Chapter 1- "Life's Ironies"

The hand came down on the desk with an unmistakable clap of finality.

"The answer, Miss Silvestri, is no. Now, will you kindly step out of the way so that I may help someone with legitimacy?"

Gail's ice-cold demeanor held in the entirety of her hot frustration as she stared squarely into the man's ginger eyes. Gazes locked, they glared silently for only a breath or two. And then he gave.

Gail let him back off completely before coming out of her hunch over the desk, frustrations still masked, but tinged, now, with smug satisfaction. He might have won, but it had cost the prig some face; she could tell by the way he shame-facedly glanced side to side, and she could see it in the eyes of his nearest of co-workers.

"Well then, Mister Harston, if you're not willing to honour the Mercenary's Code, I guess we'll just have to find someone who is." With that she pivoted on her heel and made to walk away.

"Miss Silvestri," he called after her. She stopped, paused deliberately, and turned as if surprised, before walking back to his desk.

"Look, Miss Silvestri, you know as well as I that Lanza named someone else as his successor. I know about your service record, I know you were his right-hand officer, but on this, I just can't bend.

"Do you have any idea what kind of legal trouble this bureau would find itself in if it started letting every merc's lover, cousin and postman just randomly take over when they die? There are rules for this kind of thing, and, believe it or not, I have job to do here. I'd really like to keep it, if that's all the same to you. See, I promised the wife a week in the Pennatons, next month, and if I start handing out jobs to anyone who walks in the door, I find myself without a paycheck, understand?"

She arched an eyebrow, pierced him with another gaze, happy to see she could still make him squirm. "So..." she began slowly, as she tilted her head a bit to the right, "You're telling me that I get to be the one to tell eighty-five people— please don't forget we have some married folk among us, as well— that they don't get to maintain employment, eat, or have a place to live, because you want to— what was that again? Yes. Take your wife to a lush tropical paradise. Do I follow you, Mister Harston," she asked with a small, innocent grin.

Harston dropped his head into his right palm, resting his right elbow on his desk, and sighed heavily. "Look...Miss Silvestri. This isn't just about me. This isn't just about you, and it's not even just about the eighty-some-odd beings you've got working for you.

"Every day, I get to watch hundreds if not thousands of different merc units coming through this office, every last one of them with the same sob story you just handed me. If I were to just throw the rules out for you, where would it end, huh? You going to tell twenty five thousand other mercenary units that the laws don't apply to ex-lover seconds like you, just because you've got a bunch of people who knowingly signed into a hit and miss career?

"I'm sorry, Miss Silvestri," he said, shaking his head, "but it just doesn't work that way. But before you go, lemme tell ya' just one last thing." He motioned for her to lean in closer. She obliged, and he whispered, "If you're dealin' with red tape, it's not usually a good idea to mess with the guy holding the roll, right? Now please, go do whatever you need to get some legality behind your operation again. Wouldn't want anyone to starve."

Harston straightened, lifted a hand over his head, snapped his fingers and said, "Next."

Forty-five minutes later, the six, remaining senior officers found themselves brooding around what passed for a conference table in the small debriefing room of the ODS IWildcard/I. The gray paneling and dim, fluorescent lighting did nothing to lift the somber mood that filled the room, wafted on waves of stale cigar smoke and an undertone of unwashed bodies.

Gail knew she should probably have seated herself in the chair reserved for the captain of the ship, but she just couldn't feel right about it, especially in the face of a rather scathing reminder that she really did ino/It have the same level of rightful claim to it as the crew pretended she had.

And she just couldn't usurp Sterling's memory like that, even if it were only in her own mind.

Taking in the room in one, even glance, she mentally tallied that at least the right people were in attendance. Seated just to her right was the marine commander Vrala Sudhallas, a Sniv, and long-time friend of the late Sterling Lanza. While it had taken her a while to adapt to the accent and the almost cheerfully laid-back attitude of someone who regularly led men and women to what could easily end up as their deaths, she had to admit that she could see why Sterling had befriended the lizard, and kept him around for a half-century

To his right was Commander Panocha, the ship's bulky— and sometimes boisterous— political officer. Worthless when it came to anything combat related, but an absolute genius at political warfare. The man had managed to land jobs for the Daggers during a time when even the Interstellar Guardian Fleet had started to feel a pinch from the job market, not too long after the Scourge were wiped out.

The end of the war saw six digits worth of mercenary units— started overnight to capitalize on the enormous demand for any kind of fighting units, during the twelve cycles know as "The Scourge War"— suddenly without anything else to do. Well over three-quarters of them folded as quickly as they had risen, turning loose hundreds of thousands of disgruntled, unemployed ex-mercs upon Rim systems with shattered economies. The resulting spike in unemployment, on many of those worlds, also caused them to collapse, and more colonies had ended up abandoned than Gail cared to remember.

iWhat was I thinking, trying to pull that job myself? Nice going Ms. "Big shot" wannabe Lanza./i

She ceased her mental self-beration, and finished her silent cataloguing of her company. Seated at the end of the table was Pren'taal O'krite, the Zallun head of security. While he said next to nothing, unless directly spoken to, he did his job with almost mechanical precision, and the results he consistently got were nothing short of impressive. He had been offered command of the Dagger's armoured company, but turned it down on some odd principle, until Lanza had essentially just pinned the title of "Tanker chief" on him, leaving him to be compelled by his powerful sense of duty to take the reins.

The tankers very quickly learned a rather efficient form of sign-language and subvocalized commands, which, while Gail assumed was based on O'krite's reticence to speak, had actually upped the communication efficiency of the tankers by some considerable measure.

IStill not enough to save him. Driggit, Gail, you knew you should have forced him to stay. You knew. You knew./I

Quartermaster/chief engineer Diablen Fanthiyr— one of only three Kitarans to find their way into the Daggers— was perched in his usual, tentative manner just across from Jared, and Gail mutely shook her head as she watched him tinkering with some gadget or other, looking for all the galaxy as if the little device were the focus of the universe, never mind silly staff meetings.

Last, just opposite Vrala, was Chief Medical Officer Dr. Brynn Hall. He regularly annoyed the crew with his age-born crotchetiness, but his bed-side manner made up for it, and he had acquired a good few anecdotes that he regularly (and repeatedly) shared with his patients, convinced that, even with currently medical technology, laughter really was the best medicine still on the market.

Satisfied that the senior staff was in place, Gail sat, and tapped the edge of her briefing papers on the desk, ensuring they were all aligned properly.

"Okay, people, let's get this moving, shall we?" The low-level chatter dropped off, and she took a moment to look each of them in the eye before continuing. "Today, we were just handed our heads on a paper platter, if you'll pardon the metaphor. I know you're probably all thinking I was unwise in choosing to leave Commander Panocha behind while I went to get us a job, and I'll have to concede that point. But," she added carefully, "We've also been told, in no uncertain manner, that this operation has lost its license with its late commanding officer. The Bureau of Mercenary Affairs and Business welcomed us to Peridon V by reminding us that Captain Lanza, for reasons he has chosen not to disclose with any of us," inot even with me,/I "has included a rather unusual clause in his will that binds us to either disband, or to find a new commanding officer at once.

"Well, I don't see what the problem is," Hall spoke out. "I might have to badger you to get sleep, every now and then, but what kind of stick is up whose orifice, if they think we don't have a commanding officer? I'll be honest, Gail, you may be young, but you're as fine a commander as many I've served under." He punctuated his remarks by standing and rapping a fist on the table, adding, "I say we just invoke the Code, and elect Gaily, here, as the new Captain."

A hearty round of agreement was heard, but Gail just shook her head. "I appreciate the flattery, Doctor Hall, but it doesn't quite work that way. I'll turn it over to Commander Panocha to let you in on some of the details of the will. Commander, if you will?"

"Thank you, Cap'n," Jared said, rising even as Gail lowered herself into her seat. "Captain Lanza was nice enough to include a Trabled copy of his will," he said, referring to the universal method of reading for the blind, through feeling series of raised bump on a medium.

"Captain Silvestri has also read the plain text version, and the appropriate verifications have been done to authenticate it. I cannot say why he chose not to simply leave a holographic recording, but that's irrelevant.

"I have here, in my hand, several copies of his will, which I'll pass around for your perusal. I must insist, however, that none of this leave the room until Captain Silvestri clears it. It's not going to hurt the unit, but it will definitely raise some eyebrows, and I'd like to keep the crew questions to a minimum, until we get this all worked out."

Jared reached to his right, waiting for Pren'taal to take a few copies of the will, before handing the last one to Vrala, who took it with some measure of reverence, as if the plasti-paper were some sort of icon of an imaginary, Obsidian Dagger religion.

"Okay, while you're all looking over the legalese garbage— he had to write it that way, or the bureau would have been all over him— allow me to just sum this up for you." Panocha drew in a deep breath, and let it out, slowly.

"The long and short of it is..."

"IThe frag?/I We gotta turn this thing over to a diaper jockey?!" Brynn Hall was on his feet again, glaring in angered disbelief at his copy of the document.

"Mister Hall, you're out of line," rebuffed Gail, and the good doctor nodded absently, still staring at the sheet in front of him as he reseated himself.

Jared cleared his throat, and went on. "As our Chief medical officer has so succinctly stated, Captain Lanza has deeded this entire company to his nephew, one Matthew Sarray."

"Excuse me, Commander," queried the Kitaran, "But are you certain this document is binding on us? Quite honestly, I'll have to agree with Doctor Hall that this seems, well, rather farcical, and there must be some way to show BMAB that Captain Silvestri is much more within legal right to assume command of the operation."

"Dat' right'choo. Da kitty cat hassss a point I be thinkin'," Vrala added with a quick bob on his long head.

Jared shook his head in frustration. "No, the will clearly states that either Sarray takes the reins, or the unit legally and entirely disbands; this was done over his signature, and BMAB has notorized it. Despite Captain Silvestri's poor assessment of her performance, I must admit that even I could not have gotten around that wall with anything short of a small-scale planetary assault on BMAB headquarters."

"Then we allow disbandment, and reorganize under Captain Silvestri. Surely the law will not forbid that."

The blind man grimaced, and replied, "Again, Diablen, it doesn't work that way. You see, Captain Lanza owned this ship, and it's all part and parcel with the turn over. We disband, the law takes the iWildcard/i, and there's nothing we can do about it, unless you're all willing to go pirate."

"Dat ssssoundin' like da goody plan, I sayin'," chuckled the head marine. "I been hearin' dat all dem pirates, dey gets demselves da pretty ones, dem."

As much as she wanted too, Gail couldn't bring herself to entirely heat a rebuke to the mellow Sniv, though she did give him a look to let him know that this wasn't the time for jokes. The green marine merely shrugged, and returned what passed for a grin, as Snivs went.

"Not an option, I'm afraid, Vrala. The Captain didn't start us out as pirates, and I'd rather not have him haunting me for letting his unit get caught up in piracy. That has already been the fate of too many other for-hire units, and I, for one, will not see the Dagger's image thrown down the latrine like that.

"Back on what I was saying, we can't merely split and reform, at least not with the same kind of unit integrity we have, now. We split, and the banks will all default on the loans. Yes, we have enough to pay them, but Captain Lanza also deeded his personal savings— all five hundred million of it— to his nephew, as well. If the banks come calling, we get buried in debt or bankruptcy. Again, that's just not a viable path."

"The frell was Lanza thinking," muttered Brynn. "Tells us he's there for the team, then strings us out when he dies. You sure that thing's not just some fake, Panocha?"

It was Gail's turn to take the floor again. "One-hundred percent sure, Doctor. Believe me, I'm at a loss as to why the Captain followed this route as opposed to what seemed the most logical one, but... I'm afraid that there's really nothing we can do about it.

"At the very least, we'll still be led by Lanza blood."

"But he's inot/i a Lanza, Gail. Don't you get it? It's something like his sister's illegitimate son, or something..."

"He was Icompletely/I legitimate, thank you," the Poli-officer sharply cut in. Brynn narrowed his eyes and peered at the larger man, for a moment, before proceeding in a slightly calmer manner.

"Legit or not, I'm not handing my life over to some punk kid. I mean come on, he's what? This thing makes him out to be twenty one, twenty-two, maybe? The frag can some twenty-year old know about spacing, about leading a bunch of professional soldiers?"

"A-hem!"

"Present company excepted, Gaily. If I'd never had a daughter, you'd probably have been the daughter I never had but always wanted anyway.

"'Sides you're only twenty-two on the outside."

Gail rolled her eyes and slapped the table, much the same way Mister Harston, of the Bureau had done, less than an hour earlier. "Listen, people, we have two options. Let the kid lead, and pray really hard that he doesn't kill us, or go our separate ways.

"Believe me, Commander Panocha and I spent upwards of three hours going over this with the Dagger's lawyers, as well as the leeches from BMAB. I'm sorry, but this is the way it is. I can't force any of you to stay with us, but like as not, he'll just recognize that he can't do it, and give it over to me. Maybe he'll even stay out of trouble, too, while the grown-ups earn a living.

"Now, are there any Irea/Il questions?"

She was greeted with silence, and was about ready to dismiss the group when, to her surprise, Pren'taal piped up. "Pardon, Sir, but where exactly Idoes/I this nephew live?"

Gail blinked, unsure which had caught her more off guard—the question itself, or that it had been asked by the tank chief.

"Um... I... let me look."

"The snot lives on some dirt ball flying 'round Celus."

"IDoctor Hall/I," Gail snapped. "Your disapproval has been noted. I will ask—I once/I— that you refrain from further belittlement of the Captain's nephew. For one, he's looking to be our next captain, but if nothing else, do it out of respect for Captain Lanza."

Brynn bowed his head, and mumbled an apology.

"Doctor Hall is right, however, in that we're going to need to travel to an agrarian world known as 'Soliven', find this Matthew Sarray, and convince him to leave whatever it is he's doing and take command of his uncle's mercenary unit."

"How much djoo say da Cap'n be givin' da kiddo?"

"Five hundred million."

"Dja, you be wavin' five hundred big'uns in da kiddo face, he be hoppin' aboard lickety split, no? I'ma thinkin' we be jammin', den. Maybes to a different dee-jay, but, ahh..."

Gail sighed, slumping forward to rest on her elbows. IYou just had to do this to me, didn't you Sterling. Just had to take it all away and give it to a hoodlum we don't even know is sane. I really thought you loved me, Sterling. I really did.

You left us without a goodbye, and with nothing but letters to tell us we weren't trustworthy enough to run ourselves after you died. I really did love you. Why'd you do it, Sterling? Why? /I


Pulling herself upright, once more, she turned to the small assemblage. "We have our work cut out, then. If there's nothing else?"

Heads shook around the room, and Gail got to her feet in a smooth motion that caught the eye of at least her chief engineer. "Very well, then, let's get this ship ready to meet her new captain." Tapping the comm panel on the desk, she opened a line to the bridge.

"Bridge here. This is Denniman."

"Lieutenant Denniman, have the navigator lay in a course for Soliven, in the Taelon supercluster. Best possible speed."

"Aye, Sir, plotting course now."

"Thank you. Silvestri out." With that she strode to the door, turning back to the senior staff just before stepping onto the bridge. "Looks like we get to take a little field trip."

With that, the cruiser ODS IWildcard/I silently slipped orbit, and bore toward the galactic "northeast," to begin the long, circuitous route to the small, agrarian world marked on most starcharts only as "Celus VI."