BAN: Hey people I hope you like this. I don't have a betta so bear with me I'm sorry if its all full with spelling errore and plot holes, just go over them all roads are bumpy!! I might come back to this and play around with it and change it but I don't think I will ... just a heads up! I hope you like it! Don't forget to review!

The Beginning Chapter 1- meeting with death

"Sirius get up! Hurry get up!" whispered urgently Sirius Black's Little sister Kestrel. Sirius just rolled over. Krestle wouldn't give up. "Sirius Black!" She said once again quite firmly, and pulled his covers away from him. Sirius sat up. He only had his boxers on.

Kestrel didn't wait she threw him a pair of jean pants. Sirius slipped them on. "What's the matter Kess? Why are you crying?" Sirius asked whipping his sleepy eyes.

"Siri he's here. Voldemort is here. He has mum and dad. We have to get out of here! Now." Sirius stood quickly running for the door. He pressed his head against it for a minute; he heard two hollow thuds. Sirius's face paled. That was most likely his parent. He backed away from the door grabbing his wand and sister. He swung his bedroom window open. He motioned for his sister to go through the window first. Right out side the window was a great enormous tree. It was raining out side. They would both slip and fall to there deaths. Sirius's room was in the attic. It was the attic. Sirius ran for his broom that was by the door he grabbed it and got up on the window next to his sister. He steadied his broom and got on, Kess got on right behind him.

There was a bang on the door. Kress tightened her hold on Sirius. "Boy get out here! "Yelled Sirius's father, that was strange he should be dead right know. Sirius started to clime off the broom his sister wouldn't let him go.

"That's him... he's a death eater. I herd him and a man named Karkroff talking earlier. He planned this. He wants to make you a Death eater too. Please don't let him take you away from me. Mom wouldn't have wanted it she's surely dead. That was her I heard crying earlier. She's gone now." Sirius didn't move, his father a death eater? It was understandable the way he acted but... his father? He would really hurt him if he left now... but he had to he couldn't become a death eater he had to get away with his sister. Sirius righted himself on his broom. The door burst open and none other than his father was standing there with his wand pointed at Kress.

"Adarva Kadarva" Sirius father, Craig, said softly. Sirius shot out of his window with his sister holding tightly. He dogged the curses coming from his room.

"Where are we going?" Kress questioned worriedly and looked back, to see if they were following. Luckily they weren't. Sirius shook his head he didn't know.

"Maybe James will take us in." Sirius said as he steered his broom down toward ward. They were near James Potter's house. James was Sirius best friend. He had to take them in once he heard what had happened at his house. 15 minutes later

"James wake up open your window!" Sirius yelled pounding on James window. A light flicked on inside the room and James appeared. "What the bloody hell are you going out here with your sister?" James asked moving out of the way and letting Sirius and Kestrel in. "Do you know what time it is!" Sirius ignored him and closed and shut the window, then proceeded to run around the room then downstairs closing and locking all the windows and doors in the house. Getting back to James' room followed closely by James' parents.

"Sirius why did you just do all that?" James mother asked as Sirius peeked out of a crack in James window toward his house. Closing his eyes he ran his hands threw his hair and took Kestrel's limp hands. Bending down next to her he called her name.

"She won't wake up." Sirius cried shaking Kestrel on the shoulder, tears falling down his face. He looked up at Mrs. Potter who was wearing a pink dressing gown and Mr. Potter was wearing his Auoror's Uniform. James was the same as Sirius; pants no shirt hair messy. Kestrel on the other hand was wearing a big shirt that was Sirius' laying limp on the floor in his arms.

"It's... it's my dad..." Sirius glanced down at Kestrel. "He's a death eater. He... Voldmorte was there... at our house. He killed mom... I think she doesn't like Death Eaters... Dad... he's.... He's one of them... we were climing out of the window he shot the death curse I dogged it but... but... she..."

"Okay... It's okay..." Mrs. Potter wrapped her arms around Sirius, rocking him back and forth. James stood there shocked. They were only 10. They hadn't even been accepted to Hogwarts. And Kestrel was only six. "Shh... it's okay... Hunny... Did you get hit by any other curses?" Sirius looked down at Kestrel again and shook his head.

"I should have been. She... only six... I'm so..."Srius stopped as he herd a knock down stairs. "That's him. I know it's him. He'll kill me. Kess said he wanted to make me a death eater tonight... she said the dark lord had saw my future. He wanted to stop what would happen to me..." Sirius stamard getting up and running to a dark corner, and huddled there rocking back and forth.

Mr. Potter looked at James who was white and still staring at Kestrel. "James." James looked up at his father. "James, take yourself and Sirius to The Leaky Cauldron, don't come back here till you send you an owl. We'll call you by your secret name so that you know it's from us. Do you understand?" Rick Potter asked worriedly and yelled down stairs to hold on a moment as they got dressed. "Sirius come here." Rick hugged Sirius and James as did Kate. Running to his sock drawer James grabbed a sock full of money and a note that Kate had sprawled for them.

"Okay here. Now remember not till we send for you." Kate said as she and Rick went down stairs to meet their guests. "NOW!" James herd his mother yell.

"Come on Sirius." Sirius looked once more at his little sister and hopped on his broom and followed James out the window vowing that he would revenge Kestrel murder.

At the same time yelling from her parent's room awaked a young girl. She peeked into her older sisters room and finds it empty. Shrugging, she stopped dead as she hears her mother's screams. Grabbing some money from her underwear drawer she ran to her mothers room to find a man balding and fat leaning over her mother's dead body. Her father was on the bed frozen.

"Mummy!" Lillian Marie Jasmine Evans yelled. The man looked up yelling some words at her father, there was a green flash and Lily had to blink for a moment before she realized that the man was advancing on her smiling.

"Lily... come here. I won't hurt you..." Lily looked at now both dead parents and back to the man. He was evil. He had killed her parents.

"No!" Lily turned and ran to her room slamming her door and hopping out her window and shimmering down her tree. She got one last glance at her home and ran across her lawn into the busy street.

James and Sirius made there way to the front counter of the Leaky Cauldron. "Hey Mike. Can we have a room?" Mike Almonds, the owner of the bar smiled and nodded his head. James signed his name on the line and paid for their rooms as Sirius wasn't talking. He was still in shock of what had happened in the past 3 hours.

Mike led them to their room left them a key and told the rules, and disappeared down stairs. "Sirius?" James asked as he stared as Sirius again found his way to a corner and huddled there. "Come Sirius." Sirius looked up at his best friend.

He was cold and at a loss of anything because as far as he was concerned he had just lost his whole family. "I'll pay you back for the room." He said quietly, almost to himself.

"Come on Sirius. You can't sit there all night. My parents will take care of everything. Let's get some sleep." James grabbed Sirius arm and hauled him up onto one of the twin-sized beds.

"Night." Sirius murmured and fell asleep almost immediately. James took a little longer staring at his best friend for a moment then getting into his own bed. He stared around the room. It was a so called children's room at the Leaky Cauldron. It had a variety of magical toys and things kids could do. At this particular moment James despised anything childish. For himself and Sirius. They just had to grow up in a half an hour.

Lily ran down the street in her long nightshirt. Finally slowing down to take a piece of glass out of her foot she stared around looking for where she was. 'Great.' She thought, 'I'm lonely and completely lost.' Panting she looked behind her. No one was there or anywhere for that matter. The street was deserted. She had passed a bunch of people. Running away from the direction she was headed.

She kept on walking a few minutes when she spotted a door open with the light on. 'Well if the light is on then some one is there. Maybe they can tell me where I am.' Lily made sure her hair was nice and her shirt was hanging right before going into the store called; 'The Leaky Caldron.' "Hello." She called timidly. "Hello... is any one here?" She looked around; feeling her stomach heave as she saw dead bodies sprawled around the bar.

"Please don't." She heard shouts from upstairs. Lily looked toward the door way. She didn't want to move. This was more than she could handle. "Please... Help! Is anyone down there!?" She heard agonizing screams follow. She didn't want anyone else to die. She clamped her hand over her mouth and ran across the bar away from the dead bodies. Bounding up the stair way she herd screams from down the hall. Making her way listening carfully she found the room where the noise was coming from.

Craig Black put his hand over his sons' mouth waking him up. Sirius' eyes popped open at the sight of his father. He squirmed under his fathers grip, gulping for air he crawled away from his father. "James! Wake up! GO get help!" Sirius yelled making James wake up. Craig spun on James who was running to the door.

"James make another move and I'll curse you." James slowly turned facing his best friends father. Craig looked liked he did any other day. He looked in control, he was wearing black robes, and he had a strange menacing glint in his eyes though.

Spinning back around Craig grabbed Sirius foot as he slowly crawled off the bed. "Let go of me!" Sirius yelled. Craig laughed as his son's pleads.

"Shut up you little rat!" Craig lifted his son up by the foot hanging him upside down. Looking back at James who was inching closer to the door. "I said don't move!" James stared back at Mr. Black face completely white. "Come here." James didn't move. "I said come here, or I'll hurt Sirius."

"James, go!" Sirius yelled. Craig shook Sirius.

"Shut up." Looking back at James. "What will it be?" James walked over to Mr. Black shivering. Pointing his wand at the young child, "Iacere." James was sent hurtling back wards into a table. Landing on the ground he didn't get up.

"James!" Craig threw Sirius against the wall.

"I told you to shut up!" Craig advanced on his son who looked up at the man he once loved. Sirius crawled a little ways toward James but got dragged back by his father.

"Let me go!" Craig threw his son across the room again. He landed next to James. "James!" Sirius coughed spitting up blood. "Wake up." Sirius rolled over as his father pointed his wand at James. "Please don't!" Sirius yelled. "Please... Help! Is anyone down there!?"

Craig's wand moved to point at Sirius. "Crucio." Sirius screamed in pain as his father smiled and looked down at Sirius. Circling around Sirius, his back facing the door. Lifting the curse off Sirius whose nose was now bleeding, and had tears streaming down his face. "Fells good don't it." Sirius gasped for breath.

"Crucio!" Sirius writhed again on the floor. Craig let the curse run for a couple seconds before lifting it again. Sirius gasped for breath again. "Tell me Sirius. Are you going to miss Kestrel?" Sirius didn't answer. "Answer me! Iacere." Sirius was thrown against a bookcase directly across from the door. The bookcase swayed but didn't fall, though many of the books did.

Sirius looked up at his father. "Yes..." Sirius whispered.

Craig face reddened. "Well so will I! I loved her! She was my baby! You were supposed to get the curse. Here it is." Craig raised his wand again. "Avada..." Behind him the door flew off it's hinges and slammed into him, hurling him out of the window.

Lily looked into the room. All she saw was a man standing over a boy and then the door hitting him sending him out of the window. There were two beds a series of toys about the room a fire place, a boy lying on the floor next to a table, and a boy lying at the bottom of a bookcase, with books on and around him, she could hear him crying and gasping for air.

Hurrying over to the boy with black hair lying next to the table she checked for a pulse. He had one. Shaking him gently on the shoulder, "Wake up." She whispered. The boys' eyes flashed open he sat up quickly causing him to cough and wince in pain. "It's okay. Take it easy. Don't move." The boy stared at her with wide eyes as she ran over to at his friend who was crying over by the bookshelf.

"It's okay. It's only me and another boy. You're okay now." Lily said hesitantly. "Are you okay?" The boy looked up at her. He didn't make any noise, looking toward his friend he was relieved that he was sitting up.

"Who are you?" He managed to ask. He tried to sitting up but didn't manage until Lily helped him. He leaned against the bookcase.

"I'm..."Lily thought for a moment thinking of her parents. "I'm.... Lillian Marie Jasmine Evans. Lily for short." She said, "And who are you?"

"Sirius Black. He's James Potter." Sirius replied coughing again. More blood came up. Lily rubbed his back hesitantly. "Are you an Angel?" Lily laughed.

"No! Silly. Why would I be?" Lily asked. She looked around the room. "What happened in here?"

Sirius looked around the room. It was a bit messy now. "You saved our lives." He ran a hand threw his hair. "It's a long story. James... you okay?" Sirius asked getting to his feet, again with the help of Lily. He hobbled over to James and helped him to his feet. James started coughing to the slight movement, he wheezed as he was helped onto his bed.

"Where'd he go?" James asked shutting his eyes.

"He's gone." Sirius replied looking at Lily. "James, Lily. Lily, James." Sirius smiled. Lily got up and went into the bathroom and got some towels and returned to Sirius and James.

"Here you might want to put this on your nose." Lily offered. "Care to tell me what exactly I saved you from? Who was yelling for help, and screaming?" Lily sat on the bed opposite to Sirius and James.

"That was me yelling for help." Sirius said and checked the towel to see how much he was bleeding. It was a lot. "My dad. He... he did this." Sirius shivered.

"Yes that was me!" Craig Black yelled from the doorway. Lily jumped. Sirius didn't move. "Accio, Sirius!" Sirius flew backwards and landed at Craig's feet. Mr. Black pointed his wand at Lily. "Avada Kedavra." Craig yelled at Lily, who in defense held up her hands.

"No!" Sirius yelled from the floor earning a kick from his father. The curse shot away from Lily hitting, Craig instead. Lily stared wide-eyed as Sirius' father she presumed fell to the floor dead. Sirius looked to his father who was staring back at him with dead eyes. Sitting up and scooting back away from the dead man staring at him. Lily got up and ran to the door slamming it shut.

Lily stared at Sirius who looked as if he had just seen a ghost. "You... you are an ange!" Lily slid to the floor hugging her knees to herself.

"No I'm not. Explain to me what's happening!" Lily yelled tears falling down her face.

Sirius got up all the while watching Lily. He check on James who had fallen asleep, his breathing was slow and shallow. "That was my father. He's a Death Eater."

"What's a 'Death Eater?'"

"A Death Eater is person who follows this one really evil Wizard."

"Wizard! There's no such thing as a wizards." "Yes there is!"

"No there's not! There's no such thing as wizards, witches, or magic!" Lily screamed at the top of her lungs.

"Yes there is why would you say that?" Sirius asked sitting down next to Lily.

"Because if there was they would have saved my parents!" She said quietly. "There's no such thing as angels, miracles, witches, wizards, magic, or anything!"

"Your're a muggle born!" Sirius said smacking his forehead. "Okay there is such a thing. I'll tell you what happened as long as you tell me what happened to your parents." Sirius said as Lily nodded her head.

"Well... that was my father. He's a Death Eater who works for this guy, Voldemort. My dad just killed my mom, and little sister." Sirius said as tears forced their way out of his eyes. "He said he saw my future and he wanted to stop what ever I was going to do so he either wanted to make me a Death Eater even though I'm ten, and if I refused he was going to kill me. Well my little sister Kestrel herd him talking to this other Death Eater so she came and got me and as we were leaving she got hit with the killing curse which you just sent back at my dad killing him." Sirius explained hurriedly. Lily was about to ask a question but Sirius plowed on. "James lives down the street from me and I knew his parents would be able to help but what I didn't know is that Kess, was hit in the hand when we were getting onto my broom. So by the time that I was finished closing and locking all the doors and windows at James' house she was dead. James' parents sent us here so we could be safe and they said that they would send for us later. But now that my dad is here I don't think they ever will!" Sirius hurried. Talking as fast as he could to get it over with. Lily looked shocked.

"So we got here and we went to sleep and then all of a sudden my dad was here and grabbed me slammed me against the wall a couple of times and the book shelf. And James was trying to get to the door to go down stairs and get help but my father sent him flying into the table and I think it like broke his ribs or something that's why he's having trouble breathing and it knocked him out and I tried to wake him up but he wouldn't wake up I thought he was dead like Kess. And then my dad put me under the Cruciatus curse." Seeing Lily's expression he explained what that was. "Well I really don't know what it is but it just really hurts. It feels like my whole body was on fire. And I was yelling and yah and he lifted and then he started yelling at me. He was telling me how it was all my fault that Kess, is dead." Sirius paused and whipped his eyes. "I swear I didn't mean for her to die! You have to believe me! Please tell me you do. I loved Kess with all my heart. I would never hurt her."

Lily nodded her head. "I believe you. Don't worry."

Sirius ran his hands threw his hair again. "Good. And then my dad put me under the curse again and then you came in and now I'm here talking to you." Sirius wiped his eyes again.

Lilly looked shocked. She shook her head. "Wow." That's all she could come up with. "That's pretty crazy. Okay then. My turn. Right so yah I woke up earlier tonight and herd shouts coming from my parents room and there was this guy standing over my mum and she was dead. I could see it in her eyes and then this guy he was tall and fat, killed my dad. I ran away. I have a sister but I think she had snuck out after dinner to go to a party." Lily glanced at the door. She didn't trust the man outside not to come back in.

"And I was running for what seemed like forever. I have no clue where I am. I while back I was running and a ton of people were running the opposite direction of me. And I was really scared then I got a piece of glass in my foot and I finally realized that I had no clue where and I am. So I saw this place and the door was open and the light was on so I figured that I should come in here and find out where I was. But when I came in..." Lily shook her head closing her eyes. "People down stairs. There were a lot of them. They were all dead. There was so many of them! And then I herd you and I wanted to fun but then I herd you screaming for help and I didn't want any one else to die so I came up here. I couldn't get in so I just starred at the door and it just kind of flew off its hinges and hit your dad and yah what happened, happened, and now I'm here." Lily rushed just as fast as Sirius did through the story.

Sirius nodded his head. "Their all dead downstairs?" Lily nodded. "Okay then... "Sirius Yawned. Lily also did. "So how old are you?"

Lily stretched her legs. "Ten. You?"

"Ten, James is too." Lily laughed. "Not two. He is also ten." Sirius smiled. "I'm so tiered. Except I don't want to go to sleep." Lily got up.

"Well. We really don't have a choice." She gave her hand to Sirius. Pulling him to his feet she led him over to where James was sleeping. "You can either sleep here or on the other bed." Lily offered.

"I'll sleep here and you can have the other bed." Sirius shivered as a particularly cold breeze hit him. Sirius climbed into bed and Lily pulled the covers over Sirius and James. She then tiredly clambered into her bed and fell quickly asleep.

BAN2:srry that was a little lame I know but I don't know how o put that so if you don't like it twist it and make it your own in your head!!! ( Review please!