Disclaimer: As much as I would love to own the Yu Yu Hakusho characters I don't.

The Yu Yu Hakusho charcters all belong to Yoshihiro Togashi and Shonen Jump.

I am however only borrowing them. Poor me. Oh Well enjoy the story.

Just A little note

Kin Kohana is my character so do not borrow her unless you ask me got me.

And if you wanted to know Kin Kohana means Golden Little Flower.

Oh Well enjoy my story

FoxForbiddenChild

Kin Kohana: Lost and Found

Chapter 8

10 years later

" Kin Kohana get out of the bed now." Kurama was yelling at the kit through her door but

still got no answered. She had never slept this long if anything she was up before Hiei and

he. " Between Kin Kohana and Hiei I don't know who's worse." He said to himself going

back to his room. " HIEI!!!! GET UP!!" He yelled. He heard a few mumbled words. But

finally came face to face with the fire demon. " What." He said bitterly. Which was

expected since Hiei wasn't a morning person.

" How long were you two training?" He asked. " Just a little before the sun came up. I

took her to the makai that's why she's probably tired." He said yawning. " You WHAT!"

Kurama said to him a little angry. Hiei looked at him. " Your looking lovely today

Kurama." Hiei said to him trying to change the subject. Kurama pushed passed him. He

ran over to Kin Kohana's door. He put his ear to the door and then picked the lock.

He opened the door and looked at Kin Kohana. She was bandaged up. " Hiei what

happened to her?" Kurama asked. Hiei looked at him. " WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER!

WHAT HAPPENED TO HER!" He yelled at Hiei. Hiei looked at the ground. " HIEI

PLEASE TELL ME!" He yelled to him looking hurt. " Yukina says she's gonna be

alright. She fought a hard battle." He said to him. Kurama walked over to the kit. He

moved her hair from in front of her eyes. Though she was sleep she looked as if she was

in pain. " HIEI! HOW COULD YOU TAKE HER THERE?! AFTER I SAID NO! HOW

COULD?!" Kurama yelled at him. He was now holding the fox. " I wasn't going to take

her there. But she asked for me to take her there." He said. " SHE'S THIRTHTEEN

YEARS OLD HIEI!! BE FOR REAL!!" He yelled at him. " She isn't a little ningen

Kurama." Hiei said to him. Kurama looked at him. " If it makes you feel better she

finished off a S-Class youkai. She saved my life." He told him. Kurama looked at him.

Hiei showed him how he too was bandaged. Hiei walked over to them and put his hand

on Kurama's shoulder. " She's strong Fox. She's very strong and I've never seen a youko

move as fast as I do." He told him. Kurama looked at Hiei.

" I know she isn't a ningen Hiei." Kurama told him. " But she is still young. I can't stand

to see her sleeping in pain. I didn't want her to go there and you knew that." He said to

him. " Kurama she really wanted to go." He said to him. " What if she had been killed

Hiei? Heck I worry enough about you when you go there. Your strong and I know that but

still I worry. I worry if your going to return or not. You probably could have taking care

of that youkai by yourself. But because you took her you not only indangered her life but

yours as well." He said to him. Hiei nodded. " I thought she was ready. She's just so

strong Kurama. I wish you could see her in action. She's just like you if not better." He

said to him. Kurama looked at him. " Heck she's even better than me." He said to him.

Kurama looked at her.

" Better then you." He said to Hiei. " Yeah." He said. " If she were stronger than us Hiei

she wouldn't be this hurt." He said to him a little angry. " She only got hurt cause she

took the shot for me." Hiei admitted. Kurama looked at him. " I was about to get killed

when outta no where she jumped in grabbed me and was hit by the blasted upon escaping.

Crazy little fox. I must have crused myself for taking her there. So I don't need you doing

the same. Heck I even gave some of my life energy to keep her alive until Yukina could

get to her." He told him flatly. Kurama stared at Hiei then back at Kin Kohana. " Your

raising a very good kit there Kurama." Hiei said to him. " No.." Kurama began and laid

her back down. He then walked over to Hiei and put his arms around his shoulders.

" We're raising a very good kit. I'd never thought she'd turn out to be a mixture between

the both of us." He said to him. Hiei looked at him. " So you've notice too." He said to

him. " Yes Indeed I have." Kurama said and stood by her window. " Hiei." He called. "

Hn." He replied. " I knew one day she would have to go to her real home. Just not now. I

was afraid of what would happen to her. That's why I wouldn't let her go. She's has to of

course go again. When she is 15. But I'm just not ready for this just yet." He said to him.

Hiei nodded at him. " Come let's let her sleep." Hiei said guiding Kurama out of her

room.

4 days later

Kurama went up to check on Kin Kohana. She still laid in the bed. Sleeping really hard. "

I brought you some water. Maybe it will cool you down." Kurama said to her. Kurama

took the cloth and placed it on her head. She had been running a small temperature. She

took in a breath of air upon feeling the coolness against her head and she let a little moan

of pain escape her mouth. But still she didn't open her eyes. Kurama could feel tears

welling up in his eyes. He touched her face and brush a few pieces of her mane outta her

face. Her breathing was sorta uneven. Her face was dirty from the blast probably. Kurama

took another cloth and washed her face. He moved her bang and shakily gave her a kiss

on the forehead. Kurama grabbed her hand and looked at her. She was in so much pain

right now. Kurama couldn't hold them anymore and he began to let his tears fall and he

cried. He cried upon her chest.

Hiei stood at the door. He looked at the scene in front of him. " How could I be so

stupid." He said to himself. He looked at the girl and he looked at Kurama. He'd never

seen the fox this sad except of course before they got together. Kurama had loved this kit

as if she were his own. Begging to keep her and heck a part of Hiei wanted her too. Now

the kit who reminded him of Kurama was injured. In fact dying. He just couldn't bare to

tell Kurama that. He couldn't tell him that the kit was going to die. Hiei let out a sigh.

Kurama sat up. Hiei went downstairs as he knew the fox would come down there. He sat

on the sofa and waited.

Kurama came downstairs and sat on his sofa next to Hiei his head hanging down. Hiei

looked at him. Kurama stared at the table. Hiei couldn't say nothing and put his head

down. He noticed Hana sitting over on the table. Kurama noticed it too and he picked it

up. Kurama's body began to shake as tears took over him again. Hiei brought the fox's

head to his shoulder and Kurama began to cry aloud. " What's wrong with her Hiei? Why

isn't she getting any better?" He said to him. Hiei said nothing. He just couldn't tell him

that the kit was dying. " Hiei.. There's something your not telling me." Kurama said to

him. Hiei got up and still didn't look at him.

" Hiei.." Kurama said as Hiei sat on the window sill peering out. How could he possibly

tell the fox that the little fox was dying. He didn't want to report that. Not to Kurama he

just couldn't report that to him. " Hiei..Please." Kurama said and touched him. Hiei

turned around and looked into Kurama's eyes. The shine that was there was no longer

there infact his emerald green eyes just weren't as radiant as they once were. This hurt

Hiei a lot. " Hiei do you know what's really going on?" Kurama soft alto voice said to

him. " How can I say this to him. How can I tell my love that our kit is dying." Hiei

thought. He got down from the window sill.

" Kurama... I'm sorry." Hiei started. Kurama looked at him. " If I hadn't been so careless

and so blind she'd be alright. If only I'd listen to you and didn't take her there she'd be

doing whatever that crazy little fox does." He said to him. Kurama looked at him. " But

because I was stupid and not responsible. Just because I thought she could do it. Just

because I believe she was ready for the Makai." He said still not looking at Kurama. Hiei

then punched the wall. " She's dying Kurama and it's all because of me. I'm the reason

Kin Kohana is up there dying a slow painful death because she saved me." Hiei said to

him. Kurama looked at Hiei. He had never seen the fire demon blame himself over

someone else's death.

" I'd do anything to get her back strong. If she would have just let me die..." He was

saying. But Kurama stopped him. " Hiei.. Don't say that." He told him. Hiei looked at

him. " Why it's the truth fox. I'm the cause of her death and because of that I can never

forgive myself." He said. Kurama looked at him. " Hiei please." Kurama said. " IF SHE

DIES I'LL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF!" He shouted at him. Kurama looked at Hiei

and held him. The fire demon looked at him. " Hiei try not to think of the bad." He said to

him nuzzling his neck. " She's gonna make it. She has too. She just has too." He told

him.

Hiei looked at him and though his eyes were red from crying , they showed a hint of

encouragement. " If only that were true." He said to the fox. " Come with me." Kurama

said to him. Hiei followed Kurama upstairs and into Kin Kohana's room. Hiei couldn't

look at her. " Look at her." Kurama said to him and Hiei did. She was bandaged up and

her breathing was still uneven. Hiei went over to her. " It's now or never. Let me see

what's causing her death." He thought. He took off the ward and put his hand on Kin

Kohana's forehead. He closed his eyes and his jagen opened up. She took in a breath of

air. Kurama looked at them.

Hiei was inside of Kin Kohana's head. He saw the thirthteen year old. " Hiei!" She yelled

and ran over too him. " Kin Kohana." He said to her. " I'm so glad your here." She said

hugging him. " Where are we." He asked her. " I don't know but I have never felt this

much ki before." She said to him looking at her hands. He looked at them too. They were

a mixture between green and black. " Kin Kohana it's...." He said to her. She looked at

him. " It's you and Kurama. I have both of your strengths combined." She said to him

looking at her fist.

" It's too much power for you." He said. " Non-sense I can take anything." She said. She

then grabbed her chest and started panting. " That's too much power your dying. Let me

help you please." Hiei said to her. " I'm fine." She said grabbing her chest. " Please let

me help you control it." He said to her. " I said I'm fine." She barked at him swatting at

him with some type of a weapon. He jumped back. " Kin Kohana there's no time to be

stubborn. Think about Kurama. If you die he'll be upset and I could never forgive myself.

Let me help you." He said.

She nodded and Hiei grabbed her hand. " Don't be afraid and don't fight it. You must not

be afraid." He told her. She stopped panting. " Take a deep breath and just breath." He

told her and she began to take deep breath's and finally her breathing was okay. " That's

right Kin Kohana now concetrate on the ki. Make it become your own. Let it fuse with

yours." He told her. She concetrated on the ki and all of a suddened she let out a loud

howl of pain as a blast occured.

Hiei was thrown from off the bed. " Hiei!" Kurama yelled and went over to him. Kin

Kohana moved up and down on the bed rapidly. She was spitting up. " Hiei! SHE'S

HAVING A SEIZURE!" He yelled and try to calm her down. Her body bounced up once

and stayed up in the air and then her body went limp. She was sweating really bad. " Kin

Kohana?" Kurama said. Noticing that the kit wasn't breathing at all. " Hiei! She isn't

breathing!" Kurama yelled in panic. Hiei looked at the ground. " I tried to save her . But I

killed her faster." He thought to himself. " Hiei what happened?" Kurama asked

shrieking. He put his head to her heart and could hear it beating faint as her breathing

started back up uneven and sometimes she wasn't even breathing. Kurama sanked to the

floor and covered his face. He was truly crying now. He cried so hard his body trembling.

' She's Going to die!" He yelled. Hiei went over to him. " Let her go fox." Hiei said. "

NO!" He yelled and pushed Hiei off of him. Hiei was hurt. Kurama went over to her.

Kurama turned into his Youko form. He put his hands over her chest and he was about to

began to channel some of his energy into her. Hiei stopped him. " No!" He told him.

Kurama looked at him. " If you channel your energy too her you'll kill her." He told him.

Kurama changed back to Shucchi. He began to cry again. " Hiei I won't let her die. I

refuse to let her die." He yelled at him.

Hiei went over to him and hugged him. " If she's gonna die. We have to let her go." Hiei

said to him a little hurt. " NO! You killed her Hiei. If she dies it's because you killed

her." He said to him in angry and he got up and ran to his room. Hiei looked at the

ground. " He's right." He said and then looked back at Kin Kohana. " If you die. It was

because I helped kill you." He said to her and then kissed her head. Then he flitter to the

tree near Kurama's window. He saw Kurama on the bed he had cried himself to sleep. "

I'm sorry Kurama. I'm sorry Kin Kohana." He said and went to sleep holding his tear

gem.

The Next Morning

Kurama woke up. He felt for Hiei. But got no luck. He sat up and groan. He felt like crap

and probably looked like it. He got up and went to his window. Hiei sat on his tree

branch. The one that he and Kin Kohana loved so much. Kurama opened the window. "

Hiei." He called in a hoarse voice. Hiei looked up. He had a few tear gems in his hands.

Kurama gave him a sad smile. He'd been crying too. Maybe he was a little too hard on

him. He thought. Hiei came over to Kurama. " What are we going to do?" He asked him.

Hiei shrugged his shoulders. Then they heard a beautiful voice singing a very beautiful

song. Kurama looked at Hiei and they went to Kin Kohana's room.

There stood Kin Kohana in the middle of her room doing some sorta dance. Singing and

she looked a little more mature as well as her body. Kurama looked at her and so did

Hiei. When she was finish. " Kin Kohana?" Kurama called her. " Kurama? Hiei?" She

called back but didn't look at them. " YOUR ALIVE!" Kurama yelled and ran over to her

and he hugged her. But she still didn't look at him. In fact she touched his face. " Kin

Kohana what's wrong?" Kurama asked. But she still felt his face. Almost like reading

him. " Kin Kohana?" Hiei asked her. She turned to him but didn't look at him. She

touched his face and then she touched both of Kurama and Hiei's face reading them like a

book. Her lips trembled and tears fell down her cheek. She hugged both of them. " I'm

alive." She said to them. They looked at her. Kin Kohana stood up. She walked over to

the mirror and she felt the mirror.

" I know what your thinking." She said to them. They looked at her. She smiled and felt

her reflection in the mirror. She felt her face and her long silver hair. " What's wrong

with me? Why am I acting like this?" She said repeating their thoughts. They looked at

her in shock.. " Well Truth is.." She began. She turned around and lifted her head.The

once golden eyes were now silver. Kurama shook his head. Hiei didn't say anything. "

I'm blind." She said to them.