A/N: sorry if I haven't updated in a while but lots happened, like my
parents divorced so I had to wait for my mom to buy a new comp, to have
internet and finally to realise that there was no Microsoft office on it.
So now I'm back on track and I'll be able to continue.I think quit boring
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Now The Story..
.My Second Chance- chapter 4.
I woke up in the infirmary. Blinded by the spoke light over the small bed I was laying on, I waited until my eyes adjusted to the light and sat on the edge of the infirmary's bed. Looking by the window, I felt an incredible relief to see the morning sun. Finally, I was back. I jumped on my feet and walked around the room, smiling. I heard to familiar sound of the door opening as someone stepped in. Squall walked in, an unreadable expression ran across his handsome face. I tilted my head to the right and let myself fall back in one of the small plastic chair.
'' What is it? '' I asked weakly, afraid of seeing the man I once so cherished break down in front of me.'' Quitis. Is that really you?'' his eyes glowed strangely as he spoke but I tried my best to stay normal.
'' Yeah! I'm back , y'know.'' I let out a small laughter as I realised that I spoke like Raijin. ''Sorry, I guess I got used to Fuj and Raij.'' I stated, looking through the window. I knew that he wouldn't like the fact that Fujin and Raijin were my friends by now and yet I knew that the worse was to come. He made a small frown and sighed. '' Everyone thought you were dead. It's been months by now that you left for the mission. If only you saw how Rinoa was sad when she learned that you didn't come back.'' he said as his gaze followed mine toward the students outside.'' months you said?'' I asked in disbelief. '' Yes and if you how happy she was when she learnt that you were alive!'' he replied still looking away as small smile formed on his lips.'' She who?'' I said, looking back a the young commander.'' Rinoa, of course who else?'' he answered obviously. I clenched my fingers onto the seat of my chair. Rinoa, Rinoa, Rinoa was this the only name he knew? I had enough of earring of how kind, sweet, nice and oh so perfect.
'' Well, I'm tired of staying here. I'll go walk around the school, so see you later maybe?'' I said as I walked back in my room to gather my purse and my whip. Squall stood up after me and leaned in the door frame. '' Why don't we go together?'' he asked. I looked at him surpassed by his proposal. '' Ok, then first we'll search for Seifer, I need to see him.'' I replied, a small grin forming on my lips. Disapproval replaced the smile that curved previously his lips as I walked out of my white prison, more commonly called the infirmary. I could heard the sound of Squall's footsteps as he ran after me. '' I remembered that I had a meeting whit headmaster Cid. Maybe we could talk an other time?'' he shouted at me from behind. I knew it was a lie, he didn't want to meet Seifer. My plan worked exactly as I planned. I turned around to face him. He stopped at only few centimetres of my face what made me fell incredibly uneasy. '' Okay..'' I accepted sheepishly, mentally cursing my lack of strength. He simply nodded and walked pass me, saluting a SeeD that I didn't recognised. I shook my head as I stared at Squall walk away. He had changed and I couldn't say that I liked it. I damned Rinoa once again to have spoiled Squall so greatly. The one I loved didn't exist anymore.
I continued my way to my dorm room. As walked trough the circular corridor that linked the different sections of the garden the many students looked at curiously. It was like I was some sort of ghost for them, actually I understood them. If what Squall said previously everyone thought I was no more and by now I was as white as a ghost.
A scream of joy spread over the place as I walked by the cafeteria's corridor. I laughed when I saw Zell running toward arms spread open. '' Quisty!!'' he shouted before hugging me tight. I patted him on the back. '' You really scared me! I thought I'd never see you again.'' said the blonde SeeD as he let me go off. '' You really think I would be killed that easily, Dinch?'' I replied raising an eyebrow at him. He let out a small laugh before looking toward a young girl. I recognised her, it was Miya. I smiled at him acknowledge of the presence of his beloved one. He waved at me before running away toward her, disappear into the crowd of students.
I continued my way to the dormitory section. The familiar plain grey colours made me feel strangely nostalgic, remembering back then when I was more than a wandering soul on the Earth and before at least my electric blue eyes and golden hair kept this appearance of the lively person I had been but this was no more. I was white and empty.. I finally arrived in front of the dorm that was mine. Luckily, my key still unlocked the door. I pushed the door open and glanced briefly over the room. Nothing had changed, It was still my own little world. I walked in and thrown my whip onto the dark blue couch and walked up to my closet. I swung the doors open and searched trough the few clothes that consisted my wardrobe. My peach battle outfit, my old garden's uniform, a pair of worn out jeans, a snow white shirt and a long black trench coat. I blinked in surprise at the sight of the coat to finally let myself brake down. I leaned against a wall, laughing and crying at the same time. All my inner confusion and despair mixed up into a troubling ball of non-understandable emotions. I slid down onto the soft crimson carpet remembering the past events. The hideous creature still lurked into my mind and I could still feel the damp atmosphere of the island and then the flashback of creature's corpse laying in of the road and finally the image I saw in the car's mirror, no more more Siltrider only a stain of dark blood. I shook my head, I had to forget. Question blurted into my mind. How long it as been since I collapsed on the mission, how long did I stayed unconscious? I couldn't tell but for now all I need was that I needed a shower and rest.
I walked into the snow white bathroom, turning of the light on and looked in the mirror. My eyes grew wide in surprise, I still didn't recognised my own self. Sighing in pulled off all my clothes before entering into the shower. I adjusted the temperature of the water before closing my eyes, enjoying the sensation of the waters falling onto me. I stayed during a longer time than necessary in the shower and when I came out mist covered bathroom's mirror and water drops rolled down the walls of the tiny bathroom. I warped a towel around me and walked back to the closet, frowning I took the pair of jeans and the white shirt. I thrown the clothes onto the bed as I turned to my drawer searching a pair of socks, I succeeded to save the world, to avoid death in a foreign isle and yet I didn't manage to find a pair of simple socks.
When I could finally stomp out of my room whit two matching socks the sun was already setting. Laughing silently at myself, I walked down the grey stripped corridor toward the cafeteria to find something to eat. I lined up along, hoping to find something edible as a gloved hand taped on my shoulder. I turned around to see Fujin standing behind me, she was smiling, a rare sight.
'' WOKE UP. GOOD. WAS GETTING WORRIED.'' She said, pulling out of her pocket her purse to check how many gils she had. '' Well, I'm sorry but I couldn't order myself to regain consciousness, because I would have ran away of the infirmary and it's horrible plastic sheeted beds a long time ago.'' I replied joking. The two of us bursted out of laughs as everyone looked at us questioningly. Grabbing a sandwich, I turned around to look back at my one eyed friend. '' Where's Raij? He not whit you?'' I asked noticing the absence of the man. '' WHIT SEIFER, OVERTHERE. '' she answered pointing over the back of the cafeteria. In the distance, I could see the grey trench coat of Seifer and Raijin who seemed to be laughing as well. Seifer, I didn't remembered that he was back. I swallowed nervously as I looked back at Fujin. '' Well, I think I'll go now. I need to see headmaster Cid. '' I excused myself, trying to flee toward the exit. '' EAT WHIT US? CAN'T EAT IN CID OFFICE.'' Shouted Fujin from behind. The question I feared as been asked and I couldn't refuse. '' O-okay.'' I said following the silver haired woman through the labyrinth of tables. Raijin waved wildly at us as we arrived near the table. I smiled at him, happy to see him as I remembered. '' Greetings, instructor. '' said the calm and shooting voice of Seifer as I sat between him and Fujin. '' Er.. please don't call me instructor, I hate it, it sounds way to formal.'' I replied without thinking, I was way to absorbed into my fight whit the plastic paper that was warped around my precious food. He looked at me obviously amused by my duel whit the wrapping paper. '' I H.A.T.E the food wrap, damn it!'' I growled as I tried to rip it off. The posses started to laugh at me, Raijin louder than everyone as usual. I slammed the sandwich on the table before starting to laugh as well. Only after ten minutes of non stop laugh, we succeeded to composure back. '' Here, let me help you.'' The blond posse leader said before grabbing the sandwich and ripping off the paper in a single move. '' See? It's easy, miss Trepe.'' He said whit his usual cocky smirk spraying over his face. I let out a hmph before snatching the sandwich from him. I curled the food wrap in a ball and passed a tiny rope that I found in my pockets in it.'' Okay, You're the best. I official give you the medal of the grand champion of food wrap ripping.'' I said passing the 'medal' over his head. He looked at me wide eyed at me. '' What you think that I'm as dull then in a classroom?'' I asked. An other burst of laughs came from the four of us. '' Trepe, your officaly in the posse by now.'' said Seifer, still chuckling.
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Tada!! The four chapter! Sorry if it took long time.. O.o Quitis part from the posse.. whee wanna see Squall's head when he'll ear that..XD
Now The Story..
.My Second Chance- chapter 4.
I woke up in the infirmary. Blinded by the spoke light over the small bed I was laying on, I waited until my eyes adjusted to the light and sat on the edge of the infirmary's bed. Looking by the window, I felt an incredible relief to see the morning sun. Finally, I was back. I jumped on my feet and walked around the room, smiling. I heard to familiar sound of the door opening as someone stepped in. Squall walked in, an unreadable expression ran across his handsome face. I tilted my head to the right and let myself fall back in one of the small plastic chair.
'' What is it? '' I asked weakly, afraid of seeing the man I once so cherished break down in front of me.'' Quitis. Is that really you?'' his eyes glowed strangely as he spoke but I tried my best to stay normal.
'' Yeah! I'm back , y'know.'' I let out a small laughter as I realised that I spoke like Raijin. ''Sorry, I guess I got used to Fuj and Raij.'' I stated, looking through the window. I knew that he wouldn't like the fact that Fujin and Raijin were my friends by now and yet I knew that the worse was to come. He made a small frown and sighed. '' Everyone thought you were dead. It's been months by now that you left for the mission. If only you saw how Rinoa was sad when she learned that you didn't come back.'' he said as his gaze followed mine toward the students outside.'' months you said?'' I asked in disbelief. '' Yes and if you how happy she was when she learnt that you were alive!'' he replied still looking away as small smile formed on his lips.'' She who?'' I said, looking back a the young commander.'' Rinoa, of course who else?'' he answered obviously. I clenched my fingers onto the seat of my chair. Rinoa, Rinoa, Rinoa was this the only name he knew? I had enough of earring of how kind, sweet, nice and oh so perfect.
'' Well, I'm tired of staying here. I'll go walk around the school, so see you later maybe?'' I said as I walked back in my room to gather my purse and my whip. Squall stood up after me and leaned in the door frame. '' Why don't we go together?'' he asked. I looked at him surpassed by his proposal. '' Ok, then first we'll search for Seifer, I need to see him.'' I replied, a small grin forming on my lips. Disapproval replaced the smile that curved previously his lips as I walked out of my white prison, more commonly called the infirmary. I could heard the sound of Squall's footsteps as he ran after me. '' I remembered that I had a meeting whit headmaster Cid. Maybe we could talk an other time?'' he shouted at me from behind. I knew it was a lie, he didn't want to meet Seifer. My plan worked exactly as I planned. I turned around to face him. He stopped at only few centimetres of my face what made me fell incredibly uneasy. '' Okay..'' I accepted sheepishly, mentally cursing my lack of strength. He simply nodded and walked pass me, saluting a SeeD that I didn't recognised. I shook my head as I stared at Squall walk away. He had changed and I couldn't say that I liked it. I damned Rinoa once again to have spoiled Squall so greatly. The one I loved didn't exist anymore.
I continued my way to my dorm room. As walked trough the circular corridor that linked the different sections of the garden the many students looked at curiously. It was like I was some sort of ghost for them, actually I understood them. If what Squall said previously everyone thought I was no more and by now I was as white as a ghost.
A scream of joy spread over the place as I walked by the cafeteria's corridor. I laughed when I saw Zell running toward arms spread open. '' Quisty!!'' he shouted before hugging me tight. I patted him on the back. '' You really scared me! I thought I'd never see you again.'' said the blonde SeeD as he let me go off. '' You really think I would be killed that easily, Dinch?'' I replied raising an eyebrow at him. He let out a small laugh before looking toward a young girl. I recognised her, it was Miya. I smiled at him acknowledge of the presence of his beloved one. He waved at me before running away toward her, disappear into the crowd of students.
I continued my way to the dormitory section. The familiar plain grey colours made me feel strangely nostalgic, remembering back then when I was more than a wandering soul on the Earth and before at least my electric blue eyes and golden hair kept this appearance of the lively person I had been but this was no more. I was white and empty.. I finally arrived in front of the dorm that was mine. Luckily, my key still unlocked the door. I pushed the door open and glanced briefly over the room. Nothing had changed, It was still my own little world. I walked in and thrown my whip onto the dark blue couch and walked up to my closet. I swung the doors open and searched trough the few clothes that consisted my wardrobe. My peach battle outfit, my old garden's uniform, a pair of worn out jeans, a snow white shirt and a long black trench coat. I blinked in surprise at the sight of the coat to finally let myself brake down. I leaned against a wall, laughing and crying at the same time. All my inner confusion and despair mixed up into a troubling ball of non-understandable emotions. I slid down onto the soft crimson carpet remembering the past events. The hideous creature still lurked into my mind and I could still feel the damp atmosphere of the island and then the flashback of creature's corpse laying in of the road and finally the image I saw in the car's mirror, no more more Siltrider only a stain of dark blood. I shook my head, I had to forget. Question blurted into my mind. How long it as been since I collapsed on the mission, how long did I stayed unconscious? I couldn't tell but for now all I need was that I needed a shower and rest.
I walked into the snow white bathroom, turning of the light on and looked in the mirror. My eyes grew wide in surprise, I still didn't recognised my own self. Sighing in pulled off all my clothes before entering into the shower. I adjusted the temperature of the water before closing my eyes, enjoying the sensation of the waters falling onto me. I stayed during a longer time than necessary in the shower and when I came out mist covered bathroom's mirror and water drops rolled down the walls of the tiny bathroom. I warped a towel around me and walked back to the closet, frowning I took the pair of jeans and the white shirt. I thrown the clothes onto the bed as I turned to my drawer searching a pair of socks, I succeeded to save the world, to avoid death in a foreign isle and yet I didn't manage to find a pair of simple socks.
When I could finally stomp out of my room whit two matching socks the sun was already setting. Laughing silently at myself, I walked down the grey stripped corridor toward the cafeteria to find something to eat. I lined up along, hoping to find something edible as a gloved hand taped on my shoulder. I turned around to see Fujin standing behind me, she was smiling, a rare sight.
'' WOKE UP. GOOD. WAS GETTING WORRIED.'' She said, pulling out of her pocket her purse to check how many gils she had. '' Well, I'm sorry but I couldn't order myself to regain consciousness, because I would have ran away of the infirmary and it's horrible plastic sheeted beds a long time ago.'' I replied joking. The two of us bursted out of laughs as everyone looked at us questioningly. Grabbing a sandwich, I turned around to look back at my one eyed friend. '' Where's Raij? He not whit you?'' I asked noticing the absence of the man. '' WHIT SEIFER, OVERTHERE. '' she answered pointing over the back of the cafeteria. In the distance, I could see the grey trench coat of Seifer and Raijin who seemed to be laughing as well. Seifer, I didn't remembered that he was back. I swallowed nervously as I looked back at Fujin. '' Well, I think I'll go now. I need to see headmaster Cid. '' I excused myself, trying to flee toward the exit. '' EAT WHIT US? CAN'T EAT IN CID OFFICE.'' Shouted Fujin from behind. The question I feared as been asked and I couldn't refuse. '' O-okay.'' I said following the silver haired woman through the labyrinth of tables. Raijin waved wildly at us as we arrived near the table. I smiled at him, happy to see him as I remembered. '' Greetings, instructor. '' said the calm and shooting voice of Seifer as I sat between him and Fujin. '' Er.. please don't call me instructor, I hate it, it sounds way to formal.'' I replied without thinking, I was way to absorbed into my fight whit the plastic paper that was warped around my precious food. He looked at me obviously amused by my duel whit the wrapping paper. '' I H.A.T.E the food wrap, damn it!'' I growled as I tried to rip it off. The posses started to laugh at me, Raijin louder than everyone as usual. I slammed the sandwich on the table before starting to laugh as well. Only after ten minutes of non stop laugh, we succeeded to composure back. '' Here, let me help you.'' The blond posse leader said before grabbing the sandwich and ripping off the paper in a single move. '' See? It's easy, miss Trepe.'' He said whit his usual cocky smirk spraying over his face. I let out a hmph before snatching the sandwich from him. I curled the food wrap in a ball and passed a tiny rope that I found in my pockets in it.'' Okay, You're the best. I official give you the medal of the grand champion of food wrap ripping.'' I said passing the 'medal' over his head. He looked at me wide eyed at me. '' What you think that I'm as dull then in a classroom?'' I asked. An other burst of laughs came from the four of us. '' Trepe, your officaly in the posse by now.'' said Seifer, still chuckling.
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Tada!! The four chapter! Sorry if it took long time.. O.o Quitis part from the posse.. whee wanna see Squall's head when he'll ear that..XD