Disclamers : yup, me still don't own FF8 and this ish the last i'm gonna say it!! O.O

A/N : First, I thought that I would need to be Seifer sometimes but finally I found a way better
Idea it'll Quistis's POV for now on so anyways may the story begin.

Ok so now correction! This - -*-*-*-*- will be at the start and at the end of quisty's
dream!

.My Second Chance - Chapter 2 .

Rain, normaly I do love rain but not now. Each falling rain drops that landed on me made me felt as if each part of my body was peirced by thousand needles. I didn't have the strenght to move nor the will. I would have stay there eternaly feeling each new waves of pain that passed through my helpless body but no. I heard many voices surrounding me, worry and sorrow could be heard from everywhere.How could it be I don't know, this island is totally desert. Any human could live on these desolated shores, anyone but still the voices were still there. I felt warm of a curaga spell passing all over my body and the pain was gone. My eyes flew open and I sat up. Indeed, I was still on the island closest to heaven. The thick humide fog was still over whelming the place but I could feel that the air was more cold behind me. I turned around and let out a light suprised scream. Shiva, Siren and Pandemona were standing there, my guardians forces.

'' Are you feeling better? '' asked the ice queen still havng hints of worry in her soft voice. She knelt down in front of me and passed one of her cold hand in my hair. It is then that I saw it, my hair weren't blond anymore . No more gloden shimmering color. It was of the purest white.I blinked few times to focus my sight, the strands of my hair fell on my bare shoulders. Then, one by one the three of them walked away, desappearing in the damp landscape. I jumped on my feets and ran to a pond to look at my reflect. The sight of my own reflection made my heart beat faster.Eyes lost their coloration, they became so pale that I couldn't tell if they were blue or white anymore. A pale ghost, it was all that was left of the instructor trepe. Then I remembered the vile creature, selphie's horrified face and I remembered the red wall. '' How could it be? '' was all that I could say, asking no one in particular. I grabbed my whip and ran as fast that I could to the place where the Ragnarok landed. It wasn't there anymore but I didn't got the time to worry about this fact. I became lightheaded and passed out in the middle of the field.

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'' Where's the mediocre instructor ?'' a familliar cocky voice asked.

'' Damn you Seifer. How the hell do you want to be accepted by the garden if you.'' I knew that voice it was Irvine's.

'' You really wanna know, huh?? Can't guess since almost everyone in the garden is crying and she's the only missing person!! '' screamed Selphie's voice between sobs.

'' W-wha..What do you mean? '' asked Seifer this time he lost his cocky attitude.

'' She's dead. D.E.A.D. You cannot even respect dead people and y'know she was a great instructor.'' replied Selphie before sulking even more.

I could see the petite crying onto Irvine's soulder who were pating her on the back, trying to comfort her. For Seifer, he simply stood there, in shock. His eyes lost all it's arrogant gleem. In the back I could hear Rinoa's sobs as well..

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Slowly the images faded away and I came back to reality. I was laying on the dock of an old rusty fishing boat. I waited there until I could see and old sailor who was looking at the calm sea. '' Hello. '' I said half-whispering since my throat was so dry that I couldn't emit a louder sound. The man let out a grunt and handed me a flask of water of water that I gratefuly took and drank down in no time.'' I found you on the cursed island. We will be arriving at Dollet in no time. '' stated simply the man before looking back at the horizon. I opened my mouth to speak up but he interupted me saying he didn't want to hear my story and that everything was alright. I gave him a short nod before siting up and waiting until our arrival.

After a short while Dollet's port appeared at the horizon.It seemed pretty busy, many fishing boats were moving in and out of the port as some others were simply staying in the middle.We passed easily between the giant boats since ours was so tiny. We went deeper in port until we found someplace for the Scarlett it was the of the I was on. I jumped on the quay and took the huge rope that the sailor was handing and I carefully tied it to a steel bar . '' Well, I'll be going now m'am. It was nice to meet you and remember to thank God for saving you from the Siltrider!'' shouted the old man as he walked away leaving me on there in the crowd, completly confused. I didn't knew what was a 'Siltrider' as well but I didn't liked the name of the thing.What if it was the monster that attacked me? I shook my head to clear my thoughts now my first priority was to find something to eat and a way back home. I walked out of the crowded port and made my way to the square town. This place as well was busier than ever and some persons looked at me as I was a monster. I hurried into a small cafe and searched in my pocket for some gils. Luckily, I still had my credit card and some gils. I ordered a coffe and a sandwich before looking for someplace. There wasn't single table left no even a seat. I sighed and headed toward then I notice that there was a seat left at a small table in the back of place. I hurried there before someone else take place. A woman whit grey hair was reading the paper. I cleared my throat to mark my precense. '' Can I sit whit you? '' I asked. The woman answered me by an '' AFFIRMATIVE.''

I stopped dead in my tracks. '' F-Fujin?'' the name passed my lips before I could stop it. The woman quickly putted aside the papers and looked at me strangly. '' YOU KNOW ME? '' she asked before narrowing her eyes and inspecting me caustionly. '' QUISTIS?!?'' she screamed that word even louder than her 'normal' tone. I nodded and sat at the table. '' NICE TO SEE YOU '' she said pushing the paper aside to make some place. I took a sip of my coffee before replying '' it's nice to see you too. How have you been? You're not whit Seifer and Raijin anymore? '' I asked before biting in my sandwich. '' I'M OK. SEIFER'S BACK AT THE GARDEN AND RAIJIN SHOULD ARRIVE SOON.'' she answered me before drinking down her glass of water.

'' FUJ!?! Where ya are, I can't find there too much people, ya know! '' screamed Raijin's voice from across the room. '' HERE. '' shouted back Fujin before shaking her head. He walked up to our table and sat next to Fujin before stealing a fry in her plate. '' SAY HI TO QUISTIS.'' Shouted Fujin, kicking Raijin in the leg. Those two hadn't changed as I saw. He rubbed his leg few times before looking at me. '' Hey Quistis, I didn't reconize ya. You changed a lot, y'know. What happened?'' he asked me, resting his arms on the table. I told them the whole story, how I met the monster and when I woke up on the island alone but still I didn't tell them about the Guardian Forces and about the dream. '' Woah, they should think you're dead now, y'know!'' exclaimed Raijin after I finished my story. '' We should head back to Balamb, y'know and anyways we were going to see Seifer so come whit us! '' said Raijin as we stood up to leave. I paid for my order and walked out the two posses following behind. It was getting late and the sky was already dark when we walked out. '' LATE. WE SHOULD STAY HERE TONIGHT. '' stated Fujin before heading toward the Dollet's hotel. Raijin who apperantly didn't want to be kick by Fujin again said nothing and simply followed her.

I walked behind, enjoying the cool breeze of the night. The city was much more calm during the night and the place was beautiful. When we arrived at the hotel there was only one room left, but luckily we could instal three beds in it. Immediatly after they had finish to set our room all of us went to bed. Me and Fujin would have slept well that night if it hadn't been of Raijin that snored the whole time. I stared blankly at the ceiling when I noticed that the man had stop snoring, I turned around to see Fujin putting her pillow in Raijin's face to struggle his snores. I couldn't resist and I started laughing when Raijin turned around and restarted to snore. That night I didn't slept at all but I had fun lots of fun. The next morning everyone was up early. I quickly brushed my hair and I tied them into a ponytail. I still wasn't use to my haircolor but oh well I have to live whit it. We grabbed our things and left the hotel to head toward the train station. It has been built few months ago and it was a big station we could almost everywhere from here. The streets were as lively as yesterday and I enjoyed it. Now the way people looked at me didn't bother me anymore, I had two friends and two great ones.

We stopped at a weapon store to ugrade Fujin's and Raijin's weapons.When I walked in I've been greated by a tall young man. His black hair hide his eyes but they seemed to be green. He was cute but we had to hurry to not miss the train. Everything went well there was no parts missing and they got engough money but still we were running short of time. We ran for the rest of the traject and arrived just in time.I bought my ticket and hurried inside. I made the code of the Seed's cabbin and walked in. The place was the exact same thing in each different train. I let myself fall back on the couch and my eyes closed by themselves probably because of lack of sleep last night.

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Second chapter up! Wheee! O.O a lil bit longer right? -.^ anyways I hope you like it and sorry if there is OOCness.