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"Harry?" someone grabbed Harry's arm stopping him just outside the doors to the Great Hall.
Harry looked up from the arm holding him in place to the face of the person and saw Ron Weasley's concerned face.
"Oh, hi Ron" he said and started walking away as soon as Ron let go of his arm.
"Hey, wait!" Ron went after him. Harry stopped allowing his friend to catch up with him.
"Harry, are you okay?" asked Hermione. He looked around and noticed that she and Seamus like Ron had ran after him.
"I'm fine, I just went to early breakfast and now I have to go and get my books" he said gesturing with his hands to the direction he was walking.
"Okay," said Hermione knowing there was something wrong but understanding that he didn't want to talk about it.
"Hey, Harry when do you get ungrounded?" asked Seamus.
"Err...I don't know" said Harry confused. "Why?" Seamus went a little red.
"Well it's just...you know we've missed you...at the dorm" Ron was trying to contain his laughter and failing miserably making Hermione glare at him.
"I'll ask my parents. Anyway I'll see you later, okay?" said Harry continuing his way to his parents quarters.
Harry got to the portrait of his grandfather, said the password and went inside.
"Morning" he said to his father who was trying to walk with about twelve rolls of parchment while drinking a cup of tea.
"Harry, your mum was worried about you where have you been?" he asked picking the rolls from where they had fallen when Harry spoke to him.
"Got up early, went to the Great Hall" he said shrugging.
"Dad, why don't you just use magic?" said Harry pointing to the parchment.
"Right" he said getting a little red from not having thought of it before.
"Dad am I still grounded?" asked Harry after his dad had shrunk the rolls of parchment and stuffed them in his pocket.
"Your grounded?" asked James confused.
"Yeah, that's why I'm sleeping here instead of Gryffindor Tower" said Harry in bored voice.
"What did you do?" asked James.
"Okay if you don't remember why I'm grounded it has been too long can I move back with my friends...please?" asked Harry looking at his father with his wide, brilliant green eyes.
"That's not fair, you're fifteen you should've stopped being that cute at five" said James defeated. Harry gave him a big grin and threw his arms around his neck.
"Thanks, dad" he said hugging him tightly.
"Yeah, but you have to tell your mother before you move, okay?" he said pushing Harry enough to look into his eyes.
"Okay!" exclaimed Harry running to his bedroom and coming back two seconds later with his book bag.
"Bye, squirt!" he said ruffling Harry's hair before the excited teen ran out.
Harry ran all the way to his first class which happened to be Transfiguration. When he got there most of his classmates were already there but fortunately his head of house was also late. He saw the only empty chair besides his roommate Dean and sat down.
"Hey" said Harry a little out of breath from his run. Dean's only sign of acknowledgement was a stiff nod. Harry frowned slightly what did I do to him? thought Harry.
Prof. McGonagall was talking about something, Harry had no idea what he hadn't even noticed she had gotten there so blinked a couple of times took a deep breath and tried to forget about Dean.
After class Harry went after Dean. "Hey, Dean wait up!" said Harry trying to catch up to him but bumping into several students on the process.
"What do you want?" said Dean stopping and turning around, looking at Harry with an annoyed expression.
"Umm...I just wanted...er...did I do something to you?" Harry felt stupid asking that but didn't know what else to say.
"What are you on about?" said Dean confused.
"Um...it's just....you seem mad at me...I don't know what I did and well if you don't tell me I'll probably do it again and again..." Harry knew he was babbling but he did that when he was uncomfortable.
"No you didn't do anything you're always perfect. I'm sorry I didn't greet the boy-who-lived in an appropriate fashion I didn't feel like bowing and smiling today, Are we done?" Dean was getting angrier by the minute.
"Yes...I'm so...I'm sorry" said Harry running away from Dean. Harry didn't know what he had done, is that how people thought of him that they needed to be nice to him because he was the boy-who-lived. Harry was hurt maybe his friends didn't really like him they just felt obligated to be nice to him.
Harry wanted to be alone so he decided to skip Charms and went to the room of requirement. He was in the corridor when he saw a door but I haven't thought of anything yet...unless...there's someone there...Draco... He didn't know if he wanted to talk to Draco, then he remembered his homework he left that night Draco was drunk, he could ask him about it.
He opened the door to see Draco watching a game of quidditch from a book.
"So, what are you skipping?" said Harry startling Draco.
"Ancient Runes, you?" Draco was a little surprised to see Harry here but didn't want to let him know.
"Charms, so that game any good?" asked Harry pointing to the book in Draco's lap.
"Yes, is the world cup final of '79. I thought I wasn't supposed to talk to you or look at you" said Draco putting his hands over his eyes.
"I'm sorry about that, look I hate it when people lie to me so please just don't don't do it again so can we just forget about it and be friends so that I can ask you something" said Harry really fast.
"What's wrong?" asked Draco closing the book, placing it on the small table in front of him and standing in front of Harry looking at him straight in the eye.
"Why would you think something is wrong?" asked Harry a little bothered by Draco's assumption even though he was right but he doesn't know that thought Harry.
"Because last time I spoke to you, you were pissed really pissed and now you're just letting it go just like that...? There is something wrong, why don't you just tell me?" finished Draco.
"Fine. Do you like me Draco?" asked Harry looking at the blonde's confused face.
"Of course I like you. You know that" said Draco wondering where this was going.
"I mean, do you like me like a friend... you know like would you be my friend if you didn't fancy me? " asked Harry frustrated.
"I have no idea what you're on about, do you want us to be friends?" asked Draco confused.
"No, I mean yes but it's not about that I...well...I sort of found out today that someone I thought of as a friend is only nice to me because ''I'm the boy-who-lived''( he made the gesture with his fingers) and now I don't know if my other friends feel that way, do you?" said Harry throwing himself in one of the overstuffed chairs.
"No, I sort of like you in spite of that" said Draco looking at Harry worried because he could tell that this was really bothering Harry.
"Why do you like about me then?" asked Harry looking at Draco with his big, green eyes.
"Well, those eyes of course... and your mouth...and that body is just so se- " he got cut off by Harry throwing a small cushion at him, hitting him in the face.
"Get your mind out of the gutter!" said Harry, his cheeks on fire making Draco smirk at him.
"What, you asked, I answered but, I also like you because you're funny, smart and you have this foolish innocence that allows you to see good in people, plus you look really hot when you're angry even though I usually end up injured." he said the last part with a big grin.
"You think I'm hot?" asked Harry and after a second he realized he had said that aloud he blushed bright red and lowered his head staring at his lap.
"You know you look irresistible when you do that" said Draco and Harry noticed he was really close, when he looked up he met those silver eyes and he just couldn't stop staring.
Draco closed the distance between them and kissed Harry on the lips. Harry responded to the kiss by applying a light pressure against Draco's lips, he felt the blonde's tongue licking in between his lips and he opened his mouth and let him deepened the kiss. He loved this feeling...Draco kissing him, it was the most amazing feeling there were shivers and tingles going through his body but he knew he had to stop it so he started to pull back but Draco would have none of it and put his right hand on the back of his head to keep him from getting away. Harry surrendered and was surprised when the Slytherin ended the kiss leaving him breathing heavily.
"So, are going to be friends or, what was it... snogging partners?" asked Draco looking at Harry's dazed eyes and swollen lips smugly.
"Umm...I....you're...I don't like you" said Harry crossing his arms and pouting.
Draco burst out laughing. "You look so cute" he said in mock baby voice. Harry glared at him.
"So, do you think my friends like me because I'm the savior of the wizarding world?" asked Harry remembering what started the conversation with Draco.
"I don't know Harry you'd have to ask them. I want to know what's happening between us" said Draco looking serious.
"I don't know...I'm still mad at you for lying to me- "You didn't look too mad while we were snogging before" Draco interrupted him with a small smirk.
- but...I do still like you even when you're being an insufferable idiot" Draco lunged at him and started tickling him.
"I give!" shouted Harry out of breath. Draco stopped but kissed him lightly on the lips before completely moving off of him.
"Draco, you have to stop doing that if you want us to be friends" said Harry softly.
"But I don't want that, I want this..." he trailed off kissing Harry again.
"Well I don't want that not after you lied to me" said Harry getting up and moving away from Draco.
"I thought we had talked about that" said Draco frustrated.
"No we didn't, we skipped it, remember? Why did you lie, anyway?" asked Harry genuinely curious.
"I knew you were a virgin and I didn't want to make you feel like I was after you for sex because I wasn't" he said honestly.
"So, how many people have you been with?" asked Harry not being able to stop himself from asking.
"Most of the Slytherins from sixth and seventh year" he said shrugging.
"And why aren't you with any of them now?" asked Harry trying to keep the jealousy he was feeling out of his voice.
"They didn't mean anything to me Harry it was just about sex and not just for me but for them too they didn't want relationships, well Pansy does but you know her" said Draco smiling.
"So you just slept with all these people and it didn't mean anything, none of them?" asked Harry.
"Well there was this boy we sort of had something more but that's over now" he said trying to be honest with Harry.
"Who is he?" asked Harry not even trying to keep the jealousy out of his voice.
"You don't know him, he graduated last year" he was trying to keep the smile that Harry's jealousy had brought to his face.
"Oh, did you love him?" asked Harry softly.
"I don't know and if I did it doesn't matter because I'm sure I don't now," Harry's face relaxed visibly at that.
"Do you like any of the other people that are at Hogwarts now?" asked Harry.
"Yes" said Draco amused at Harry's question but that turned to worry when Harry's face fell and he looked so sad. "Harry I was talking about you," he said getting up and going to Harry.
"Oh, I don't care anyway" said Harry feeling stupid.
"Okay. Look Harry I'm sorry that I lied to you and I promise to never do it again, can we just start over?" asked Draco stroking Harry's hand.
"I think we should try and be friends" said Harry taking his hand back because Draco's touch was burning him.
"If that's what you want, yeah I can do that," said Draco not letting his disappointment show.
"Good, then we're friends," said Harry with a fake smile.
"Right," said Draco knowing that Harry's was as unhappy as he was so it would only take a little time to change his mind.
"Hey have you seen my potions homework?" asked Harry trying to talk about something else.
"Oh, yes I have it," said Draco going over to his book bag. "I am going to continue helping you with potions, right? I mean we made a deal and I still need your help for transfiguration."
"Sure, I mean we're friends we can do that but we can't you know...do the other stuff we used to do during our sessions." said Harry blushing slightly.
"Pity...and that was my favorite part." said Draco, loving that shade of red on Harry.
"Draco! We're going to be late for potions, Snape is going to kill us...correction Snape is going to kill me!!!" said Harry running, Draco right behind him.
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"Harry?" someone grabbed Harry's arm stopping him just outside the doors to the Great Hall.
Harry looked up from the arm holding him in place to the face of the person and saw Ron Weasley's concerned face.
"Oh, hi Ron" he said and started walking away as soon as Ron let go of his arm.
"Hey, wait!" Ron went after him. Harry stopped allowing his friend to catch up with him.
"Harry, are you okay?" asked Hermione. He looked around and noticed that she and Seamus like Ron had ran after him.
"I'm fine, I just went to early breakfast and now I have to go and get my books" he said gesturing with his hands to the direction he was walking.
"Okay," said Hermione knowing there was something wrong but understanding that he didn't want to talk about it.
"Hey, Harry when do you get ungrounded?" asked Seamus.
"Err...I don't know" said Harry confused. "Why?" Seamus went a little red.
"Well it's just...you know we've missed you...at the dorm" Ron was trying to contain his laughter and failing miserably making Hermione glare at him.
"I'll ask my parents. Anyway I'll see you later, okay?" said Harry continuing his way to his parents quarters.
Harry got to the portrait of his grandfather, said the password and went inside.
"Morning" he said to his father who was trying to walk with about twelve rolls of parchment while drinking a cup of tea.
"Harry, your mum was worried about you where have you been?" he asked picking the rolls from where they had fallen when Harry spoke to him.
"Got up early, went to the Great Hall" he said shrugging.
"Dad, why don't you just use magic?" said Harry pointing to the parchment.
"Right" he said getting a little red from not having thought of it before.
"Dad am I still grounded?" asked Harry after his dad had shrunk the rolls of parchment and stuffed them in his pocket.
"Your grounded?" asked James confused.
"Yeah, that's why I'm sleeping here instead of Gryffindor Tower" said Harry in bored voice.
"What did you do?" asked James.
"Okay if you don't remember why I'm grounded it has been too long can I move back with my friends...please?" asked Harry looking at his father with his wide, brilliant green eyes.
"That's not fair, you're fifteen you should've stopped being that cute at five" said James defeated. Harry gave him a big grin and threw his arms around his neck.
"Thanks, dad" he said hugging him tightly.
"Yeah, but you have to tell your mother before you move, okay?" he said pushing Harry enough to look into his eyes.
"Okay!" exclaimed Harry running to his bedroom and coming back two seconds later with his book bag.
"Bye, squirt!" he said ruffling Harry's hair before the excited teen ran out.
Harry ran all the way to his first class which happened to be Transfiguration. When he got there most of his classmates were already there but fortunately his head of house was also late. He saw the only empty chair besides his roommate Dean and sat down.
"Hey" said Harry a little out of breath from his run. Dean's only sign of acknowledgement was a stiff nod. Harry frowned slightly what did I do to him? thought Harry.
Prof. McGonagall was talking about something, Harry had no idea what he hadn't even noticed she had gotten there so blinked a couple of times took a deep breath and tried to forget about Dean.
After class Harry went after Dean. "Hey, Dean wait up!" said Harry trying to catch up to him but bumping into several students on the process.
"What do you want?" said Dean stopping and turning around, looking at Harry with an annoyed expression.
"Umm...I just wanted...er...did I do something to you?" Harry felt stupid asking that but didn't know what else to say.
"What are you on about?" said Dean confused.
"Um...it's just....you seem mad at me...I don't know what I did and well if you don't tell me I'll probably do it again and again..." Harry knew he was babbling but he did that when he was uncomfortable.
"No you didn't do anything you're always perfect. I'm sorry I didn't greet the boy-who-lived in an appropriate fashion I didn't feel like bowing and smiling today, Are we done?" Dean was getting angrier by the minute.
"Yes...I'm so...I'm sorry" said Harry running away from Dean. Harry didn't know what he had done, is that how people thought of him that they needed to be nice to him because he was the boy-who-lived. Harry was hurt maybe his friends didn't really like him they just felt obligated to be nice to him.
Harry wanted to be alone so he decided to skip Charms and went to the room of requirement. He was in the corridor when he saw a door but I haven't thought of anything yet...unless...there's someone there...Draco... He didn't know if he wanted to talk to Draco, then he remembered his homework he left that night Draco was drunk, he could ask him about it.
He opened the door to see Draco watching a game of quidditch from a book.
"So, what are you skipping?" said Harry startling Draco.
"Ancient Runes, you?" Draco was a little surprised to see Harry here but didn't want to let him know.
"Charms, so that game any good?" asked Harry pointing to the book in Draco's lap.
"Yes, is the world cup final of '79. I thought I wasn't supposed to talk to you or look at you" said Draco putting his hands over his eyes.
"I'm sorry about that, look I hate it when people lie to me so please just don't don't do it again so can we just forget about it and be friends so that I can ask you something" said Harry really fast.
"What's wrong?" asked Draco closing the book, placing it on the small table in front of him and standing in front of Harry looking at him straight in the eye.
"Why would you think something is wrong?" asked Harry a little bothered by Draco's assumption even though he was right but he doesn't know that thought Harry.
"Because last time I spoke to you, you were pissed really pissed and now you're just letting it go just like that...? There is something wrong, why don't you just tell me?" finished Draco.
"Fine. Do you like me Draco?" asked Harry looking at the blonde's confused face.
"Of course I like you. You know that" said Draco wondering where this was going.
"I mean, do you like me like a friend... you know like would you be my friend if you didn't fancy me? " asked Harry frustrated.
"I have no idea what you're on about, do you want us to be friends?" asked Draco confused.
"No, I mean yes but it's not about that I...well...I sort of found out today that someone I thought of as a friend is only nice to me because ''I'm the boy-who-lived''( he made the gesture with his fingers) and now I don't know if my other friends feel that way, do you?" said Harry throwing himself in one of the overstuffed chairs.
"No, I sort of like you in spite of that" said Draco looking at Harry worried because he could tell that this was really bothering Harry.
"Why do you like about me then?" asked Harry looking at Draco with his big, green eyes.
"Well, those eyes of course... and your mouth...and that body is just so se- " he got cut off by Harry throwing a small cushion at him, hitting him in the face.
"Get your mind out of the gutter!" said Harry, his cheeks on fire making Draco smirk at him.
"What, you asked, I answered but, I also like you because you're funny, smart and you have this foolish innocence that allows you to see good in people, plus you look really hot when you're angry even though I usually end up injured." he said the last part with a big grin.
"You think I'm hot?" asked Harry and after a second he realized he had said that aloud he blushed bright red and lowered his head staring at his lap.
"You know you look irresistible when you do that" said Draco and Harry noticed he was really close, when he looked up he met those silver eyes and he just couldn't stop staring.
Draco closed the distance between them and kissed Harry on the lips. Harry responded to the kiss by applying a light pressure against Draco's lips, he felt the blonde's tongue licking in between his lips and he opened his mouth and let him deepened the kiss. He loved this feeling...Draco kissing him, it was the most amazing feeling there were shivers and tingles going through his body but he knew he had to stop it so he started to pull back but Draco would have none of it and put his right hand on the back of his head to keep him from getting away. Harry surrendered and was surprised when the Slytherin ended the kiss leaving him breathing heavily.
"So, are going to be friends or, what was it... snogging partners?" asked Draco looking at Harry's dazed eyes and swollen lips smugly.
"Umm...I....you're...I don't like you" said Harry crossing his arms and pouting.
Draco burst out laughing. "You look so cute" he said in mock baby voice. Harry glared at him.
"So, do you think my friends like me because I'm the savior of the wizarding world?" asked Harry remembering what started the conversation with Draco.
"I don't know Harry you'd have to ask them. I want to know what's happening between us" said Draco looking serious.
"I don't know...I'm still mad at you for lying to me- "You didn't look too mad while we were snogging before" Draco interrupted him with a small smirk.
- but...I do still like you even when you're being an insufferable idiot" Draco lunged at him and started tickling him.
"I give!" shouted Harry out of breath. Draco stopped but kissed him lightly on the lips before completely moving off of him.
"Draco, you have to stop doing that if you want us to be friends" said Harry softly.
"But I don't want that, I want this..." he trailed off kissing Harry again.
"Well I don't want that not after you lied to me" said Harry getting up and moving away from Draco.
"I thought we had talked about that" said Draco frustrated.
"No we didn't, we skipped it, remember? Why did you lie, anyway?" asked Harry genuinely curious.
"I knew you were a virgin and I didn't want to make you feel like I was after you for sex because I wasn't" he said honestly.
"So, how many people have you been with?" asked Harry not being able to stop himself from asking.
"Most of the Slytherins from sixth and seventh year" he said shrugging.
"And why aren't you with any of them now?" asked Harry trying to keep the jealousy he was feeling out of his voice.
"They didn't mean anything to me Harry it was just about sex and not just for me but for them too they didn't want relationships, well Pansy does but you know her" said Draco smiling.
"So you just slept with all these people and it didn't mean anything, none of them?" asked Harry.
"Well there was this boy we sort of had something more but that's over now" he said trying to be honest with Harry.
"Who is he?" asked Harry not even trying to keep the jealousy out of his voice.
"You don't know him, he graduated last year" he was trying to keep the smile that Harry's jealousy had brought to his face.
"Oh, did you love him?" asked Harry softly.
"I don't know and if I did it doesn't matter because I'm sure I don't now," Harry's face relaxed visibly at that.
"Do you like any of the other people that are at Hogwarts now?" asked Harry.
"Yes" said Draco amused at Harry's question but that turned to worry when Harry's face fell and he looked so sad. "Harry I was talking about you," he said getting up and going to Harry.
"Oh, I don't care anyway" said Harry feeling stupid.
"Okay. Look Harry I'm sorry that I lied to you and I promise to never do it again, can we just start over?" asked Draco stroking Harry's hand.
"I think we should try and be friends" said Harry taking his hand back because Draco's touch was burning him.
"If that's what you want, yeah I can do that," said Draco not letting his disappointment show.
"Good, then we're friends," said Harry with a fake smile.
"Right," said Draco knowing that Harry's was as unhappy as he was so it would only take a little time to change his mind.
"Hey have you seen my potions homework?" asked Harry trying to talk about something else.
"Oh, yes I have it," said Draco going over to his book bag. "I am going to continue helping you with potions, right? I mean we made a deal and I still need your help for transfiguration."
"Sure, I mean we're friends we can do that but we can't you know...do the other stuff we used to do during our sessions." said Harry blushing slightly.
"Pity...and that was my favorite part." said Draco, loving that shade of red on Harry.
"Draco! We're going to be late for potions, Snape is going to kill us...correction Snape is going to kill me!!!" said Harry running, Draco right behind him.
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