A/n I'm back! Though you'd probly would rather have Jessie, TOUGH!!!! well, this chapter is about jessies probs and her overcoming them! on with the show!! or.. story. sorry about the wait.....
disclaimer: read other chaps, youll see it so stop with the freaking law suit thingy!!
Chapter 11: Suicidal thoughts of a young girl
As Jessie walked down the road to her favorite bar she began to think. ' What if I just...end it all..' She shook her head trying to shake the thought, but she just couldn't. It sounded almost pleasing to the mind. It kept echoing in her mind, just..end it all...She came close to the bar and she was relived to see it. She walked in and asked for the regular, which was a gin and tonic with moonshine, she loved the strong overpowering taste that it had. she learned how to make it from a guy that went to their bar that they worked at. As she sat there drinking away her problems and thoughts, someone was watching her with pity in his eyes. She looked up because of the feeling that you get when someone is watching you. Her golden hazel eyes met blue eyes and they just looked at each other for a while until the bartender asked if she wanted another. She shook her head, "What?" she asked. "Would you like another drink?" he asked looking at her glass. "Oh, yeah, sure. " She looked up to see if the mysterious blue-eyed person was there but to her surprise, he was gone. She put her head down on the bar, and she heard someone talking. "Why would a girl like you be at a bar drinking?" "Huh? Who, me?" she asked looking up just to have her eyes meet those calm sorrowful blue eyes. "Why are you here?" he asked her looking into her eyes as if he were trying to read her soul through them. "Just having a drink, why, what's it to you?" she asked rudly, but not trying to sound rude. "I'm sorry if I bothered you," he said walking away. " "Hey, wait! I'm sorry, please wait!" she said getting up and running towards him. "Look, I'm sorry if I offened you by asking that wuestion, I'm leaving. " he said pushing the door open and walking out. She pushed the door open and followed him, "Hey," she ran up and stopped him, "I'm sorry, I'm just having one of those days." He started to walk away."Hey, whats your name, I know I'm making small talk, but I'm trying to apologize and at least talk to you. " "Brandon." he said turning around, "Whats your name?" "My name is...Jessie, whats up?" "Hahahaha.. your funny, 'whats up?' ", she playfully hit his arm,"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was just kidding!" he said trying to catch her arm. "Thats what I thought." she said crossing her arms with a smile playing across her lips. They began to walk down the sidewalk and talked.
" I'm having a problem with this girl, we need to do something about this."
"I'll handle it."
"Good."
"Where in the hell is she!?!?!?!?" Nikki screamed as she walked into the livingroom. "Calm down, Nikki, we'll find, its only been....... 6 hours." Kagome said trying to calm her down. Sango walked in the house and shook her head, " She'e not at the bar, Jack said she left with some guy he'd never seen before." "Did he say how long ago she had left?" Nikki asked. "Yeah, about 2 1/2 hours ago." Shit, shit!!"
Back to Jessie and Brandon
"So, whats up? Why were you getting wasted in the bar?" Brandon asked out of pure curiousity. "Long story, and I don't want to tell it." She said looking blankly at the sky. She didn't want to say because it was slightly embarassing to her. She didn't like the fact that she was nearly raped and she liked a certain someone that saved her. She found it embarrassing because he was going out with one of her best friends and she didn't want to seem backstabbing, it was the last thing that she wanted to do. But her mind was seemingly changing without her knowing. Her mind was so out of wack it was driving her crazy. All she wanted was to clear her head and she knew that wasn't gonna happen. "Hello? Are you ok?" Brandon asked looking at her concerned. "Huh? Oh, nothing.'' She really didn't want to tell him what she was thinking so she lied, "Just gotta little dazed, thats all." "Oh, ok. So like I was trying to say was, hahaha, what kind of music do you listen to?" "Everything." "Cool, so do I."
to the weird stalker guy
"She's with that fucking prick, we need to get her soon. And that is my final word. Well, why are you just standing there, get your men and get the fuck out! "
"She's different then the others though, we need to be careful. I might need some back up."
"Why in the hell do you think i said get your men, you dtupid son of a bitch, get the fuck out now."
ring ring ring
"What?!" Nikki yelled into the phone. "Sorry, did I interupt you?" Sess asked almost ready to hang up on her. "Oh, I'm soo sorry, i didnt reelize it was you." "Could've fooled me." "What, I'm sorry I'm a little out of it." she said to him trying to keep calm. "Well you have caller I.D. i would have only thought you to check it. I can see you don't want to talk, i'll just go." "No.no.no, its ok i didnt mean too, Jessie just went missing and i'm scared." "Well, i know that. maybe you going a little crazy." "What in the hell are you talking about?" "So easily you forget about me my dear, you called me and left a message telling about Jessie and for me to call you as soon as I got it. Remember now?" "Oh my God, I'm sorry. I didnt mean to blow up like that. All I did was yell 'what' on the phone. I didnt know who i was talking too." "Well I would expect you to check the caller id especially when she goes missing."click "Shit!" she slammed down the receiver as hard as she could without braking it. Sango and Kagome came running in and said in union,"What?!?!" Their faces shifted a little when they saw Nikki crying."I think me and Sess just broke up." she sobbed lightly. "What, why?" Kagome said as she and Sango walked over to her. "When i picked up the phone I yelled what and he thought i was directing that to him, and i wasnt. I really wasnt I swear, But then he made a point that I have caller id and since jessie is missing I would have checked it but i told him i didnt mean it. Then he got me again, i had called him and told him to call me when he got my message and i also told him about Jessie so he knew, but he's right. If I really cared about jessie I would have checked the id. And i didnt." she cried more. "Its ok, everything will go back to normal when we get Jessie back here, he'll realize it then dont worry.It's not like he's gonna go and get another girlfriend, right?" "Nikki looked up hopefully," You're probly right," "Of course I aways am." Kagome looked happily.
At the guys house
Sess looked angrily at the phone. He didn't like the covnversation he had just had with Nikki. They were so happy together. He didn;t realize were he had gone wrong for her to be mad at him. He knew she was stressed about her friend missing. but she didn't need to be rude, especially at him. "I'm going out." He yelled as he slammed the door.
"What was that all about?" Inuyasha said to the others.
with sess walking down the road
What am i supposed to do? She didn't mean it but that doesn't give her the right. Maybe I should just pass it off as pms and forget about it... He was very busy thinking about what to do when he suddenly ran into something, or rather someone. "Sorry," he looked down to see a tear stricken face. That face belonging to girl that captured his thoughts at that very moment. She took off running as soon as she saw the persons face who she ran into. He took off running in the same direction she went. He reached a park not too far away from where the had encountered. He looked around all over the park until the only place to look was the little castle part connecting the swings, slide, monkey bars and sand box. he climbed up but sure to be quiet. He heard her choked sob and he stopped. "Gods I'm so sorry, what did I do?" what? she's talking to herself. he stopped to listen to her talk. " I didn't mean to make him mad. I can't believe what Kagome said about him going back to normal after this. He was probably headed to some strip joint to find a girl to talk care of his stress and needs. I hate this." She sobbed and drew her knees up to her chest and held them there and cried. He decided he had heard enough. "What makes you think I would actually go there when I would rather go to you for that?" she jumped at the sound of his silky voice. "W-what do you mean?" "I love you and unitl i ran into you a moment ago i was just thinking about you. Then i overheard you say I was probably on my way to a strip club to take care of my stress and needs. But why go there when I can fulfill my needs with you?" "Y-you mean your not mad at me?" " i will admit I was upset at how you acted and at myself. But i realized I couldnt go one second without thinking about you. I'm sorry." She hugged him and he of coursed received the warmth openheartedly.
Thank you for recieving my prayers, God. Nikki thought as he began to kiss her.
disclaimer: read other chaps, youll see it so stop with the freaking law suit thingy!!
Chapter 11: Suicidal thoughts of a young girl
As Jessie walked down the road to her favorite bar she began to think. ' What if I just...end it all..' She shook her head trying to shake the thought, but she just couldn't. It sounded almost pleasing to the mind. It kept echoing in her mind, just..end it all...She came close to the bar and she was relived to see it. She walked in and asked for the regular, which was a gin and tonic with moonshine, she loved the strong overpowering taste that it had. she learned how to make it from a guy that went to their bar that they worked at. As she sat there drinking away her problems and thoughts, someone was watching her with pity in his eyes. She looked up because of the feeling that you get when someone is watching you. Her golden hazel eyes met blue eyes and they just looked at each other for a while until the bartender asked if she wanted another. She shook her head, "What?" she asked. "Would you like another drink?" he asked looking at her glass. "Oh, yeah, sure. " She looked up to see if the mysterious blue-eyed person was there but to her surprise, he was gone. She put her head down on the bar, and she heard someone talking. "Why would a girl like you be at a bar drinking?" "Huh? Who, me?" she asked looking up just to have her eyes meet those calm sorrowful blue eyes. "Why are you here?" he asked her looking into her eyes as if he were trying to read her soul through them. "Just having a drink, why, what's it to you?" she asked rudly, but not trying to sound rude. "I'm sorry if I bothered you," he said walking away. " "Hey, wait! I'm sorry, please wait!" she said getting up and running towards him. "Look, I'm sorry if I offened you by asking that wuestion, I'm leaving. " he said pushing the door open and walking out. She pushed the door open and followed him, "Hey," she ran up and stopped him, "I'm sorry, I'm just having one of those days." He started to walk away."Hey, whats your name, I know I'm making small talk, but I'm trying to apologize and at least talk to you. " "Brandon." he said turning around, "Whats your name?" "My name is...Jessie, whats up?" "Hahahaha.. your funny, 'whats up?' ", she playfully hit his arm,"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was just kidding!" he said trying to catch her arm. "Thats what I thought." she said crossing her arms with a smile playing across her lips. They began to walk down the sidewalk and talked.
" I'm having a problem with this girl, we need to do something about this."
"I'll handle it."
"Good."
"Where in the hell is she!?!?!?!?" Nikki screamed as she walked into the livingroom. "Calm down, Nikki, we'll find, its only been....... 6 hours." Kagome said trying to calm her down. Sango walked in the house and shook her head, " She'e not at the bar, Jack said she left with some guy he'd never seen before." "Did he say how long ago she had left?" Nikki asked. "Yeah, about 2 1/2 hours ago." Shit, shit!!"
Back to Jessie and Brandon
"So, whats up? Why were you getting wasted in the bar?" Brandon asked out of pure curiousity. "Long story, and I don't want to tell it." She said looking blankly at the sky. She didn't want to say because it was slightly embarassing to her. She didn't like the fact that she was nearly raped and she liked a certain someone that saved her. She found it embarrassing because he was going out with one of her best friends and she didn't want to seem backstabbing, it was the last thing that she wanted to do. But her mind was seemingly changing without her knowing. Her mind was so out of wack it was driving her crazy. All she wanted was to clear her head and she knew that wasn't gonna happen. "Hello? Are you ok?" Brandon asked looking at her concerned. "Huh? Oh, nothing.'' She really didn't want to tell him what she was thinking so she lied, "Just gotta little dazed, thats all." "Oh, ok. So like I was trying to say was, hahaha, what kind of music do you listen to?" "Everything." "Cool, so do I."
to the weird stalker guy
"She's with that fucking prick, we need to get her soon. And that is my final word. Well, why are you just standing there, get your men and get the fuck out! "
"She's different then the others though, we need to be careful. I might need some back up."
"Why in the hell do you think i said get your men, you dtupid son of a bitch, get the fuck out now."
ring ring ring
"What?!" Nikki yelled into the phone. "Sorry, did I interupt you?" Sess asked almost ready to hang up on her. "Oh, I'm soo sorry, i didnt reelize it was you." "Could've fooled me." "What, I'm sorry I'm a little out of it." she said to him trying to keep calm. "Well you have caller I.D. i would have only thought you to check it. I can see you don't want to talk, i'll just go." "No.no.no, its ok i didnt mean too, Jessie just went missing and i'm scared." "Well, i know that. maybe you going a little crazy." "What in the hell are you talking about?" "So easily you forget about me my dear, you called me and left a message telling about Jessie and for me to call you as soon as I got it. Remember now?" "Oh my God, I'm sorry. I didnt mean to blow up like that. All I did was yell 'what' on the phone. I didnt know who i was talking too." "Well I would expect you to check the caller id especially when she goes missing."click "Shit!" she slammed down the receiver as hard as she could without braking it. Sango and Kagome came running in and said in union,"What?!?!" Their faces shifted a little when they saw Nikki crying."I think me and Sess just broke up." she sobbed lightly. "What, why?" Kagome said as she and Sango walked over to her. "When i picked up the phone I yelled what and he thought i was directing that to him, and i wasnt. I really wasnt I swear, But then he made a point that I have caller id and since jessie is missing I would have checked it but i told him i didnt mean it. Then he got me again, i had called him and told him to call me when he got my message and i also told him about Jessie so he knew, but he's right. If I really cared about jessie I would have checked the id. And i didnt." she cried more. "Its ok, everything will go back to normal when we get Jessie back here, he'll realize it then dont worry.It's not like he's gonna go and get another girlfriend, right?" "Nikki looked up hopefully," You're probly right," "Of course I aways am." Kagome looked happily.
At the guys house
Sess looked angrily at the phone. He didn't like the covnversation he had just had with Nikki. They were so happy together. He didn;t realize were he had gone wrong for her to be mad at him. He knew she was stressed about her friend missing. but she didn't need to be rude, especially at him. "I'm going out." He yelled as he slammed the door.
"What was that all about?" Inuyasha said to the others.
with sess walking down the road
What am i supposed to do? She didn't mean it but that doesn't give her the right. Maybe I should just pass it off as pms and forget about it... He was very busy thinking about what to do when he suddenly ran into something, or rather someone. "Sorry," he looked down to see a tear stricken face. That face belonging to girl that captured his thoughts at that very moment. She took off running as soon as she saw the persons face who she ran into. He took off running in the same direction she went. He reached a park not too far away from where the had encountered. He looked around all over the park until the only place to look was the little castle part connecting the swings, slide, monkey bars and sand box. he climbed up but sure to be quiet. He heard her choked sob and he stopped. "Gods I'm so sorry, what did I do?" what? she's talking to herself. he stopped to listen to her talk. " I didn't mean to make him mad. I can't believe what Kagome said about him going back to normal after this. He was probably headed to some strip joint to find a girl to talk care of his stress and needs. I hate this." She sobbed and drew her knees up to her chest and held them there and cried. He decided he had heard enough. "What makes you think I would actually go there when I would rather go to you for that?" she jumped at the sound of his silky voice. "W-what do you mean?" "I love you and unitl i ran into you a moment ago i was just thinking about you. Then i overheard you say I was probably on my way to a strip club to take care of my stress and needs. But why go there when I can fulfill my needs with you?" "Y-you mean your not mad at me?" " i will admit I was upset at how you acted and at myself. But i realized I couldnt go one second without thinking about you. I'm sorry." She hugged him and he of coursed received the warmth openheartedly.
Thank you for recieving my prayers, God. Nikki thought as he began to kiss her.