Harry blinked and felt his hands go
clammy as he stared down at the small piece of parchment. "This can't be
what it looks like," he thought to himself. "Draco would never do
this to me...."
Harry lowered his shaking hands
and looked at the window beside him. He stared hard into his reflection in the
pane of glass, his eyes searching for some kind of reassurance from his
counterpart that this was all just a big mistake. Maybe it wasn't from Draco at
all, maybe it was just some joke from one of the other Slytherins.
"Harry?"
Harry turned and saw Ron
cautiously poking his head through the doorway.
"You alright, mate?"
"I'm fine," Harry
shrugged.
"You look a little shaken,"
Ron said, taking another step inside the room. "Was it from, Malfoy?"
"I'm not sure," Harry
said, looking back down at the innocent scrap of paper clutched in his fist.
Ron walked inside and closed
the door behind him before joining Harry at the window. "What does it
say?" he asked curiously.
Harry handed over the parchment
and looked back outside as Ron glanced at it and furrowed his brow.
"You're not sure it's from
him?" he asked. "Is it his writing?"
"Yes, but it could be some
joke one of the other Slytherins decided to pull. Draco wouldn't do this to
me."
Ron narrowed his eyes but
remained quiet.
Harry turned back towards his
best friend and smiled slightly as he reached for the paper again. "I'll
just ask him about it tonight when I meet him."
"You're meeting him
tonight?" Ron asked in surprise.
"Yes, at midnight. I sent him a note."
"Before or after you got
this one?" Ron questioned.
"Before, but that doesn't
mean-"
"That's exactly what it
means," Ron interjected. "Harry, this letter is from Malfoy and it's
just the kind of thing he would do."
"That's not true!" Harry
exclaimed defensively. "You don't know what he's like now, he's changed. I
don't care if you hate him, Ron, I'm still going to see him and you can't stop
me."
"Yes, but he can," Ron countered. "Wise
up, Harry, he just dumped you."
Harry's eyes blazed with anger.
"I can't wait to hear your apology later when I come back and prove you
wrong."
Harry pushed away from his seat
and strode to the door, shoving the paper into his cloak pocket.
"Harry, wait!" Ron
called.
Harry flung open the door and
slammed it shut behind him without a word. Ron sighed and felt a wave of
sympathy and then anger wash over him. He knew the note had to have been from,
Malfoy. Poor Harry, he didn't need to deal with this on top of losing his
godfather too.
Ron quickly walked to Harry's
trunk and rummaged around for the invisibility cloak. He found it crammed in
the corner and grabbed it, then threw it around his shoulders as he ran after
Harry.
* * * * * * * * *
Harry walked past Hermione and
out the portrait hole without a word as she stood up, opening her mouth to call
after him. She frowned and wondered what could've happened in so short a time.
"Hermione."
Hermione jumped as a voice
suddenly whispered right next to her ear. "Ron," she hissed angrily.
"What are you doing? And what is going on?"
"I think Draco just dumped
Harry, and he's in some serious denial. Please open the door for me, I need to
follow him and make sure he's okay."
Hermione nodded to show she
understood and casually walked over to the door. She opened it and stepped
outside, allowing enough time for Ron to make it through before turning back
in.
The Pink Lady grumbled in
annoyance as Ron sprinted down the corridor after Harry.
* * * * * * * * *
Harry entered the garden and sat down on
the stone bench that he and Draco had occupied the last time they'd been there.
He pushed aside any troubling thoughts and felt sure that this was all just
some big misunderstanding, Draco had said that he would never leave him, no
matter what. It really wasn't so bad, Draco would just have to face up to his
father and tell him the truth. Then they could be happy, and be together in
public.
Harry snapped his head around
with a smile as he heard someone coming. But the path was empty and the sound
died away as quickly as it had come.
"Draco?" Harry
called. "You'd better not be playing around again, we really need to
talk."
Harry waited for a response. The
silence was even more evident after his voice had been swallowed up by the
night. He sighed and turned back around to glance at his watch; it was still
early.
"Oh, shit!" Harry
gasped and leapt to his feet. "I have detention with Snape!"
He frowned and turned around
again as he heard something loud in the bushes nearby. He stepped into the
garden and felt around with his hands in the dark, he touched something solid
but couldn't see anything there.
"Who's there?" he
demanded.
Ron pulled back the hood of the
invisibility cloak and looked up at Harry sheepishly. "Sorry, Harry. I
just wanted to make sure you were okay."
"You mean you just wanted
to prove me wrong," Harry accused.
"No," Ron said as he
struggled to his feet. "Honestly, I want Malfoy to show up and for you to
be happy with him....if that's what you want."
"You just don't believe
that he will," Harry concluded.
"To be fair, I haven't
seen the good side of Malfoy yet," Ron pointed out.
"Then believe me,"
Harry pleaded. "Be a friend."
"I am being your friend,
Harry. I'm just worried."
"Would you do something
for me?" Harry asked.
"What?"
"Could you stay here and
wait for Draco for me?"
"Do I have to talk to
him?" Ron asked, cringing.
"No," Harry sighed.
"Just wait and see if he shows up, then go back to the tower and tell me
if he does."
"Okay, what time is he
supposed to come?"
"Midnight."
"Midnight!" Ron exclaimed. "It's not even ten!"
"Please, Ron? You said you
were my friend."
Ron rolled his eyes and shook
his head. "Fine, but you can't use that excuse again."
"Thanks," Harry
smiled and helped him out of the bushes.
Ron brushed off the dirt and
branches clinging to the cloak as he watched Harry run off up the pathway. He
sat down on the bench and prepared himself for a long period of being utterly
bored out of his mind.
* * * * * * * * *
Harry bid Professor Snape
goodnight and rushed off to his dormitory, thankful that Snape hadn't been too
hard on him for being late and he didn't have to add any more detentions to his
slowly dwindling total; there was only one week left.
He hurriedly gave the password
and slipped inside. It was already almost twelve-thirty and all of the other
students had gone off to bed. Hermione was still awake and sitting on the floor
by the fire with her homework.
"Harry," she greeted
in relief. "Where's Ron?"
"He's still outside
waiting for Malfoy," Harry explained as he plopped down onto the old, red
couch.
"What?" Hermione
asked in confusion.
"Long story," Harry
shrugged.
Hermione frowned and decided to
let it go as she turned back to her homework. Harry settled back into the soft
cushions and waited for Ron's return.
~ One hour later.....
Ron pushed open the portrait hole with a
heavy heart, and walked into the common room. He spotted Harry sitting on the
couch dozing and Hermione with her head lying on her books fast asleep.
Harry stirred, as Ron gently
touched him on the shoulder. "Ron," he said sleepily. "Did you
see, Draco?"
Ron shook his head sadly.
Harry frowned and bit his lip.
"Harry, listen-"
"No, it's okay. He
probably just couldn't get away tonight. I'm sure his housemates are keeping an
eye on him after all that's happened today."
Ron looked at him
incredulously. "Harry, stop making excuses for that bastard."
"Ron, I'm warning you,"
Harry said, as he sat up. "Don't talk about him that way."
"When are you going to
wake up and see that he's left you, Harry?"
"What are you guys yelling
about?" Hermione asked with sleepy concern as she lifted her head from the
table.
Harry glared at Ron. "I'm
going to bed."
Harry got up and left the other
two alone. Once he had reached the quiet of his dorm room, he put on his pyjamas
and climbed wearily into bed; it had been a long day and he was starting to
feel exhausted. He leaned over to place his glasses on the nightstand, then
laid back and shut his eyes.
Not long after, Ron came in and
climbed into his own bed, after replacing Harry's invisibility cloak back in
his trunk.
"Next time, ask," Harry
said, from behind closed bed hangings.
"So, what are you going to
do about, Malfoy?" Ron asked, looking up at the ceiling over his bed.
"I'll talk to him
tomorrow, before breakfast."
Ron sighed and shook his head.
Tomorrow was going to be a rough day for everyone.
* * * * * * * * *
Harry stood nonchalantly in the
Entrance Hall, leaning against one of the statues under the stairs and keeping
his eyes peeled for Draco. He had left his room this morning as quickly as
possible, an icy silence hanging between himself and Ron.
He ignored the other student's
stares and whispers as he stood waiting, even glaring at a few of them who
looked like they were going to ask him questions.
Suddenly, the dungeon doors
swung open and Draco walked out leading a pack of his housemates; which
included Pansy, Blaise, Crabbe and Goyle.
Harry tried to catch Draco's
attention as he walked by.
"I believe Potter is
trying to signal you, Draco," Pansy sneered. She grabbed a hold of Draco's
sleeve and pulled him to a stop in front of Harry. "Do you have anything
to say to him?"
Draco refused to look into
Harry's eyes, and instead opted to sigh in annoyance and look at Pansy.
"No, I'm done with that little whore."
Harry gasped and felt as though
he'd been hit in the stomach.
Pansy smirked in triumph and began to
lead the others on towards the Great Hall for their Sunday breakfast. Draco
kept his eyes focused on the floor as he followed along behind, he couldn't
look at Harry. His heart physically hurt as he tried to block out the words
that he had just uttered to bring Harry's world crashing down.
Tears blurred Harry's eyes as
he watched Draco walk away. He felt like collapsing onto the floor and staying
there forever. He needed to get out before he embarrassed himself further.
He dashed blindly towards the
doors and burst outside into the grounds, a heavy rain pouring down on his head
as he ran and ran, until collapsing onto the wet grass beside the lake.
He buried his face into his
arms and cried, the sobs wracking his small frame as he poured out all the hurt
and betrayal he felt. He couldn't believe it. How could Draco do this if he
loved him? Had it all been just a game to him? But it had felt so real....
Harry squeezed his eyes shut as
he blamed himself for being so gullible. He ran his hands through his now wet
hair and let a fresh wave of tears roll down his cheeks, mingling with the tiny
rivulets of rain.
A gentle hand pressed on his
shoulder.
Harry opened his eyes and
looked up, praying that it would be Draco.
"Ethan," Harry said
in surprise. "What are you doing out here?"
"I thought you could use
some company," Ethan smiled sympathetically. "I'll leave if you want.
I just thought you could use a shoulder to cry on, or someone to yell at if you
need that, too."
Harry smiled through his tears.
"Thanks."
Ethan sat down beside him and
took out his wand, he cast a warming spell around them and a water repellent
shield to protect them from the rain.
"I can't believe he said that
to you," Ethan said quietly.
"I don't understand,"
Harry sniffed. "He....we.....I thought he'd changed."
"Did he mislead you?"
Ethan asked in concern.
"I guess." Harry
looked at Ethan, wondering how much he could tell him. It felt good to be talking
about it after keeping it bottled up for so long. "He told me that he
loved me."
"Oh, Harry," Ethan
shook his head and put a comforting arm around Harry's shoulder.
"Know what the worst part
is?" Harry said, his voice shaking.
"What?" Ethan pushed
Harry's wet fringe off of his forehead.
"I still love him."
"That's perfectly
understandable," Ethan reasoned. "He was your first love,
right?"
Harry nodded and wiped his
eyes.
"Don't worry, Harry. It'll
be hard, but you'll get over him and learn to love another."
"I don't know...."
"You will, you're strong
and you still have your friends. They understand you, don't they?"
"Ron and Hermione?"
Harry asked, looking up at Ethan's face.
"They're your best friends
aren't they?"
"Yes."
"They're always
supportive, right?" Ethan smiled.
"Kind of...." Harry
said slowly, thinking of Ron's angry tone yesterday.
"Did they talk to you
about your relationship with, Draco? Or your feelings about him?"
"Not really, they didn't
want to hear about it."
"I can't believe that,"
Ethan said in shock. "Just when you need them most, I bet you're always
there for them."
"I am," Harry said,
sitting up. "You should've seen Ron last night, he didn't believe me at
all."
"Harry, listen to me,"
Ethan spoke sincerely. "You must know that I like you, but never mind that
right now, I want you to know that if you need a friend, I'll be here for you.
You can talk to me about anything you want. I understand what you're going
through, in fact, I've been through it myself."
"You?" Harry asked
incredulously.
"Yeah," Ethan smiled
sheepishly. "I've been on the dumped side of what I thought was the
perfect relationship, too. I loved him and he didn't love me enough."
"So, you do understand,"
Harry said, feeling less alone in his
misery.
Ethan nodded and took his arm
off of Harry's shoulders. "So if you need someone to talk to...."
"Thanks." Harry
smiled, glad to have someone who understood. "You're probably the only
person in the school talking to me right now, anyway."
Ethan smiled. "Do you want
me to bring some breakfast out here for you? We could have a very informal
picnic."
"Sure," Harry said
uncertainly. "Er, Ethan?"
"Yes?"
"You know I'm not ready
for a relationship right now, right?"
"Of course, Harry. Don't
worry about it, we're strictly friends. I wouldn't dream of dating someone when
they haven't healed from their last break-up."
"Just so you know,"
Harry smiled in apology.
"Be right back."
Ethan grinned and ran out from under their cover and towards the school, he
pushed open the Entrance doors and walked into the Great Hall.
He smirked as he saw Draco poking miserably at his breakfast. He couldn't believe how easy it had been to break them up, almost too easy. He couldn't wait until he had Harry all to himself, to do with as he pleased. It wouldn't take long to break him, just a few more pieces of his plan had to fit into place before Harry would crumble and fall straight into his waiting arms.
