Pirates of the Caribbean – Feelings Too Deep To Admit To You
By Princess-Pirate
Email: lziceprincessyahoo.co.uk
Summary: Pirates of the Caribbean turns 21st Century. Will, Lizzie, Jack and the rest of the POTC crew are all College students in my modern day story of their lives. The story tells the tale of what love can do to people if it is kept a secret for too long. It is completely different and is in no way linked to the 16th century movie.
Pairings: Will / Estrella, Jack / Anamaria, James / Elizabeth as well as other characters. Later Will (?) / Elizabeth, James / Estrella.
Disclaimer: All the characters, ships, and places in the Caribbean belong to Walt Disney and producer Jerry Bruckheimer (I wish). Some of the new characters are my own creations and therefore I have some ownership over them. The shopping centre is one in Cape Town, SA and I also don't own that name.Warning: Rating will go up for blood, gore and suicide. Beware also for plotting and backstabbing galore.
A/N: Please read and let me know what you think. Reviews and ideas on coming chapters are most welcome.
A/N – Introducing:
Amarie, magical elf a.k.a Isabella Gonzales
scarlettxoxo a.k.a Leia Duncan
mellowyellow36 a.k.a. Elina Jones
JohnnyDeppfan0609 a.k.a. Rachel Lewerence
A Sly Fan a.k.a. Marina Rodriguez
Amarie, magical elf a.k.a. Amelia McKenzie / Lindsay Ferrari
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Chapter 21 – Forgiveness Is Hard
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Port Royale Cemetery
Four Days Later
10:00 PM
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The weather was cool and everything was grey.
Elizabeth stood frozen at the side of the grave.
Jack stood next to her, supporting Elizabeth on one and Anamaria at the other side of him. Tears were threatening to fall but he held them back.
Estrella may have nearly caused Will and Elizabeth's death but she was their friend and they had forgiven her.
"Estrella may have done some bad things" her father said "But she was always an energetic and goodhearted woman. She was loved by many and only tried to do what is best for others. I shall deeply miss her presence, especially her bright smile and cheerful laughter."
Jack turned his head and looked around the grave.
Elina was sitting in a chair, Bobby by her side. She had only been released from hospital a day before and still looked a little pale.
Leia and Isabella were both crying softly, as were Elizabeth and Anamaria.
Jack glanced to where Estrella's parents were standing.
Her father looked like a zombie while her mother sobbed her heart out. Estrella's father helped her to her feet and she placed a single whit rose on the coffin before it started to lower into the ground.
Jack held Elizabeth and Anamaria's hands as they walked past the grave and made their way to Estrella's parent to offer their sympathy.
"I forgive you Stella" Elizabeth whispered as she dropped a white rose in as well.
Estrella's mother looked up as she saw the three students walking towards them. She sighed. What could have caused this nightmare? Her darling daughter was dead. Both her lovers were in a coma, never to wake up again. And the rest of their circle was grieved beyond about everything.
"Lizzie" she said as she gave the woman a hug. "I am sorry about everything that has happened."
Elizabeth nodded and smiled sadly.
Then she turned and with Jack's help made it to his car from where they were going to go and see Will.
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Winston Memorial Hospital
11:00 PM
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"How is he doing?" Elizabeth asked as she sat down in a chair at Will's side.
"Still the same" Mr. Turner said as he looked at his son.
Will had a peaceful look on his face and looked as if he was sleeping.
A bandage wound its way around his head and some blood still stained it. The injury by James' had had caused more damaged that they had thought and had caused severe swelling on his brain. The bullet had gone through his stomach, ripping it apart. He had lost a lot of blood and was very weak when they were rescued.
Elizabeth stayed at his side the whole time hoping that he would wake up. She sighed as she looked at Will's father and then sat back, taking Will's hand in hers.
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Sparrow Manor
11:50 PM
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Jack walked into his room and fell on the bed. He had just dropped Elizabeth at the hospital and Anamaria at home. All he wanted now was to go to sleep and get the day behind him.
"Jack" his mother said as she knocked on the door.
"Come in" he answered and she opened the door and peeked inside.
Jack was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
"This came for you," she said as she handed him the envelope "And there's some food in the kitchen if you're hungry."
"Thank you mother" Jack replied.
She smiled at him and closed the door behind her.
Jack sat up on the bed and opened the envelope, taking the letter out. He nearly fell off the bed in shock.
Dear Jack
I hope that you've returned to normal by now. I know it may be too late to say it but I am truly sorry about all the pain and suffering I have caused. I was misled and allowed my feeling to cloud my better judgement.
By the time you read this I may already be gone. I cannot live any longer with my secret. Please tell Will that I loved him and that I always will. I still pray that he will wake and enjoy the rest of his life still ahead of him.
I really loved all of you but I am to scared to go on. The real reason I stayed with James was because I wanted to protect Will. I had feelings for him so deep that it scared me to tell him. So one night I got drunk and we slept together. I found out a few weeks later that I was pregnant. I was too afraid to go for a test to see who the father was.
I knew that it would shatter Will both ways. He's too young to be a father and it would break his heart to know that I slept with James although I was drunk. Please don't tell him because this secret I am taking to my grave.
I wish the best for all of you and I am sorry for ruining all of your lives and trying to break up you and Anamaria. I would never have hurted you.
Till we see each other again.
Estrella
Jack held the letter a long time, staring out the window.
"I forgive you Stella," he said as tears ran down his cheeks "I forgive you."
Then Jack Sparrow pulled his pillow into his lap and cried his heart out as hard as he could.
A dark cloud was hanging over them and he couldn't see a bright future ahead.
A/N – I'm sorry if I said wrong. This was the last chapter of Feelings. The sequel's name is: LOVE – IT'S JUST ANOTHER GAME WE PLAY. I've posted chapter one and I'm really enjoying writing the story. Hope you enjoyed Feelings and hope you enjoy Love as well.
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