Ha! Someone thinks I'm abandoning a fic, but that's just not the case... I watched the "entire" series of Gundam SeeD, which now made me a GS fan and more importantly my computer crashed seriously for a month and deleted this chapter while I was four – fifths done!! It was at 17 pages of hardcore writing without major spacing of dramatics...

I can see it now... Readers: You mean I have to read about 17 pages to get to the cliffhanger at the end! BD: Umm... hell yeah! Readers: I why do I bother?! BD: Cause you like my story and want to see how bad I can write sentimental scenes... Readers: Umm... No? BD: Fine! You just want to see the glorious ending so you don't have read anymore of my writing Readers: Yeah why not? BD: (Heh heh tricked them) snicker snicker

Anywho, I can't guarantee that this chapter will be as good as my deleted one ( I think it was better...) but sucks for you readers... even though it may look bad for me...

Oh yeah I'll be rewriting chapter 19 very soon cause I think it's a piece of shit... I mean after a simple overview, I knew it sucked more than any other of my chapters... I won't change the plot, so if you don't want to read it over fine with me... you'll still understand if you still remember the main points... (You probably forgot the entire story like me... I had to reread my entire fic just to make I didn't leave out anything...)

Disclaimer: I don't own zoids or its character's cause I simply don't... I have no money and plus tracking me down will probably cost you more than getting money out of me for copyright crud...

Man I hope I haven't gotten rusty... Cracks hands and neck Here I go...

Unknown Love

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With a glint of cold hard steel, angel dust shattered throughout the bright sky. With his father's sword somehow finding its way to his hands, he made his choice. Nothing would stop him from his objective... to live, and to love... There was to be no mercy to anyone who opposed... Swiftly blocking the onslaught pouring down, the warrior cut through the lines from hell to heaven...

With an endless well of energy, nothing would ever stop until his demands were met. The battlefield on clouds... the swirling sparking white powder of thousands... Death after Death... Fight to only die... With their round shields, gladius daggers, swords, spells, hexes, even Armageddon beasts – all failed to even rival his strength... With the power of disappearing and reappearing by almost pure speed, a rage never to falter, and the abilities for spells not to bind him, his power went beyond the Gods...

A single sword, a single warrior... skills that wiped out entire battalions... A quick run through defenses caused everyone and thing to stop him...

"My Lord, the situation is grim..." the commanding angel kneeled down

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"Yes, I know, it isn't your wishes to kill, but he has broken through heaven's gate and is currently storming everything sees... He cannot be stopped by our best guardians and even some our all mighty Armageddon beasts...

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The perfect warrior fought nonstop gaining a more and more powerful edge with each stroke. With nothing to rival except with the occasional pausing of a spell, the warrior blew through passed the gates of heaven to then see an endless army of eternity... everyone was taking up arms... fighting a battle beyond death... The warrior then suddenly stopped...

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...slowly pulling out his sword out of angel neck to let it dissipate into the sacred air... He saw someone he used to know... Muttering the name of the navy – haired, which stood in front of him, a powerful sword duel soon ensued...

Wielding a blood red sword, and black cloak, his opponent pulled back his blade with both hands to eyelevel blowing away a long lock that outstretched his face. He smiled gently demanding the oncoming challenge. The fighting warrior in response simply sheathed back his sword to then slightly bend his knees. Grasping the sheath with his left hand, his other rested on the handle gathering more and more power as each second swayed by...

A beaming silence ensued as everyone around them waited for right moment... No one dared to interrupt... As a private duel was nothing to disrupt... All of a sudden, the navy-haired swordsman charged forward running at full- speed readying his assault. Shoving his sword back even further, he prepared to strike with a powerful thrust forward.

One shot, one kill...

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'What the hell was that?!' the auburn bolted her blue eyes open to the illuminating flash and the immediate hard pounding rain. Quickly realizing the small hospital room, and the person lying in bed, Kayla then withdrew her guard to sink back into her seat.

With eyelids half closed and head on the back of a chair, meaningless thoughts just seem to flood her mind as she listened to the rattling rain 'It's been one week and yet, he still isn't up... my life's been back to hell because if what? ...One day?' The sound of thunder again shot across the air...

Reluctantly glancing over the window, which beautifully covered the entire wall, she stared hard into the equally hard rain... Unconsciously getting up and walking over to get a better view from ten stories, she sat down on the sill with knee propped up for her forward leaning head. It wasn't until she lost track of how long she was there until she momentarily forgot all her problems. Pure bliss it was... as it was the main reason for her even battling... to forget and to fight...

'There always something calming about the rain' she sighed into the dark room... Almost in a state of half sleep and half wake, thoughts still lingered her mind of her childhood friend...

'The one to always know, the one always make a cocky smile, the one who always comfort, the one who I killed...

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Looking to the rain to pass time, she suddenly blanked out as she sat there for what seemed like an eternity... Nothing changed... not the constant rain ripping the walls, not the auburn waiting, not the hours that swept away like seconds...

Her state where everything blurred out and where rain would never stop ...

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Three unconscious words fell out of her mouth...

"Rain of blood..." someone repeated over...

Using as little movement as possible, I looked over at the black leaning against the doorway. Silhouetted with the brightness outside, I could just tell it was her by instinct...

"Leena..." I mouthed not making a voice...

'It's probably the reason I'm still alive... alive to see this moment... alive to die another day... if it weren't for her forcing me to get out for food and water, I would have withered away two or three days ago... but that doesn't matter... the only one that should matter was Jamie, the only Blitz member still fighting the battle...'

"Rain of blood..." she continued "...that's what you said right?

'What if I did...? What did it matter...?'

"...it's said that when it rains this hard, someone is killing mercilessly or that heaven is crying... it's just a tale, but right now, I think it's both..." she trudged over silently. With her violet orbs showing no sign of life and a face with a blank expression... there had to be something that was on her mind... a reason why she came...

"I came here to ask you something..." the standing warrior said tracing her still bleeding scar across her left cheek...

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It wasn't until good five minutes of thinking about nothing before I dared to say anything...

"What about..." my sapphire eyes went narrow...

"H-His past..."

'Not good...Definitely not good... This is not where I hoped this conversation to be... In fact, I hoped there would be no conversation, because talking about someone else's past... is not supposed to be my problem... there's no way in hell I could tell her... or even want to tell her...' After blowing away another span of time, I continued still depressed and monotone voice...

"Why...?" Raising my right eyebrow losing eye contact to the pounding rain getting even louder...

"Because umm... I just need to know... something happened during that battle that had to do something with his past..."

'Damn, she's smarter than I thought...'

"Why bother... it's not like you care about him...do you?" sounding like a statement than a question...

"I-I don't know..." she began to sit on the window sill with me with two legs propped up and head leaning forward meeting my straight forward gaze...

"He steals your food, annoys the crap out of you, walks in during your baths, dodges your bullets during battle, and on top of that, he deals with all the beatings you give him without lifting a hand to stop you!"

The rain ate way at the building even harder than before as the eerie silence of words enshrouded the room. The sniper pilot was at an obvious loss for words. It was obvious that she thought long and hard before coming here, but what she was asking...killed me to say. My face now had a dangerous look, but it had to be done... this had to be finished by tonight, today, or whatever time or day it was... it's the only way to break his promise... even if he wasn't here...'

"Well...? Anything else you might want to say..." I resumed my onslaught "You could have asked him yourself while he was still on Zi, but out of all times, you come here begging to me..."

"It's because you're the only that can tell me..." still not meeting my gaze "...a-and I want just want to help..."

Five minutes blew away like another five seconds before I went on...

"Bullshit..." She looked up "...helping that junk dealer... you know well as I do that it's not because of some generosity or pity that you're here... don't remember that you hate him? Or do I have to remind you that you once killed him?!"

That hit her ...

'I knew exactly what was going through her head as I somehow read her blank expression... I was going through all her walls she put up... and soon there would be nothing left...'

"N-No...no... it wasn't my fault..." she looked down trembling with tears...

"Denial's for the weak..." The spark of lightening to the then the sound of thunder scorched the night sky. "Listen and listen well... If you're strong you live, if you're weak you die... it's as simple as that... there's no other way to explain it! So why don't you admit it that you hate Cloud and just leave me ALONE!!!"

"NO! I-It's just that... that I LOVE HIM!! OKAY!?!? So if you're gonna make fun of me I don't care anymore... I don't care what anyone thinks anymore!!" She began to getting up and backing up to the door...

At that moment I smiled for the first time in a long time... 'It looks like you were wrong Bit Cloud...'

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"What are talking about...?" She said coming closer with a puzzling glance...

"Well look, you said it yourself, I'm your only choice to find out Bit's past right..."

"So..." She said with her violet eyes narrowing...

"So sit down and listen up..."

"You're actually gonna tell me... but ... why?"

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"Because you passed... anyway if you get it now, then don't worry about it..."

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"So what do you want to know...?" I said back in my monotone voice

"Anything and everything..." I raised my eyebrow comprehending what she just said... Taking in a deep sigh I knew this was gonna be a long night... a long, long night...

Gathering my thoughts for the next ten minutes or so I opened with a question...

"Alright...that night when you snuck out with Bit to the graveyard... did he tell you of his parents?"

A simple nod was the answer...

Another emotion and sigh of relief overwhelmed me as that was the one topic where I just didn't belong... his parents' death was just something Bit and Bit alone was should tell...

"Alright..." I said again "...first off I was adopted... I never really knew my parents since some bastard killed them off in a zoid battle. So I got transferred to a foster home on the outskirts of New Hope, where my next door neighbor conveniently had to be the Clouds... I was three at the time and practically knew Bit, who was five, from the very start." I now paused whether I should go deeper into the truth...

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"My step-parents beat me when I was little, Leena... you got that...? They beat for everything from the smallest of mistakes to well.. you know..." she again paused for the past to catch up with her...

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"What the hell are you doing you little brat !?!" -slapped in the face-

"What's the fuck is wrong with you... you call that your best... that nothing but bullshit! !" –punch across the face-

"Why did we bother to keep you? It's not like we need a bitchy child!" -shakes violently by the collar-

"That's three times this month you bitch! GET OUT NOW ! ! NOT ONE PERSON WANTS YOU HERE!!" –lamp is thrown barely skimming her head-

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"It wasn't long until Bit found out what was happening next door, and I made him promise for him not to tell anyone... he always did keep his word even though he hated it. Every time when things got really bad, I ran away to Bit's tree house deep into his backyard... and somehow he would always comfort me... whether it was holding me until I stopped crying, or somehow learning to use a first-aid kit to bandage my wounds... he was always there... for all of the my four years..." my eyes were now beginning to tear with each word I spoke... "He even brought up sleeping bags so I wouldn't have to stay at my house... and since then, I always came into his arms crying practically every single day till I slept his arms... it was definitely something I wasn't proud of, but without Bit, I would have killed myself ten times over without giving a second thought..."

"But you know Leena, that was still not the end of it... because he literally sacrificed everything he had to put a smile on me... If it meant killing himself to make me happy forever, Cloud would have probably done it. It sounds kinda romantic and corny at the same time, but that's how he basically was... never leaving anyone behind... Since I didn't get along with anyone really well in school, Bit was always there to help me anyway he could... He could have easily become on of those popular kids, but you know what...? He turned them all down always making sure I was first. His so- called friends of course made fun of him calling him a 'wuss' being with a girl all the time, but he didn't care... all because he was too damn fucking NICE!" I punched the window repeatedly crying my heart out...

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...verbal abuse, physical abuse, they beat him simply because he cared... he never sparked up a fight, but when the time came... he was against odds of at least ten to one..." I remembered watching him get beaten with two people holding up his wasted body by his arms as random people punched or even spit on him... disgusted that he pick me over them..."

"His parents would usually worked late or overnight at with the newly formed ZBC, so they really never caught on about the situation at school or at the tree house... So life went on like that... well until his tenth birthday... it was basically me and some of his better friends who for some reason or another stuck by him, for his party... I was the last to leave and last one outside the family to ever see Cloud's parents..." I looked down remembering the last of the good times...

"That night, everything changed... everything simply changed..."

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"Umm... hey Bit... anyone up here...?" I called out climbing the steps to the dark tree house...

Peaking above... I saw a lone dark figure lying in a corner... Taking a closer look, softened whimpering sounds could easily be heard...

'It was obviously Bit... but was he... crying...?'

"...hey Bit... you okay...?" I softly called out getting on my knees trying to find his unique aqua eyes... but with his head down, the blond spiky hair simply didn't let me meet contact...

'I can't let her see me be weak... if I'm weak then who the hell be strong for Kay ... Dammit! I can't let her see me be weak... I can't let her see me be weak...'

"Bit, is that blood...?" Coming closer inspecting his arms and chest... "You aren't hurt are you...?" He reluctantly swung his downed head to the left and right...

"Come on Bit what's the matter... you never keep secrets from me..." I pleaded forcing his weak head up with my hand for direct eye contact... but what I saw definitely shocked me...

Bit crying... tear stained and brimming with more...

I never saw Bit cry... maybe for me once or twice, but never for himself... he had the perfect family I always wanted...

His sad eyes plastered with fear were both scared and confused... It was the Bit Kayla never came to know...

Immediately softening my sapphire pools I mimicked what the blond usually told me "You know I don't know what's wrong with you until you tell me..." she smiled gently... For the first time she was going to repay back what Bit did for her...

Silence was the answer as he couldn't bare to bring it up...

After some time flew on by, Bit finally stopped and looked from her shoulder, which he had been leaning on...

"You ready...?" I asked in a warm tone...

"Yeah, thanks Kay, you're only one I can really trust

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I didn't understand what he was talking about...

Taking a deep breath he continued...

"My parents died..." he flatly said "And I'm a murderer..."

He continued giving me, the eight year-old the details, about what saw and heard. He was back to crying, but was intent to finish his story... I on the other hand just in shock and disbelief...

'There's no way this is happening...' I kept repeating to myself... 'There's no way this is happening...'

After he finished, the room remained silent giving it time for everything to sink in...

"What about the police...?" I asked giving him a reasonable question...

"I thought about that too, but all they would do is take away the bodies, brand me as a murderer, and probably take me to a

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I remained silent, as I couldn't believe what he was saying... there was no way this had to be true... the parents I looked up to... their child abandoned... I began to deny the truth...

"...no... I can't let you live like me..." he looked up "...no ...No... this can't be true..." I began to back up the doorway...

"Come on Kay, you know I wouldn't lie to you..." he said in weak tone... but I on the other hand, just couldn't believe it... I knew when Bit was serious he wouldn't lie, but this was just too much... I got sacred and began to quickly climb down and run back to his house...

"KAY! Come back! You don't want to go there! KAY !" but it was no use... she couldn't bring her self to acknowledge the truth... "Dammit Kay, why do you have to make hard..."

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'No...No... this has to be a lie... a dream... it's not true...' I ran all the way to backdoor, hearing Bit a good distance away trying to catch up...'

Opening the door the smell of blood filled the air... the stench of fresh death was all about... I slowly walked to the foyer and saw Bit's father... a bloody corpse... and a dead man... I simply broke down crying at the sight... the truth hurt harder than anything I've ever done or seen...

About five seconds later, Bit saw me crying and carried me into a hallway so I wouldn't see the body...

Temporarily leaving my side, he got up going back to the room... he returned with his father's light kadachi sword and sheath slung on his back...

Telling me it's time to go, he helped me up, using each other as crutches all the way back to the tree house... we both cried until energy drifted us into a deep slumber...

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The next day, I woke up with the sun's rays beating down on my eyes... there's was a presence of something missing...

Looking over... there was no Bit by my side... where he used to lay was a note address to me... confused I picked it up I read whatever I could understand...

Dear Kay,

I know you wanted me to stay, but I already made up my decision before you came that night. I know wouldn't understand this now, but keep this and you'll probably understand it later. I left because there's nothing left for me except the world itself and you. You have to understand that I too need to start a life and at age ten, who knows what I'll do. But one thing is sure I will get revenge on the people that killed my parents. Remember to always keep strong... If you're strong you live, if you're weak you die... that was what my father told me whenever I was down so keep that in mind and see you later...

Goodbye Kayla Fararra... I hope we meet again...

Love,

Bit Cloud

P.S. I took my father's sword with me to hopefully learn some self-defense... you should learn some too... it'll come in handy later... trust me...

I silently cried from the dawn to dusk...

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"That was the last day I ever saw his aquamarine eyes for the next five years... and during that time, I also ran away from home two years after the incident and went to New Hope to find Bit. I never find him, and with the little money I stole, never really helped. I was forced to join a gang to survive... I didn't really didn't want to... but being ten and starving there wasn't really much of a choice. The gang I joined was basically an assassin's gang of street kids who were hired by various people to well obviously kill... the headmaster only wanted kids like me, because he knew children didn't think for themselves and never really knew from right from wrong... I also didn't know at the time, but those were the people who killed Bit's parents...

I could never tell him I joined up with the same group that murdered his parents... after what he been through... I owe him at least that much and ten times over...

"Anyway, it was there that I learned how to kill... I was especially became good with the sword like my other comrades and it was also there where I changed my outfit and hair to a more feminine and dangerous look. There were at least twenty other members varying in age and the few friends I made were all coincidently on the NeoBlades Team... Neo, my first boyfriend... Sora, my first true friend, Denshin, the always bitch-ass punk, and his younger brother, Genkai..."

"It's kinda ironic how all of my childhood friends died a week ago..." I jokingly laughed while still tearing "Anyway, life went on for a another time, while I developed a little relationship with Neo... who eventually became headmaster after the old one died fighting. It wasn't until I was fifteen, when I met up with Bit again ..."

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"Come let's get outta here! The target's already killed!" the navy haired warrior yelled out to a certain auburn...

Running in an overly decorated and elegant hallway, the two met up at an intersection, with a silent relief and they started their way out from which they came...

"So how many...?" Neo asked running besides me...

"Only nine... just nine..." I flatly replied knowing what he meant...

Turning sharp left into another dimly lit hallway, they ran down halfway only to be met up a ready patrol squad of fifteen with guns aimed ready to fire...

"Dammit, we need another way out..." Kay immediately going for a flash bang on her belt...

Turning back, both assassins ran back only to cut off by an even lager squad of twenty at an intersection...

"Well this isn't good..." Kayla stopped turning back to back with Neo...

"...no shit..." he said in a sarcastic tone...

"So any plans...?" Kayla said while both squads were offering terms of surrender...

"You go for the squad we were going through and I'll take the other... whoever finishes first call out and I'll figure it out from there..." Neo said under his breath...

"Got it..." Kay smiled as both assassins were clutching their swords and bending their knees for the first attack...

"...stupid fools..." he said blowing his long dark blue lock out of his equally dark eyes, he lunged forward immediately going up against the resistance of bullets ... "Move! You're in my way!" If it not were two years of training of simply looking and following the gun position and where it fired, the battle would of ended at the very start. Unsheathing his sword to deflect two or three bullets and somehow inhumanly dogging the rest, he immediately went head on to thrust his sword into a guard's neck. Upon seeing a fear in another guard right next to him, an instant hand motion of turning his sword and swinging from the neck into another was his choice of already killing two people in less than seven seconds. As another three minutes ticked on by with the sound of metal clashing and multiple shots being fired, it was apparent that the two warriors had an inhuman killing style. After pushing himself off a wall to gain more speed, Neo simply slashed his twentieth kill on his right side throwing his body in a low move. Breathing heavily, he looked around only a standing guard somehow missing his blade and eye ... a blond guard smart enough to not to bring a gun, but a sword...

With eyes glinting aquamarine he began... "The name's Bit... Bit Cloud... and I'll be your next opponent..." he said smiling while withdrawing his sword shining in the light...

"You're name means nothing to me ! ! ! " he said before charging up at him...

Before coming within the blond's sword range a sudden change tactics was done to hopefully catch his opponent off guard. Stopping before, he jumped high to Bit's left and used his feet to push himself off the wall to quickly swipe his head... But that failed to a sword's handle guard thrusting upward deflecting Neo's blade upward, while a hard punch upward into Neo's stomach flew him up then down to ground...

He was grasping for air...

'Man what hell was that!?" His mind screamed out tightly closing one eye getting up with the help of sword... 'All I know is that... that guy's good and I have a feeling he's still holding back. Alright I'll choose this move...'

Getting up, Neo lunched forward for his target... taking a quick jump up to immediately thrust his sword straight down... Bit simply side stepped for a complete round house kick to Neo's back making him fall forward on his knees, to then painstakingly immediately turn around to swipe upward from his downed position...

Easily parrying the attack to the side the blond swordsman simply smiled at the effort...

Then with a desperate attempt, he jumped up to his feet to then pull back he sword for a fast speedy straight thrust forward... Bit again ducked the blade aimed at his chest and parried again putting up his sword's handle guard to deflect to blade upward – up and out of the way. Only this time, after parried Neo's attack he let go of his sword to wrap his arm around Neo's arm to then again complete uppercut to his chin... Neo fell back while Bit squeezed his arm until the handle guard met his arm of the blade causing Neo to let go of his sword too...

Now on the ground, the navy haired was now crawling backwards with no weapon... He didn't believe what was happening 'There's no way he beat me...' Lifting his head in a disgusted way, the blond warrior pulled out a gun from his back and aimed at Neo with one hand... with the gun making its clicking noise... Neo finally got scared...

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"Ughhh ! !" Neo clutched his bleeding leg... while still keeping a dangerous eye contact...

"If you want to know... I never kill... too bad that's my only weakness..." Bit said reaching over for his sword while kicking Neo's far away "Oh and that wound on your leg is just for you not running away..." Bit pointed the sword at Neo's neck...

"HEY! I'm done over here! ! "Kayla said waving a sword surrounded by blood corpses...

The two warriors both looked at her...

"K-Kayla...?" Bit solemnly said

Quickly realizing the situation, Neo saw the his enemy was distracted... Somehow swiftly getting up he ran with his wounded leg throbbing with excruciating pain... Running to Kayla to break her staring contest, they both turned running away... leaving confused Bit with a questioning look...

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"I later found out that was a part-time body guard for the ZBC and he simply one the best... able to capture some of our gang alive... It wasn't until another year, until I saw Bit again. Neo then began being a bit... aggressive with our relationship..." I looked down at Leena's feet "Then after our date, we walked through a park we he... well he tried to rape me... I lost all trust I had to him" Tears were yet again staining my cheeks "...if it weren't for Bit... Neo would have gone his way..."

"Apparently after he saw me that other night, he tracked me down... basically looking over me and gathering information on my gang... so he said. Anyway, they both fought another duel and Bit won again injuring Neo's right arm causing him to run off. After that, the only one I really trusted was Bit... still always looking after me after all those years..." I solemnly smiled at the thought "Two days later, we basically moved away from New Hope to travel across the continent to New Helic City hoping to get away from both our pasts. We needed money so we both became apprentices from zoid junk dealer while Bit taught me how to fight using the sword with the hand-to-hand martial arts... before, I only knew how to fight with my sword alone...

"Anyway, we moved into an abandoned zoid hanger and lived on the outskirts of New Helic for two years like a brother and sister... or so I thought until that day

we were dueling he confessed his love for me a with a kiss..."

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Looking down at the ground, tears were now falling out like never before "...I dumped him saying that he wasn't the 'right' one and that he was just a really close friend... It was the worst time of my life... because right then and there... I killed his heart along with mine..."

"He left the same way he did in that tree house... with a note saying that he was going for his dream... building a zoid from the best part he could find..." The rain still pounded at the hospital the way it always did...

"The next time I saw was another two years later in a middle of a desert temporarily forgetting his memories... that was three weeks ago and you know the rest..." I finally stopped crying finishing my story...

Looking to rain, life seemed so better finally telling my hard past off my mind...

"What about the thing you and Bit were doing at our base...?"

"Oh you mean that plan that Bit thought up... well it was basically a failed plan to see if you really loved him... because after I – I 'dumped' him..." I couldn't think of another word 'he swore in my face that he would never love again... he got distant to anything relating love. Anyway, the night when you caught me in his room, he told me something about a weird dream returning his old memories and his plan to make you jealous with me being as the bait... I agreed thinking it was fun until I met up with him..." I looked up in a sad smile to where Jamie lie...

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"Cloud Crater..." I said out loud... I was standing in the center where his grave now lies... a memorial to the great Bit Cloud, pilot of the Ultimate X, Liger Zero... It was a bright and sunny cloudless day where the hard cracked ground blew little dust... the day wasthe opposite of everything how was I feeling...

"Kayla told me everything, Bit... your past, your life, your misery... and for what? ...for me to finally understand you..." I softly said into the wind...

"The Blitz Team is now back, but Jamie is unfortunately going to... to meet you soon... he has a piece of metal lodged in his heart and in his head... the doctors can't operate on him since his brain will shut down if they work on his heart and vice versa. He has a good ten years before he... goes..."

"Brad is now buried and the world now forgot your death... it's considered old news now... but you know Bit Cloud... I never got to say..." she trembled with the blowing wind

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I know I've been nothing but a pain to you, but that was mostly my pride and ego talking. My mother died when I was young, but I still put up a wall faking my appearance... the wall so good it fooled my father, and even my brother... and somehow even though I didn't know it... you slipped past my walls with out even me knowing it...

It... it was an...

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... goodbye Bit Cloud... until next time...

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I stood there what seemed an eternity as my eyes brimmed with tears for what seem like the thousandth time...

I then head someone coming up from behind, making a crunching noise with each step treaded... but I didn't care... it was probably just Leon again trying to comfort me... Worried about my health... worried about me...

But then two strong pairs of familiar hands covered my eyes...

Not of Leon's...

Not of my father's...

Not of Jamie's...

Hands which irritated my loneness...

"Guess who..." he said in a grinning... familiar tone...

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Well that's chapter 20 and it's 1:30 in the morning on a Thursday school night listening to some .hack/sign music... I'm tired beyond belief and I bet you're also tired from reading my twenty pages of writing (no dramatic spacing included)... Yeah I know it's long but it just to had be, unless I cut it off during Kayla's flash back where Bit was pointing his sword at Neo and made the rest a lot longer like putting in a detail description of the rape scene... -gasp- Oh and yeah that's why I up the level to PG – 13 and the fact of a lot of gruesome deaths and other crud...

Anywho, the next chapter will be an epilogue and statistics page – Where I write useless facts about my chapter ie. Number of words, characters (letters), days to completion, other stuff, and more... I know have no life...

Oh and BTW sorry about the long update... it's like I said before, my computer crashed with most of this chap being deleted, and I almost lost interest in making this chap only because I hate retyping what I already typed, and trying to remember what I typed... I'm better the first time over... Check out the next chap before July hits out just because finals suck...

Finally, PLEASE REVIEW ! ! ! I'm mean seriously, it took a hell ass while to type this up... and if you don't review... I hope a couple of Armageddon beasts with an army of endless angels come to your door killing up ten times over and forcing you to review this chapter... if you don't the get the beginning part about fighting heaven all that crap you'll understand in the epilogue. Most of the plot questions should have been answered... if tell me if there's still any...

So much for hoping this part to be short...

Remember Read and REVIEW...

And later much...

BladesDeath out...