"Hiro-kun!" Shuuichi chanted, dancing over to me as I sat on the couch. I looked up at him and desperately prayed that he would not hear my heart start to pound as he drew closer. He seemed not to notice. Even if he could hear, he seemed not to care because his mind was concentrating only on one thing: Yuki Eiri. The only thing it is ever focused on.
Straining a smile on my face, I looked at Shuuichi. "What's up, Shuu?" I asked.
"Yuki loves me!" He smiled, dancing around. I tried to bare with him. It was getting less easy every time.
"That's great, Shuu." I said, even though my heart was crumbling. After Shuuichi danced away to share his love for the writer to someone else, I laid back heavily and slapped my hand on my forehead. "Baka!" I cursed at myself. I had tried a long time ago to forget my feelings for Shuuichi. I had been in love with him a long time. But I had forced myself to forget my feelings; convince myself that they did not exist. But I was never successful in getting rid of my feelings. They still lay within me, forever torturing me.
Later.....
I stumbled as I made my way up the hill. I had been at the bar for a little under two hours and I was shit-faced, to say the least. I could barely see straight and after I had run out of money, they threw me out. I yelled accusations at them for being idiots and that I would sue them for throwing out a big time celebrity. Those accusations and threats got me nowhere. I was still alone, outside and even then with a massive migraine that could kill a flock of sheep.
I tripped over my own damn foot and fell to the ground. Laying on my hands and knees, I smirked. "Heh," I mumbled. "Some big-shot celebrity I am. Can't even forget my feelings for my best friend. What good am I?" I then puked on the ground and crawled away, vomit and liquor on my breath and some even on my shirt. A few feet away, I collapsed onto the ground. "Shuuichi, you bastard. See what you've done to me?" Then there was nothingness as I passed out.
TBC.
I am SO sorry that this will involve slight-Shuuichi bashing. I LOVE Shuuichi! Honestly I do! I thought I owed a little something-something to, Hiro-kun. Tell me what you think! Arigatou goziamasu!