being perfect, of course you're perfect" I smiled again as he climbed up the stairs that hung from my house all the way to the bottom. He climbed up and just looked at me again. His eyes a charcoal black staring down at me, black hair covered part of his forehead as he stared at me again.

I couldn't believe what was going on; we were staring at each other, our lips a millimeter away. I thought about pushing myself up but refused since I knew he didn't like me. Instead of me, he leaned over and met my lips. I felt like I was thrown into the clouds, into heaven. His arms went to my face and he held my head in his big hands. I didn't move, I had no idea why not but I was too surprised to do, or say anything. I wanted this to last for all eternity but he broke the kiss and pulled us apart.

"Liz, I'm so sorry, I...uh have to go okay, I'm sorry for this...I'll see you at school tomorrow" he said and ran back down the stairs at the side and ran into the dark. "Max, I..." I wanted to tell him how I felt for real, and what I really wanted was him and that he did nothing wrong, but all that came out was "Bye Max" and a short wave that he didn't see or hear anything at all. I dropped down in my chair and stared at the sky, I wanted Max so bad but he APOLOGIZED for the kiss that brought me to heaven and back. I knew we had a special connection but now, it was over, and I was ordinary Liz Parker once again.

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